49.Waiting for you to come.
The autumn rain in the south of the Yangtze River is cold.When Shen Yuan saw Shen Yi, he was lying on a wicker chair, and green smoke was rising from the copper incense burner beside the wicker chair, and the smoke lingered around Shen Yi, making the man's eyebrows more misty.
Shen Yuan looked at his cousin for a long time.
Compared with Myanmar, the cousin seems to be a lot lighter.Shen Yuan's lineage is already a collateral branch of the Shen family, and the industry he is engaged in has not much to do with jade carving.When Shen Yuan was young, he always felt that the Shen family had too strict requirements on bloodlines. They were obviously brothers from the same mother, but the family only passed on the eldest son.
However, Shen Yuan has been watching from the sidelines these years, no one knows better than him what kind of childhood he had, and what kind of childhood his cousin—as the heir of the Shen family—had.His childhood was loved by his parents and surrounded by friends.As for grades and specialties, Shen Yuan's parents depended entirely on his wishes and were not too demanding.
However, Shen Yuan knew that in Shen Yi's childhood, apart from all kinds of jade carvings, there were only rough stones of various colors left.He needs to understand the past and present of those dead things, and be able to trace every inch of their texture.Shen Yuan is not Shen Yi himself, so he can't even imagine the blood and sweat that was paid silently behind the scenes.
What's more, Shen Yi still carries such a heavy teacher's door.
Shen Yuan sometimes wondered, what the hell is Shimen? Is it really worth the endless pursuit and protection of several generations of the Shen family.As a collateral branch of the Shen family, he is not qualified to enter the so-called master's school, but he has never seen the complete appearance of the "master's school" in the mouth of his uncle and the table in so many years in the Shen family.
The two of them, father and son, have always been struggling to find their fellow disciples scattered around.The uncle passed away before he could find everything, but the cousin found it, and I don't know whether it was luck or misfortune.
But, do you regret it?Shen Yuan is not Shen Yi, so he is not qualified to comment.
What hurt Shen Yuan's eyes was Shen Yi's thinner wrist compared to a month ago.There are still long prayer beads wrapped around his wrist.The beads were broken in Burma, and then strung together by Shen Yi.
Bead chains seem to have this kind of benefit, no matter how much damage they have suffered, even if they are worn again, there will be no traces.Shen Yi sometimes felt that it would be great if the past events could be disassembled and restarted like the bead chain on his wrist.
However, it is just obsession after all.
He came back from Myanmar in a daze, and he couldn't figure out many things.Sometimes, Shen Yi felt that he was a coward. It wasn't that he couldn't sort out those dusty old things, but that he didn't dare to sort them out at all.
For example, is the young master of the Hou family really the junior brother he missed?Another example is what is the purpose of that foreign man who appeared in Myanmar.For example, what kind of entanglement does his father have with Hou Jia's master.And what kind of secrets does their teacher have.
Shen Yi didn't want to get entangled with such cases, one by one.
Because all encounters at this time are reunions after a long absence.And what Shen Yi can do is not to reminisce about the past, nor to uncover the dusty scars. What he can do is to bid farewell to those pasts.
Shen Yuan walked into the courtyard where Shen Yi was recuperating in the south of the Yangtze River.Shen Yi is only 31 and [-] now, but the trip to Myanmar settled his worries for many years and seemed to take away all his vitality and firepower.
The south of the Yangtze River is an excellent place to bury the bones. Shen Yi learned about several businesses in his hand, except that the old shop in Myanmar was not sold, and the Shen family's shops were all reduced to a corner of the south of the Yangtze River.The whole Shen family has no objection to this, the expansion and reduction of the power of the family is normal, as long as the foundation is still there, there is no need to worry about the day of turning around.
Shen Yuan walked over and whispered Hou Jia's invitation to Shen Yi in a low voice.
Shen Yi had already opened his eyes when Shen Yuan came in, but he didn't move, but lazily opened his eyelids, watching the arrival of his little cousin.
It's hard to imagine that such a depressed man, more than a year ago, still had a somewhat flirtatious and frivolous look.But now, his eyes were completely silent.Because no one can bear the name of others and still breathe easily.
Shen Yi looked at his little cousin carefully, and finally turned his eyes away in a bit of dejection.
