After wearing it quickly, he found himself a white cut black

[They all say I'm crazy, and I think so...

But I still want to take another look at those two teenagers who amazed my entire youth.

I have always believed, and firmly believed, that they exist.

——Lin Ling]

Let me tell you a joke,

I have been to a very interesting place a long time ago.

That place is called Paradise, and it is used to judge the wicked.

And I almost died there...

As for why I am still alive and well, it is because I met two people there.

Those two have amazed my entire youth.

It's ridiculous to say, this kind of joke that children don't want to believe, but I have believed it for so long.

I don't know what's wrong with the world.

It seems that no one remembers those two teenagers anymore, it seems that those two people never existed from the beginning, it seems that everything is just a nightmare of mine...

But it was such a dream that convinced me.

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I am Lin Ling.

An ordinary girl.

Maybe it won't be recognized even if it's thrown into the crowd, just like a normal person.

The only difference may be the person I once liked.

She is a girl, quiet and well-behaved, a good student in the eyes of the teacher, and a child of other people's family in the eyes of the parents.

I love her, have loved her for years...

But I know I can't give her anything.

So I wrote this love into my diary and buried it in my heart.

Let it grow wildly in my heart, but still pass her by pretending to be calm every day, just for that "good morning".

I thought that was it, until later, that diary was opened by someone else, and everyone knew what I was thinking.

They all say I'm crazy, and I think so.

Otherwise, why would I dare not even say that I like someone?

Otherwise, why would I even bury such a love so deeply in my heart that I dare not let others see it.

She looked at me with complicated eyes, and not long after, she transferred to another school and left.

My parents didn't seem to be able to accept that I liked girls, so they paid a lot of money and sent me to a place.

That place was so dark, it was a nightmare that I don't want to recall in my life.

But what I never thought was that I would see her again in that place...

Her parents picked her up the day I went in.

It was completely different from the well-behaved one in my memory. At that time, she was only numb, like a rag doll.

I wanted to call her back, but she looked at me with disgust, even fear...

That disgust, made me flinch.

It wasn't until the place I entered that I realized what she had gone through...

Small black room, electric shock, injection of potions, ruler and dragon whip...

In that dark and dirty place, where the air is full of decay, they were interrogated and given so-called education and psychological counseling,

again and again……

Later, because I behaved well, I only stayed inside for half a month, so I was released early.

Everyone thought I didn't like her anymore, everyone thought I was finally normal.

But only I know that I still like her so much, but I bury this love deeper.

I don't want this love to be a burden to her, something to hurt her.

I thought this was my future.

This incident is just a small episode in the long life.

But I never thought that I would wake up one day and appear in that place called Paradise.

I stayed there for a long time, and I heard that none of the people there could leave alive.

And I'm honored to have survived because I was with them.

In fact, I am not familiar with them, and the relationship is only limited to classmates.

But I still can't help but want to get closer to them, perhaps because they have courage that I never dared to have, and things that I will never envy.

The day I left, I looked back,

The teenager has picturesque eyebrows and eyes, they kiss in the sea of ​​flowers without worrying about anyone.

that boy,

Warm the rest of my life,

He brought another person, which surprised me for a long time.

But I don't understand why everyone forgets their existence?

Even the people who died in that place came back to life.

It was like, it was really just a dream of mine.

After waking up from the dream, everyone's life returned to the normal track.

I am not reconciled, but I don't know what I am not reconciled to.

Maybe it's not reconciled that everything can only be attributed to a dream, or maybe it's not reconciled that the existence of those two teenagers is forgotten by everyone.

I spent ten years in a daze like this.

Over the course of ten years, I started to pay attention to things that I had never paid attention to before.

Looking at those who escaped legal sanctions, some have not been found so far, and some have changed their appearance and started a new life...

But without exception, time has washed away everyone's memory, until the end, they are all safe and sound.

Later, I saw a familiar person again.

Fang Ning——

The person who should have died in Paradise.

But he is living well now, even if he hit someone while drunk driving, but because his family has money, he is still living well now.

I can not be reconciled.

Probably really crazy,

On that rainy night, I did the craziest thing in my life...

Since the law has no way to sanction, then maybe I can do it.

The heavy rain was pouring, and the blood mixed with the rain stained the whole road red.

The person who was supposed to die in Paradise ended up right in front of me.

They asked me to surrender, they said they would arrange the best lawyer for me, they said they would not let me have trouble.

But I ran away anyway, not because I was afraid.

I just want to prove that that place really exists.

I just want to meet those two teenagers who once amazed my entire youth.

The youth's love is unbridled,

Their liking is blatant,

Such a vigorous love affair has made me really envious for a long time.

It's just a pity that I have traveled to many places, but I haven't been able to see them again...

After all, I still ushered in the trial of the law, even though this trial was a long time late.

Those two relatives in my name hugged me and cried for a long time.

They say they love me so tell the world I'm sick...

20 years ago, they said they loved me, so they sent me to that nightmare place.

20 years later, they still say they love me, so I came to this place.

——The Seventh Mental Hospital.

My life is so absurd and scribbled, if it is written in a diary, it can be written in a few strokes.

but,

I am not sick, it is the world that is sick.

Whether it was 20 years ago or 20 years later.

No matter what others say, I believe that they exist, from beginning to end, firmly believe.

"Doctor Cheng, this patient No. 37 is also very strange. He is different from the other patients. No. 37 always likes to sit alone under the pear tree and talk to himself, but he has never done it since he was admitted to the hospital. Something out of the ordinary."

The little nurse introduced the woman sitting under the pear tree to the new doctor.

If it weren't for the fact that the woman was indeed mentally ill, she would have suspected that the other party had fabricated a case to escape legal sanctions.

The nurse's voice did not lower, and everything fell into Lin Ling's ears.

Lin Ling didn't care either.

"Okay, I see, I want to be alone with her for a while."

The doctor nodded coldly, dismissed the nurse beside him, then walked under the pear tree and stood behind her.

"Lin Ling, long time no see."

Looking back in astonishment, he saw that the man stretched out his hand, and the pear blossom fell on his shoulder.

"I'll take you home..."