After the part-time job was discovered by Xueshen

Lin Shiyuan left and didn't go to school for the next two days. He Ning wanted to ask for a leave of absence from school, but Lao Yu didn't approve.

He Ning was watching his cell phone every day, he wanted to know some information about Lin Shiyuan, but except for the last word "nothing" that Lin Shiyuan left him that night, Lin Shiyuan never contacted him again.

He Ning kept comforting and deceiving herself. It's okay. It's really okay. Lin Shiyuan said that everything will be fine. Don't think too much about it, don't be self-defeating...

But it's been two days, if I don't go back to school, I can't get in touch, so how can I be fine.

He Ning was really scared, he was afraid that Lin Shiyuan would get hurt, that Lin Shiyuan would give up on him, that Lin Suxiu would be disappointed, he was afraid of everything, they had indeed walked into a dead end, and they were destined not to be successful, but He Ning still thought, if all If it can be resolved, it will be good if we can move on.

On Friday night, He Ning couldn't wait any longer. He flushed the cold water over and over again in the bathroom, and then stood in the vent to blow.

Lao Yu would find half an hour every day to call him to the office to chat, but He Ning was so attached to Lin Shiyuan that he couldn't listen to anything, and even if he did, he wouldn't admit his mistakes and correct them.

Puppy love can't be changed, and liking Lin Shiyuan can't be changed either.

Old Yu heaved a long sigh, because the two boys in the class had such a big incident, and Lao Yu was also very worried. He was usually cheerful, but now thinking about it, he would sigh.

"Xiaohe, my hope for you has changed from hoping that you can recognize yourself to not hurting yourself."

Lao Yu signed his name, "Sunday night, come back on time for evening self-study."

He Ning's face was abnormally red, her lips were dry and red, "Thank you, Teacher Yu."

Lao Yu waved his hand, sat down on the chair, and did not look at He Ning.He also didn't know why the student he was so proud of became like this.

He Ning took the leave note and didn't stop for a moment, didn't return to the dormitory, and left directly.

He wants to find Lin Shiyuan quickly and go see him.

He was even a little afraid that when he went to Lin Shiyuan's house, he would face an empty space.Lin Shiyuan did such a thing, and he didn't even reply to him.

He Ning took a taxi and encountered a traffic accident and traffic jam. He couldn't wait for the road to be cleared, so he gave the money and ran to Lin Shiyuan's house.

He Ning's fever was so bad that she became dizzy after running for a while.

But when he got there, he dared not go up.

He Ning stood downstairs for a whole day, and when the sun went down, he still didn't dare to take that step.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Lin Shiyuan came back from the hospital. He walked in a hurry without looking at the people next to him. When he was about to go in, his arm was suddenly grabbed from behind, and Lin Shiyuan turned around suddenly.

Only then did he see He Ning in the shadows.

Obviously the two of them were still kissing and hugging a few days ago, but now that Lin Shiyuan passed by, he didn't even notice He Ning's existence.

He Ning took a step forward, her voice hoarse, "Shi Yuan, you're back."

The voice was too hoarse, and with He Ning's expression, which was fragile and forced to smile, Lin Shiyuan turned his head and took a breath silently.

"What are you doing here?" He asked coldly.

He Ning clenched Lin Shiyuan's arm, forced a smile, "Shi Yuan, what happened?"

Lin Shiyuan wanted to shake off He Ning's hand, but he couldn't. He Ning stubbornly asked him for an explanation.

Lin Shiyuan could only say, "Let's break up."

When he said this, he didn't even dare to look at He Ning, he was afraid that his tears would fall, but the most important thing now is Lin Suxiu's illness, nothing else is important.

The college entrance examination, the future, He Ning, including himself, are all unimportant.

After Lin Shiyuan and Lin Suxiu got home that night, Lin Shiyuan wanted to have a good talk with Lin Suxiu, but Lin Suxiu gave him a blow to the head. Lin Suxiu said that she had lung cancer, which was in the early stage.

Lin Shiyuan was cold all over at the time, his hands were shaking, and he yelled at her, "Why didn't you tell me?! Why didn't you tell me earlier?!"

Lin Suxiu looked very tired, "Don't see him again, stay at home before the college entrance examination."

Lin Shiyuan didn't care about dating or not, he grabbed Lin Suxiu's hand, "Go, go to the hospital."

Lin Suxiu didn't move, "Even if it's cured, it may relapse after five years. It's unnecessary. Our family doesn't have much money. I don't plan to cure it. I'm telling you this just to make you stop..."

Lin Suxiu's tears fell, she didn't know where to look, her eyes were empty, "How could you do such a thing? I brought you up from such a small age, you, you make others look down on me, you! Lin Shi Far, kneel down for me!"

Lin Shiyuan knelt down, he held Lin Suxiu's hand, his eyes were red, "I'll break up with him, never see him again, I will change, you go and treat the illness."

Lin Suxiu slapped Lin Shiyuan on the back hard. The old man was so angry that she cried and cursed, "I haven't gone to any school, so I can't teach you anything, but I don't think I have broken your roots. You, I hope that when you grow up, you will be able to marry a wife and have children, and look decent, but what about you! How did you do it!"

"The whole school, Lin Shiyuan, the whole school knows that you did those things with a boy. Where do you want me to put my face? I taught you to be bad, it's me!"

Lin Shiyuan put his eyes on Lin Suxiu's trousers, and his tears soon wet the cloth, he no longer had the slightest thought of talking to Lin Suxiu, he apologized repeatedly, and said to change.

