elopement alone

Chen Ningshu's body trembled violently, and he didn't know whether it was because he dragged the two of them along the way or because of the impulse when he slapped him just now.

She realized that she seemed a little over excited when the two talked about it.

That's right, when Cen Ying was scolded, the two of them should be the most angry. It can be said that she has nothing to do with this matter. What kind of hero are you here?

Cen Ying bent over, panting heavily.

Si Yuchen stood aside and watched Chen Ningshu waiting for her answer.

Chen Ningshu has not recovered from what happened just now.

The three people stood at the intersection, and the positions under their feet happened to be the three corners of an equilateral triangle.

Chen Ningshu didn't speak because she didn't know what to say.

Cen Ying's chest and back were covered with beer flowing from the top of her head. She raised her arm and sniffed, "I want to change hotels, can I go to yours? After tonight is over, it won't be a good thing if I show up again tomorrow."

Chen Ningshu remembered that it was at Cen Ying's party when Cen Ying said this, and he felt guilty all at once. Impulsive.

Si Yuchen grabbed Cen Ying's wrist, "Go, get your luggage and car, and come sleep with us. Chen Ningshu, are you okay?"

Chen Ningshu couldn't listen to Si Yuchen's words at all, but nodded habitually, and followed the two with dull eyes.

Si Yuchen walked, turned around, and found that Chen Ningshu couldn't walk steadily, and his body was still shaking, so he quickly grabbed Chen Ningshu and put his arms around her, "Are you okay? What's wrong with you?"

Chen Ningshu was the same as if he had never met Si Yuchen. Si Yuchen was also frightened when he saw Chen Ningshu's distraught appearance. He quickened his pace, pulled Cen Ying along and said, "There's something wrong with her, let's hurry up!" Pick up your luggage and go back to where we live."

When Cen Ying sat in Si Yuchen's room, Chen Ningshu's mood had not yet returned to normal. Si Yuchen poured water for the two of them and said to Cen Ying, "You can sleep with me tonight. Ning Shu’s room is on guard, and he’s going to Deben tomorrow, so don’t open the room, it’s troublesome at night.”

Cen Ying nodded, "What happened to Chen Ningshu? Did what happened just now irritate her?"

Chen Ningshu clenched the transparent glass with his hands shaking uncontrollably, biting his lips tightly with his teeth, almost bleeding from the bite.

Si Yuchen looked worriedly at Chen Ningshu's distraught look, and took a deep breath, "I don't know either."

Chen Ningshu took a sip of water, and finally began to speak.

"It turned out that I thought I was very strong, and there was no hurdle that I couldn't get through. I didn't expect that I would still be so hopeless when encountering things."

Cen Ying supported the bed with her hands, leaned forward, and wanted to speak, but Si Yuchen shook her head slightly at her, motioning for Chen Ningshu to continue.

"Three months ago, I met a woman in a bar. I was harassed by some hooligans. She saved me. Then we had a drink. I didn't drink well and got drunk quickly. I didn't know she was a woman. Lala, I realized what happened the next morning, and I ran away in fright. Unexpectedly, she found me a week later, and it didn’t take long for me to agree to her pursuit and move into her house.”

"We had a great time in the first month. She sent me to school in the morning, then she went to work, and we cooked together in the evening. On weekends, we went shopping, watched movies, listened to musicals, and wore clothes of different colors. I slowly fell in love with her. Fucked this woman."

"I didn't expect... It didn't take long for her to start being ambiguous with others. We often had cold wars, and I didn't bother to ask about her affairs, because I knew that I would be angry no matter whether her answer was true or false. The facts are already in front of me. I Why bother to make fun of yourself. In fact, if you think about it, you should know that a woman who casually sleeps with other people in a bar can have any special feelings? I don’t want to analyze whether her confession to me is true or false. Maybe it’s her love for me. Her feelings are not strong enough to resist the stimuli brought to her by the outside world. I am completely different from her character. She likes to play, likes lively places, and enjoys everyone's love for her; Watching TV dramas and movies at home is more enjoyable than going out shopping, so I won’t accompany her to drink in those places, it’s normal for her to feel bored.”

Chen Ningshu's eyes were covered with a layer of mist.

Her voice also started to become unstable.

"I thought I could always endure this kind of relationship, this kind of compromise, unfair, humble love, I know I am stupid, maybe you will think I am naive, I am being cheap, I also admit that my days of self-torture have passed It's been a long time, but I really don't want to leave her. Because I'm more afraid of losing her than enduring this kind of suffering, I'm afraid that I won't be by her side, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to hear her speak to me."

Chen Ningshu was sobbing, and the mood that had finally stabilized became agitated again.

"I don't know what I like about her, maybe it's the phrase 'I like you' she said to me, maybe my heart beats faster when she kisses me, maybe it's her lying on the bed with my arms around me. I'm acting like a baby, or maybe... I don't like her as a person, I just like the self I have given in this relationship, enjoying the sweetness brought by love, if it is considered sweet."

Her shoulders were shaking all the time, and the boiled water in the glass was swirling in the cup.

"It wasn't until her ex-girlfriend came back that I realized that I was just a mistress. And I was still waiting for her change of heart and explanation like a fool. At that moment, I really felt that I was a villain!"

