elopement alone

Chen Ningshu let Jingjing hold his hand.

Quiet seemed a little excited, "I want you to give me a chance to accept me slowly. Maybe it's hard, but I don't want to give up without trying."

Chen Ningshu looked at Quiet's face, but couldn't see her expression clearly, and couldn't guess her thoughts.

Jing Jing continued, "Chen Ningshu, I think I... fall in love with you."

Chen Ningshu's mind was buzzing.

What is this? I was confessed by a woman just after I broke up with my boyfriend, and the uncooked rice had already been cooked. My position is really embarrassing.

I don't reject lesbians, but if I fall in love with a woman, that's another matter.

I couldn't believe that the woman who confessed to me in front of me was the one who made me feel so miserable that day.

Even if she looks beautiful, dresses decently, talks well, and is considerate of herself, but this cannot change the fact that has already happened.

Jing Jing saw that Chen Ningshu hadn't spoken for a long time, and pulled Chen Ningshu to the parking lot.

"Let go of me." After only two steps, Chen Ningshu already wanted to break away from Jing Jing's holding her hand.

"Wait a minute, just for a while." Quiet's footsteps did not stop, and her hands tightened even more.

Chen Ningshu followed An Jing and got into her car.

Quietly took out a bottle of hot milk from the car refrigerator.

"Drink some." While speaking, the milk was handed to Chen Ningshu.

Chen Ningshu didn't answer.

"What do you want to say?" The warm temperature in the car did not soften her tone.

Jing Jing opened Chen Ningshu's hand and stuffed the milk into her hand.

"No matter what, I can't let myself catch a cold, I will feel distressed." The quiet tone became surprisingly soft.

Chen Ningshu knew that An Jing had been looking at him, but he didn't dare to look up at her.

I don't know why, no matter how much I hate this woman, I still can't say anything cruel.

She didn't hate her confession, she just found it a little ridiculous.

Chen Ningshu was silent for a long time, the milk in his hand had already become warm.

Quiet and not in a hurry, sitting by the side and watching her all the time.

"I was touched by your confession, but I thought it was ridiculous. Is it your usual style to go to bed first and then confess? Which normal woman do you think can accept such a thing?" Chen Ningshu sneered , has already got off the bus.

Jing Jing looked at the cold milk that Chen Ningshu put on the car, his eyes were lost.

There are only five words "normal woman" in my mind.

So she is an abnormal person in her eyes, and she cannot accept herself not because of her character, way of doing things and appearance, but just because she is a woman.

For the first time, someone said he was abnormal.

If things ended here, then I wouldn't be in such a mess today.

Chen Ningshu wiped away the tears on his cheeks, the pillow was already soaked a little.

Jing Jing slept until nine o'clock, and Liu Zehan didn't wake her up.

But Jing Jing didn't sleep well and kept dreaming.

In the wheat field, Chen Ningshu stood far away from him, watching himself and Liu Zehan standing together, and Liu Zehan holding his hand.

Chen Ningshu called his own name, "Quiet."

There were only two words, and the voice was not loud but kept trembling.

These two words seemed to have made a lot of determination, and Chen Ningshu's hair was messed up by the wind.

Liu Zehan took his hand, turned and walked in the opposite direction.

Looking back, I couldn't see Chen Ningshu's expression clearly, and wanted to open my mouth but couldn't make a sound.

"Chen Ningshu!" An Jing suddenly sat up from the bed.

Liu Zehan made breakfast and was about to wake Jing Jing up, when she just walked into the bedroom, she heard Jing Jing's cry.

Liu Zehan's smile was stiff for a moment and then became natural again.

"Jing, did you have a nightmare?" She sat on the edge of the bed, took out two tissues, and wiped the sweat off Jing Jing's face.

"It's okay, I've been by your side to accompany you. It's just a dream. Are you hungry? I've already made a meal, let's eat." Liu Zehan put his left hand on An Jing's right hand, and the right hand kept stroking An Jing cheeks.

An Jing returned to reality from the trance.

Squeeze out a bitter smile, "Don't worry about me, it's fine, I'm going to wash up."

When the car reached the city center, it couldn't move anymore. The traffic jam in the morning rush hour was already serious, and there was a small traffic accident ahead, so only three lanes of the six-lane road could be used.

The traffic jam has been 10 minutes.

Quiet was a little impatient, because the hour hand of the watch reached "10".

Liu Zehan saw that Jing Jing was in a bad state, so he turned his head to look at her, "Jing?"

