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Jingchao, another year of Anime Festival.

After entering senior year, Shi had hardly returned to Beiyuan a few times.

The class schedule was empty, except for flying back when the academic journal registration and graduation thesis defense meeting were opened, most of the rest of the time was hurriedly spent in the recording studio of Ming Hai Chuanxing studio.

During the summer vacation in August, Shi received an email from Chuanxing personnel at home, informing him that he could come to work as an intern dubbing assistant.When he came to the studio, he was greeted by Wen Si whom he had seen before.

On the day we met again, Shi almost failed to recognize him.After removing the heavy makeup and wig, and changing into a plain dark blue shirt and black trousers, his real face once again surprised Shi.If it weren't for his deep and recognizable voice, it would be really difficult for Shi to connect this gentle and polite man with the indistinguishable Coser at Comic Con.

"Hi, I'm Wen Yihuan."

After more than half a year, Shi finally learned his real name from him.

Chuan Xing's work is not easy, and many times, Shi is too tired to speak, and has to rely on Wen Yiyou to borrow his fat sea to survive.The studio arranged for him to learn from group miscellaneous studies, the amount was not large, and more was to observe and learn from the side to gain experience.

Although Wen Yixuan was his master, he wasn't in the studio all day long.Either he disappeared without a trace during working hours, or he came and plunged into the recording studio without even eating.Fortunately, Shi Que's self-learning ability is not bad, and with the help of other colleagues, he can learn some skills with the cheek.

It turned out that as long as he forced himself to be busy every day, he could think of Luo Wenjiao less frequently.

In Shi Que's memory, the last time he saw Luo Wenjiao was in December of that year.

It has been half a year since the last meeting, when Luo Wenjiao appeared at the animation festival event out of place, there was a sense of unreality as if it had been a lifetime away.

In the past six months, they haven't had much contact.

Apart from scattered chat records such as "I'm back to Beiyuan", "I was busy just now", and "Mmmm", there is nothing else on WeChat.Luo Wenjiao also made a few phone calls occasionally, but he missed them perfectly because he stayed in the recording studio for a whole day's work.When he found out, he gave up the idea of ​​calling back because he didn't know what to say.

Although I don't have much contact with him, Luo Wenjiao's recent movements are clearer than many people.

In Luo Wenjiao's newly created personal forum on the Internet, sometimes encounters and revelations by passers-by are updated.Sometimes, he occasionally knows where he is today, what kind of clothes he is wearing, and which restaurant he ate for lunch.

Another news that I didn't really want to know at the time was that Fang Zhizhi mentioned in Moments that a bastard who could only play basketball proposed to her.

Shi Shi didn't see this in his circle of friends. He had already blocked some content that would affect his mood.It wasn't just a fanatic fan who happened to add Fang Zhizhi's friend and posted the picture, which caused a lot of sighs in the forum.

At first, he thought he had successfully forgotten about it, but when Luo Wenjiao suddenly appeared, his heart couldn't control himself.

At the busy and lively animation festival event site, Shi was following the staff to the backstage. When passing by the exhibition outside, he saw a familiar figure at a glance.

"Wenjiao?" Shi was wearing an ill-fitting casual suit, and there was a distance between him and Luo Wenjiao. "Why are you here?"

Luo Wenjiao looked calm, and behind him were two tall boys who seemed to be playing basketball, "There will be an invitational match tomorrow, and I happen to know that you are here, so come and have a look."

"Oh, recently, how are you?" Shi didn't know what to ask, so he could only casually ask.

Luo Wenjiao didn't have much reaction, but simply said: "Well, it's okay."

The staff around him quickly came over, reminding Xiang Shi in a low voice to wait backstage as soon as possible.He nodded, looked at Luo Wenjiao again, exchanged glances with his new friend behind him, and opened his mouth not knowing what to say.

Luo Wenjiao hesitated for a moment, then said lightly: "Go first, let's take a look."

But when he stood still, he just looked at him carefully for a while, and he seemed to be thinner and darker than before.

The person he longs for is right in front of him, but he can't say anything, can't do anything.

"Then I..." Shi blinked and whispered.

Before he finished speaking, he felt his shoulders sink, and someone supported his shoulders from behind.

He turned his head, and found that it was Wen Yihuan, who was dressed up beautifully and with heavy makeup.

"What are you doing? It's time to get ready." With a smile on his face, Wen Yihuan pinched the back of Shi Que's neck affectionately, like a cunning fox.

"Huh? Oh."

But when she looked at him blankly, she didn't avoid his hand, and when she looked at Luo Wenjiao again, she realized that he had been staring at her intently.

Such a situation made him subconsciously want to escape, and instead of taking care of Luo Wenjiao, he followed the staff to the backstage, temporarily avoiding Luo Wenjiao's scorching gaze.

What does that look mean?

But I can't figure it out.

