After wearing it quickly, he found himself a white cut black

[I seem to have forgotten something, and it seems that I have not forgotten anything.

I remember that I worked hard to become stronger to protect someone, but then I just remembered to work hard to become stronger...

Maybe what he said is right, I am not qualified to say that I like these two words.

——Yun Jiuyan]

I have a secret, I am actually born again.

When I ran out of the milk tea shop and stood on the street looking at the smiles on the faces of those people and the students playing in school uniforms not far away, I smiled wantonly and let the strange eyes of the people fall on me .

Because only in this way can I finally believe that I am back to the beginning when nothing happened.

I haven't met that person yet, there is still time for everything, and there is still a chance to redeem everything.

I began to prepare materials based on the memories of my previous life, and I began to work hard to become stronger.

I want to meet that person with the best face, and I want to tell the boy personally the love and the sorry that I never said in my previous life.

However, when I found the sea according to the place the boy told me in my memory, I didn't wait for it to appear.

I don't know why, maybe it's because of the error caused by my rebirth.

I didn't plan to stay until I was a teenager, but planned to go to another place according to my own plan.

Thinking about it later, maybe it was because I was too confident at the time, always thinking that the two of them had been entangled for a lifetime, and they would definitely meet again in this life.

Although, it is true.

When I met that boy again, it was an accident that I deliberately created.

I met the person who deliberately pushed me in front of Ye Yu in the previous life, but was killed by the other party as a mutant.

So I used the crystals in the mutated people I had collected earlier to attract all the mutated people and plants around me, and took the opportunity to kill that person.

But I never thought that I would meet him here...

The boy looked as he remembered, or rather, he seemed to laugh more than he remembered.

So I gave up my original plan and went back to the base with the boys.

In fact, on the way, I already noticed that something was wrong between the boy and that person, but I didn't think much about it.

After all, that person liked me so much in the previous life, so how could it be possible for him to change just like that in this life.

Although thinking about it now, the thought at the time was ridiculous...

Perhaps it was precisely because of this thought, and perhaps it was also because of the unreserved preference of that person in the previous life.

Let me feel confident, let me always feel that it is only a matter of time before the boy will like me.

Let me always feel that we will be together...

When I finally panicked, I couldn't bear it anymore. I wanted that person to come back to me, but I found that I didn't have the right to say such a thing.

So I identified the boy's identity, I thought the boy would be surprised or nervous.

After all, in a sense, the boy is just a mutant who still has self-awareness.

I thought about a lot of reactions, but I didn't expect the boy to be so calm.

I don't know what I'm doing wrong.

The young man who was gentle to me in the previous life stood beside others this time, allowing me to take care of myself.

Since doing it all over again, isn't it just to make up for the regrets of the previous life?

But I left anyway, and I didn't reveal the identity of the boy to anyone.

I started to work hard to become stronger, maybe only in this way can I prove that I am more suitable for a teenager than that person...

However, before I had time to reach that height, the boy disappeared again. No one knew where the boy went, including the person chosen by the boy.

After all, I chose to leave. As far as I am concerned, it doesn't matter where I stay now after staying in the last days for so long.

When I came here, it was only for him. Since he has already left, there is no need for me to stay.

I was looking for the figure of the boy in the last days, but I never thought about it, and I couldn't find it until the end.

Obviously I was working hard for him, but in the end I stood at a height that I never imagined in my previous life.

After all, I have established my own base. I am no longer alone, and there are more people behind me.

So I stopped looking for the young man, and I started to become stronger for my base, just to win a place in this apocalypse.

However, I don't know when it started, but the figure of that person has gradually become blurred in my mind.

Instead, those people's crazy and fiery eyes, those people's devout eyes.

This feeling of standing at the top is something I have never felt in my previous life, and it is also something I am unwilling to let go of in this life.

If I hadn't enjoyed the taste of this kind of right, maybe I didn't think there was anything, but after enjoying it, I really didn't want to let it go.

until that day,

I heard the news from my subordinates, looked at the invitation in my hand, and fell silent for a long time.

When did I forget that I just wanted to find that boy in the first place?

I can't remember, maybe it was a long time ago.

I went to the wedding of those two people. The boy in white was holding the man in the black suit.

They walked through the road covered with roses, everyone's eyes fell on those two people, and the boy's eyes were full of smiles...

I just sat among the crowd and watched the two exchange rings, and watched them embrace and kiss.

After all the rituals were over, I finally couldn't help but went to find him.

"Can you tell me why, you obviously used to like me..."

I was a little at a loss, I just felt that my heart was empty, I knew I was not reconciled, but I didn't know what I was not reconciled to.

"You really want to know why? Why don't you take a good look yourself, Yun Jiuyan, you are not qualified to say you like these two words."

He's gone, with that man.

Only one spar was left, I remember this thing.

This was given to me by him in the previous life. To him, it was his favorite and most precious thing, but at that time, I threw it away...

I didn't expect to see this thing again, but when I held it in my hand, the pictures that appeared in my mind flashed like a horse, which made me want to cry.

I finally know why the boy chooses others instead of me, and I finally know why the boy hates me so much from the beginning.

But why, why is this happening?

Obviously, I just want to guard this young man who has been protecting me in my previous life.

He is obviously so afraid of the cold,

But why did I personally send him to such a cold operating table...

How can I, how dare I...

Looking at the backs of those two people leaving, I put away my things and raised my hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

I thought I was born again to make up for regrets,

But I never thought that I have already lost the affection of that person for two lifetimes...

Maybe what he said is right, I really don't have the qualifications to say I like these two words...

Now that there are other people around that person, I don't even have the right to say I'm sorry.

I never saw those two again, not because they left.

It's just that I dare not, dare not appear in front of that person again.

Many years later, everyone gathered around the hospital bed and looked at the person with cloudy eyes on the bed, with sadness on their faces.

"Base Chief, we have already done what you ordered, so you can leave at ease..."

The person closest to him was sobbing in his suppressed tone, seeing that the person on the bed wanted to say something, he quickly lowered his head again.

That person thought that there was something he didn't arrange properly, but he never thought that the person on the bed just shed tears,

"Mumu... I'm sorry."