[Black Basket] Caught a little sunspot

Whether it's a fan or a work partner, from the day Heizi met Kise, Kise has never been short of girls around him.After officially debuting in the entertainment industry, various scandals followed one after another.When he debuted as a film and television star in college, the news that he fell in love with the heroine and was about to get married was widely spread.

The city was full of wind and rain, which made Heizi a little skeptical. Although after much deliberation, he still didn't believe it, let alone believed it, but he was also prepared for the worst.Just at this time, Huang Lai called in, his voice was full of tears.

"QAQ! There's going to be a press conference tonight, but what kind of press conference is that? It's just that! I have to call and explain to Xiao Heizi right away! Damn it! What's a regular promotion just for the release of a new drama...I absolutely absolutely I didn’t fall in love with that woman who only had a pretty face! I absolutely never wanted to have that kind of relationship with her! No matter what the outside world said! Little Heizi must believe me!”

Without any evidence, just a few words from Huang Lai, Hei Zi believed it.

Because it was Kise, and because it was something he was willing to believe.

"I trust Kise-kun."

Holding the phone, Heizi said warmly.

"Great!"

Kise's voice choked up, as if tears welled up in his eyes.The mobile phone was taken away suddenly, and it was replaced by Kise's manager.The other party first apologized, and then asked Heizi to keep the so-called secret in a half-reasoning and half-begging manner, and not to clarify for Huang Lai for the time being.

"Just for the so-called ratings and sales, do you have to sacrifice Kise-kun's reputation?"

Heizi waited quietly for her to finish speaking, then asked quietly.The other party seemed to have expected Heizi's answer, and said calmly: "Creating gossip is also one of the obligations of an artist. Heizi-kun is a very important friend of Kise-kun, right? Please cooperate with us as much as possible and help Kise Jun passed through this pass, okay?"

Heizi understands this truth, but he doesn't understand it.

Maybe never understand.

"Besides, starting from scandals, there are many examples of achieving their own romance through the romance in the play!"

Heizi's heart, which had just calmed down, became turbulent again following these words.This time, Kise said that he believed him.What about later?He can't stop Huang Seto...

After all, he is only a man, after all, he is just a secret lover who can't see the light.

The deepest string in Heizi's heart has been plucked again, and the scandal with a woman has caused a lot of trouble in the city. If the object of the revelation is actually a man...

"There are flowers without mouths in Wuer Mountain, and no one knows what's on the mind when it first comes."

Walking to the bookshelf unknowingly, he turned the page of "Ancient and Modern Waka Collection", and Hei Zizhe also gently recited this waka poem.

I want to get the mouthless flowers (Gardenias) with a mountain of ears.If you use it to dye, you will have no ears or mouth, and your love will neither be heard nor gossip.

This doomed fruitless lovesickness is his own business.He just needs to continue to love Kise and continue to be nice to Kise.No one else needs to suffer for this.

Especially his favorite, the only one he loves.

Kise Ryota.

That year, Kuroko Tetsuya was 20 years old.

Outside the window, the sun is shining brightly.

××××××

At the coming-of-age ceremony at the age of 20, Heizi copied five hundred Japanese poems with his own hand, and added annotations, and Zheng Zhi gave it to him again, borrowing the meaning of "Hundred Love Songs", full of his own heart, is the most important gift .

But Kise didn't understand.What Heizi wants is that he doesn't understand.Secret love is like this, love him, watch him silently, give all your best to help him become rich and beautiful.

He is still so strict, he still talks when he has something to say, playing the role of a good friend, locking his heart away, and only releasing it every year on Kise's birthday to join in the fun and breathe.

Taking the opportunity of giving birthday presents, I sent carefully prepared handmade gifts, letting myself listen to Huang Lai's orders, letting him act coquettishly and carelessly is also a kind and pleasing expression.One year, I even gave Kise a kimono dyed with gardenia flowers. On the light yellow background, there were clumps of tall and straight bamboos.

No one knows, nor needs to know.

It's just that it was still seen through by a person gently and Qiaoqiao.

At the age of 27.Qingfeng and Vulcan confessed to Heizi successively.

It would be a lie to say that Er Renguang has no feelings for Heizi at all.Otherwise, Akashi wouldn't have asked Kuroko "who"?Everyone seems to think that the relationship between Heizi and them is not just that of friends, and they will definitely choose one of them, and walk together for the rest of their lives.But when the situation came to an end, Heizi was still caught off guard, being watched so seriously and making a vow to stay together for the rest of his life, Heizi was completely confused.

Both Aomine and Vulcan are very good people, but...not the one he really wants.

