painting world

Ji Zhan put on his clothes indiscriminately according to his beating and flustered heart, pulled on his shoes, smoothed his long hair behind his ears in a mess, jumped off the bed and strode out.

"Xiao Rong, Xiao Rong, where are you?" While walking, he looked around, "Don't scare big brother, come out quickly."

He pushed open the door of the bedroom, stumbled through the empty study room, and looked around the main hall where there was no trace of popularity... He is not here, and his little Rong is not here.

Or, they have already left him, left this world, and went to the other side that can never be reached.

Ji Zhan sat on the bluestone steps outside the main hall in a daze. It seemed that it had rained last night, and the moss was wet.His middle coat was soaked through, but he didn't care at all.

What else is there to care about, what else, who else can make him care?

But now, does he still care, Xiao Rong, is he still willing to let him care?

Ji Zhan covered his eyes dejectedly, unwilling to think about it any further.until……

"Brother, why are you sitting here, get up quickly, the ground is very cold." Yun Rong looked at Ji Zhan, who had an incredible expression for a moment, and frowned suspiciously. "I got up early and saw that there was not much rice at home, so I went out and bought some."

As for Ji Zhan, his eyelashes twitched and he almost burst into tears.

"I almost thought that you had left this world and gone to other worlds that I can't touch." Holding his voice to cover up the fact that he was going to cry at any time, Ji Zhan stood up holding Yun Rong's hand "...Xiao Rong, you... heard it."

"Hey, what did the elder brother say?" Yun Rong held Ji Zhan in one arm, and put the food box containing breakfast on the round table in the main hall with the other, "What did I hear?"

He actually knew it, and Ji Zhan was very sure of it.Last night, Yun Rong heard Meng Lang's overreaching words, but now he is pretending to be stupid, it really is... can't it?

But he still wants a result.

"Last night, Xiao Rong should have heard what Big Brother said. Big Brother..." Ji Zhan closed his eyes as soon as he gritted his teeth, and broke the boat. Knowing that he is despicable, but...he is still a man, not worthy of Xiao Rong's appearance..." The more I talked, the more I felt that I was so selfish and stupid.

But, still, I can't help but look forward to a result that is almost impossible to achieve.

Heart like dual screen, there Chien knot.

"How can I be so good..." Yun Rong stared blankly at Ji Zhan's flushed face and his eyes that were about to cry, "When it comes to good things, big brother is really good, I never met big brother again I am such a good person. From the first time I met my eldest brother, my eldest brother has treated me like this.

Brother, you said, you are nice to me... yes, because of what? "

"Of course, it's because," Ji Zhan's Adam's apple moved up and down, "Xiao Rong deserves this kindness."

"You knew I was worth it the first time we met?" Yun Rong stretched out his hand to hold Ji Zhan's fingertips, and traced the crescent-shaped edge on his nails.

"Yeah." Ji Zhan, "I knew that Xiao Rong was so good when we met for the first time."

"I just don't know, such a good little Rong, would you like...to be with big brother..." Ji Zhan didn't finish his sentence.

"I'm willing, I'm willing." When Yun Rong smiled, he showed his glutinous teeth, with deep pear dimples, and caught all of Ji Zhan's eyes. "Big brother likes me, and I like big brother too. I can paint Well done, Brother Ji's calligraphy is wonderful, there is no one more suitable than us."

Hearing this, Ji Zhan opened his mouth a few times, but couldn't make it out, tears burst out of his eyes first.

Even though he was already extremely happy in his heart, he still had a trace of fear. Xiao Rong didn't know what happened, so it was hard to say that he misinterpreted his attachment to his big brother as love. If one day Xiao Rong met the person he really loved, How will he handle himself.Moreover, what Xiao Rong said was "commensurate", if he didn't have the ink skills, would he still be worthy of Xiao Rong?

In fact, if Ji Zhan is more clear-headed, he will know that this is all asking for trouble. As long as Yun Rong makes a love affair with him, he has his own way to keep Yun Rong firmly by his side and guide him carefully, so naturally there will be no "empathy and separation" Love" and such.But Ji Zhan was unwilling to do so.

Yun Rong's love for Ji Zhan should only come from Xiao Rong's love for his elder brother.

"Xiao Rong, do you really like big brother, not... not... other things?"

"Brother asked this question so strangely, what kind of liking can there be if I like it? I like it like the little brother on the Wang family boat who sang chant all day long, and the beautiful girl Lian who likes to sing. It's just like that day I have drawn a pair of mandarin ducks and birds in the spring water, and I like it as much as a bird."

Ji Zhan didn't do anything, he hugged Yun Rong into his arms, his arms tightened tightly, Yun Rong struggled tentatively, and obediently stretched out his arms to hug Ji Zhan's strong waist.