Jing Jing raised her head and met Liu Zehan's gaze with a questioning look.

"Should you make it clear to that girl? I think you are not feeling very well. Can I help you? Or should you go and talk to her?" Liu Zehan's eyes were full of tenderness, and his voice became softer.

"Zehan, I made you worry, but I think I can handle it well."

While speaking, An Jing pulled Liu Zehan's temple hair behind her ears.

It was already 10:[-] when the two arrived at the provincial station.

An Jing went straight up to the twelfth floor, and Liu Zehan got off the elevator one step ahead of her.

"Sister Jing, why can't you get through on the phone?" As soon as she entered the office, Xiao Jia had already approached her and asked her.

"Oh? Really? What's the matter, let's talk." Jing Jing walked to the chair on the left in front of the French window at the deepest part of the office and sat down, opened the bag, and the phone was turned off.

As soon as it is turned on, it prompts that the battery is low, and when it is close, it is a missed call prompt, with a total of 14 calls.

Except for one call from Xiao Jia this morning, the remaining thirteen calls were all from Chen Ningshu.

Not having the courage to contact her was a reality that he had to face sooner or later.

An Jing put down her phone, closed her eyes, and pinched her nose. It's really... a big head.

I should have made it clear to her, but I couldn't open my mouth no matter what.

If this wrong relationship is destined to end, I don't want to bury it in my own hands.

So selfish.

I...are in love with Liu Zehan, right?

Loved that person for six years.

Forget when I got used to her existence.

Perhaps from the first words she said to herself,

——Singing is really nice, are you interested in being the accompaniment singer for our show?

——Quiet, do you want to stay and work in the TV station?

——Quiet, I'm broken in love tonight, can you sing me a song?

——Quiet, my head hurts, can you lend me a shoulder?

— Quiet, you are so beautiful.

——Quiet, I found out that I like you.

— Be quiet, let's be together.

— Be quiet, I love you.

——Quiet, I'm promoted!

— Be quiet, we can't come out... sorry.

— Quiet, I'm getting married.

——Quiet, I'm not married anymore, let's not break up, okay?

——Quiet, I'm going to work elsewhere.Calm down with each other too.

— Quiet, I still love you.

If I hadn't met her, I wouldn't have liked women at all.

If you hadn't been with her for five years, you wouldn't know how beautiful a woman's love is.

If it wasn't for her getting married, we wouldn't have a cold war at all, and she wouldn't go to work in other places.

If she had never left, she would not have had such an unbearable past.

If I didn't indulge myself, I wouldn't have met Chen Ningshu.

Chen Ningshu sat on the playground, looking at the stars in the sky.

An Jing didn't contact her all day today.

What happened in the end?

The person who obviously told me yesterday that he likes me and that he doesn't want to leave has lost the news today.

Loving someone is painful.

Even if you are standing right in front of me, I still feel that you are far away from me.

Even if you say you like me, I will worry about gains and losses and always doubt my own charm.

Even if you ignore me, I can't help but want to find you.

I really like you, quiet.

You seem like, do you want to give up?

Are you afraid?

Are you used to such a lazy life, is it boring to be with me?

I don't like going to nightclubs and bars, and I can't accompany you to play songs every night and get drunk every day.

I don't like talking, so I can't chat with you until dawn.

But I like you, for you, I can change, whatever, as long as you are willing to continue to accompany me.

Is what I like so humble?

When I was 20 years old, it was the first time that I liked someone so much.

Be quiet, don't ignore me.

A gust of wind blew by, and the evening wind in April would not make people feel cold, but Chen Ningshu's already wet cheeks were blown very cold by the wind.

If you don't like me anymore, please tell me, I will definitely leave you.

But, did you lie to me when you said you liked me?

Is it that fun to play me?

I'm so tired, I really want to go home and take a nap.

At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Chen Ningshu opened the door.

"Who is it?" Mother Chen just turned off the TV and was about to go to bed when she heard the sound of the security door being unlocked.

"Ningning? Why are you back? What's wrong with you? Are you out of your mind?"

Facing his mother's concern, Chen Ningshu felt very guilty.

Mom, if you knew that I was so confused because of a woman, would you still care about me so much?Your daughter is now a gay.

You must be very disappointed.

Chen Ningshu didn't answer her mother's words, walked all the way into the bedroom, slowly raised her arms, and the door was slowly closed.

She walked over to the double bed and fell over.

I really want to sleep and wake up and everything is back to the way it was before.

If being in love is so painful, then I would rather not know her.

It won't start, and it won't end.