He lives in self-blame all day long, but it doesn't mean he is not sober.Therefore, Shen Yuan knew that his cousin was not suitable for his position.
He has not undergone rigorous training, and he has not been instilled with the concept of family first since he was a child.Moreover, a young man in his 20s still has eyes as clear as a child's.It's hard for Shen Yi to imagine, throwing such a person into the treacherous business world, what kind of end he and the Shen family regretted most.
Shen Yi sighed. After all, he is the heir of the Shen family. No matter how unloved he is, he still cannot forget the responsibilities on his shoulders.The Shen family needs him, as well as the successor of the next generation.Moreover, the heir's mother must also come from a famous family, and belong to the same family as the Shen family.
Suppress the nausea in your throat.Such a hypocritical and helpless self made Shen Yi feel sick.
"Okay. After three days, Baoshan." Shen Yi said to Shen Yuan indifferently.He couldn't face Hou Yan directly for the time being, so he could only let Shen Yuan convey it.However, Shen Yi didn't know why, after three days, he was no longer allowed to escape.
The period of three days is just a blink of an eye.
The autumn rain was cool but fell in an instant.When going out early in the morning, Hou Jia was stuffed with an umbrella by Hou Qi, but now that he is holding it up, he will not be embarrassed.
Sometimes Hou Yan always sighs for his brother's thoughtfulness.It's like, Hou Qiming knew about his itinerary today, but didn't ask more.Whenever it involves Hou Jia's "past life", Hou Qi always considerately keeps his mouth shut.
Because of the rain, the car sent by Hou Qi to send Hou Jia up the mountain was very slow.So, when he arrived, it was already a bit late.
Somewhat absurd, Hou Yan felt a sense of closeness to his hometown.This metaphor may not be appropriate, but in Hou Jia's heart, the place with his master is indeed his "hometown".Since Hou Yan woke up from this body, he hadn't visited his master for a long time.
Hou Yan is almost compulsive, forcing himself to say goodbye to all kinds of past lives.In the beginning, there was a desire to imitate the original owner.And Hou Yan also admitted that he is a shameless mortal, not a saint who does not eat fireworks in the world. He imitated the original owner at the beginning to take advantage of the power of the Hou family.
But later, that utilitarian idea was mixed with more tenderness.That tenderness comes from Hou Qi's devoted care.How could he bear to let Hou Qi suffer that kind of harm again, and how could he bear to let Hou Jia accept the fact that his real brother had left.So, he tried his best to pretend.
After a long time of acquaintance, Hou Yan has always known that when treating him, Hou Qi is full of tenderness.Therefore, Hou Qi also wants to be considerate of him.Since you decided to protect him from the very beginning, then simply protect everything about him, whether it is the past life or the present life.
Although it's been a long time, Hou Yan was able to walk to his master's tomb even with his eyes closed.Holding a black umbrella, he walked slowly, and finally reached the destination of his trip.
There was already a person standing in front of the tomb of the master waiting for him.
Shen Yi also turned around slowly when he heard footsteps behind him.It's been a month since we saw each other, so Hou Jia naturally hasn't changed much.However, the soft curves in the eyebrows and eyes cannot fool a man who is interested in him.
So, the moment he saw Hou Yan, Shen Yi just froze for a moment, and then said in a low voice, "Are you together?" This was probably a subconscious question, and after the question, Shen Yi himself felt a little rude.
Cold fingers twisted the beads on his wrist, Shen Yi felt that he should change the subject.After all, he himself felt a little unreliable to judge a person's relationship just from his appearance.
He never thought about it, but Hou Yan was only stunned for a moment, and then nodded very cautiously, "Yes. Li Si and I are together." His eyes were unprecedentedly firm, but his face was forced to twitch. Thin red.
Hou Yan didn't think there was anything wrong with admitting his love affair with Shen Yi, even if his lover's gender didn't conform to the mainstream of the world.However, the place Shen Yi asked was too special—he actually asked this question in front of Hou Jia's master's tomb, and Hou Yan answered it carefully in front of his master.
This feeling of telling the parents is as if I have identified Li Siheng all my life.
Shen Yi sighed, but didn't say anything after all.He placed the tributes he brought one by one in front of the master's tomb waiting for him, but he didn't prepare any yellow paper.
