Fox Love: Two Lives

When the picture scroll was fully unfolded, a snow-blue figure appeared in front of his eyes. It could be seen that it was a man, and his posture revealed a bit of laziness and leisure. Jinse looked at it with shock in his eyes.

At this time, the unconscious Shen Qiongyan slowly woke up. When his head regained consciousness, he suddenly sat up on the bed, looked around, saw that it was no longer the original place, he couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and saw Jinse standing not far away, A trace of doubt flashed in his eyes, did he bring himself back?

As if feeling the staring eyes, Jinse turned her head and happened to collide with Shen Qiongyan's eyes. Shen Qiongyan was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked: "What's wrong?" His eyes were shocked, entangled... entangled in the black pupil , making it difficult to tell why he is like this for a while.

Looking at the face that is almost identical to Wu Nian, Jinse's mood is indescribably complicated.Although I knew from the first moment I saw him that he might remember something from the past, I didn't want to...

Shen Qiongyan soon saw the painting that Jinse was holding in his hand, and his face became weird for a while. Looking at him, Jinse felt even more heavy, but his face returned to the usual lazy expression, "Who is this? ?” As he spoke, he turned the screen to Shen Qiongyan, with casual movements and tone of voice, all careless, as if the emotions he saw in his eyes just now were hallucinations.

Shen Qiongyan looked at him, as if wondering what he meant, for no reason, he didn't want him to be angry because of this painting, "Actually... I don't know," he said after hesitating, "It's just that it often appears in dreams. I don’t know why he always appears, but I probably don’t know him... In my memory, I definitely haven’t seen him, although I can’t see his face every time.” But there is a familiar feeling But he had never seen such a person before.

Jinse is not surprised by this answer, if he remembers, he will not recognize himself, and it is impossible to remember, "Then why did you draw him?" Jinse seemed to inquire unintentionally.

Shen Qiongyan glanced at the portrait, pursed her lips, "I want to find him." I don't know why, this kind of thought seems to be growing in his heart, very strong, but now... Looking at Jinse's face, his eyes flashed A moment of bewilderment.

Noticing the look in his eyes, Jinse's heart trembled, ignoring the momentary wavering, he raised the corner of his mouth without revealing anything, "Didn't you mean the person who appeared in the dream? Since it's a dream, you're still looking for him?"

Shen Qiongyan suddenly laughed at herself, "Sure enough, you also think it's strange, and I do too. But I don't think he's an illusory character that only exists in my dreams, he is real, and he appears in my dreams every month Once, every time it was the same scene, I wanted to know why, I thought he must have something to do with me, so I wanted to find him, even though it seemed very far-fetched to outsiders."

"What did you see in your dream?" To outsiders, it was really strange. If you go to someone with a faceless painting, you will probably be regarded as a lunatic.

Shen Qiongyan lowered her head, her voice was a bit heavy, "It's the same every time, I saw him standing in a place like an altar, and then it seemed that someone called him, and he was stabbed by someone when he turned around... But every time I saw Not to his face, and then I woke up."

"Did you see the person who killed him?" Jinse also lowered her eyes, her expression suddenly turned cold, and her tone was inexplicable.

Shaking his head, "I can't see it, I can't even hear it." After a pause, he continued, "But I think that person must be very regretful and sad."

Hearing this, Jinse raised her head to look at him, her smile quietly turned into a sarcasm, "You're not him, how do you know? Maybe that person was very happy at the time." Regret it?sad?Not necessarily.If you don't know that you are not him, you will really think that you are still the same person before, justifying yourself.

Unexpectedly, Shen Qiongyan's expression became very serious, "I can feel it." She looked straight at Jinse with her eyes, afraid that he would not believe it.

Seeing his determined expression, Jinse suddenly fell silent and did not refute.It's pointless, there's no point arguing about it now, everything is a foregone conclusion, what else can be changed?Even if you find that person, so what? "That's why you want to cultivate immortality?" Jinse suddenly thought that there might be a connection between the two, so she asked, "Maybe that person is already dead? Didn't you say that you saw him being stabbed with a sword?" The smile on the corner of Jinse's mouth was a little cold.

Shen Qiongyan lowered her head, with an inexplicably sad expression, "No, I think he must not be dead, so I must find him. I know he must be hard to find, maybe I can't find him in my lifetime, so I want to learn the art of cultivating immortals." surgery to obtain a longer lifespan."

"What about him? You have a long lifespan. Maybe when you find him, he will be a pile of bones. Or maybe you are lucky and find him before he dies. But if he is gray-haired by then, you What's the point of finding him?" In his cognition, the person in the dream should be a human being like him, hasn't he thought about these issues?

Shen Qiongyan seemed to be silent for a while, and then said: "No." It was very strange, since the first time he dreamed of this person, he felt that he was not an ordinary person, maybe because his hair color was different from ordinary people, so he Only then did he have the idea of ​​cultivating immortals.But he didn't say it out, fearing that Jinse would not be able to accept it.

Jinse smiled, and didn't continue to ask this vague answer, "It's hard to imagine that someone would go to such lengths for someone who might not exist." The casual tone was like discussing an irrelevant people.

