elopement alone

Sitting quietly on the small wooden chair on the first floor of the hotel, watching the three of Chen Ningshu at the door put their luggage in the car, and he kept watching them.

Si Yuchen's hostile eyes came from time to time, but An Jing just smiled contemptuously, Si Yuchen, maybe you are a very attractive person in the eyes of others, but Chen Ningshu only loves himself. To me, you are nothing at all. We are not considered opponents, our starting line is different.

Cen Ying's gaze was probably the most wandering, the resentful and sad expression pricked the quiet and not sensitive nerves.

The three of them packed their bags and drove away. Chen Ningshu didn't look at An Jing from the beginning to the end, as if An Jing didn't exist at all, or it was just a Buddha statue that had been left in dust for a long time.

With a quiet and bitter smile, Chen Ningshu, what should I do with you.

For you, I don't know how to please you.

What hurt you in the past really hurt you, so doing anything to you now should not help.

An Jing got up and stretched her shoulders, moved her body a bit, then turned and went upstairs to pack her luggage and prepare to leave.

All the way to the airport by car, I was at a loss, my heart was empty, and a new text message came from my phone.

I'm back, where are you?

Regarding Liu Zehan's greetings and concern, An Jing subconsciously wants to escape. It is already a big taboo to run from Taiwan to Hunan to find his ex-girlfriend. Now not replying to his girlfriend's message is even more sinful. This relationship has been painstakingly managed for five years For An Jing, it is not just love, but also the understanding and tolerance of relatives, the companionship and tacit understanding between lovers, and the trust and understanding between working partners.

For Liu Zehan, in addition to being a girlfriend, she plays more of a role as a family member.We have the same hobbies, similar tastes, amazing tacit understanding, you understand my eyes and smiles, I know the place you want to escape to when you are hurt and sad, everything is just right.

Jing Jing once thought that what she wanted was exactly this kind of love. This kind of smooth and smooth relationship is undoubtedly rare, and it is what many people yearn for, but when Jing Jing really got it, she felt that nothing seemed right.

This tacit understanding, this understanding, this ordinaryness, is not the kind of emotion I want.

You know me too well, my mind too well, all my little details too well, I am like a stripped puppet in front of you, without heart and mind, relatively, I also understand you.

Thinking of the end, Jing Jing finally understood that we have so many things in common that people yearn for, but there is only a little passion and collision missing.

Human beings stay together because of ignorance, and break up because of understanding.

I love both your shortcomings and advantages, but you lack a little surprise for me.

You will wear different types of clothes, you will try to cook different meals to please me, and you will find different programs to try with me, but you don't understand, what I need is not these.

At the beginning of this relationship, I also thought that I wanted to be plain, I also wanted to raise my eyebrows, and I also wanted to respect each other, but five years have passed, and I began to be confused. If I really want to live like this, Then why do I still feel so reluctant to part with Chen Ningshu in my heart.

This bit of reluctance may be understood as guilt for the new love, but for a five-year love, there is no room for a little bit of impurity.

We have gone through the love period, the running-in period and the dull period, why do we become cautious because of an inexplicable Chen Ningshu, your confidence and smile will be affected by one of my eyes, do you think I can't see it? ?

What are you afraid of?

Is it the same as I am afraid, afraid that I will really fall in love with that person, afraid that I will let down our five years of mutual acquaintance.

Jing Jing's nose was sour, and she wanted to cry a little. It is very dangerous to drive so inattentively. Fortunately, there were not many vehicles along the way, and Jing Jing finally arrived in Changsha safely.

Returned the car to a friend and set foot on the way home alone.

When An Jing returned home, Liu Zehan had already prepared a meal and was waiting for her.

"came back?"

An Jing took off her coat, and Liu Zehan took it from the hanger hanging by the door, and dragged the box standing beside An Jing into the room.

"Tired?" Liu Zehan smiled and helped Jing Jing's messy hair.

An Jing shook her head, held Liu Zehan's hand resting on her shoulder, "Zehan, when did you come back?"

"After you left Kenting, I had nothing to do by myself, so I took the plane back the next day."

Jing Jing stared at Liu Zehan, and touched her hand carefully, "I'm sorry, I left you there alone..."

Liu Zehan still smiled and said, "Jing, I can understand that you have something to do, but can you tell me where you are going in the future? Let me know."

Nodding quietly, "Yeah."

Liu Zehan took her hand and sat down at the dining table, and poured wine for Jing Jing, "You owe me a complete trip this time, and you must make it up to me next time."

An Jing picked up the wine glass and took a sip, "Definitely."

"Then can you tell me now, where did you go?"

Quiet startled, silent.

