pathological addiction

The author has something to say: Song Ke: Do you still want to wait for someone to chase you?Qu Boyuan: I want my wife to chase me. (Tsundere face)

Because of going on a business trip with Qu Baiyuan the next day, Lin Sheng didn't sleep well all night.

I can't help thinking about him, thinking about him ten years ago, thinking about him in the news I saw in the past few years, thinking about him I saw these days.Think about his temperature, think about his smell, think about his appearance without clothes.

Had a long dream that night that they were back in the room with the metal bars on the windows.It was midsummer, and the hibiscus flowers outside the window were blooming brilliantly. They were making love on the big desk by the window.Qu Boyuan is what he looks like now, wearing gold-rimmed glasses, and there are very shallow fine lines at the corners of his eyes when he smiles.

He reached out to take off Qu Boyuan's glasses, the door of the room was suddenly pushed open, and a child who was no higher than the doorknob shouted at him: "Mom!"

He turned his head and saw that the child had Xu Wen's face.

It was the first time I was woken up by a spring dream, and there was still a feeling of a stick in my throat until dawn.I regret that the punch didn't really hit it. Now it seems that I have to knock out at least two teeth to relieve my anger.

He knew that his pheromone had filled the room at this time, but it had no smell at all, it was clean, like mineral water.

Although I was still very tired, I couldn't fall asleep.I closed my eyes and waited until the alarm clock rang, then got up and packed myself, picked up a few changes of clothes and stuffed them into the suitcase, and walked to the gate of the community in a daze.Fortunately, there is still nearly three hours' drive from here to the pharmaceutical base, so I can sleep in the car.

The morning breeze is slightly cool, the sky is hazy, without a ray of sunshine.Lin Sheng walked out of the pedestrian gate at the entrance of the community among several children carrying schoolbags to school.

There was a black Rolls-Royce Cullinan parked on the side of the road, the number plate and the car looked unfriendly.He consciously avoided it, walked a little further, took out his mobile phone and called Gu Xiaoduo, wanting to ask her who was coming to pick him up.

"Professor Lin!" A man got off the Rolls-Royce and ran to him, smiling with straight white teeth, "Hello, I'm Song Ke, do you remember me? I met you at the last meeting. "

Lin Sheng glanced at the car, he remembered that this person seemed to be with Qu Boyuan at that time, that is to say, Qu Boyuan was also in the car.Gu Xiaoduo's phone hadn't been connected yet, so he hung up the phone and nodded, "Well, hello."

"I told you Mr. Wan just now that you go with us. Anyway, there are only two of us, so you don't have to bother to send a car alone." Song Ke is a well-rounded person, even though she came to pick her up at the door without saying hello. It's the other person, but it's like it's for the other person.

While talking, he even picked up Lin Sheng's suitcase, dragged it to the side of the car without asking, and put it in the trunk.

Lin Sheng was the least able to deal with this kind of familiar social bully. When he realized it, Song Ke had already opened the back door for him and invited him into the car with a smile on his face.

Stretching out his hand not to hit the smiling person, and to be twitchy at this time would be very hypocritical, Lin Sheng sighed inwardly, walked over and got in the car.

Qu Boyuan was sitting behind the driver's seat, holding a Surface in his hand to handle the work. Seeing him get into the car, he turned his face and nodded to him.

That expression is like a dignified king looking at his subjects.

Lin Sheng also nodded to him, and said something deliberately annoyed at him: "Mr. Qu, good morning."

Qu Boyuan paused while typing on the screen, pursed his mouth into a straight line, and hummed.

Song Ke, who was sitting in the co-pilot, couldn't see it.Early this morning, the CEO of his family called him and told him to go out half an hour early to pick up Professor Lin, and also told Fei Yu several times not to send other people with him, but to let Lin Sheng come alone.This behavior was so obvious that even Fei Yu's Boss Wan asked him quietly, do you, Boss Qu, want to chase us, Dr. Lin?

Now that someone has connected him, he has this indifferent look again—do you really want to wait for someone to chase you?

The temperature in the car is suitable, and there is a very faint woody aroma.The console in the middle of the back row separated him from Qu Boyuan, but Lin Sheng chose to sit as far to the right as possible on the wide seat.

Today Qu Boyuan was wearing glasses, Lin Sheng saw the golden reflection of the frame on his profile face and remembered the dream from last night, his heart beat a million times faster.

Alpha looked at the screen seriously, but no one was peeking at him.He frowned slightly, the well-shaped lips under the high bridge of the nose were a little redder than he remembered, and the jawline was sharp and angular, like an exquisite sculpture by a master.

When he was a teenager, Qu Boyuan had impulsiveness and uneasiness that were hard to detect, but now they have all disappeared.Now he is stronger, more composed, and nothing seems to stir him up.

That day at the wedding, it seemed that it was another person who blocked Lin Sheng at the door and asked him why he didn't wear a ring.

But it is Qu Boyuan who is so mature and calm, but it is even more exciting. I want to hug him, want to kiss him, and want to see him in a state of uncontrollable love again.

Such a thought made Lin Sheng a little ashamed. He was someone else's boyfriend, someone else's fiancé, so what did he care about?Then I thought what if Xu Wen was the one who made Qu Baiyuan feel uncontrollable?