After a long while, Yun Rong put his head on Ji Zhan's front and said falteringly: "Brother, put on your clothes quickly, you're going to catch a cold." Then, he bit his lips, "Besides, I have a I have a secret to tell you."

"Brother, I'm afraid I won't be able to use the word 'Xu Zhi'. I'm under 20 years old."

Yun Rong told Ji Zhan the story of his master and the general, and at the end he said that he is also such an immortal monster, does the eldest brother dislike it?

Ji Zhan's answer was a jerky but intense kiss.

"Brother, in fact, I already knew vaguely that you like me." After the kiss, Yun Rong blushed and insisted on talking to Ji Zhan, "Hey, I knew that Brother Ji was also very fond of me." My brother is not so affectionate to other people's families."

"Xiao Rong is too bad to my elder brother," Ji Zhan put an end to the major issues in his heart. The so-called worries about the world's views and not being worthy of Xiao Rong were all wiped out. To put it bluntly, these were just his own lack of confidence. Just an excuse. "I didn't even mention it, which made my brother suffer for nothing. I almost thought, I almost thought that you had left this world and I would never see you again." Thinking of this, Ji Zhan was still terrified.

"How is it possible? As I said before, if you cross into another world, there must be a very trustworthy person in this world who will burn the painting completely. In this world, except for Big Brother, where can I find such a thing?" Alone?" Yun Rong mischievously kissed Ji Zhan's chin with a little stubble, "I can't have it anywhere."

Thinking of Yun Rong's master who has never been loved in his life, Ji Zhan couldn't help sighing. "When I am a hundred years old, Xiao Rong will still look like a teenager. At that time, if you draw a picture, I will burn it for Xiao Rong with my own hands."

"What are you talking about!" Boss Yun Rong was upset, "At that time, I will also find an apprentice like my master to pass on this ability. If the elder brother goes away, what's the point of living alone."

Ji Zhan's mind was floating, and he showed a very warm smile. "I'm hungry after talking, Xiao Rong, let's eat quickly."

It just so happened that Yun Rong's stomach roared at this moment, and both of them burst out laughing.

Huanyu thinks the days are short, like a shuttle, three months have passed.The petals of the lotus have already withered piece by piece, and the huge lotus pods are neatly stacked by the fisherman's girl one by one by Putou, and the sound of hawking is melodious.

Ji Zhan's family originally owned a large piece of land by the lake, most of which were rented out to the villagers here. He is also a kind-hearted and gentle landowner. Everyone respects him very much on weekdays. He is a generous fisherman and a shy girl. There was really no way to refuse the fresh lotus pod that was stuffed in. Ji Zhan took it, turned around and peeled off one for Yun Rong, and carefully removed the lotus heart, for fear of hurting him.

"So soft and sweet, it's delicious, brother." Yun Rong chewed and fed Ji Zhan one.This kind of intimacy has become the norm in the past few months. Others see them as generous and considerate as brothers, and don't think otherwise.

But Ji Zhan would rather others think a little more, a little more, wishing to imprint Yun Rong on him.This child's every move is agile and cute, and he knows how many little girls wink at him.The literary style of Xunzhou is at its peak, and the women in the boudoir are also very talented. A few days ago, a woman dressed up as a man to participate in a poetry meeting, and even proposed a love poem for Yun Rong to accompany the painting.This made Ji Zhan really jealous.

What's more, it's almost golden autumn, the sky is dry and everything is dry, and Ji Zhan looks at Yun Rong's cute expression every day, but he can't see it - he gets angry.

Yes, after three months, the most intimate thing they did was hugging and kissing each other. No matter how much they did, it was only half coaxing and half forcing Yun Rong to relieve him with his hands, and nothing more.

Ji Zhan only heard about the bed affair between men and women after being drunk, and at that time he still thought it was extremely weird.But in these three months, almost every night in his dreams, what he saw in his dreams was his lovely little Rong being pressed under him, acting recklessly and cooing coquettishly.

He was completely stunned, not to mention that he used the deep autumn dew as an excuse to abduct Yun Rong to his big pear wood carved bed, feeling Xiao Rong's body temperature every night, smelling Xiao Rong's The fragrance of the rice - but I can't eat a bite!

Back in Xijiang Xiaozhu, Yun Rong walked to the studio Ji Zhanxin built for him as usual.When Yun Rong agreed to join hands with him for a lifetime, Ji Zhan began to prepare, "This small building is just a place for me to live. It sounds like a wild place, but in fact it is just a living. Naturally, I can't wrong Xiao Rong like this. Besides, Although Xiaorong and I are both men, my elder brother may not allow me to adopt a adopted son or adopt a child from the clan to inherit the incense. If so, this garden will be much smaller, and we need to make plans early