"But I won't give up," Shen Qiongyan curled the corners of her mouth, smiling warmly, as if spring flowers were blooming in an instant, making people unable to take their eyes off for a while, "I have already decided that I will search for it all my life. In fact, sometimes even I myself find it unbelievable, but it seems that there is a kind of obsession in the dark, urging me to find him." Maybe what he described was wrong, it was a very special feeling, and he couldn't describe it.

"So what if I find it?" It seemed to be asking him, and it seemed to be asking myself.

Shen Qiongyan froze for a moment, and smiled a little embarrassedly, "I haven't thought about it yet...but let's find out first."

Jinse didn't say a word, maybe you will regret it when you find it, after all, you are human.

After being silent for a while, Shen Qiongyan suddenly said, "You rescued me?"

save?Jinse's eyes flashed, and she said lightly: "I haven't asked you yet, didn't you say you went out to buy paint? I saw you didn't come back for a long time, and I was about to look for you, but I saw you lying on the ground as soon as I walked out of the inn. What? What's the matter?" Since he said to save them, it means that he already knows the identities of the two people, if he said that he rescued him back, then everything he did before would be in vain.

Shen Qiongyan's eyes were full of suspicion and a little surprised, "It's not you?"

Jinse pretended to be puzzled, "What happened?"

Shen Qiongyan fell silent, and shook her head after a while, "It's nothing, I just felt a little dizzy on the road, and then I didn't know, I thought it was you who brought me back." Since it wasn't him, I didn't say anything to let He is worried.But who would it be?He clearly and faintly felt that someone was bringing him back, could it be a hallucination?

Jin Se naturally didn't expose it, and said following his words: "It wasn't me, maybe someone kindly put you at the door of the inn, and we just happened to live here."

In fact, if you think about it carefully, how is it possible?Who met a person who fainted on the road and sent him to the inn instead of the hospital?It's just that both of them have their own thoughts at the moment, ignoring this point.

The dark night is silent, and the lights of thousands of houses are gradually extinguished. The bright moon is taking graceful steps, slowly walking towards its own belonging. It is the light gauze embellished on her skirt.

After resting for two days, the two set off again. Although it can't be regarded as a search without a head, Shen Qiongyan is a mortal after all, and what he knows is only what he heard from others or from books. I'm afraid most of them can't do it right, but Jinse didn't say anything, just accompanied Shen Qiongyan all the way, and she didn't seem impatient.

It was getting late, and there was still half a day's journey to the nearest town. They had no choice but to light a fire on the spot and spend the night in the wild.

Tonight's moon is extraordinarily bright and clear, the soft light makes the whole forest look a bit hazy, and the two people under the moonlight are also handsome and not like ordinary people.

"You said, will there be any outsiders in Jishan?" Shen Qiongyan asked Jinse while eating dry food.

Jinse picked up the water bag and took a sip, her exposed neck seemed to be shining under the moonlight, Shen Qiongyan couldn't take her eyes away for a while, "I don't know, I haven't been there either. But I heard that Jishan is a beautiful place with beautiful mountains and rivers. It’s a good place, maybe there will be some adventures.” Jishan knew a little bit, he was full of aura, and there were quite a few monsters practicing there, as for the masters, he really couldn’t guarantee it.However, seeing the other party's eyes dimmed suddenly, he continued.

"I hope." Maybe it was Jinse's words that gave him encouragement, Shen Qiongyan twitched the corner of her mouth with a warm smile.

Sometimes, after a long time facing a goal, there will always be some numbness and confusion. Maybe it will become a habit, and I will not give up, but I will also long for a confidence from the outside world that can make me more firm.

Suddenly, thinking of something, Shen Qiongyan suppressed her smile, and said hesitantly: "You have been with me like this, don't you need to go back and have a look?"

Jinse looked at him when she heard the words, with a smile that was not a smile, "Are you driving me away?"

"No, that's not what I meant." Shen Qiongyan shook her head hastily, "It's just... aren't you afraid that your family will worry about you?" In fact, it was just because he was afraid that he would suddenly say that he would leave one day, so that he didn't even have a mental preparation. I don't want to know so suddenly, he's already gone before he can react, so it's better to know in advance, so as not to be caught off guard.Suddenly, Shen Qiongyan was stunned. Since when did he start to be afraid of him leaving?

Jinse seemed to see right through him, the corners of her lips curled up slightly, and she smiled lazily, "You...don't want me to go?" The charming tone was inexplicably captivating.

Shen Qiongyan's heart skipped a beat, feeling embarrassed that something in her mind had been exposed, but on the surface it seemed unnaturally natural, "After getting along for a long time, I'm naturally a little bit reluctant."

Jinse smiled, her meaning was unclear, her eyes were a little hazy, and she cast her eyes towards an unknown place, "We've been together for a long time... yes, it's been a long time." It was like a sigh.

Seeing his expression, Shen Qiongyan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.He always had a feeling that there was someone in Jinse's heart, and he didn't know where to start, he felt this way.He said this, is it the person who said it?But why is he unhappy?why not happy...