Chen Ningshu was already crying, and his voice became up and down.

"I never thought I was gay, I just thought I fell in love with a woman. I hate myself now, I hate myself for being so soft-hearted, so easy to cheat, so stupid, being sold out and counting money During the two days when she disappeared, I was exposed to the rain for several hours at the gate of her unit, just to meet her and ask her why she didn’t come home. When I came home, I saw her girlfriend packing clothes at home, so I knew that she had been with her daughter Friends stay together. She is really selfish, she doesn't even want to give me an explanation, and she has to pass the message through others, she is a coward, a coward who has to rely on her girlfriend to inform me of the breakup. My position in her heart It’s really not worth mentioning.”

She suddenly laughed, but tears kept overflowing from her eyes. There was no better word to describe this smile other than desolation.

"I have been telling myself these days, to forget about this, this kind of person is not worthy of my liking, Chen Ningshu, and I am not a homosexual, I will find a man who loves each other, be blessed by family and friends, get married and have children, mutual Accompanied for a lifetime. But her appearance completely broke my life, if she never liked me at all, why did she break me so irresponsibly!"

"I really want to ask her, who does she think I am? Do you come and go when you call? But I still can't type a word with my mobile phone. As a fool who has been deceived, what is my position? To question the other party's harm to yourself. I am stupid, so I deserve to be cheated; I am naive, so I deserve to be played."

Si Yuchen looked at Chen Ningshu's tear-stained cheeks, hugged her, and patted her on the back, "Chen Ningshu, it's all over, don't think about it anymore. You're not stupid, It's not that you're naive, it's all her fault, it's that she doesn't know how to cherish you, it shouldn't be your fault, you're not wrong at all, love should be exclusive."

Chen Ningshu was still holding the glass in his hand, but Si Yuchen didn't feel any hesitation, instead, he hugged him tighter and tighter.

Chen Ningshu's head finally fell on Si Yuchen's shoulder, and he cried aloud. Tears poured down unscrupulously, soaking Si Yuchen's shirt.

Cen Ying looked at the two people in front of her, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something comforting, but she couldn't get a word out of her throat.

Language is so weak at this moment, in many cases, it is a sharp weapon that can kill people instantly, but when a lovelorn is broken, no matter how vivid the language is, no matter how much reason, it seems useless usefulness.

Language is indeed the most powerless thing in the world.

Compared with falling out of love, saying a few insignificant comforting words, no matter how sincere the tone is, will make people feel a little too calm, after all, no one will ever be able to empathize with you.

So Cen Ying chose to avoid this topic.

"Si Yuchen, take her back to her room and spend time with her."

Si Yuchen nodded, let go of Chen Ningshu's body, took out the glass she was holding tightly in her hand, put it on the table, took Chen Ningshu's hand to stand up, and led her out of the room.

"Go take a bath." Si Yuchen's hand was still on Chen Ningshu's shoulder, and Chen Ningshu's mood had gradually calmed down.

Chen Ningshu nodded, took out clean clothes from the box, and went into the bathroom.

When she turned on the shower, she realized that she was too abnormal just now.

It was the first time that she lost control in front of others, and Si Yuchen had to be alone with her tonight, so it was really embarrassing.

Don't say that Si Yuchen likes women, even if she doesn't like women, it's embarrassing to think about it just now when she vomited bitterly to two friends she had only known for a few days, and later she will share the same bed. The drama is even more exciting than ten thousand times. I must have saved all the bloody incidents in my life for these few months.

Chen Ningshu had a headache, what should I do?Tonight, I have been like a ghost, either impulsively like a runaway wild horse, or hysterically like a resentful woman, what should I do!

Chen Ningshu held his head in both hands, his facial features were all crowded together, like a broken plaster statue.

Going out at this time is even more embarrassing than before.

You can't pretend that your emotions are still unstable. This kind of emotion doesn't just come, it's not a show, and I'm not the Golden Horse actress. This method must never be used.

Or just pretend to be calm and nothing happened?

Si Yuchen and Cen Ying will not take the initiative to bring up this matter again, but when they think of the question marks and gossip in their eyes when they look at themselves in the future, Chen Ningshu can't accept it.

Was my brain kicked by the donkey or caught by the door?

Why is the IQ level plummeting, it has become the original reciprocal.

How can you casually tell others about your love life? Even if they are lesbians, they don't have to be so frank!This is tantamount to exposing yourself all at once: Hey, you two, I am from the same country as you~ I have a good girl, remember to introduce it to others~ Mmm~ For the sake of my last relationship being so hard.

Ahhhhh! !! !!

Chen Ningshu began to complain about himself again, when did you still have such a big brain hole, don't make up your mind, okay! ! !Can you think about how to face Si Yuchen's peach blossom eyes full of small question marks? ! !

This time I took a full bath for an hour, and finally finished it after Chen Ningshu's whining.

She put on a large men's pure white T-shirt and only a pair of underwear on her lower body. She was about to open the door and go out when she saw herself in the mirror, which seemed a little exposed. She took a bath towel and wrapped it around her waist to block her thighs.

Look in the mirror again, um, much more decent than before.

He took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and opened the bathroom door.

fighting!Chen Ningshu!