Hou Yan glanced at it, and was a little surprised to find that the things Shen Yi brought were all his master liked.
As if feeling the astonished gaze of Hou Yan, Shen Yi explained in a low voice, "These things are what my uncle likes to eat from my father's diary. I also heard that uncle Xijie doesn't like us burning those yellow papers." something like that."
Hou Yan nodded, knelt down and gently brushed the photo on the tombstone with his hand.This is what his master looked like when he was young.The black-and-white photos have a strong bookish look, and it is almost impossible to tell that this is a craftsman.
"Hey, old man, let me see you." Hou Yan whispered in a voice Shen Yi couldn't hear.This is probably the way he and his master get along. They obviously miss each other very much, but they still want to put on a look of dislike for each other.
If not, why would Hou Yan's finger caressing the photo be so gentle?
Hou Yan squatted in front of the master's tomb for a while, and then motioned to Shen Yi, "Kowtow to your uncle, I have recognized you." Hou Yan has already noticed that on the jade plaque on Shen Yi's waist, the word Zheng Rong Hidden in between.Therefore, Shen Yi didn't come by himself today, he brought his father who had died forever.
Shen Yi didn't say much, just knelt down in front of Hou Jia's master's tomb, and kowtowed three times heavily.Then, he untied the jade pendant from his waist, and threw it down from a finger-wide gap on one side of the tomb.
This was his father's last wish, and this uncle seemed to have the same wish.Otherwise, why did you ask Hou Jia to leave a gap in his tomb?
Hou Yan didn't stop Shen Yi.He just lowered his head slightly.
The rain is getting heavier.
Shen Yi got up and turned around.After he finished all this, it seemed that he had ended all the intersections with Hou Yan.But now, all he can do is leave his back to Hou Yan.
Shen Yi just felt that if it had to be like this, then let Hou Yan watch him go on a long journey, maybe he wouldn't be so sad in the future, right?
He is not pathetic, he just has his own guilt.That's all.
The author has something to say: cannon fodder, this time it is really cannon fodder.
But in other words, is this meeting the parents or coming out of the closet?
The autumn rain in the south of the Yangtze River is cold.When Shen Yuan saw Shen Yi, he was lying on a wicker chair, and green smoke was rising from the copper incense burner beside the wicker chair, and the smoke lingered around Shen Yi, making the man's eyebrows more misty.
Shen Yuan looked at his cousin for a long time.
Compared with Myanmar, the cousin seems to be a lot lighter.Shen Yuan's lineage is already a collateral branch of the Shen family, and the industry he is engaged in has not much to do with jade carving.When Shen Yuan was young, he always felt that the Shen family had too strict requirements on bloodlines. They were obviously brothers from the same mother, but the family only passed on the eldest son.
However, Shen Yuan has been watching from the sidelines these years, no one knows better than him what kind of childhood he had, and what kind of childhood his cousin—as the heir of the Shen family—had.His childhood was loved by his parents and surrounded by friends.As for grades and specialties, Shen Yuan's parents depended entirely on his wishes and were not too demanding.
However, Shen Yuan knew that in Shen Yi's childhood, apart from all kinds of jade carvings, there were only rough stones of various colors left.He needs to understand the past and present of those dead things, and be able to trace every inch of their texture.Shen Yuan is not Shen Yi himself, so he can't even imagine the blood and sweat that was paid silently behind the scenes.
What's more, Shen Yi still carries such a heavy teacher's door.
Shen Yuan sometimes wondered, what the hell is Shimen? Is it really worth the endless pursuit and protection of several generations of the Shen family.As a collateral branch of the Shen family, he is not qualified to enter the so-called master's school, but he has never seen the complete appearance of the "master's school" in the mouth of his uncle and the table in so many years in the Shen family.
The two of them, father and son, have always been struggling to find their fellow disciples scattered around.The uncle passed away before he could find everything, but the cousin found it, and I don't know whether it was luck or misfortune.
But, do you regret it?Shen Yuan is not Shen Yi, so he is not qualified to comment.
What hurt Shen Yuan's eyes was Shen Yi's thinner wrist compared to a month ago.There are still long prayer beads wrapped around his wrist.The beads were broken in Burma, and then strung together by Shen Yi.
