elopement alone

Si Yuchen woke up before seven o'clock, six thirty-five to be precise, and the seat next to him was empty, so he got out of bed and looked around, no one was there, obviously, Zhang Yan didn't know when he had passed away. left.

His whole body was sore, and it was only a few days since the last time. Zhang Yan came to him again yesterday, and "body contact" inevitably happened again, and both times he was passive. Really...

What is Zhang Yan's attitude towards himself?

Why can't they forget each other in the rivers and lakes from now on, insist on hurting each other, is it because they think the breakup is not thorough enough, or the resentment is so deep that they will not give up if they don't take revenge.

Every time he wanted to part ways with Zhang Yan completely, the other party would always find something to do.

Do you think I don't want to establish a tall, stalwart, strong and cold-blooded image?

Strong, this word is actually a kind of sadness, it is the lack of words to describe a person's "strong".

As everyone agrees, Helen Keller was very strong in writing books while blind, Beethoven was strong in writing when he was deaf, and Sima Qian was strong in writing "Historical Records" while in prison.

It seems that a person's strengths must be so few that they can be counted on one hand, and that his strength can be mentioned. Or to put it another way, this person's strength is too prominent, even if he walks in the sun, he will lose his strength. A dazzling figure who shines, but also has other characteristics that are overlooked because he is too strong.

Strong, a commendatory word with sympathy.

Then you can understand why you don't want to be strong. This word is undoubtedly telling everyone that I am alone and helpless. I have no support so that I can only support this poor sky above my head with my own hands.

So, why should I be strong?

Why can't I be cowardly?

Although Si Yuchen understood that these reasons were just excuses for her own laziness, she still enjoyed it and took it seriously.

After seeing Chen Ningshu last time, everyone made an appointment to go hiking this weekend, so they should tell Chen Ningshu.

Si Yuchen took out the mobile phone beside the bed, opened the address book, and dialed Chen Ningshu's number.

When Chen Ningshu woke up, he was still sleeping peacefully, his thick black eyelashes fluttering up and down with his breathing.

The appearance of sleeping peacefully is really beautiful. Chen Ningshu looked at it for a while, and then remembered that he was going to prepare breakfast, blushed, and got out of bed quickly.

Chen Ningshu was rummaging through boxes and boxes while cooking in the kitchen, when the mobile phone that had fallen by the bed rang.

Quiet turned over, was awakened by the ringing of the bell, took a look, Si Yuchen?

Look at the time at the top of the screen, seven in the morning, is there something urgent.

"Hi." Quietly said.

Si Yuchen didn't expect Chen Ningshu to get through the phone so quickly. He couldn't believe it. He took the phone away and checked the time. Seven o'clock was right, "I'm sorry to disturb you so early. After the weekend party, my friend insisted that we go out to play together, and we will go climbing this week, you should be able to make it, right?"

Party last weekend.

Jing Jing only had these five words in her mind, and she didn't listen to what Si Yuchen said later. These five words kept echoing in her mind, and her voice became louder and louder.

Is the so-called school girl lying to me?

So she went out with Si Yuchen?

In this way, knowing that female guest is a good explanation. Why did the bisexual Internet celebrity know Chen Ningshu? It was not because of the school girl, but because of Si Yuchen, who is also an Internet celebrity.

The other party did not respond for a long time, Si Yuchen confirmed again: "Ning Shu? Are you listening?"

"Well, I see." An Jing hung up the phone and fell back on the bed heavily.

Chen Ningshu, are you tired of me?

That's right, I've hurt you before, but now it's even.

You just copied my betrayal to you, and repaying him with the same way is really retribution for yourself.

Does such a relationship make sense?

Is this what I thought true love was?

At this moment, how ironic the word true love is.

Chen Ningshu pushed open the door, "Are you awake?"

An Jing supported the bed with both hands, sat up, and stared at Chen Ningshu.

Although he found Jing Jing's eyes a little strange, Chen Ningshu didn't care too much, "Are you eating?"

Quiet and silent, still staring at Chen Ningshu.

Only then did Chen Ningshu feel that something was wrong with An Jing, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

An Jing's black hair is scattered in front of her chest, covering her naked body. Her chest is politely blocked, but her breasts are still clearly visible. This posture, combined with the indifferent expression on her face, is somewhat restrained. The taste is inside.

Chen Ningshu was stunned, standing by the bed, staring at Jing Jing with straight eyes.

Seeing Chen Ningshu's reaction, it seemed that Jing Jing had expected it.

Quietly and faintly smiled, "Why, do you think my body looks good?"

Chen Ningshu leaned down slowly, wrapped An Jing half in his arms, pressed his face closer and closer, and when he was about to kiss An Jing, Jing Jing spoke.

"Do you like my body more than my person?"

It's really weird to say a question in a declarative tone, not to mention that the other party's facial expression is extremely cold, and the style of painting can be called "very different".

Chen Ningshu frowned, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"I just told the truth." An Jing said, then pushed Chen Ningshu away, and got out of bed naked.

Jing Jing had left home before Chen Ningshu realized what had happened.

Why did Jing Jing say such strange things?

What is someone who likes her body more than her?

Glancing at the phone on the bed, he picked it up to check the time, and a new WeChat push flashed on the top of the screen.

Si Yuchen: I called you just now and felt that you were not awake. Think about it, let me say it again. I went hiking with my friend on weekends, and you spared time.

Call me just now?

I didn't answer the phone at all!

So, is it quiet? !