"So that's what that kimono really means, Tetsuya."

On the day of rejecting Aomine, Heizi cried and fainted in Kise's arms.That embrace, that person's breath was what he was hoping for, but when he woke up the next day, the first face he saw was Akashi Seijuro.

In a simple sentence, Kuroko knew that Akashi knew, his eyes suddenly became blurred, and when it became clear again, tears had already flowed down his cheeks.

"He brought you here, and it's next door now." Akashi brushed Heizi's cheek with his fingertips, and said softly, still not really saying the name, waiting for Heizi to say it himself.Kuroko didn't answer anything, he leaned forward with his arms around Akashi's waist, and put his head on Akashi's lap.Akashi sighed softly: "Don't tell him? Or, let me tell you."

"Brother, I'm afraid." Heizi finally spoke, his voice was dry and unpleasant, and he was taken aback, "If it's for the so-called love, we can no longer be friends..."

"Little Akashi, is Xiao Heizi..." At this moment, Kise pushed the door open and entered, and their voices stopped at the same time.Heizi shrank back subconsciously, and Akashi patted him on the back: "Kise go out."

"I!"

"go out!"

Huang Lai walked around the door for a long time, Heizi hid but refused to let him see his miserable crying face, so he stomped his feet and said angrily: "Little Heizi, I will beat Xiaoqingfeng for you, he dare not I don’t want you as a friend, woohoo, I don’t want him as a friend either!”

After finishing speaking, Kise rushed out the door.Akashi brushed Kuroko's hair from his forehead, hesitant to speak.On the other hand, Heizi chuckled and reached out to grab Akashi's hand: "He doesn't love me, so why bother to force it."

Yeah, he doesn't love me.Just this one sentence is enough to destroy everything.Everyone knows that Kise likes Heizi very much, but everyone knows that Kise doesn't love Heizi.All his feelings for Heizi are undoubtedly true and warm, but they are so simple and superficial.

If there is love, it won't be just yelling "Little Heizi, Xiao Heizi" for so many years, just saying "I like it very much", and never taking any action.

If there is love, it will not be indifferent after the two Renguang proposed to Heizi one after another, content with their status as friends, and accompany Heizi with a smile.

If there is love, it will not be just calling Heizi occasionally to greet and chat, cheering him on when he is in public class, and acting coquettishly and shamelessly at every small gathering for 20 years.

So Heizi continued, pretending that he was just a friend to Kise, and only liked him, letting time slip through his fingers bit by bit.

He loves Kise so much, loves him more and more every day, and can't control himself more and more every day.The love poems written for Huang Lai, the papers full of thoughts filled the desk drawers.It was discovered by editor Yoshino Shirley when I was traveling, and I immediately praised it, took it without warning, and directly compiled and published it.Heizi came back from the summer vacation in the deep mountains of Hokkaido, looking at his name No. 1 in the poetry rankings, he couldn't get distracted for a long time.

"But only such sincere feelings can resonate with readers to the greatest extent." Akashi pushed the sample booklet in front of Heizi, "Do you want to give him a copy?"

"I must have already bought it myself. When we meet next time, just sign on the title page." Heizi shook his head and refused.

What's the use of being the first in sales?What's the use of signing it and giving it to Kise?In the end, Huang Lai just didn't think about it, in the end he just didn't understand.And Heizi, just like before, thinks this is very good, and he doesn't need to understand.

Since he doesn't love him.

However, after publishing this collection of love poems, I am determined not to give everyone a passable explanation, so I have to calmly allow everyone to have their own ideas... Heizi still doesn't quite understand what the scandal between him and his editor Yoshino Shirley-san is. How come it spread so well that even Kise believed it to be true, so he made a special phone call to send his blessings with a smile.

Heizi remembered that time he smiled and said nothing to Kise, Kise-kun, don't guess, hung up the phone with a smile, then drove all night to Akashi's place, hid in Akashi's study, hugged Hands and feet huddled together, crying until dawn.

"Tetsuya..." In the end, Akashi hugged Kuroko and put him into the bathtub, helped him rub his stiff limbs, and tried to propose, "Why don't you think of a way to make him fall in love with you. Kise likes you so much, it's not because there is no love at all." It is possible for you. I will help you set up a situation, let him cross the boundary by himself, and confess to you personally."

Heizi still shook his head: "I love the real Kise-kun. I don't want such calculated feelings."

"Okay, okay, if Tetsuya said no, then don't." Akashi was half helpless and half coquettish, his eyes were bottomless for a while, "Then give up Kise, find someone who understands you, can accept everything about you, and loves you more than anyone else. people, okay?"

