pathological addiction

The author has something to say: This metaphor has already emptied me, please feed the starfish to nourish the second uncle's body.Another: The main text is almost over, do you have any extras you want to watch? (except one hundred chapters of punishment)

Although Lin Sheng had met Qu Ruishi before, but today Qu Baiyuan came to pick him up from get off work, and he was still a little nervous about going home to meet formally.

The sense of oppression that Qu Ruishi gave him was different from the people he had met before. He would be nervous when facing a strong opponent before, but it was more nervous with excitement, but the authority that Qu Ruishi gave him The sense of oppression of parents is something I have never experienced before.

He was sitting in the co-pilot with his elbows on the car window, absently imagining the scene of going home later, how to talk when he entered the door, whether to toast when eating, and what to do after eating.

Just as he was thinking wildly, he heard Qu Boyuan suddenly say: "If you don't want to live with my dad in the future, we will buy a new house near your company, so that you can sleep longer in the morning."

Lin Sheng's current house is okay for one person, but it's too small for two people. Qu Baiyuan has moved some clothes and frequently used items there, and it already looks very crowded.He was also thinking about buying a house again, but now that he heard Qu Boyuan talk about it, he remembered that that day Qu Ruishi patted him on the shoulder, telling them to go back and live for a while, saying that the old man was lonely at home alone.

Lin Sheng has never experienced a normal family life. The role of father has always been absent in his life. He said dully, "What's it like living with dad? I've never met my dad."

Qu Boyuan held the steering wheel, turned his head and glanced at him, his eyes softened, "You can try to stay at my house for a while, if you don't like it, I will move out with you."

He propped his chin and did not speak, but Qu Boyuan added: "My dad likes you very much."

"He likes me because he doesn't understand me. After he understands me, he will find that I am lazy, can't take care of others, and have many annoying and strange problems."

It was the first time Qu Boyuan heard him commenting on himself like this, so he turned his head to look at him, "I like that you are lazy, I can take care of others, and I also love your weirdness. When my dad gets to know you, he will like you even more. like me."

Lin Sheng quickly reminded him, "You are driving, look ahead!"

Qu Boyuan turned back, and it took a while to recall, "You are not nervous, are you?"

Lin Sheng said stiffly, "I haven't."

Qu Boyuan glanced at him again and laughed, "Don't worry, we all love you."

The house was still as it was in memory, and the surrounding hibiscus flowers were in full bloom. The last time Lin Sheng left here was lying unconscious, and now he came back again.

Qu Boyuan told him that his father's friends developed a manor a few years ago, and they bought one, but they never moved out.Because Qu Boyuan felt that this house had many memories about Lin Sheng, good and bad, he wanted to treasure them all.

When entering the door, Lin Sheng noticed that there were no traces of metal railings installed on the windows, the glass was translucent and clean, and he could see the living room inside the floor-to-ceiling windows when he walked through the yard.

When Lin Sheng and Qu Baiyuan entered the entrance, Qu Ruishi came out to welcome them.He is wearing off-white casual sportswear today, and he looks younger than when he saw him in the office that day, and his momentum is not so strong.

"Lin Tiantian." He called Lin Sheng that way, smiling, and the crow's feet in the corners of his eyes looked amiable.

Lin Sheng said obediently, "Uncle Qu."

"Are you hungry? Wash your hands and eat."

Normally, the servants cook, but today Qu Ruizhi did the cooking himself.

Lin Sheng saw that the table was full of his favorite dishes, probably Qu Ruizhi had asked Qu Baiyuan in advance and made them specially for him.It was rare for his elders to take care of him like this, which made him a little uncomfortable.

Lin Sheng and Qu Ruishi sat facing each other at the long dining table, and Qu Boyuan sat on his left.Seeing that he was a little cautious, Qu Boyuan quietly held his hand under the table.

"How old is Tiantian?" Qu Ruizhi chatted with him.

"29." Lin Sheng said.

Qu Ruizhi showed a dazed expression, "Yes, you and Bai Yuan are classmates, you should be about the same age, I almost forgot."

Lin Sheng thought to himself that you still helped me transfer schools back then, and it has been more than ten years.Thinking of this, Qu Ruizhi felt a little ashamed knowing that they had been together since high school.Qu Boyuan took up the topic at the right time, told his father a little about work, and then talked about their wedding date.

Lin Sheng's family had no other relatives, he was the only one, so he wanted to save the wedding, but the Qu family probably wanted to hold it very grandly, after all, it was Qu Baiyuan who got married.

"Lin Tiantian's family, do you have any requirements for the wedding?" Qu Ruizhi asked him.

"I..." Lin Sheng was distracted when he was suddenly called on, and said a little embarrassedly: "My family is just me. I don't have any requirements."

"Just you?" Qu Ruishi didn't ask Qu Boyuan about the situation of Lin Sheng's family, and Qu Boyuan didn't mention it, so he was a little surprised.

"Well," Lin Sheng said, "I don't have a father. My mother passed away very early. My grandfather raised me and my grandfather passed away when I was 17."

Qu Ruizhi nodded, pondered for a while before saying: "Then what do you think, we can do it according to your idea."

When Qu Ruizhi said this, Lin Sheng was at a loss.

Before his grandfather passed away, his grandfather made all the major decisions in his life. After his grandfather passed away, Qu Baiyuan first helped him make decisions, and then followed Li Yongge to treat diseases and conduct experiments.Apart from the matter of getting back together with Qu Boyuan, he has not made any decisions for his life.

Practicing martial arts when I was young, what major to study when I grow up, where to go to school, and what to do after graduation, all seem to be pushed forward.Nor did any elder tell him that he could follow his own ideas.