Lin Suxiu's hands trembled violently, as if she was about to fall down in the next second. She wanted to be strong all her life. All the men in charge of the family ran away, leaving behind a baby. Lin Suxiu was ridiculed by the villagers in the neighborhood. Lin Suxiu went out, worked part-time to make money, and worked day and night. She sent Lin Shiyuan to school and made clothes for Lin Shiyuan. She never cared about the things that Lin Shiyuan didn't want her to take care of. She knew her education was not successful. , but she tried her best. Before this happened, she looked at Lin Shiyuan without saying anything, but she was very happy and satisfied in her heart.

She has been poor all her life, but her grandson can do well.

In the office, the man from He Ning's family, I don't know who it is from He Ning, the words he told her on behalf of He Ning's mother were like slaps, one slap to her face.

Lin Suxiu could hardly lift her face.

She never expected that one day the word seduce could be used on her grandson.

Lin Suxiu sat down on the sofa, "Before the college entrance examination, don't go to school, just stay at home."

Lin Shiyuan responded with suppressed tears.

The next day, Lin Shiyuan forcibly took Lin Suxiu to the hospital, and went through the admission procedures. Fortunately, he was sent in time and he could still be treated.

It's just too expensive.

Lin Shiyuan hasn't contacted He Ning in the past few days. One is that he didn't turn on the phone at all, and the other is that he feels uncomfortable and he doesn't know what to do, but as long as he gets in touch, it will undoubtedly be a breakup.

So he procrastinated and didn't contact He Ning.

Thinking back when He Ning dragged his feet to avoid their relationship, Lin Shiyuan was still very angry, but now it's his turn to delay.

At that time, I didn’t understand and didn’t understand, but now I know, it’s too late.

Lin Shiyuan said: "You are right, I am irresponsible, you should not have a relationship with me."

He Ning's eyes were red as if he was about to faint in the next second, and he put all his strength into the hand that grabbed Lin Shiyuan, "Don't break up, don't, okay?"

"I can't bear it."

"Let's not break up, please."

Lin Shiyuan's eyes were also wet, and he shook off He Ning's hand heavily, "I'm fucking saying we broke up! Let's go."

He Ning's character is really, when can he change it, it's like he has no dignity.

Don't ask him, he doesn't deserve it.

He Ning shook her body, and quickly stepped forward to grab Lin Shiyuan again, "No."

Lin Shiyuan turned his head to scold him more fiercely, but seeing He Ning's face, he froze for a moment, and the next second, He Ning leaned up and hugged him.

Lin Shiyuan finally felt He Ning's hot body temperature on his neck, and He Ning said intermittently, "Don't break up, Shi Yuan."

Tears came out as soon as I finished speaking, my voice was almost uncontrollable, I couldn't help sobbing.

Lin Shiyuan stopped when he wanted to push his hand away, thinking, hug him, he was not good to him when he was in a relationship, and now he is breaking up, he is not a qualified boyfriend.

Just give me one last hug.

"do not Cry."

He Ning tightened her arms and hugged Lin Shiyuan tightly, "You... You coax me once and I won't cry, Shi Yuan, in fact, you have never coaxed me well once, it's all for my own good, so you Coax me now, I won't cry, just coax me by not breaking up, okay?"

Lin Shiyuan closed his eyes and buried it on He Ning's shoulder, without speaking.

"If there is any difficulty, let's solve it together. As long as you still want me, as long as we are still together, it's no big deal, okay?"

"You promised me not to break up. I fell in love with you. You can't say nothing."

"You tricked me out, how could you leave me behind?"

……

Lin Shiyuan sniffed his nose, his face was full of tears, and finally pushed him away a little bit, "Sorry, you also said that I tricked you out, so why didn't you be firm at that time?"

"You have a fever, go to the hospital."

After Lin Shiyuan finished speaking, he stopped looking at He Ning, turned around and left, within two steps, there was a sound behind him, Lin Shiyuan hurriedly looked back, and He Ning was already stretched out on the ground.

High fever and emotional ups and downs too much, dizzy.

Lin Shiyuan was frightened, and ran back to call He Ning, "Wake up, wake up!"

He Ning remained motionless, Lin Shiyuan didn't even bother to wipe away the tears on his face, he carried He Ning on his back and ran out of the community, there happened to be a taxi, and hurriedly took her to the hospital.

The nurse said that the fever had reached 41 degrees, and she gave He Ning an injection while criticizing him, "I sent you here only after fainting, do you know that even adults, high fever is very dangerous!"

Lin Shiyuan's air pressure was very low, with the sadness after crying.

The nurse glanced at him and left.

He Ning hadn't woken up yet, lying on the hospital bed, her face was as white as paper, but her lips were red, but it was unhealthy red and very dry.

Lin Shiyuan held the infusion tube with his hand, trying to give He Ning warm medicine.

The nurse came again and handed him a glass of water, "No need to warm it up, it's not winter now, if you really miss him, you should send him here earlier."

Lin Shiyuan twitched the corner of his mouth and took the water, "Thank you."

He suddenly thought of the woman next door who scolded her so badly that day, it should have been, "Your grandma coughs every night, she's going to cough to death".

So why didn't he listen to Lin Suxiu, don't be so ostentatious in your behavior, if he didn't have conflicts with his neighbors, she would have reminded him.

It was he who missed it.

Lin Shiyuan was about to be crushed by two major events in succession. He suddenly felt that it was a mistake for him to live.

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