The love of rebirth of a wealthy family Guan Fengyue

I don't feel right now.

At dawn, Li Si was lying on his bed.

He didn't sleep all night.There was a wry smile on his lips, it had been so many nights, he hadn't tossed and turned like this for a long time, but now, just meeting that person suddenly, he really opened his eyes all night long.

Putting one hand behind his head, Li Siheng looked at his hand carefully in the faint morning light.These are not a pair of pampered hands, with deep and shallow scars on the palms and backs of the hands.Some of these scars were left by Li Siheng when he was playing with a knife and tooth cutter when he was a child, and some were left by Li Siheng's years of experience in the army.

Li Siheng.Hou Jia.

The man lying on the bed had an unclear look in his eyes, and repeated these two names on his lips and teeth.he asked himself.Who are you?Is it Li Siheng, or Hou Jia?

Everyone has a secret, and his biggest secret is that he does not have the memory of being Li Siheng before, but he has his physical instinct and the experience of training in the special forces in the next few years.And no one knew that before he was 20 years old, he seemed to have experienced another person's life.

And that person's name is Hou Jia.

Li Siheng could only forcefully plan Hou Jia's memory as his previous life.In his previous life, he was extremely cowardly, and secretly liked a man named Li Siheng, but because of his gender, he silently hid it in his heart.

Then, he quietly hid and watched until the man got married and had children.

When he got the news that the man married a wife and had children, he chose to commit suicide even cowardly.The knife slashed viciously on his wrist, and then his wrist was placed in the water. The blood stained the pool scarlet, and the opened flesh was also slightly powdered. He just watched his life die like this.

Then, in a wandering spirit, he saw what his own death had gained.

My brother's heart-piercing, heartbroken.And, the man hidden in his heart sighed faintly.Other than that, there was no other change in that person's life trajectory. He married a wife, had children, had a successful career, and ended up with a full house of children and grandchildren.

He asked himself if it was worth it, whether he regretted it or not.

The answer can only make him silently smile.Then, he felt a whirl, and then the career in front of him fell into darkness.When he opened his eyes again, he was surprised to find that he was no longer Hou Jia, but the man he once loved the most, Li Siheng.

From that day on, his name was Li Siheng.

Emotional abandonment, a life-and-death test, finally washed away the cowardly part of his temperament.After crossing life and death, now he has become Li Siheng's Hou Jia, as if he has developed the coldest part of his temperament.He knew that only if he was strong enough, could he stop being hurt.

Moreover, he has also discovered that this is not a repeat of his previous life.

In his previous life, Li Siheng was just an ordinary businessman, and he always had a gentle temperament. He didn't look like a businessman covered in money, but more like a scholar.But now Li Siheng has been trained in the army for three years, and now he is about to enter the special forces.

Li Siheng knew that this was a different beginning.Therefore, he should have a different life from before.Perhaps because he had already died once, Li Siheng easily accepted his rebirth.

In his previous life, he lived in Li Siheng's house for four years, and he engraved that person's every move into his heart, so it is not difficult to hide it from the eyes and ears of the people around him.At the beginning of Li Siheng's rebirth, what he was most concerned about was, if he was Li Siheng, would there be such a person as Hou Yan in this world?

Li Siheng calculated his age carefully. Hou Jia should have been only nine years old when he was him, and if Hou Jia really existed and nothing had changed, Hou Jia should have been ten years old when they first met.Therefore, Li Siheng waited quietly for a year.

During this year, he saw a psychiatrist and carefully analyzed his psychology.In the end, he cruelly separated Li Siheng and Hou Jia.If such a young boy really existed, he would no longer be himself.However, for Hou Yan, if he can avoid meeting Li Siheng, then his life should be much smoother.

People who have died once will have a desire to protect themselves to the point of being cautious, but Li Siheng originally took Hou Jia as himself to protect.

Perhaps it was God's pity, when Li Siheng was 19 years old, he finally met Hou Jia.The ten-year-old boy's eyebrows and eyes have not yet opened, but it is the face Li Siheng is most familiar with, and he can still trace it when he closes his eyes.The little boy tugged at the hem of his clothes and softly called him "Brother Si Heng."

At that moment, Li Siheng knew what was really like a world away.

After passing through life and death, he was very comfortable with everything about Li Siheng, including his personality, career, and family.Li Siheng almost forgot that he once had that dark memory and obscure thoughts that belonged to Hou Jia.Until I suddenly met Hou Jia.

There are many things that I don't think are too painful when I go through them.But when I suddenly look back after the experience, I will feel how distressed I was at that time.

Undoubtedly, at the moment when he saw Hou Jia, what filled Li Siheng's heart was the turbulent distress for his old self.He wants to do all the good to his old self, but he is afraid that this child will repeat the same mistakes.

Li Siheng couldn't completely superimpose Hou Yan and himself, but he couldn't completely separate it from himself.In the end, driven by reason, he chose to alienate the child.

