pathological addiction

Lin Sheng drove the car borrowed from Yan Leyan, stopping and going in the evening rush hour traffic.They hugged each other for a little longer in the office just now, so that they encountered the worst time when they just went out.

He held the steering wheel with one hand, and held Qu Boyuan's hand with the other.

From just now, they must be close to each other somewhere in the body, and they are reluctant to be apart for a second.

Qu Boyuan knew the condition of Lin Sheng's glands, so he no longer deliberately suppressed the pheromones, and the car smelled like black tea.

"What are you looking at me for?"

Lin Sheng stepped on the brakes and turned to ask Qu Boyuan, because he could feel Qu Boyuan's eyes were glued to his face.

Qu Boyuan leaned on the seat relaxedly, his eyes were still reluctant to move away, "I just want to see you, I can't see enough."

"I'm very different from ten years ago, right? I'm a lot older."

Qu Boyuan said in his heart, I can see you every day for ten years, if you know, will you think I am abnormal?He stroked Lin Sheng's callused hand and shook his head, "You haven't changed, you're still the same."

Lin Sheng smiled into crescent moons, "Actually, in recent years, I have often seen you on TV. Every time I see you, I feel that you are different, but when I see you in person, I feel that you have not changed at all."

He felt a little uncomfortable talking about it.The first few years of de-addiction treatment were the biggest physiological response. He continued to take medicine, monitor, and adjust, endured the withdrawal reaction, and endured the hallucinations, insomnia, and long-term headaches brought by the de-addiction drugs.In this case, you must continue to complete your studies.

Sometimes he felt that he could not hold on any longer, and wanted to call Qu Boyuan to hear his voice.But when he thought of Qu Boyuan crying, he didn't have the courage to dial that number.He was the one who resolutely left at the beginning, how could he be so cowardly.

In the later stage, the detoxification treatment was almost over, but the sequelae of hallucinations and depression still tormented him.During that time, my body hormones were very unstable, and my mood was very bad every day, and I often cried loudly at night.One night he lost sleep all night, and saw a floating body in the dark, surrounding him in fragments.A hand floated there, and a face floated here, bloody and hideous.

He finally broke down and called Qu Boyuan crying, but there was only a notification tone that the number was empty on the other end of the phone.

Since then, he has never tried to contact Qu Baiyuan again.

He felt that he should walk to Qu Boyuan's side healthy and intact, just like he once promised.

After so many years, when he returned to City C, fortunately Qu Boyuan still liked him, he thought, nothing could be luckier than this, all the hardships he suffered before were worth it.

The traffic flow finally loosened, he let go of Qu Boyuan's hand, lightly stepped on the accelerator and walked forward.

Qu Baiyuan is still Xu Wen's fiancé on the surface, so it's not good to be too ostentatious outside, so Lin Sheng ordered a private restaurant with a hidden location.The road was too congested, and it was already dark when we arrived.

After parking the car, the waiter led them inside.The store is full of Japanese-style boxes, very quiet.When he was about to arrive, the sliding door of the box next to him suddenly opened from the inside, and someone came out, and accidentally bumped into Qu Baiyuan.

"I'm sorry." The man slightly bowed and apologized with a little alcohol smell.

Qu Boyuan didn't pay attention to the man's appearance, he took Lin Sheng's hand and walked forward, casually saying that it doesn't matter.

When he got to the box and sat down, Lin Sheng said he was going to wash his hands, Qu Boyuan finally had time to take out his phone and delete all the photos in the album.

He has stored all the photos of the past ten years in the cloud disk, and some of them are on the mobile phone, and he will take them out to have a look from time to time.Now that Lin Sheng is back by his side, it's safe to deal with all the photos.But those photos recorded Lin Sheng's life for the past ten years, and he was reluctant to delete them completely. He stored them all in a hidden folder in the cloud disk.

After confirming that the clues had been cleaned up, he put the phone on the table frankly.

Lin Sheng came back and sat down, the two of them faced each other without speaking for a long time, just looking at each other with silly smiles for a long time.