Just thinking about it like this makes the inside of the chest shrink into a ball of pain, and the tears are almost unbearable, so he hurriedly turned his face and looked out the window, took a deep breath to suppress this sore and painful feeling, and even bit it The teeth on the lower lip trembled a little.

When Lin Sheng didn't see him turn his face away, Qu Baiyuan just looked up at him, and the two missed their sight again, as happened countless times in the past ten years.

In the past ten years, Qu Boyuan watched him from a distance many times, but he didn't notice it.

They moved slowly in the morning rush hour traffic, Lin Sheng folded his hands on his thighs, the ring finger of his left hand was still empty.Before going out in the morning, he took off the ring, found a platinum chain, hung it around his neck, and hid it under his shirt.

He said that he would return the ring to Qu Boyuan, but he hoped that Qu Boyuan would forget it and forgive him for being a rascal.

The car turned into the highway in silence, followed by a long and boring journey, Lin Sheng put on the earphones, leaned on the back of the seat and fell asleep.

When he woke up, he found that the car was parked in the high-speed service area. He was the only one in the car, and he was wearing a coat, which was Qu Boyuan's clothes.The faint scent of black tea lingered around him, he quietly buried his face in it and took a deep breath, the familiar smell almost made him go crazy.

It is psychological madness, and there is no response physically.

After the addiction was cured, he left behind the sequelae of insensitivity to pheromones, and his own milk smell disappeared.In the past, as soon as he touched Qu Baiyuan's pheromone, he immediately entered the estrus period, but now he even disappeared from the normal estrus period.Although Li Yongge said that this sequelae did not affect Omega's sexual function, he still felt that he probably became less attractive.

He took off his clothes and put them on the side of Qu Boyuan's seat, opened the door and got out of the car.

The driver and Song Ke were standing nearby smoking, while Qu Boyuan was on the phone a little further away.Lin Sheng took out a cigarette case from his trouser pocket and joined the smoking group.

Song Ke was terribly curious about Lin Sheng's affairs, but he never dared to ask casually, since smoking together was the most convenient time to get close.He took the initiative to chat with Lin Sheng, and then said: "Dr. Lin is a professor at such a young age, so you must have been a top student since childhood, right?"

Lin Sheng spoke lazily, dragging the end of his voice, "I used to be poor in my studies, and you, Mr. Qu, made up for me."

"You and Qu are classmates?"

"We were in the same high school for a year," Lin Sheng said flatly, as if talking about an ordinary high school classmate, "but we haven't contacted each other since we went to college."

Song Ke thought that he hadn't contacted you for so many years, and he still used your photo as a screen saver for his mobile phone, "I heard from Secretary An that when Mr. Qu was in college, he was studying and working in the company at the same time, so he must be too busy."

Lin Sheng followed his words and said, "Well, he is so young and promising, so many people must have liked him when he was in college, right?"

"I don't know about that. I came here after the former Secretary An retired. When I followed Mr. Qu, he had graduated from university for many years."

Lin Sheng exhaled a puff of smoke, saw Qu Boyuan was still talking on the phone in the distance through the gray mist, so he asked casually, "Then when did he and Xu Wen meet?"

This matter is confidential, and it cannot be said casually before the new energy policy comes out. Song Ke still has this sensitivity.It seemed that Lin Sheng didn't know the truth of this matter, and he couldn't explain it for the boss, so he just answered in accordance with the company's unified caliber: "I met Mr. Qu when he was on a business trip to Northern Europe the year before last."

The year before last... Lin Sheng lowered his eyes. The year before last, he was still fighting against the side effects of detoxification drugs, including depression, hallucinations and visual impairment.Sure enough, time waits for no one. When he heals himself, Qu Baiyuan already belongs to someone else.

Song Ke saw his disappointed expression, and immediately regretted saying this.It's all his fault that he forgot about this, this guy didn't know that Qu Boyuan and Xu Wen were engaged to be fake, and as a secretary, he knew it from beginning to end, so he didn't think about it at all.

This can explain why the atmosphere between the two of them in the car was so strange just now.Mr. Qu is really good at playing, he made a setup for himself as a scumbag who wants to cheat, and see how he will end up in the end.

After finishing one cigarette, Lin Sheng lit the second one.Suddenly a hand reached out from behind and pulled his lighter away.He turned his head and saw Qu Boyuan's face close at hand.

"Why are you so addicted to smoking?" Qu Boyuan said with a frown.

Lin Sheng didn't want to grab the lighter even if he lost it. He put the cigarette in his mouth angrily, and said vaguely, "Mr. Qu, do you want to try it?"

Seeing this, Song Ke tugged on the driver's sleeve, and the two sneaked away.

Qu Boyuan looked at his slightly parted lips, his eyes were a little dark, but he quickly moved his eyes away from his lips, stared at his playful eyes, and said in a slow and low voice: "I don't smoke."

Lin Sheng also stared at his eyes and moved a little closer, the unlit cigarette lightly touched his lips.Then he took the cigarette between two fingers, took it off slowly, and said in a tone with a lazy ending: "Since you are engaged, don't fuck me. I'm afraid I won't be able to control it, so I will do it to you." Order something."