pathological addiction

Qu Boyuan has never had the experience of coaxing an unhappy Omega in his life, and his precisely calculated music score has no presupposition of "what to do when the lover is angry".

Lin Sheng closed his eyes, and Qu Boyuan watched many small red spots appearing on the back of his reddened neck, like blood-soaked spots.He wanted to touch it, but his hand was about to touch the skin there, and he retracted it again.

After hesitating for a while, he turned and left.

When Lin Sheng heard Qu Baiyuan leave, his chest was filled with soreness again.The cold liquid flowed into the blood vessels from the back of his hand, gradually calming down the restlessness in his body, and he also calmed down slowly.

Qu Boyuan probably doesn't like me very much, he thought, but why did he act like he likes me?

After about ten minutes, Lin Sheng heard someone walking beside him, and then something slightly hot touched his face.He opened his eyes and saw Qu Boyuan standing by the bed with a cup of hot milk in his hand.

Lin Sheng looked at him expressionlessly, Qu Boyuan squatted down, and coaxed clumsily: "Drink a glass of milk, don't be angry."

"I don't want to drink milk," Lin Sheng frowned, "you can go."

"I'm sorry." Qu Boyuan apologized to him again.

Lin Sheng looked into his eyes and thought, maybe these eyes see everyone with such affection, which makes people misunderstand that he is very cherished.There was a little pain in his throat, and he said softly, "Qu Boyuan, let's go."

Qu Boyuan put the milk on the small table next to him, and held his hand that was not needled: "I didn't know your physical condition before, and I didn't know that it would make you feel so uncomfortable, so I did wrong things over and over again, it's OK Forgive me?"

Lin Sheng turned his face away and said nothing, "Can you give me another chance to mark you?"

The aunt on the bed next to the infusion heard this, turned her head to look at Lin Sheng, smiled and winked at him, as if encouraging him to agree quickly.

Lin Sheng blushed, and told Qu Baiyuan to stop talking, "I'm a little tired, I want to sleep for a while."

Qu Boyuan sat by the bed and accompanied him, holding his hand with one hand and holding the phone with the other.

Lin Sheng's breathing gradually stabilized, and Qu Baiyuan sent a message to Bai Ji on his mobile phone: "What does it feel like to be temporarily marked?"

Bai Ji: "?!"

"what are you going to do?"

Qu Boyuan: "You just need to tell me what it feels like, will your thinking ability be seriously disturbed?"

Bai Ji: "O will have strong love and dependence on A from the time the mark is formed until it disappears. It is said that some A will also feel this way, but I don't."

Qu Boyuan: "Okay, I see."

Bai Ji asked: "Are you finally going to attack Lin Tiantian?"

Qu Boyuan: "He is not in good health, and the doctor told him not to take inhibitors for a year."

Bai Ji immediately called the phone, Qu Baiyuan pressed the reject button, and sent another message: "I'm going to accompany him to the hospital for infusion."

Bai Ji: "What happened to him?"

Qu Boyuan: "The doctor said it was an acute estrus reaction."

Bai Ji: "Acute estrus reaction? Isn't it enough to take a bite? Why do you need an infusion?"

He said the same thing to the doctor, but Qu Boyuan stopped replying to him while holding his mobile phone.

After a while, Bai Ji continued to send another message unwillingly: "Brother Yuan, I admit that your absolute respect for reason is a talent, but this talent is really not suitable for dating."

Qu Boyuan stared at the text he sent for a moment, and instead of posting long paragraphs of theories to refute him like before, he just replied: "I see."

It was late at night after Lin Sheng finished his infusion, Qu Boyuan took his hand and walked out, he broke free and put his hand in his trouser pocket.

The tiny red spots on the skin of the back of the neck hadn't subsided yet, Lin Sheng felt a little itchy, and wanted to reach out to scratch, but then remembered that the nurse sister had told her not to scratch, and it was hard to bear it.

Qu Boyuan covered it with his warm palm and rubbed it gently for him.

Lin Sheng walked out of the emergency room with him, stopped at the door, and said, "I'll take a taxi back by myself."

After speaking, he turned and left, his attitude was very firm.

Qu Boyuan suddenly felt flustered, he chased up and hugged Lin Sheng from behind, but he didn't know what to say at this time to keep him.

His certainty, based on an unpracticed theory, was now in jeopardy.The self-righteous and ridiculous score finally revealed its huge bug - it works because Lin Sheng is willing to cooperate, once Lin Sheng refuses to cooperate, this theory loses its basis for argument.

Lin Sheng imagined in his mind the scene of throwing Qu Baiyuan over his shoulder to the ground, and he said, "Let me go."

Qu Boyuan didn't let go, "Don't do this."

"I'll count to three, and if you don't let me go, I'll strike," Lin Sheng said, "One, two..."

"Three" was stuck between the lips and teeth.

Qu Boyuan was not very good at kissing, so he just moved his shoulders and put his lips on his lips recklessly.Lin Sheng's lips were soft and hot, and Qu Boyuan was afraid of hurting him after he moved recklessly.

