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"Really remember it?" Fang Xuyan looked at him with his mouth tilted, "I really remembered it, and I have nothing to say. Anyway, you two should settle your own affairs. I can't bear it. I will die or live. Not as good a heart as your brother."

Xu Nuo actually didn't recover his memory, he was trying to trick Fang Xuyan, who would have gotten such a reply.

"Don't stare at me, there's nothing you can do to stare at me. If you want me to say, either you forget him, or you are together, are you tired of tossing around all day? Didn't you live the same way without him before? Of course, in this life It's a pity not to love once. Anyway, the decision is in your hands, what to do, you can figure it out!"

Fang Xuyan took the lunch box handed over by his assistant, gave him one, broke off the chopsticks, and started to eat bibimbap.

Xu Nuo rubbed his temples vigorously, his eyes were sore and his hair was swollen, "I won't eat it, just take it."

"Hunger strike?" Fang Xuyan shook his head helplessly.

The filming started again in the afternoon, promising a scene of riding a motorcycle, but within half an hour the car was thrown into a ditch.Fortunately, he had wire tied to him, so he was fine.Avril Lavigne immediately told Director Li Ke that they would compensate for the loss.

"Forget it, today's filming can't be done, let's call it a day." Director Li Ke left after finishing speaking, without even looking at Xu Xu.

"Director, go slowly." Avril's complexion changed, and she found Xu Nuo, seeing his tired face, she couldn't help asking: "Xu Nuo, what's wrong with you, you look so bad, are you sick?"

Xu Nuo sat in the dressing room to remove makeup, clutching his stomach, feeling like he was going to retch.

"Do you have a fever?" Avril Lavigne wanted to reach out and touch his forehead, but she was afraid of making him angry, so she hurriedly asked the assistant to find the thermometer from the bag.

One measure, sure enough, 38 degrees four.

"Drink some hot water, and this antipyretic medicine, take it quickly." Avril was not afraid that he would break the contract, not that he would offend others, but that he would refuse to eat well and suddenly get sick or something.Thinking of Li Mubai, the Lord of Hades, his legs are so frightened that his legs go weak!

With a throbbing pain in his head, Xu Nuo pressed his temple hard and growled, "Get out!"

"If you take the medicine, we won't bother you anymore, okay..." Avril seemed to be coaxing a child.

Xu Nuo slammed the table hard twice, took a deep breath, then grabbed the pill and swallowed it, raised his neck and drank the hot water, his eyes were red.He didn't know why he became so irritable at this moment.Especially when others forgive him easily and care about him, his miss for that person will be clearer and deeper, and he can't hide it.

She obviously doesn't love her, why would she want to... Xu Nuo lay in front of the vanity mirror, as fragile as a piece of thin paper.

The restaurants I often go to, the dishes I often eat, I used to be the same person, and now I am the same person, why do I feel different?It's not too late, at eight o'clock, there are still many pedestrians on the road.Xu Nuo faced a table of dishes, each of which was his favorite, but he had no appetite.

Can't you live a good life without him?

Xu Nuo didn't even have the strength to smile wryly, he was like a dehydrated fish, dying bit by bit.It's not that the world has changed, but his heart has changed.He always unconsciously compared every food with when Shen Feng was still there, and then he was disappointed and then angry.

Outside the window is the brightly lit night scene, the constant flow of traffic, and the pulsating river.The floor-to-ceiling windows reflected his pale face, tired and yearning, like an abandoned child.

Yes, rather than saying that he abandoned Shen Feng, it is better to say that Shen Feng abandoned him.

Why?What is the magic of this person?

Xu Nuo touched his face, he wanted very much, missed those warm hands, wanted very much, missed his gentle eyes... closing his eyes, Xu Nuo seemed to have lost all his strength.

He fell to the ground, his body was hot and cold, and his temples were in constant pain.

With a soft sigh, the extremely bitter medicine instantly woke up Xu Nuo.He opened his eyes, the room was empty, and the familiar sigh was still echoing in his ears.Is he here?He is just hallucinating.

He stood up and sat up, and the headache seemed to have disappeared by half, and his fingers touched the corners of his eyes, which were icy cold.

What's there to cry about, for a man...

The night wind was blowing outside the window, Shen Feng remained motionless.It's not that he refuses to leave, but he doesn't understand, since he was asked to leave, why did he worry?He still can't rest assured, Xu Nuo still can't say decisive words, they still care about each other but torture each other like this.

Is it okay to be together?Shen Feng sighed, no, even if they were together, the problem was between them, and there was nothing wrong on the surface, but there were still many suspicions and temptations in secret.

One cannot be forgotten, and the other cannot be let go.

Sleepless, promised to have a headache, Li Mubai came to visit in the middle of the night.

"Lie down, don't get up." Li Mubai ordered his personal doctor to check his body.He was equipped with the key to the villa, and Xu Nuo didn't let Xu Nuo notice his arrival until he was in front of the bed.

Xu Nuo didn't speak, and he didn't have much strength in his body.

"There are traces of using special medicine." The doctor said, "and it has just been taken."

"Who gave it to you?" Li Mubai asked.

Xu Nuo was lazy and didn't want to talk.