"Please stop interceding for Aomine-kun or Vulcan-kun. I will not fall in love with anyone other than Kase-kun." Kuroko hugged Akashi in the water, warm water dripped down his cheeks, "Beyond the joy of two feelings It's too unfair and too cruel."

"You, always so stubborn and so stupid." Akashi's arm tightened suddenly, and he smiled, "Tetsuya, what do you want me to do with you?"

what to do?Heizi couldn't answer.In addition, Heizi felt that he was just stubborn, not stupid.For his own love, it's not that he never tried to take the initiative to attack, but he touched Kise's heartstrings... although it was only once.

At the age of 32, Heizi finally began to feel tired.It has been 16 years since he found out that he fell in love with Kise. In such an endless secret love, the only light is the love itself.He suddenly had an urge to tell everything about the past 16 years by grabbing Kise's shoulders, good or bad, no matter what the outcome...

A thought is born, almost insane.For the first time, Heizi could no longer devote himself to work wholeheartedly.Doing everything, saying everything, meeting everyone, as long as it has nothing to do with Kise, it is absent-minded.Originally, I just dragged the manuscript for two or three days, and it was only half completed a week before the deadline.Yoshino Shirley remembers blisters on her mouth and pimples on her head. Heizi picked up the pen and couldn't help writing lyrics for Kise's new single: "The scenery in the dream is vague and hazy, who can see through it? Birds and fish landscapes are far away When do you hope to meet again? The hair that wraps around your fingertips, the tenderness of your palms, and the flowers bloom and fall in your warm eyes."

Heizi was thinking of Huang Lai singing this song with his nice voice, murmuring like a dream.But before that, Heizi wanted to knock on the door of Huang Lai's house with the lyrics he had written, sing to Huang Lai lingeringly, and confess his love to him.

If I can't get Huang Lai's love, at least I want him to touch me once.Just once.

But Heizi didn't expect that that night, like a secret agent, he avoided the net that Yoshino Shirley set up to press the manuscript, and he still fell off the chain when he stood at the door of Huang Lai's house.

He dare not...

"I'm Xiao Heizi, Kise-kun, open the door."

The fingerprint lock was stuck on the finger, the voiceprint matched, and the door of Huang Lai's house slid open silently.Heizi went into Kise's study with his laptop in hand, relaxed his body, and started working.

The heart is as quiet as a deep pool, writing a thousand words, flowing clouds and flowing water.But three days made up for the workload of the previous two weeks.The third sleepless night.Heizi pointed at the notebook, held the mouse and clicked the send button.After washing up, she changed into her spare pajamas and got into Huang Lai's bed, gently hugged the man she dreamed of, and put her head on his chest.In her sleep, Huang Lai frowned and turned over, her beautiful face was furrowed, but she didn't resist Hei Zi, instead she hugged him tightly, talking sleepily.

"Little Heizi, where have you been hiding...Come out...don't let everyone worry...I miss you..."

Such a trust, such a privilege, only he and Kise Ryoko have in this world.Heizi didn't dare to take the risk of losing everything in his hand because of an impulse.

He loves him so deeply, so deeply that he cannot tolerate any loss.Whether it's himself or Huang Se.

Whether it's letting himself lose Kise as a friend, or letting Kise lose himself as a friend.

He dare not.

"There are flowers without mouths in Wuer Mountain, and no one knows what's on the mind when it first comes."

Heizi put his arms around Huang Lai, closed his eyes, let himself be enveloped by the breath of the person he loved, and fell into a dreamless sleep.

Maybe everything has a chance to start again, he will make a different choice, right?And what he has now is the best dream of his life.

"Good night, Kise-kun. I'm not hiding, I'm right here with you."

And a sentence that was not said.

【I love you. 】

The author has something to say:

Kise: QAQ!Shouldn't I confess my love when I was talking in my sleep, and then naturally get Xiao Heizi! !Coach, have you been kidnapped by the manager?

Manager: The correct answer is that if things went well in the previous life, what do you want to do in this life?

Coach: So the next chapter will continue to return to this life, let's go and love Xiao Heizi ~ Kise: Woah!

Bow again and thank the mines of Double Green Fall!What a flattery, this chapter is also a fat 4000~ The next chapter will return to the sweet, cute and stupid life~ The question of whether Erhuang will confess...you understand! [Thumbs up] In the picture above, Little Heizi in secret love

Cute little Erhuang~

It will be updated at 11:11 am on February [-]th, and will be updated at [-]:[-] on Sunday if there is an update.Thank you for your support!