When he was in the office, Qu Boyuan was so teased by Lin Sheng that he almost couldn't hold back, so he took care of people on the desk, and now he was not in a hurry, eating and chatting slowly.It was as if Lin Sheng had just gone on a long trip, and now that he came back, the two of them naturally came out for a meal.

Qu Boyuan drank a little wine with him, the fruit wine was not high in alcohol content, and the taste was sweet, but it made people feel a little bit overwhelmed.On the way the surrogate driver sent them home, the two kissed silently in the back seat.

The first time Qu Boyuan came to Lin Sheng's current residence, he closed the door and buried his head in Lin Sheng's neck, licked the back of his neck lightly as before, and asked while licking, "Do you feel it?"

Lin Sheng was itchy from being licked, and hid away with a smile, "I haven't bathed yet."

"I can't wait," Qu Boyuan held the meat from the back of his neck in his mouth, and pressed him against the door, "I don't want to take a step, I'm right here."

Lin Sheng didn't seriously resist and let him put his hand into his jacket. His hand went up his side waist, counted his ribs one by one, and finally stopped at the old scar on his chest.

Warm and dry fingers touched the scar repeatedly and asked him, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt a long time ago." Lin Sheng turned around, hugged Qu Baiyuan face to face, and said cautiously: "I made you so sad at that time, thank you for still liking me so much."

He actually knew in his heart that he hated Qu Boyuan during the time when Qu Boyuan took him home with anesthetics and locked him up.So stabbing himself half to death with the knife was somewhat of a thrill of revenge.

It's not that there is a more gentle way, but he just wants to make Qu Boyuan hurt hard.There is also a more selfish thought, that is, if he leaves in that way, Qu Boyuan will never forget him for the rest of his life.Even if he can't get back to the old good in the future, he will always feel uneasy in Qu Boyuan's heart.

He knew that he was not noble, so he had no right to blame Qu Boyuan for being crazy.

Qu Boyuan didn't speak, just kissed him.

Alpha pheromones were overwhelming, Qu Boyuan seemed to be angry, he did not suppress himself at all, and released a mellow almost bitter breath, trying to tease the sleeping gland.

Lin Sheng couldn't respond to his pheromone, but just by smelling it, he knew that his Alpha was too sentimental to control himself.While kissing Qu Boyuan back, she slowly dragged him to the bathroom, leaving clothes, pants, socks and shoes all over the floor.

The house is not big, and the bathroom is even more pitifully small. It seems inconvenient to pose in any position.The two tall men were sticking together wet all over, both of them were a little flustered.

Lin Sheng bit his lower lip, gasped and said, "Go to bed."

Qu Boyuan tore off the bath towel and draped it on him indiscriminately, picked him up, and walked into the bedroom with a few steps.

Lin Sheng, who was thrown on the bed, suddenly turned over cleverly when he pressed him up, and pushed Qu Boyuan down.

"Let me take the lead this time." Lin Sheng's eyes sparkled, and he gave Qu Baiyuan a smirk.

"What is the lead... um..." Qu Boyuan understood what he was going to do when he lowered his head, and then he was speechless.

When the two of them were most bored, Lin Sheng never really did this for him.

Qu Boyuan looked at his trembling eyelashes and the red corners of his eyes from patience, feeling very distressed.How could he not know that this idiot Omega was trying to please himself, trying to make up for the inability of pheromone to blend.

He pulled Lin Sheng up with all his strength, his eyes were sore from the pain, he hugged her tightly, and whispered, "No need to do this, Lin Tiantian."

He hadn't called him that way for many years, Qu Boyuan felt Lin Sheng's body tense for a moment, and then heard him sobbing softly and unbearably.

"What's wrong? Don't cry." Qu Baiyuan panicked, thinking he had said something wrong again, he raised his hand to cup Lin Sheng's face.

Lin Tiantian, who has regained her physical fitness, will not be easily broken free when she wants to lock someone down, at least Qu Baiyuan does not have this skill.Lin Sheng hugged him vigorously, buried her head in his shoulder, feeling that she was getting more and more embarrassing as she got older, and she could cry even after making love.