"I've already asked Avril, what she gave you was ordinary antipyretics. Did he come?" Li Mubai's tone was a little harsh.

"I... I don't know!" When Xu Nuo heard that he mentioned Shen Feng, he felt inexplicably angry.

"What's wrong with you?" Li Mubai calmed down and looked at him with concern.

Xu Nuo suddenly burst into tears, and swept all the lamps and vases beside him to the ground, smashing them to pieces.He tugged at his hair and howled uncontrollably.

"Promise." Li Mubai clenched his fists, he regretted that he should not have told Xu Nuo those things.He stepped forward to hug Xu Nuo's arms, and turned his head to gesture to the doctor.

The doctor injected a tube of tranquilizer into Xu Xu's body very quickly.

"Promise, promise! What's wrong with you!" Li Mubai yelled in panic.

There was a sound of a heavy object falling to the ground outside the room, and then his subordinates dragged the anesthetized Shen Feng in.When he leaned out to see Xu Nuo's safety, the people Li Mubai had arranged outside quickly hit him with a pistol.

Li Mubai put Xu Nuo down, covered him with the quilt, his blade-like eyes slid across Shen Feng, "Sure enough, it's still here." He looked back at Xu Nuo, his words were like ice: "I won't let you go this time." over you."

The night is like blood, and the day is ushered in again, but it is the second time in Xu Nuo's life that he faces the darkness in his life.

Li Mubai was sitting in front of his bed, the ground was stained with blood, there was a white cloth at the door, and a corpse was underneath it.He didn't know what force made him stand up, Li Mubai's eyes frightened him, he walked over step by step.Familiar shoes, familiar trousers... His hands hesitated on the white cloth, his nerves tensed to the extreme.

"Shen..." He only said one word, tears rolled down his face, his heart seemed to be pierced suddenly.

He was all too familiar with the face under the white cloth, and it was as peaceful as if he had fallen asleep.Except for the solidified dark red blood remaining on the ear and forehead, except for his cold skin and stiff fingers... Apart from these, Xu Nuo felt that he was still alive.

why?

……

"You promised me that you would not stop me from killing him. Now, he is dead." Li Mubai's voice seemed to come from far away.

Xu Nuo's eyes were blurred by the tears from the embankment, he couldn't believe that Shen Feng really died like this.Numerous fragments of memories emerged, slowly pieced together, and pieced together a complete memory.

He remembered the Shen Feng he saw for the first time under the blue sky, he remembered the refined Shen Feng who loved to eat vegetarian dishes at the dining table, he remembered Shen Feng who was always by his side holding a book, he remembered hugging him It was Shen Feng who smelled good, he remembered the warm and gentle kiss of Shen Feng with his chest...

He remembered that Shen Feng bent down and hugged him gently, asking him why he tortured himself like this.

He remembered him saying, "If you want me, forget about the past and your brother. If you don't want me, forget about me. You can live without me."

……

"Shen Feng, don't die, I beg you..." Xu Nuo hugged his corpse, calling out his name with all his strength in this life.There was fishy-sweet blood in his throat, and tears flowed down drop by drop. This was the second time he had lost Shen Feng.

He never wanted to live alone.

"Promise, I am your family member!" Li Mubai held his hand tightly, he could see the despair and desire to die from the bottom of his eyes.

He moved his lips, but couldn't make any sound, Xu Nuo became dumb.

The needle pierced the spine from behind, Xu Nuo passed away, staring straight at Shen Feng, watching his body being dragged away.Covering his eyes with his hands, Li Mubai whispered, "Forget about him, forget about him..."

Opening his eyes again, what Xu Nuo saw was only a jar of ashes.The gray-green pine forest, moist and soft soil, one spade after another covered the white porcelain altar containing Shen Feng's ashes, and was buried together with the promised heart.

"No..." Xu Nuo shouted silently, reaching out his hand.With both arms bound by bodyguards, he knelt down in front of his grave, unable to shed a single tear, and his eyes were bloodshot.He was quiet, lifeless like a delicate puppet without a soul.

Li Mubai held his face in his hands and looked into his eyes, but Xu Nuo's gaze was already distracted and he couldn't see anyone.His painful voice drilled into his mind word by word: "You don't want to see him when he is alive, why should you be sad when he is dead? Isn't he your enemy?"

Yes, he doesn't want to see him alive, he is his enemy, but he can't watch him die, he wants him to live!

"Being hated by the one you love is better than dying."

"I, no, hate, him." Xu Nuo said silently.

"Don't hate him? But he hates you! Either kill him or stay with him. If you torture him like this, it's better to kill him!" Li Mubai grabbed his collar, his eyes were full of fire.

There is no chance... Xu Nuo's eyes slowly lowered, he knew that no matter what he said, he had no chance.The only way to be with him is to end life, to end this long and tasteless life...

"He's not dead." Li Mubai said this with great reluctance.

The author has something to say: Warmly congratulate, ~(≧▽≦)/~Xu Nuo and Shen Feng's sadistic drama is now completely over, and the rest will be sweet love and a happy life! ! ! [Because I finally remembered that what I wrote was a sweet article... ε(罒ω罒)з table hit!