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After leaving the hospital, Mu Lingche drove home without knowing where he was going, but the figure of that person was no longer in the house, and maybe there would never be again in the future, and even his things might not appear in the future. The so-called home; go to the company, the company will not have that person working overtime, so what's the point of going there?

It wasn't until this moment when Mu Lingche was driving on the dimly lit road and looking at the passing scenery that he really understood that it wasn't that he wasn't lonely in the past, it was just because he was busy and didn't have time to care about loneliness, but after having An Jinfeng, didn't he forget loneliness, It is because of the existence of that person that even the word loneliness is not worthy of being with him. Only at this moment can I truly experience the cruelty of this world. Without parents, without a lover, I don’t even know who to go to at this moment Him, what should we do?

I really want to rush back to the hospital now and take An Jinfeng by my side regardless, but he finds painfully that he can't do that. There is no connection between him and An Jinfeng. His own strength made him even more afraid of his own contact, so he really had no hope. In the past, he could lock him by his side on the grounds of revenge, but now?I'm afraid that if he is willing to stay by his side humbly, he might not agree, right?Is this the fate of self-inflicted evil?

Sucking his sore nose, Mu Lingche looked at a canteen next to him. He stopped the car and bought cigarettes and a lighter. He leaned against the car and lit his first cigarette. He took a deep breath but didn't know what to do. Expelling the smoke, choking tears.

"Jin, what kind of person do you hate?" Mu Lingche hugged An Jinfeng and sat on the roof of the school.Looking at the sunset not far away.It's something they do every night.

"Hmm..." After listening to Mu Lingche's words.An Jinfeng tilted his head and thought seriously, "What kind of people do you hate... I really haven't thought about it, but I hate people who like to smoke the most, because it's not good for your health!"

In the puffs of smoke, Mu Lingche actually saw him and An Jinfeng on the rooftop. At that time, An Jinfeng was still a simple child, and he was tricked by him to her side without knowing anything. own people.

He hates smoking people the most!These words made Mu Lingche stunned.Then, as if struck by lightning, he quickly put aside the cigarette that was still burning in his hand, and threw the whole pack of cigarettes into the trash can. How could he do the thing he hates the most!

In the past, although that person didn't understand what kind of feelings he had for him, he at least cared about himself. In the past, he would never do anything he didn't like, but what about now?Knowing that that person loves him, how much did he hurt that person in the name of love?I feel that I don't have the face to face my former self, so how can I have the face to face the person who was injured by me?

In the end, he still wants to go back to the home that once belonged to two people, and now belongs to him alone again, at least An Jinfeng's things are still there.He could still lie to himself that he hadn't walked out of his life yet, and he didn't expect that he would use deception to comfort himself.

back here.Cold and without a trace of anger, during the six months of happiness, when I returned home every day, no matter how late, I would be accompanied by An Jinfeng. Sometimes An Jinfeng worked overtime at the company and came home late, and he would just sit in the living room and wait for him to come back. Then the two of them chatted about what happened today. Such a happy little life is what they yearn for, but when they are in it, they will never feel the cherishment of these things. What's the use!Regret is the most worthless thing in this world!

Unable to bear the darkness that filled the room, Mu Lingche turned on all the lights in the house, as if the lights could warm him by shining on him, but only he knew that these were all self-deceiving things.

Lifting his feet, he went upstairs to An Jinfeng's room. An Jinfeng had been living here for a month. He remembered that night he told An Jinfeng who was lying on the bed to get the hell out of him and go back to where he should be. Where should the real place be...it shouldn't be by my side, right?

He once stood here watching An Jinfeng clutching his stomach and sweating profusely. Now that he thought about how cruel he was at that time, he actually treated his poor body so harshly for the so-called revenge. His body should be well protected, but he still insisted on going the worst way.

Going in and sitting on the bed, he opened the drawer of the bedside table next to him. He always knew that An Jinfeng kept his medicine here, and knew that he often took it out, but he never thought of caring about how his body was doing. If he had known that he could only sit here today and feel sad, he would never have done such stupid things!

Lying on An Jinfeng's bed, breathing in the quilt that still carried his breath, Mu Lingche closed his eyes with peace of mind, but the tears in the corners of his eyes couldn't stop, An Jinfeng... I'm sorry, I was wrong , but I still can't let you go so coolly, especially after knowing that I have done so many stupid things to you, I can't just ignore you.

I don't know any other way to keep that person, but in the end, I can only play with my mind, he has not forgotten what An Jinfeng entrusted to him, this may be the last chance to keep An Jinfeng.

"Hello?"