"I'm sorry," Qu Boyuan let go of his lips, put his face against his, and honestly admitted his shallowness: "It's the first time I like someone, and I have no experience. Can you forgive my stupidity?"

The night breeze was slightly cool, and the high body temperature of the acute estrus reaction had not yet subsided, Lin Sheng felt a little cold.Qu Boyuan's temperature came through the thin cloth, giving him an illusion of warmth.

Several passers-by who came in and out of the hospital turned their heads to look at them, Lin Sheng shyly pushed him away, and said in a low voice, "I don't want to forgive you today."

"Then you'll forgive me tomorrow," Qu Boyuan took his hand, "I'll take you home first."

Lin Sheng was very coaxing, saying "I like someone for the first time" could calm him down, and followed Qu Baiyuan back to the car.The fragrance of milk in the car hadn't dissipated completely, Lin Sheng opened the window to let the night breeze in.

Qu Boyuan didn't start the car immediately, he was silent for a while, and suddenly said in a daze: "As long as I can remember, my parents and my mother have been arguing all day long, and everything in the house that can be broken has been broken. There is no peaceful day. So I went to boarding school very young."

Lin Sheng looked at him, he held Lin Sheng's hand, and was silent for a long while before continuing: "My dad said that he and my mom are 90.00% compatible. In the beginning, it was because of pheromones. After getting married, they hated each other more and more, to the point where they would never die... Even so, they still have me."

"Later, my mother fell in love with a Beta, and divorced my father when I was nine years old." Qu Boyuan stroked Lin Sheng's hand while speaking, and entwined his fingers into his fingers, interlocking his fingers, " So I grew up knowing that pheromones are not very reliable things that affect our emotions, cloud our judgment, and control our bodies. I don’t want to make the same mistakes as they did, so, I just... make you sad."

When he said this, he stopped, raised one palm, looked at Lin Sheng seriously and said, "I don't mean to make excuses for myself, I just want to say that I like you has nothing to do with pheromones, and I hope you do too. Same. Do you understand?"

Lin Sheng didn't quite understand, but he felt that Qu Baiyuan needed to be understood very much now, so he nodded, "Yes."

"I know I'm ridiculous, and this idea is naive and far-fetched, that's why you're so angry."

Lin Sheng is not very good at thinking about such convoluted things, his thinking is straightforward.He understood part of what Qu Boyuan said, but he accurately received the message that Qu Boyuan liked him, and that was enough.But he still cares about one thing, "So you can't give me the pheromone?"

"That's not what I mean, I mean, if your judgment is interfered with by pheromones in the future, you need to know how you feel in your heart."

Lin Sheng was dazzled by him again, "How do I feel in my heart?"

"I like how I feel." Qu Boyuan said without changing his expression.

Lin Sheng was amused by his thick skin, "Do you mean you want me to remember that I like you very much?"

"Correct."

"But if you tag me, I'll like you more, what's wrong with that?"

Qu Boyuan frowned and said: "If the influence of the mark fades, you will feel that you don't like me that much."

"It's very simple," Lin Sheng said, "Just don't let it fade away, just add another one before it fades."

Qu Boyuan looked at Lin Sheng, feeling for the first time that he did not agree with the other party's point of view but could not defeat him logically.

"Let's go!"

Lin Sheng's mood quickly improved, and he smiled sweetly at him again. Qu Boyuan couldn't help but leaned over and kissed him on the lips.

It was already late at night when we arrived downstairs at Lin Sheng's house, the lights in the corridor were broken, and it was pitch black.Qu Boyuan sent him upstairs and kissed him in the dark.

The two hugged at the door of the house for a long time, until Lin Sheng's grandfather called him, and the phone rang in the corridor.

Lin Dingnian heard the phone ringing outside the door, so he went to open the door, and gave Lin Sheng a strange look: "Didn't you bring the key?"

"Well," Lin Sheng's heart was pounding, "I forgot to bring the key."

There were slight footsteps in the corridor. Lin Dingnian glanced out, but there was no light, and he saw nothing.

Lin Sheng closed the door, "I'm going to watch the Chu Liang match today."

"Well," Lin Dingnian said, "come back sooner."

"it is good."

Lin Sheng smelled of Qu Baiyuan, he was afraid that his grandfather would smell it, so he quickly ran into the room.

A message was received on the mobile phone, it was Qu Boyuan standing downstairs and took a photo upstairs, asking him, "Which room are you in?"

Lin Sheng's room happened to be able to see the downstairs, so he turned on the light, stood in front of the window and called Qu Boyuan.

"See me?" He waved his hand.

"I see," Qu Boyuan held the phone in one hand and put the other in his trouser pocket, "I'm going back."

"Well," Lin Sheng asked him, "will we see you tomorrow?"

Qu Boyuan said: "You haven't finished your homework yet, go to the library tomorrow."

"Ah? Then don't meet again."

Qu Boyuan smiled slightly, "I'll pick you up tomorrow morning."