Thinking that An Jing answered Si Yuchen's phone call, his T-shirt was drenched in sweat instantly, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead, Chen Ningshu was frightened for a moment, and immediately opened the call log.

The latest call was Si Yuchen, half an hour ago, half a minute long.

Did Jing Jing hear what Si Yuchen said?

This Si Yuchen, why is he so restless, did he talk without asking who it is? !

Si Yuchen was waiting for Chen Ningshu's WeChat reply, when the phone call came over here, hey, Chen Ningshu is quite efficient.

"Hey?"

Before Si Yuchen finished speaking, Chen Ningshu rushed to speak, "Si Yuchen! What did you say on the phone just now!"

"I just said that after the party last week, everyone discussed going mountain climbing this weekend and asked you to come together. Didn't they send you a WeChat message?"

"Heh, that's great. I've been hiding from An Jing in fear all day long. Why don't you just tell her that we have a date!"

"Ah? What do you mean? Tell her? The call just now... She answered it?"

When Chen Ningshu heard Si Yuchen's words, he wanted to push her against the wall and beat her up, "Yes! She answered it!"

"...Uh, Ning Shu, I didn't mean it, I'm sorry."

"What's the use of telling me you're sorry now! Forget it, I won't tell you anymore. I'm going to find An Jing."

"Hey?"

Si Yuchen still wanted to say something comforting, but Chen Ningshu had already hung up the phone.

I dialed An Jing, and the words "The number you dialed has been turned off" came from the receiver, and I called again with the landline, but the same voice still came.

It seems to be really shut down.

It’s okay if you just blacklist yourself, at least it means that An Jing is angry with herself, and now she simply shuts down the phone, what’s the trouble?Where can I find it!

Chen Ningshu's mind was full of silence and he finally looked at his expression. The state of rejecting others thousands of miles away was exactly the same as the indifferent attitude after betraying himself.

Within a few months, the two of them were completely upside down.

So, do you want to send a text message to An Jing?

Say what, tell the truth?

Will An Jing believe it?

This reason is too stupid.

The reason why I don't even believe it, the other party will naturally not agree with it.

Although that's the truth of the matter.

there is only one truth--

But I can't say it.

Holding the phone, Chen Ningshu watched the screen gradually darken, and finally completely black, blending with the surrounding borders.

The powerless status quo, the unspeakable facts, what is the saddest thing?

misunderstanding.

Unexplainable misunderstanding.

At seven o'clock in the morning, there are not many people on the street. Most of them are office workers catching buses and subways, elderly people buying breakfast, and middle school students walking in small groups.

An Jing went into a fast food restaurant in despair, and ordered the newly launched breakfast, but couldn't eat a single bite.

I haven't put on my makeup in time, and my hair hasn't been well taken care of. I quietly looked at my face under the reflection of the phone screen, and probably found that my wife who was cheating on my husband is what I look like at this time.

After Si Yuchen learned that Anjing had found out about himself and Chen Ningshu, he blamed himself very much.

The news channel in the living room has changed its style, from financial news to advertisements. The latest draft contest is in full swing, and the word "Zhang Yan" is impressively written among the contestants.

Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan, Zhang Yan.

Am I really unable to get rid of you?

For today's work, Jing Jing reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls of breakfast, went out to take a taxi and went straight to the TV station.

This day was the first to be quiet, so when Xiao Jia came to open the door, she was startled when she found that the door was ajar, thinking that she had forgotten to lock it last night.

"Sister An? You came so early today?"

"Well, wake up early and come here."

Seeing that An Jing had no interest in talking to him, Xiao Jia began to clean up tactfully.

"Film review in the afternoon, how are you preparing for this issue?" An Jing flipped through the schedule and asked Jia Li.

"It's okay, there are more amateurs in this issue, but it can be supported by editing."

Jing Jing sighed, "Hey, our program team is too poor... When can I not borrow money, and openly build a new set for us."

Xiao Jia comforted her with a smile, "Funds are limited, we can only rely on cutting!"

Quiet curled her lips, "What is limited? It's obviously pitifully small! I really wonder if I will be fired because I can't afford the program crew if this continues."

After gagging with Xiao Jia for a while, her quiet mood improved a little, but when Chen Ningshu came in, she remembered the scene in the morning again.

Chen Ningshu entered the office anxiously, looked inside, and quietly stared at the computer, not knowing what he was busy with.

"Sister Li." Chen Ningshu smiled at Jia Li.

Jia Li also replied, "It's strange, you two came early today."

Chen Ningshu was a little embarrassed, "It just so happened."

"By the way, your internship is almost over, right?"

"Well, by the end of the month."

"The end of the internship is the summer vacation. You students are relaxed, and there is still summer vacation."

"No way, it's time for me to look for a job, and I have to find a company to work in the summer vacation."

Throughout the whole day, An Jing and Chen Ningshu didn't say a word, and Ji Yufei, who was keen on gossip, was keenly aware of this unusual incident.

Taking advantage of the lunch break, Ji Yufei asked her: "Did you quarrel with Jing Jing?"

"It's hard to say." Chen Ningshu said while biting a piece of bamboo shoot.

"Then just talk about it."

Chen Ningshu put down his chopsticks and sorted out his thoughts, "I don't know what to say, I'm the one to blame."

"Then what are you going to do? Have you apologized?"

"I can't speak."

Ji Yufei: "So you're fighting like this? You're too useless."

While the two were talking about this, a woman came towards them with a plate.