elopement alone

After a long silence, the two of them didn't know how to break the silence. The quiet left hand quickly raised to wipe away the tears from the corners of their eyes.

"I'm here to pick up Chen Ningshu back."

Cen Ying smiled, "Chen Ningshu won't go back with you."

"Why? Ning Shu... has always been very obedient." Jing Jing said lightly, but her tone was no longer as upbeat as usual.

Cen Ying sighed, "Be quiet, no one will wait for you forever."

"I didn't ask Chen Ningshu to wait for you."

"Then what do you mean by coming to look for her now?" Cen Ying raised her eyebrows and stared at the quiet face.

Looking into Cen Ying's gaze from the corner of the eye made An Jing a little embarrassed. Lying under such sharp eyes was not a wise choice, so An Jing chose to escape.

"I didn't ask Chen Ningshu to wait for me. I just cared about Chen Ningshu's physical condition. Did you answer the call that day?" After Cen Ying sat in, An Jing turned her gaze to her face for the first time, with a questioning tone It made Cen Ying very uncomfortable.

"Does it matter if I picked it up? Haven't you figured out the situation yet? Chen Ningshu doesn't want to have anything to do with you anymore. If you keep pestering him, it will only lower his status, and he won't be able to save himself some last Dignity?" Cen Ying thought about it, and told her what she thought in her heart. Maybe what she said was not pleasant, but it was not harsh, and An Jing must be aware of the consequences. As long as she can analyze the cause and effect clearly, Quiet must have retreated in spite of difficulties.

"What does it mean to save the last bit of dignity? Why am I not self-respecting or self-loving? I came to Dehang to look for Chen Ningshu because I was concerned about her health. Isn't that right?"

Cen Ying sneered, "You respect yourself and you love yourself? I really didn't see it! Let's just say that you slept with me when you were with Chen Ningshu. At that time, I didn't realize that you had the slightest awareness. You were the one who pulled me into the room, right? You were the one who put me in the room and left? Are you responsible? Sorry, I really didn’t see it. Of course, the body will not be blamed, but you were the one who abandoned her at that time? You reconciled with your girlfriend and dumped her, and now you turn around to care about her, what is An De thinking? You are in two boats?"

Quietly smiled, "After all, you still blame me for leaving you halfway?"

Cen Ying opened the car door, "You are simply unreasonable! Crazy!"

Jing Jing had already held her hand, Cen Ying opened the car door, but couldn't get out, "You still like me?"

Cen Ying turned her head, raised her hand and gave An Jing a slap, and shouted, "I don't like you!"

Tears dripped from the corners of Cen Ying's eyes, she pursed her lips, raised her head and opened her eyes wide, trying hard to keep the tears from falling, but unfortunately it didn't work, the tears still flowed down violently.

An Jing took out a tissue and wiped Cen Ying's face in a panic, she did not abandon Cen Ying and leave because of the slap just now.

Cen Ying was crying as she watched Jing Jing gently wipe her tears away, but she didn't want such sympathy. In her world, sympathy was never her own word.

Cen Ying broke off An Jing's hand and threw it aside, her long nails scratched her face, and a reddish mark appeared on her left cheek.

"What are you doing!" An Jing roared.

"You go! I don't want to see you again." Cen Ying clenched her fists and shouted with her head down.

"Your face is hurt." An Jing stroked the scar on Cen Ying's face, the wound that was cut just now had no red blood marks yet, but Cen Ying still hissed out.

"Look, say you're hurt."

Cen Ying's tears still couldn't stop falling, "Quiet, why, why can't you just like someone? Even if it's not me, don't, give me a chance, okay, okay... I thought I could forget you , has nothing to do with you, but the more I want to forget you, the more my world revolves around you."

Cen Ying choked with sobs, raging tears covered her cheeks, and it took several times to complete a complete sentence, An Jing took her into her arms, "I know, I am the one who is sorry for you."

"Then can't you disappear? Disappear in my life." Cen Ying hugged An Jing tightly, crying intermittently, almost out of breath.

Quietly smiled bitterly, "I didn't expect you to know Chen Ningshu. I also didn't expect you...you like me so much."

