At 04:30 in the morning, Lu Zhenghan was still awake.

All he could think of was Jian Xing, who was defenseless at the moment, sleeping next to him, so excited that he couldn't fall asleep at all.

He didn't know why Jian Xing's personality suddenly changed, and he got so close to him, and he didn't care about the reason at all. He just wanted to tie Jian Xing tightly by his side so that he would never be able to escape.

What his father had said was now echoing in his mind over and over again.

That voice seemed to be real, and every word was so clear that he could even "see" the real expression on his father's face when he said those words.

"People are selfish, they have their own desires and baseness, their promises are always false, and they will betray you at any time. If you want to keep a person, you can only lock him up, hide him, and break his Hands, break his legs, only in this way, he will stay by your side forever and ever."

"It's just not enough, you have to let him know that he is inferior, attached to you, a useless maggot, only you can save him, only you can reluctantly accept him, if he leaves you , he will die in rot."

"Look at my mother, I love her so much, but she still wants to escape from me. So I can only control her, imprison her, and finally kill her."

Lu Zhenghan suddenly sat up from the bed.

"No, it's not right." Lu Zhenghan faced the empty space in front of him, "You're not right."

"What's wrong?" Those illusory voices rang in Lu Zhenghan's ears, "Isn't this what you want to do? Don't you want to tie him up, lock him up, and let you do whatever you want?"

"Don't you want to touch him, possess him, make him hurt, let him accept your love?"

"Only the person who is willing to accept the pain you give is the one who really loves you. Don't you want to know if he loves you?"

Lu Zhenghan closed his eyes, he had pale to transparent skin, and at this moment, under the skin, small blue veins were beating.

"What you said is not right." Lu Zhenghan slowly opened his eyes, the dim light made his eyes darker and deeper, "What I want to do is not right."

"You are so pathetic." The voice said, "You are so pathetic, you will never get what you want."

Lu Zhenghan pursed his lips tightly. Under the skin, those blood vessels throbbed more obviously, and even stretched out ferocious lines. Lu Zhenghan grabbed the sheet under his hands tightly.

"You are pathetic."

The voice clung to his ears, repeating over and over again.

"You are pathetic, you are a cowardly worm, pathetic coward..."

**

Jian Xing was woken up by the strange sound of the alarm clock. He tensed his nerves instinctively, turned over and sat up quickly, and put his hand under the pillow, trying to draw out the gun, but found nothing.

After two seconds of reaction, Jian Xing remembered that the world was no longer the world before rebirth.

Slowly letting go of the tense nerves, Jian Xing sat back on the edge of the bed, picked up the ringing mobile phone on the bedside table, turned off the alarm clock, and checked the time.

Tuesday, May 2025, 6.

Countdown to the end of the world: 12 days.

06:30am.

Jian Xing went to the bathroom, washed up quickly, and then opened the door to go out.

The master bedroom was still dark, and Lu Zhenghan didn't seem to be awake.

Jian Xing wanted to send a message to Lu Zhenghan on his mobile phone, but found out that he didn't add Lu Zhenghan as a friend.

This is awkward.

In the previous life, Jian Xing and Lu Zhenghan had a pure classmate relationship. At that time, Jian Xing was too poor, hardly participated in class activities on weekends, and did not make many classmates as friends.

And Lu Zhenghan was a loner, and he didn't get along with his classmates very much.

Jian Xing sent a friend request first, and if Lu Zhenghan woke up, he would see the message, and if the friend didn't pass, he probably didn't wake up.

It's still early, Jian Xing didn't wake Lu Zhenghan up, he returned to the guest room after washing up, and began to read the latest news.

At 08:30 in the morning, Lu Zhenghan still didn't wake up.

Jian Xing left the study and knocked on the door of the master bedroom.

"Lu Zhenghan, are you up yet?"

There was no response from the house.

Jian Xing tried to press the doorknob, but it wasn't locked, so he pushed the door open.

The room was pitch black, neither the curtains nor the lights were turned on. There was a figure on the bed, but Lu Zhenghan really didn't wake up.

Even if Jian Xing pushed the door open now, he didn't respond.

Jian Xing was a little uneasy at once, he walked over, went around to the bed, and patted Lu Zhenghan on the shoulder.

"Lu Zhenghan?"

Only then did Lu Zhenghan move his body. There was only light coming in from the living room in the bedroom. Lu Zhenghan's back was facing the light, his face was blurred by shadows, and his eyes could not be seen clearly.

Jian Xing only saw him open his eyes, and then look at himself.

"What's wrong with you?" Jian Xing bent down, "Are you sick?"

He reached out to touch Lu Zhenghan's forehead, it was really hot.

"Do you have a fever?" Jian Xing was frightened, "Do you have a thermometer here?"

Lu Zhenghan didn't speak, just stared at Jian Xing.

Maybe it was the light at the moment, maybe it was Lu Zhenghan's reaction at the moment, Jian Xing suddenly felt like a dream, as if he had returned to many years ago, when he was Lu Zhenghan's pillow.

It's just that Jian Xing was the person lying on the bed like this at that time, and he would often see Lu Zhenghan sitting by the bed when he woke up.

The same is true, without saying a word, looking at himself quietly.