Bead chains seem to have this kind of benefit, no matter how much damage they have suffered, even if they are worn again, there will be no traces.Shen Yi sometimes felt that it would be great if the past events could be disassembled and restarted like the bead chain on his wrist.
However, it is just obsession after all.
He came back from Myanmar in a daze, and he couldn't figure out many things.Sometimes, Shen Yi felt that he was a coward. It wasn't that he couldn't sort out those dusty old things, but that he didn't dare to sort them out at all.
For example, is the young master of the Hou family really the junior brother he missed?Another example is what is the purpose of that foreign man who appeared in Myanmar.For example, what kind of entanglement does his father have with Hou Jia's master.And what kind of secrets does their teacher have.
Shen Yi didn't want to get entangled with such cases, one by one.
Because all encounters at this time are reunions after a long absence.And what Shen Yi can do is not to reminisce about the past, nor to uncover the dusty scars. What he can do is to bid farewell to those pasts.
Shen Yuan walked into the courtyard where Shen Yi was recuperating in the south of the Yangtze River.Shen Yi is only 31 and [-] now, but the trip to Myanmar settled his worries for many years and seemed to take away all his vitality and firepower.
The south of the Yangtze River is an excellent place to bury the bones. Shen Yi learned about several businesses in his hand, except that the old shop in Myanmar was not sold, and the Shen family's shops were all reduced to a corner of the south of the Yangtze River.The whole Shen family has no objection to this, the expansion and reduction of the power of the family is normal, as long as the foundation is still there, there is no need to worry about the day of turning around.
Shen Yuan walked over and whispered Hou Jia's invitation to Shen Yi in a low voice.
Shen Yi had already opened his eyes when Shen Yuan came in, but he didn't move, but lazily opened his eyelids, watching the arrival of his little cousin.
It's hard to imagine that such a depressed man, more than a year ago, still had a somewhat flirtatious and frivolous look.But now, his eyes were completely silent.Because no one can bear the name of others and still breathe easily.
Shen Yi looked at his little cousin carefully, and finally turned his eyes away in a bit of dejection.
He lives in self-blame all day long, but it doesn't mean he is not sober.Therefore, Shen Yuan knew that his cousin was not suitable for his position.
He has not undergone rigorous training, and he has not been instilled with the concept of family first since he was a child.Moreover, a young man in his 20s still has eyes as clear as a child's.It's hard for Shen Yi to imagine, throwing such a person into the treacherous business world, what kind of end he and the Shen family regretted most.
Shen Yi sighed. After all, he is the heir of the Shen family. No matter how unloved he is, he still cannot forget the responsibilities on his shoulders.The Shen family needs him, as well as the successor of the next generation.Moreover, the heir's mother must also come from a famous family, and belong to the same family as the Shen family.
Suppress the nausea in your throat.Such a hypocritical and helpless self made Shen Yi feel sick.
"Okay. After three days, Baoshan." Shen Yi said to Shen Yuan indifferently.He couldn't face Hou Yan directly for the time being, so he could only let Shen Yuan convey it.However, Shen Yi didn't know why, after three days, he was no longer allowed to escape.
The period of three days is just a blink of an eye.
The autumn rain was cool but fell in an instant.When going out early in the morning, Hou Jia was stuffed with an umbrella by Hou Qi, but now that he is holding it up, he will not be embarrassed.
Sometimes Hou Yan always sighs for his brother's thoughtfulness.It's like, Hou Qiming knew about his itinerary today, but didn't ask more.Whenever it involves Hou Jia's "past life", Hou Qi always considerately keeps his mouth shut.
Because of the rain, the car sent by Hou Qi to send Hou Jia up the mountain was very slow.So, when he arrived, it was already a bit late.
Somewhat absurd, Hou Yan felt a sense of closeness to his hometown.This metaphor may not be appropriate, but in Hou Jia's heart, the place with his master is indeed his "hometown".Since Hou Yan woke up from this body, he hadn't visited his master for a long time.
Hou Yan is almost compulsive, forcing himself to say goodbye to all kinds of past lives.In the beginning, there was a desire to imitate the original owner.And Hou Yan also admitted that he is a shameless mortal, not a saint who does not eat fireworks in the world. He imitated the original owner at the beginning to take advantage of the power of the Hou family.