"Promise me?" Cen Ying said as she left An Jing's embrace and looked into An Jing's eyes.

Jing Jing really wanted to agree to Cen Ying's request. She and Cen Ying just had a romantic relationship, and it would be easy to cut off contact with Cen Ying, but when she thought of Chen Ningshu, Jing Jing couldn't say that.

"sorry."

Cen Ying was stunned when the faint word "Quiet" came from the silent carriage, and after two seconds, she smiled self-deprecatingly.

"That's right. I should have thought earlier that I, Cen Ying, are not that important. From the beginning to the end, the only person you like is Chen Ningshu."

The lonely tone made Jing Jing tremble, but Jing Jing couldn't comfort Cen Ying, she had nothing to say.

It was me who hurt Cen Ying, so what can I do?

Can't do anything.

You can't completely disappear in this circle, and you can't give up on Chen Ningshu.

Jing Jing wanted to hug Cen Ying, but Cen Ying pushed her away fiercely.

"What is this? A parting hug? You can go. If you can't get it, it's better not to see it. When I, Cen Ying, have never known you, be quiet." Cen Ying opened the car door, got out of the car, and looked at the inside of the car. Quiet still in a daze, "Still leaving?"

After quietly leaving, Cen Ying lay beside the car with her head deeply buried in her arms.

I just fell in love with the wrong person, but would the price be too high?

I know it's my fault, I shouldn't be a mistress, I shouldn't disturb other people's lives, haven't you tortured me enough!

The side of her right hand turned red from smashing the roof of the car, but she continued to repeat this action as if she had lost consciousness.

Ji Yufei called again and asked when Chen Ningshu would return to school. Chen Ningshu had just woken up and said in a daze that he would go back tomorrow. It also said that when I go back tomorrow, do you know that tomorrow is waiting for tomorrow, and there are so many tomorrows!"

Chen Ningshu took the phone a little farther away. Ji Yufei's voice was really loud, and her ears hurt a little from the shock, "Today...something happened, I will definitely go back tomorrow."

"Then come back quickly. If you don't come back, I'm afraid you will be punished if you can't hide it."

Chen Ningshu woke up completely after hanging up the phone. What happened in the morning was as illusory and unreal as a revolving lantern. Chen Ningshu rubbed his temples and began to organize his thoughts.

Jing Jing came to find herself and said that she had made two phone calls, but she didn't know it.Came all the way to ask for two unimportant phone calls?It's a little unreasonable.

Si Yuchen kissed himself, long and gentle, and he seemed to have some feelings, so what kind of feelings did he have for Si Yuchen? Do he like it?

But when Jing Jing hugged herself in that strange posture, the feeling of heartbeat is still vivid in my memory.

Chen Ningshu rubbed his hair, and slammed the bed hard, am I the kind of rotten guy who is always on the edge of two boats?

Smile wryly, the saddest thing is that after losing you, I live like you.

You see, I can actually hold two people in my heart...

I have become the most annoying person, I really don't know what to do.

Those entangled, twisted and complicated emotions seemed to happen yesterday, and everything changed when I woke up.

Time is a wonderful thing, what you want to forget is always spinning in your mind, but what you want to remember is always missing some opportunities.

Chen Ningshu opened WeChat distractedly, and the latest Moments were posted quietly.

That's right, I only deleted the quiet mobile phone number, and WeChat seems to have forgotten to delete it.

In the circle of friends lies a piece of calm sea surface, under the pure sky, the light blue sea surface glows with little golden light.

Hehe, you are really good enough. You were on holiday at the seaside yesterday and you came to Deben today?

So... are you looking for me in the middle of your vacation?

Why bother, for two phone calls?

No matter how hard he thought, Chen Ningshu couldn't figure out An Jing's true thoughts. He was about to ask An Jing to come out for a talk, but An Jing's text message had already come in.

"See you after dinner, let's talk."

The so-called Houshan refers to a mountain that turns into a small alley at the entrance of the village. The mountain is not high, and the road is crooked and difficult to walk. Tourists will not go up. They are all locals. It seems that they can detour to the scenic spot. .