"Don't move, let me cry for a while," Lin Sheng said, "just cry for a while."

Qu Baiyuan didn't move, one arm was around his waist, the other was patting his back coaxing a child, and he sucked lightly on his ear with his head sideways.

He said that he only cried for a short while, and he still cried from the beginning to the end, but the crying gradually changed, mixed with joy and unbearable longing.

At a certain moment, Qu Boyuan really felt his pheromone, which had no smell, but was very familiar and entwined with his own pheromone.They seem to be looking for a special drop of water in the ocean, and that drop is the most suitable and deepest position for them.It's hard to find, hard to grasp, erratic, but at some point it will appear by itself.

Feeling that special water droplets gradually converging into a gurgling spring and surrounding him, Qu Baiyuan knew the time had come, he gently bit the skin of the back of Lin Sheng's neck with his canine teeth, and asked him, "Is it okay?"

Lin Sheng buried his head lower and arched the back of his neck, which was an inviting posture.

The pheromone was poured into the gland violently, Lin Sheng lost his mind for a few seconds, couldn't breathe, couldn't breathe, and unconsciously let out a soft and long-lasting cry.

The moment of loss of consciousness passed, and he slowly felt Qu Boyuan's pheromones swimming in his body, flowing along the blood to his limbs and bones, occupying his entire body and mind.

Omega with no smell has been marked for territory, and the breath is full of tea fragrance.

In the early morning of the next day, Lin Sheng woke up to the smell of black tea that filled the room. Qu Boyuan pressed his forehead against his forehead, looking at him with a smile.

"Good morning, Lin Tiantian."

"Good morning, Qu Boyuan," Lin Sheng kissed him on the lips, and hugged him, "Are you real? I'm so afraid that you are an illusion."

Qu Boyuan took his hand down, "It's true, you can touch it."

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After the morning exercise, the two hugged for a while, Lin Sheng kissed his face: "Sleep a little longer, I'll make you breakfast."

He lifted the quilt, walked barefoot to the closet, took a coat, put it on, and went out.

Qu Boyuan closed his eyes and felt the omega pheromones in the air, so happy that it was unreal.Laying on the bed for a while, the phone vibrated, he touched it to take a look, it was a strange call.

I didn't want to answer it, so I put the phone back.The incoming call was automatically hung up because no one answered it, and vibrated again after a few seconds.

He sighed, lazily pressed answer, "Who is there?"

There was a chuckle on the other end of the phone, "Mr. Qu, have you forgotten me so soon?"

The familiar voice woke him up immediately, "Du Xiang?"

Du Xiang was the one who helped him photograph Lin Sheng for the longest time in City A, until Lin Sheng returned to City C.The cooperation has always been very pleasant, but at this time Qu Boyuan had a bad feeling, "What's the matter with you?"

Du Xiang said unhurriedly: "As for me, in order to help you take photos of your lover, I quit my job at the newspaper. Now you say you don't need me, so you don't need me. I have nowhere to eat."

Qu Boyuan said coldly: "The money I gave you is enough for you to work in the newspaper for 50 years."

Du Xiang tore off his usual submissive camouflage in front of Qu Boyuan, and showed his long-planned fangs, "Yesterday, I happened to meet your little lover with you. He had an occupational disease and took a few photos. Qu Do you want to take a look?"

Qu Boyuan immediately knew what he wanted to do, "Are you blackmailing me?"

"Unexpectedly, the news of Mr. Qu's engagement was announced not long ago, and he got the lover of his dreams so soon. Does it feel good to hug left and right?"

When he said Shuang, there was a hint of gnashing of teeth. Qu Baiyuan lay on his back on the pillow, raised his hand to his forehead, "How much do you want?"

Du Xiang said a number, this astronomical number made Qu Boyuan pause, "You are dreaming."

Du Xiang still smiled and said unhurriedly: "I have backups of all those photos, and I can post one a day for several years. Mr. Qu has a good eye, he is so beautiful, I will help you praise him Become an Internet celebrity, don't thank me."