But later, that utilitarian idea was mixed with more tenderness.That tenderness comes from Hou Qi's devoted care.How could he bear to let Hou Qi suffer that kind of harm again, and how could he bear to let Hou Jia accept the fact that his real brother had left.So, he tried his best to pretend.
After a long time of acquaintance, Hou Yan has always known that when treating him, Hou Qi is full of tenderness.Therefore, Hou Qi also wants to be considerate of him.Since you decided to protect him from the very beginning, then simply protect everything about him, whether it is the past life or the present life.
Although it's been a long time, Hou Yan was able to walk to his master's tomb even with his eyes closed.Holding a black umbrella, he walked slowly, and finally reached the destination of his trip.
There was already a person standing in front of the tomb of the master waiting for him.
Shen Yi also turned around slowly when he heard footsteps behind him.It's been a month since we saw each other, so Hou Jia naturally hasn't changed much.However, the soft curves in the eyebrows and eyes cannot fool a man who is interested in him.
So, the moment he saw Hou Yan, Shen Yi just froze for a moment, and then said in a low voice, "Are you together?" This was probably a subconscious question, and after the question, Shen Yi himself felt a little rude.
Cold fingers twisted the beads on his wrist, Shen Yi felt that he should change the subject.After all, he himself felt a little unreliable to judge a person's relationship just from his appearance.
He never thought about it, but Hou Yan was only stunned for a moment, and then nodded very cautiously, "Yes. Li Si and I are together." His eyes were unprecedentedly firm, but his face was forced to twitch. Thin red.
Hou Yan didn't think there was anything wrong with admitting his love affair with Shen Yi, even if his lover's gender didn't conform to the mainstream of the world.However, the place Shen Yi asked was too special—he actually asked this question in front of Hou Jia's master's tomb, and Hou Yan answered it carefully in front of his master.
This feeling of telling the parents is as if I have identified Li Siheng all my life.
Shen Yi sighed, but didn't say anything after all.He placed the tributes he brought one by one in front of the master's tomb waiting for him, but he didn't prepare any yellow paper.
Hou Yan glanced at it, and was a little surprised to find that the things Shen Yi brought were all his master liked.
As if feeling the astonished gaze of Hou Yan, Shen Yi explained in a low voice, "These things are what my uncle likes to eat from my father's diary. I also heard that uncle Xijie doesn't like us burning those yellow papers." something like that."
Hou Yan nodded, knelt down and gently brushed the photo on the tombstone with his hand.This is what his master looked like when he was young.The black-and-white photos have a strong bookish look, and it is almost impossible to tell that this is a craftsman.
"Hey, old man, let me see you." Hou Yan whispered in a voice Shen Yi couldn't hear.This is probably the way he and his master get along. They obviously miss each other very much, but they still want to put on a look of dislike for each other.
If not, why would Hou Yan's finger caressing the photo be so gentle?
Hou Yan squatted in front of the master's tomb for a while, and then motioned to Shen Yi, "Kowtow to your uncle, I have recognized you." Hou Yan has already noticed that on the jade plaque on Shen Yi's waist, the word Zheng Rong Hidden in between.Therefore, Shen Yi didn't come by himself today, he brought his father who had died forever.
Shen Yi didn't say much, just knelt down in front of Hou Jia's master's tomb, and kowtowed three times heavily.Then, he untied the jade pendant from his waist, and threw it down from a finger-wide gap on one side of the tomb.
This was his father's last wish, and this uncle seemed to have the same wish.Otherwise, why did you ask Hou Jia to leave a gap in his tomb?
Hou Yan didn't stop Shen Yi.He just lowered his head slightly.
The rain is getting heavier.
Shen Yi got up and turned around.After he finished all this, it seemed that he had ended all the intersections with Hou Yan.But now, all he can do is leave his back to Hou Yan.
Shen Yi just felt that if it had to be like this, then let Hou Yan watch him go on a long journey, maybe he wouldn't be so sad in the future, right?
He is not pathetic, he just has his own guilt.That's all.
The author has something to say: cannon fodder, this time it is really cannon fodder.
But in other words, is this meeting the parents or coming out of the closet?
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