Li Siheng's approach is to leave before the story begins.He felt that if he didn't care too much about this child and treated him as usual, the child would not regard himself as the only light in the darkness, and would not choose to commit suicide because of him in the future.

It's just that caring not too much is not really indifference.It is everyone's instinct to love oneself, Li Siheng has only experienced life and death, but it is not enough for him to restrain this instinct.

Those silent concerns hidden under the cold faces, those instinctive love and protection.Although subtle, it cannot completely annihilate traces.What's more, Hou Jia is such a delicate child.

Li Siheng had nothing to do about it, he could only try his best to alienate the child, and even more restrained his desire to protect him properly.He felt that as long as this was the case, the tragedy of the child committing suicide in the bathroom could be avoided many years later.

Fortunately, Li Siheng's daily training is also busy, and after leaving the army and returning to take over the family business, he is even more busy.It was also because it was convenient to live in an apartment closer to the company, and also because he wanted to avoid Hou Jia. When he entered the family business and started as a humble employee, Li Siheng chose to move out of the Li family's old house.

That is to say, since then, Li Siheng has not seen Hou Jia for three to five years.And the days when he was Hou Jia seemed to be buried deep in his memory.

During the years of separation, Li Siheng deliberately did not inquire about Hou Jia's news.He felt that if he quit the child's life so far, maybe the child would have a better life.

At least, a very, very long life.

These years, Li Siheng has not been idle.His major in his previous life was painting, and he may have had a little bit of sculpting, but he can be said to be learning everything from scratch when it comes to how to run a company.

If you haven't personally experienced the words and phrases in other people's mouths, you will never know how much effort you have to put in for them.Being reborn once may not have given Li Siheng any golden fingers, but it has taught him the ability to endure hardship.In the end, Li Siheng, who knew nothing about business, climbed to the position of vice president through his own efforts.

The hardships in it are not enough for outsiders.

However, Li Siheng never expected that he and Hou Jia would meet again in such a tragic way.The little boy was surrounded by nurses and doctors, and their footsteps were also hurried.But Li Siheng recognized Hou Jia at a glance.

Because, such a scene, he is very familiar with.That was the last scene he experienced in his consciousness when he was Hou Yan.At that moment, Li Siheng's heart twitched.

The years of military experience have taught Li Siheng to be indifferent to life and death.The years of exploring the mall taught Li Si to see through human nature.But he found that his years of experience were only enough for him to maintain a calm and rational face.He restrained his urge to run with the doctors and nurses, and silently walked outside the operating room to wait.

No one knew that at that time, Li Siheng's hands were trembling.

When the doctor said that the patient's condition was stable and only needed a large amount of blood transfusion, Li Si finally felt relieved.He knew that this young man's life, starting from today, was completely settled with him.

The boy's resolute knife seems to repeat his past, but the little boy who struggled from the edge of life and death is no longer what he used to be.

Hou Yan will no longer be the shadow of Li Siheng, and from then on, he will have a life that truly belongs to him.

Li Siheng felt that he should feel relieved, but his chest was repeatedly hit by a soreness. Such shocks made him not even want to, nor did he dare to explore the reason for Hou Jia's suicide.

The next morning, Li Siheng couldn't restrain himself from going to visit Hou Jia.Different from yesterday's rush, it was just that after many years, Li Siheng carefully examined this boy for the first time.It can be said that the previous Hou Yan had the same memory as Li Siheng.With a thin and frail appearance, no matter how you look at it, she looks a little cowardly.

But now Hou Yan in front of him seemed to have become more determined suddenly.Li Siheng was also relieved about this.After all, one death and several years of soul wandering in the world made him look cold and tough now.So, why can't Hou Jia, who has walked around the gate of hell, be stronger?

Seeing the strange eyes of the young man, Li Siheng smiled bitterly silently.Sometimes, maybe you really don't know, and you will be happier.It's just that, those twists and turns that he himself didn't believe, the fetters of his previous life, perhaps, he would never let Hou Jia know about it in his whole life.

Hou Yan didn't know that at the beginning, if there was even the slightest possibility, what Li Siheng wanted to do the most was actually to forget him in the Jianghu.Because Li Siheng took Hou Yan as himself to protect, so he didn't want Hou Yan to suffer any harm, and he couldn't tolerate it the most. Those harms were brought to him by himself.

It was getting brighter.Li Si rubbed his sore eye sockets horizontally, got up and went to the bathroom to wash his face, then went back to the room and changed into his sportswear, and started running in a small circle around his apartment as usual.

After rebirth, he learned to plan before acting.It is also less able to tolerate any huge changes in my life.However, that young boy who used to be himself has become his biggest variable.

However, seeing the little boy survived, he didn't lose his life like he once did. Without a doubt, Li Siheng was also happy.

So be it.If he didn't think about Wanquan's every step in the future, he might as well learn the most stupid method, starting today, taking one step at a time.

The slender shadow of the young man moved forward and heaved rhythmically on the ground. This was a quiet morning, no different from every morning in the past.