Trying to destroy the world every day [Comprehensive]

"You can't do it, you can't do anything, your nature is to destroy and save people? Are you kidding me?"

"You don't look at yourself, you look at those people, none of them believe in you, because what you bring is always chaos, always death."

"Haven't you accepted it yet? What's the use of you resisting like this?"

"You want to change? Change what? Change yourself? That's the funniest joke I've ever heard."

"Why not? As I said, this is your nature. If you remove your nature, you don't exist. Do you want to kill yourself?"

"Even if you kill yourself, another you will be born again in this world! Don't be naive."

"Where are you going? Jump into a well? Are you stupid! Don't go!"

"Don't be so willful all the time, I can't keep looking at you."

Shen Zhiyu knelt down on the ground, the water droplets on her body were evaporated, there was the sound of a police siren, and the police came from the shore not far away, Shen Zhiyu raised her head, just in time to see the person on the shore, the person looked like Dodging the crowd, but that person... seems to be his boss.

Those inexplicable memories rushed into his mind bit by bit, like a stick stirring in his mind, even seeing the person he wanted to see the most did not relieve him in any way.

The voice that kept talking was inexplicably familiar, but I didn't know where I heard it.

Pale flames formed a pair of wings behind him, and Shen Zhiyu leaped, and in an instant, he jumped onto the railing of the bridge. Under the command of the police, the people around him evacuated, with horror on their faces, only XANXUS was left quietly. Stand still.

XANXUS snuffed out the unburned cigarette in his hand, looked at the person squatting on the railing, with no expression on his face.

"What were you doing?" XANXUS looked at him, "I almost missed you."

At this moment, the voice of XANXUS and the person in his mind merged miraculously, their voices were entangled, making it impossible for Shen Zhiyu to distinguish who it was, as if...they were the same person.

Shen Zhiyu hugged her head and moaned in pain, "Boss... I have a headache."

With deep grievance in his voice, XANXUS froze for a moment, then reached forward after a while, and put his hand on the hairpin on top of his head.

The warmth from the palm of his hand was transmitted to his skin, Shen Zhiyu raised his head, and looked at the extremely familiar person in front of him.

"What are you doing? I almost lost track of you!"

"Do you have to change? It's not your fault in the first place."

"Look at this world, the people in this world, they pray to the gods, but fear the gods, and even throw all these faults on you."

"What do you expect from such a world and people? It would be best to destroy them!"

"Okay... I see, I will go with you."

There was a splash, like a heavy object falling into the water, and Shen Zhiyu was stunned for a moment before realizing that it was himself who fell into the water, but XANXUS kept calling his name as he fell.

Many things cannot be solved with hard work. Shen Zhiyu has never understood this before. He tried his best to stretch out his arms, but he couldn't grab the other hands.

"Hey, rubbish, open your eyes, don't sleep!" XANXUS's anxious voice gradually overlapped with that person's, and finally merged into one.

It turned out that he was the one who was by my side from the very beginning.

……

"Why isn't Mr. Shen awake? It doesn't look like he's drowning, he's more like sleeping."

"Shen Jun, wake up, Mr. XANXUS is so worried about you, if you don't wake up, he will demolish the house! The detective agency is not enough for him to demolish it."

"Hey, Osamu Dazai, don't say that there is something or nothing."

Opening his eyes slightly, the dazzling light came into his eyes instantly, and his eyes closed unconsciously because of the stimulation, but this had already been noticed, Dazai Osamu lay on the bedside and looked at him with a smile on his face, "Shen Jun, Are you finally willing to wake up and look at the world?"

"Dazai..." Shen Zhiyu rubbed his eyes, "Why am I here?"

"Of course it was XANXUS who moved you back." Edogawa Luanpo chewed on potato chips, "It took a lot of time to explain the president to you, you should remember to thank the president well."

XANXUS was leaning against the window with a cigarette in his mouth, looking carefree, seeing Shen Zhiyu woke up, he took the cigarette out of his mouth, "Trash, you're awake."

"I seem to be awake, but I don't seem to be awake." Shen Zhiyu rubbed his temples, "I seem to have remembered something."

Everyone left very tactfully, leaving this place to these two people.

XANXUS walked over and sat down beside him, "Still dreaming about jumping into a well and suffocating?"

"It's different this time." Shen Zhiyu frowned slightly, with a trace of mania on his pale face, "There is another person."

After snuffing out the cigarette butt and throwing it into the trash can, XANXUS responded casually, "Is there another person?"

"Yes, there is another person who jumped into the well with me. I can't see his appearance clearly, but... he is right behind me."

Shen Zhiyu slapped his forehead in frustration, with a depressed face, "What kind of brain am I, why can't I see clearly?"

The scene in the dream was so real. He stood by the well and jumped into the water. At this moment, he heard the same splashing sound coming from behind him, and another figure followed him.

Shen Zhiyu raised his hand and looked at his palm. The lines on his palm were very light. He remembered that at that moment, he stretched out his hand and held it with that person. The warmth of his palm passed to each other. The next moment, he Just opened his eyes.

XANXUS listened to his description, with displeasure in his eyes, "Who is that man, you are very close to him? And you jumped into a well together to die in love?"

"Huh?" Shen Zhiyu was stunned for a moment, and he realized in the next second, "No, no! Boss, I love you the most!"

"Someone jumped into a well with you to die in love, you go to find that person." XANXUS knocked him on the head once, "If you let me know that you really provoked others, then wait for my death."

Clutching his forehead and watching XANXUS return to his original seat, Shen Zhiyu felt a little aggrieved.

In fact, he felt that the person who jumped into the well with him was XANXUS.

Even though he thinks this way, psychologically, he hopes that his guess is wrong. If it is true, he can't think about it and jump into the well, and in the end he will implicate XANXUS...

Shen Zhiyu sighed slightly, he looked at XANXUS with infinite tenderness in his heart.

Osamu Dazai sneaked over, "Shen Jun, let's go out and play."

"Where are you going?" Shen Zhiyu looked at him, "Don't you need to go on a mission? Mr. Kunikida is calling you."

"Let's go to the tallest tower in Yokohama, play free fall, and die in love with you, I'm still looking forward to it!"

Shen Zhiyu choked for a moment, and after a while he looked behind Dazai, "Dazai, behind you."

Osamu Dazai turned his head slightly, and then saw Kunikida standing behind him, the glasses reflected a dazzling light, "Dazai-kun, since you want to commit suicide so much, then I will satisfy you here."

"Hey, this is not suicide! I don't like other people doing this sacred thing!"

"Then go and work for me!"

"It's so fierce." Osamu Dazai moved to his desk step by step, super slow, "I hate work the most."

Shen Zhiyu curled his lips into a slight smile, the weather outside the window was just right, perhaps, he shouldn't be so persistently looking for his past.

After all, XANXUS is always happy when he's around.