Qu Ruizhi added: "This is your own wedding. You can choose the place you like and invite the people you want. In the future, you can live together in the way you like. I don't care about you. , let Qu Boyuan cooperate with you, don't spoil him."

"But..." Lin Sheng turned his head and looked at Qu Baiyuan, wanting to say that the Qu family's social network is so huge, can the wedding really be as simple as he wants?

Qu Boyuan squeezed his hand under the dining table, "It's all up to you," he paused, looked into Lin Sheng's eyes, and said solemnly: "In the future, you can force me to do things I don't like, but I will It won't force you to do things you don't like."

This tongue-in-cheek confession made Lin Sheng a little embarrassed. He subconsciously glanced at Qu Ruishi. Qu Ruizhi pretended to be eating seriously, as if he didn't hear anything, but the obvious upward corner of his mouth showed that he was watching.

"Well," Lin Sheng let go of Qu Baiyuan's hand, "Let's eat."

Qu Rui knew how to keep in good health, so he only ate a small amount for dinner. After the meal, he sat on the sofa and chatted with Lin Sheng for a while, and then went to rest early.

Lin Sheng felt less nervous about facing Qu Ruishi now, Qu Ruishi made him feel kind.

Qu Boyuan watched his father go upstairs, and finally sat a little closer to Lin Sheng, hugging him in his arms, "Shall we go to bed too?"

"It's only now..." Lin Sheng took Qu Baiyuan's arm, and glanced at the watch on his wrist, "It's not even nine o'clock."

Qu Boyuan tilted his head to his ear and whispered, "Do you want to relive our first time?"

Lin Sheng was distracted when he was eating just now, because the furnishings here are exactly the same as ten years ago.During the forty days when he was brought back from city A by Qu Boyuan, the two of them had sex almost everywhere in the house, including the dining table where they ate just now, and the sofa where they were sitting now.

But now Qu Ruizhi also lives here, so those thoughts made him feel very ashamed and guilty.

Qu Boyuan didn't wait for him to answer after finishing speaking, so he picked him up and walked towards the stairs.

Recently Lin Sheng often goes to the boxing gym to play.Qu Baiyuan doesn't like fighting, but he has been there with Lin Sheng a few times. Seeing the figure of Chu Liang, who is almost 50 years old, he feels a sense of crisis. He also insists on pushing iron every day, and then shows off his strength by hugging Lin Sheng with various princesses. Fitness results.

Lin Sheng put his arms around his neck and was carried upstairs by him, and pushed open the familiar door. At that moment, he thought he had really returned to ten years ago.

Not only the furnishings of the room, but even the things placed on the big desk by the window are as they are in memory.Lin Sheng jumped off him and walked to the desk.

"This is my exercise book, my pen," he picked up everything one by one, "and this, the test paper that I failed in that exam, and my math error book!"

Qu Boyuan never let servants into his room, he kept it spotless every day, maintaining the appearance of Lin Sheng leaving, as if his Omega was only going out temporarily and would come back at any time.

Lin Sheng ran to open the closet door again, his high school clothes were still hanging inside.

In the bathroom, there are still toothbrushes and facial cleansers he used before, and even his towels are still hanging in their original positions.

For the past ten years, Qu Boyuan has lived on the day he left.

"Crazy!" He rushed towards Qu Boyuan and hugged him, "You are really a lunatic!"

Qu Boyuan picked him up and put him on the sink, kissed him and said, "I'm only crazy because of you."

"What if I don't come back?" Lin Sheng cupped his face, "If I don't come back, are you going to live like this for the rest of your life?"

"There is no such thing as if, if you don't come back, I will trick you back, coax you back, beg you back, we agreed, you are my rib, how can we not be together?"

Lin Sheng's eyes were full of tears again, since he reunited with Qu Boyuan, his tears became very low, and he often wanted to cry because of some trivial things.

Qu Boyuan continued to kiss him, "This is the first time I entered your body, don't wear a condom today, okay?"

Lin Sheng kissed back earnestly, bent his legs around Qu Boyuan's waist, and when Qu Boyuan tilted his head to kiss his neck, he reached out and unzipped the zipper on Qu Boyuan's trousers.

"Okay," he said, "I want your baby."

There was the sound of water in the bathroom, at first it was very faint, like the sound of a small animal licking milk.

The little beast was so greedy that it buried its head in the milk basin, stirring up milky white liquid everywhere.

There is a small wind outside the window, which sounds like a gasp, intertwined with the movement in the house.The wind carries the aroma of soil, which is the land ready to give birth to life in spring.

Plants with a strong tea fragrance are tentatively planted into the soil, and the soil accepts it fully, and the soil is soft and eager to wrap the strong roots of the plants.

The roots of plants penetrate deeper and deeper into the soil, touching the secrets deep in the soil.The plant no longer explores gently, it finds where it wants to go, it plunges ferociously into the depths of the earth, piercing into that secret.

Lin Sheng felt that he had reached a place far away, a place he had never reached before.There he saw a colorful sea, and he stood barefoot on the sandy beach waiting for the high tide, and the tide reached his white ankles, and as he walked forward, the tide rose and gradually submerged the top of his head.

He gave himself entirely to the waves, and let the rough waves, wave after wave, carry him wherever he wanted.

The waves beat against his body, leaving ambiguous traces.

The waves were getting higher and faster, and he shouted in panic, panting with his mouth wide open, and all the tide poured into his body.

The canine teeth pierced the skin, and the black tea-flavored pheromone poured into the glands. Lin Sheng trembled, numb from the scalp to the toes, intoxicated.

After a long time, the wind stopped, the tide receded, and the plant buried a seed in the secret of the soil.