Jian Xing felt weak in his heart, he sat down by the bed and wanted to touch Lu Zhenghan's face, but he held back thinking that the two of them were still classmates who were a little closer than ordinary classmates.

"Are you uncomfortable?" Jian Xing asked, "Headache, dizziness, or what?"

Lu Zhenghan moved suddenly, he stretched out his hand from under the quilt, and grabbed Jian Xing's wrist.

His palm was hot and scorching, and his slender fingertips circled around Jian Xing's slender wrist, and then he squeezed it tightly and grasped it tightly.

"What's wrong?" Jian Xing couldn't help softening her tone.

Lu Zhenghan shook his head, didn't speak, and didn't let go of Jian Xing's hand.

The moment he opened his eyes, he thought he was seeing a hallucination, but Lu Zhenghan didn't dare to be sure until he firmly grasped this hand.

This person was really caught by him.

**

Lu Zhenghan had a high fever, and there was no standing medicine at home, so Jian Xing had to go out to buy it.

When paying, Jian Xing looked at his balance and felt a headache. He was really poor when he was young.

I don't know if it would be too much to ask Lu Zhenghan for money now, if Lu Zhenghan thinks that he is here for money, it would be bad.

In the previous life, when the virus broke out, Jian Xing struggled to survive alone in the chaotic world. Every day he was either hungry or running for his life while starving. Now that he can do it all over again, he really doesn’t want to be as passive as before.

Jian Xing took the medicine and the porridge bought on the way, and opened the door to go home.

Lu Zhenghan was still lying on the bed, Jian Xing turned on a light and poured a glass of warm water for him before leaving.

He entered the master bedroom and saw that the glass of warm water hadn't moved.

Jian Xing was not surprised.

Jian Xing discovered this problem when she was just Lu Zhenghan's pillow in her previous life.Lu Zhenghan didn't have a normal life routine at all. He often stayed up all night and couldn't eat well. If his body was not strong enough after awakening, he would have suffered from stomach problems long ago.

Jian Xing didn't dare to control him at first, fearing that if he made a mistake, he would be slapped to death by Lu Zhenghan.Later, he found that Lu Zhenghan was always very tolerant towards him, so he dared to tentatively and slowly interfere with the small things in Lu Zhenghan's life, and Lu Zhenghan would always cooperate with him.

"Why don't you drink water?" Jian Xing put the thermometer on the bedside table, touched the cup, and the water had turned cold.

Lu Zhenghan sat up: "Sorry, I forgot."

He reached for the glass.

"I'll change you to a hot cup." Jian Xing stopped him, and passed the thermometer over, "You keep this in your mouth, and let's see how high your temperature is."

He didn't buy the faster and more convenient infrared thermometer because it was too expensive.

Lu Zhenghan didn't dislike it, he honestly held the thermometer in his mouth, then leaned against the head of the bed, watched Jian Xing go out to pour water, and watched him come back with water.

There was a wonderful and erratic feeling that slowly swelled in his heart, as if the whole person was dragged to the clouds, and his spirit was light and joyful.Lu Zhenghan liked this feeling very much.

He wants to keep it forever.

But how can I keep it completely...

"Lock him up, tie him up, and he will be kept forever." His father's voice suddenly rang in his ears, Lu Zhenghan gritted his teeth instantly, and the thermometer almost shattered in his mouth.

"What are you doing?" Jian Xing hurriedly grabbed his chin, "It's made of mercury, it's poisonous."

Lu Zhenghan raised his eyes, staring at Jian Xing's face that was close at hand.

The skin is white, soft, warm, and full of vitality. The eyelashes are drooping, slender and black, covering the eyes. At the moment when Lu Zhenghan lost his mind, the eyelashes suddenly lifted, revealing the maroon eyes.

"Open your mouth and let go."

Lu Zhenghan came back to his senses like an electric shock, and loosened his clenched teeth cooperatively.

Jian Xing took out the thermometer and looked at the light: "The time is too short, the temperature has not been measured."

After speaking, he lowered his eyes again: "What were you doing just now? Do you dislike this thermometer?"

Lu Zhenghan couldn't explain, he could only say: "Sorry."

Jian Xing didn't say anything, and asked him to take another test and drink water after the test.

This time, Jian Xing was watching from the side, lest Lu Zhenghan mess up again.

It takes 5 minutes for a mercury thermometer to measure the temperature, which is very short and very long.

Jian Xing had nothing to do while waiting, so he used his mobile phone to log into the forum and read the replies in his anonymous post.

This post has covered thousands of floors and caused a lot of discussion.

Jian Xing turned over slowly, while Lu Zhenghan stared at Jian Xing silently, from his drooping eyelashes, to the tip of his nose, to his lips, to his beautiful but fragile neck, the half-covered collarbone under the neckline...

I can't look at it anymore, and the thermometer will explode if I look at it again.

"That's right." Jian Xing said suddenly, "I've added you as a friend, you should pass it quickly."

Lu Zhenghan vaguely said hello, found the phone, and passed Jian Xing's friend.

Then the next second, Jian Xing sent a message, an emoticon package.

Two little kittens, one white and one gray, the white one pressed the gray one on the ground, and the red hearts came out one by one from where they touched.

Lu Zhenghan almost bit the thermometer again, he silently turned off the phone.

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