"Hi, I'm Mu Lingche!" Mu Lingche coughed twice to clear his throat.

"Ah, Young Master Che, what's the matter with calling at this hour?" the director asked while pinching the phone.

"An Jinfeng is injured, and may need to rest for a while. During this time, I will shoot other people's photos first, and I will go back to shoot when his injury is almost healed!" Although Mu Lingche said that he was asking for leave, he did not mean to discuss it at all. , others don't know, but this director knows that most of the investment in this film comes from Mu Lingche's agency, and Mu Lingche is the backbone of this company, offending him is naturally offending the biggest investor.

"How long will it take? After all, our film will be released on a fixed schedule, so we still need to consider the progress of the shooting..." The director could only wipe the sweat from his forehead when he heard Mu Lingche's commanding words , practical issues also need to be considered.

Mu Lingche also knew that some hard issues still needed to be considered, and the director was right, and after thinking about it carefully, he said, "Well, I'll talk to you about An Jinfeng's role when I get to the set. Discuss in detail, there are many places I want to make corrections, and I hope that the screenwriter will also be there at that time, don't worry about the shooting progress, advance my scenes, and compress the time as much as possible!"

Mu Lingche had already said that, and the director could only agree, but the fact that he had to change the script again made him puzzled by the fact that Monk Zhanger couldn't figure it out. He said that he would change the script within a few days after he got the script. To torture Situ Jin to death, I didn't see anything unusual about him on the set yesterday. How could the world have changed in less than a day?

Throwing away the phone, Mu Lingche sighed, and wrapped the quilt tighter around her body, as if she could feel that An Jinfeng was still by her side and hadn't left. After all, he didn't have An Jinfeng yet. The real feeling that has left his side, sighed like this, and fell asleep unconsciously.

the other side.

Feeling the phone ringing, Lin Feichen glanced at An Jinfeng who was in a deep sleep, tucked up the quilt for him, picked up the phone and quietly walked out of the ward, "Hello?"

"You're back, why didn't you tell me?" Qin Mo's questioning voice came from the other end of the phone immediately, but Lin Feichen frowned because of the natural questioning.

"I think you should know if I'm not allowed to tell you about my return? Didn't you try your best to trap me in England because you didn't want me to know what you did? Qin Mo, why did you become like this? "Lin Feichen didn't want to have a showdown with Qin Mo so early, but the man's unrepentant appearance until now made him feel that he was hopeless, so he said everything on impulse.

Qin Mo on the other end of the phone was silent for a while listening to Lin Feichen's words, and when he spoke again, his words revealed a coldness that Lin Feichen couldn't guess, "You know everything?"

"Xiaomo, I'm not an idiot. You just need to put your heart into knowing some things, but I didn't expect that one day my liking would become the cause of hurting him..." Now that I've said it, I might as well say it clearly To be more clear, in the past he was worried that Qin Mo would hurt An Jinfeng, so he didn't confess his feelings to Qin Mo. Unexpectedly, An Jinfeng was hurt, even more than he imagined, so it's better to tell the truth now, anyway, he won't do it again. Leaving An Jinfeng's side will not let him get hurt again.

"You really like him!" Qin Mo gritted his teeth and said, in fact, he was still a little lucky, even if the so-called uttering the truth after drinking, he didn't want to believe it, but at this moment he was really heartbroken, and he couldn't believe it. Angry, "What's so good about him, I grew up with you, there's nothing I can't compare to him! And he's just someone Mu Lingche played with, he's not worthy of your liking!"

Lin Feichen felt aggrieved when Qin Mo insulted An Jinfeng so bluntly. He was obviously a person who was being calculated, but in the end he had to bear the slander of everyone. That person slandered, he didn't understand what was going on in this world, "He has his own beauty, if you don't understand, please don't slander him, it doesn't matter if he is worthless to you, as long as he is a priceless treasure in my heart , Qin Mo, I think there is no need for us to have any more contacts, I love An Jinfeng, I have never loved you, this is my answer to you! I also hope that you will not do anything out of line!"

Lin Feichen hung up the phone on his own. If he didn't hang up again, he would probably smash the phone now. He thought he was a calm person, but he didn't expect to be able to be forced to lose his calm by Qin Mo's words. An Jinfeng has really become the person in his heart, but that's good, he has worked for his adoptive parents and Qin Mo for more than ten years, so let him work for An Jinfeng and the two of them in the future.

Back in the ward again, I still saw An Jinfeng's sleeping profile, wiped off the sweat from his forehead, and put a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Feng, it seems that I really fell in love with you..."