Liu Zehan's face became a little ugly, and he immediately turned cold, "Don't tell me you found a mistress."

"How is it possible?" Quiet argued, her tone raised unconsciously.

Liu Zehan, who changed his face faster than turning the pages of a book, smiled and said slowly: "Then why do you keep it a secret? Is it so difficult to just say a few words? Or, I am an outsider in your quiet heart."

An Jing looked at the wine glass in his hand, a little dazed, "Hunan."

"See who?"

"Does it matter who..."

"it's very important to me."

"Chen Ningshu."

"Is there any more love left?"

"No."

"Tell me this is the last time you will see each other."

Quietly looked at Liu Zehan's face, the sentence pattern of the order made her very uncomfortable.

Liu Zehan, who has always respected himself, is not used to speaking condescendingly to himself like this.

"When did you become like this?"

Liu Zehan smiled self-deprecatingly, "I became like this? For whom... don't you know?"

"I don't like kidnapping lovers in the name of love."

Liu Zehan stood up abruptly, "You have been together quietly with me, Liu Zehan, for five years, isn't it because you love me? You love me and get entangled with others, do you think I can tolerate such a love relationship? It's still a year You have changed, you no longer love me, or you are used to being careless? Can't you live without others?"

An Jing was a little surprised by Liu Zehan's sudden outburst, and slowly stood up, "Zehan... don't get excited, me, don't think of me like that."

"Then you promise me."

Jing Jing opened her mouth and was about to speak, but Liu Zehan continued, "Do you still love me?"

"Love." The quiet tone was firm and decisive.

"Then promise me." Liu Zehan looked at the quiet, loudly.

"Okay, I promise you, this is the last time we meet." An Jing closed her eyes and said this sentence slowly.

Liu Zehan walked around the dining table and came to An Jing, wrapped her neck around her, and put her lips to her ear, "I love you, Jing, I have missed you all the time during this year. I hate, I hate myself Why did I leave you so cruelly at the beginning? Why didn’t you keep me when I hated you? I hated that we had to separate when we loved each other so much. But I was even more afraid that you would fall in love with someone else after I left. Just sad to die.

So I put all my experience into work, I worked hard to make the show, doubled the ratings, planned day and night, looked for guests, thought of ideas, edited the film, and stared at every minute to make a summary , everyone couldn’t stand it, thinking that I must be crazy, and then my leader told me, ‘Zehan, Taili plans to promote you, how about it, do you have the confidence to change your working environment? 'I just realized that what I want is not a job, but you.I worked hard just to escape the time when I missed you. Work was the only way for me to kill my loneliness. I rejected him and called Taili right away, saying that I wanted to come back.So what do you think I let go of my great future over there?I just think I'm more afraid of losing you than I am of losing a good job. "

When Liu Zehan finished speaking, tears were already streaming down his face. The tears flowed down the corners of his eyes and dripped onto An Jing's shoulders. An Jing's shirt was gradually wet.

He turned his head and kissed Liu Zehan's lips, "I love you, Zehan, I'm sorry."

Liu Zehan wrapped her neck tightly, and kissed her hot and lingeringly. Jing Jing had never felt Liu Zehan's enthusiasm so different from usual, and was completely immersed in the joy of the moment.

Liu Zehan quickly unbuttoned An Jing's shirt, touched her waist, and put her hand into her jeans. A wave of heat was burning in An Jing's flat and smooth lower abdomen, and her breathing became rapid and heavy.

Liu Zehan walked to the living room while kissing An Jing in his arms, and the two fell into the sofa together.

"Jing, I love you too."

Liu Zehan's hand was about to touch the core area of ​​An Jing, An Jing suddenly grabbed her arm, turned over, pressed her under her body, and gasped, "So you want to satisfy me?"

"Why not do it?" Liu Zehan's tongue withdrew from Quiet's mouth, and kissed Quiet's lips lightly.

A trace of hot air spewed out from the mouth and spread to Jing Jing's thin lips, and Jing Jing's face became flushed.

"Fairy." Jing Jing's tone sank, and she stretched her hand into Liu Zehan's clothes. Liu Zehan was not used to the coldness coming from her hot belly for a while, so she twisted her body, "Cool..."

"Forget it?" An Jing teased and looked at Liu Zehan, whose eyes were blurred.

This naughty, sultry An Jing is the woman I have loved for five years. Every intimacy in the past five years has been so natural. An Jing understands every sensitive part of her body, understands the meaning of every breath she makes, every soft groan Because of the reason, she is madly in love with this woman, this woman who knows her body more than herself.

"How dare you." Liu Zehan stood up, grabbed An Jing's shirt which was already wide open, and closed the distance between them, closing An Jing's mouth.