Standing under the street lamp, Chen Ningshu wrapped his cardigan tightly, but the moisture in the night still made him feel unbearably cold and damp. It was a wrong decision not to wear a hood. Chen Ningshu jumped twice, his feet seemed to be numb from the cold, and Painful and itchy, while rubbing his knees, a woman walked over from a distance, she must be quiet.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" An Jing pulled down the hood of the hoodie she was wearing. It was only an afternoon, and she had already changed into casual clothes.

Chen Ningshu lowered his head, not daring to look into Quiet eyes: "No, I just arrived, what's the matter?"

"Are you and Si Yuchen together?"

"Does it have anything to do with you? Together or not."

"I just want to know if the rumors are true." An Jing smiled.

"What rumor?" Chen Ningshu raised his head suddenly, met Jing Jing's eyes, lowered his head in a hurry, Jing Jing said in a commanding tone, "Why don't you dare to look at me?" Then he helped Chen Ning Chen Ningshu was forced to raise his head and look at An Jing, "What rumors, take your claws away." Chen Ningshu shook his head unwillingly, and An Jing had already put down his hand.

"Don't you know?" Jing Jing took out her phone and opened Weibo.

What caught Chen Ningshu's eyes was a passage:

I met Si Yuchen today, the real person is even more handsome than the photo~~ But isn’t Zhang Yan with you, your new girlfriend?

Attached below is a photo of the two when they were in Phoenix.

"It must have been taken by Si Yuchen's nympho fans. When we were in Phoenix, we met two girls who asked her to take a photo."

"So you were already with her when you were in Phoenix?" An Jing raised her eyebrows, her shadow stretched and thin by the streetlights.

The quiet questioning tone made Chen Ningshu very uncomfortable, "What does not being together have anything to do with you, did you just show me Weibo when you called me here? Si Yuchen is not a star, so it must be just going around If you spread it in the lesbian circle, it will be forgotten in two days."

"Answer me directly."

"Why do you speak to me in such a tone? Who do you think you are? You are allowed to sleep with Cen Ying and not allowed to hook up with Si Yuchen?" Chen Ningshu sneered, and the eyes that watched Jing Jing gradually faded , and when he turned around, he was pulled back by the other party.

"So you are already together?" The quiet voice was a little trembling, the strength in his hands increased involuntarily, Chen Ningshu frowned, "Let go of me."

"Don't let go."

"Let go!" Chen Ningshu yelled at her.

"Don't let go."

"Then don't blame me for being rude." Chen Ningshu glared at her, and stomped on her foot while she was quiet and inattentive.

Jing Jing, who was wearing canvas shoes, was hurt by Chen Ningshu's foot. She clenched her teeth, frowned, and unconsciously let go of her hand. Chen Ningshu had already left this stall.

The pain in An Jing's feet was still there, and the phone vibrated again. Today's calls seemed to be the most in my life, and they all came from one person——Liu Zehan.

Yesterday An Jing told Liu Zehan to go back first, and Liu Zehan asked her, "What are you going back for? Is there anything?"

"Yeah." An Jing lowered her head and packed her luggage.

"Is it a family matter?"

"No."

Liu Zehan grabbed An Jing's hand to put the clothes in the bag, "Is there something you are hiding from me?"

"What can I hide from you?" An Jing glanced at Liu Zehan.

"Then why have you been absent-minded these days?"

"Where am I absent-minded."

"Where are you absent-minded? You don't have much appetite for Shilin Night Market. You can't even touch the museum. You don't even want to touch me in the B&B in Kenting. I drag you to go swimming. Do you think you have something on your mind?" ?”

Liu Zehan said a lot of words, but she was quiet as if she didn't hear them. She was still busy with the things at hand, packing clothes and toiletries.

Zippering the box and messing up the code of the combination lock, he looked up and replied: "When did you become so unconfident, I just feel that there are some things I have to go back and look at, you and I have a long day, and some have time for vacation .”

Liu Zehan sat slumped on the bed, the sound of quietly locking the door made her ears hurt, the sound was not loud but echoed in her head over and over again.

Why is it like this between us?

You left me like this and returned alone, but I couldn't even ask why?

In the end you have changed, or our feelings have changed.

Quiet, I don't understand you anymore.