He has never been able to understand the emotions and thoughts hidden under Luo Wenjiao's unchanging appearance for thousands of years. He doesn't even know whether the other party missed him as much as he did during the days when he and Luo Wenjiao were parting.

All he can do is to sincerely and warmly wish him in a corner of the world where there is no Luo Wenjiao, to be noticed and to have a bright future.

As for whether you want to witness by your side sometimes, it's not that important.

After the activities, Shi has not been able to cheer up.

Although he is not the main character, he is just going through the stage collectively as a team member according to the requirements of the organizer, but every link under the spotlight is extremely important.

Thanks to the presence of Wen Yixuan, otherwise Shi could really be the headliner of today's animation festival.

After finally making it to the final group visit, she still looked absent-minded when she saw her. Wen Yi had no time to wander, and couldn't help turning around and whispering, "Boy, what's the matter with you? Pull yourself together."

But when he nodded silently, his eyes looked unnaturally at the crowd around him.

Since then, he has not seen Luo Wenjiao.I don't know whether to be sad or thankful, the event lasted for several hours, but Shi thought that he and his friends had probably left first.

"Time but, time but?"

Shi was taken aback for a moment, only to realize that Wen Yiling was calling himself.

"The reporter is asking you a question." Wen Yihuan still said softly.

"Ah?" Shi Que finally realized, and said hastily, "Excuse me, can I ask you again?"

The reporter handed the microphone to him, and repeated the question just now: "Hello, Teacher Shi Ke, as the only newcomer voice actor of Chuanxing this year, what kind of experience did you have participating in the production of this animation? ?”

But Shi nodded and said concisely: "I am very honored to be able to enter Chuanxing and work with many excellent voice actors. I can learn a lot, especially my master——"

But when he set his eyes on Wen Yihuan, he found that he was also responding with his usual gentle eyes, "The fourth brother taught me a lot, and other colleagues will also help me in their daily work. Everyone is excellent."

After answering, Wen Yihuan hugged Shiyou's shoulders very naturally in front of the camera, with a faint smile still on his face.

The off-site reporter obviously caught this inadvertent action, and continued to ask: "I heard that the relationship between the two is also very good in private. If there is a collaborative work in the future, do the two feel that they will have a sense of CP with each other? ?”

He never thought about this question at the time, and he didn't know how to proceed, so he could only look at Wen Yihun tentatively.

The latter looked familiar, still put his arm around Shihe's shoulders, and smiled gracefully: "In fact, we both like each other very much, and we usually get along very well. If there is an opportunity to collaborate on a new radio drama, I look forward to it." .”

She looked at him in surprise.

Using vague terms like "liking each other" in such public appearances really gets other people's imaginations going.

As if he had figured out his thoughts long ago, Wen Yihuan turned his head, and whispered comfortingly beside Shi Ke: "It's good to get used to it, it won't do any harm to the promotion of future works."

The reporter who asked the question seemed to be very satisfied with the answer, thanked the voice actors, and quickly left with the equipment.

It's getting late, and most people are ready to end their day's trip.

In a restaurant five stops away from the event venue, Luo Wenjiao took off his bluetooth headset that was about to run out of battery.The five characters "Live broadcast has ended" are displayed on the mobile phone, announcing the successful completion of another year's Jingchao Animation Festival.

The group interview at the end was particularly lively, but he didn't like it very much.

Across the table sat the two tall boys who had been with him in the afternoon, cleaning up the last few pieces of meat left on the plate.

"Brother Luo." Seeing that he was no longer staring at his phone, one of the boys said to him, "Actually, you really don't need to come with us this time. The coach said that you have to rest from your injury this time and you can't train harder. This time It's miserable, you won't be able to eat or sleep when you come out with us."

Luo Wenjiao shook his head lightly, "It's okay, I don't play golf, I just stop by to see my friends."

"Oh..." The boy didn't ask much, and put the last piece of meat on Luo Wenjiao's plate. "Eat more, quickly take care of your knees."

Luo Wenjiao understood what he meant, and ate the meat without saying a word.

After several days of hard work and extra training, he succeeded in making the old injury of his left knee relapse extremely seriously.Others only know that he trains hard, but they don't know the reason behind it. It is that he came into contact with basketball a lot later and needs more time to make up for the foundation he has not laid, so that he can quickly become a qualified professional athlete.

Then, then...

Luo Wenjiao doesn't dare to think about it now.The closed training all day left him with little time to connect with time, and the current leg injury seemed to push him further and further away from what he wanted.

He talked to the coach for a long time before he had the opportunity to come to Jingchao in the name of participating in the invitational game to see the person he has always missed.

What made him a little sad was that he went to the animation festival on purpose, but he didn't have time to say a few more words with Shi.They seemed to be estranged a lot, and there was an old man dressed strangely who was always around, inseparable from him, and behaved intimately.

The screen of the phone suddenly lit up, Luo Wenjiao glanced at it, and saw the WeChat message sent by Shishi——

Already gone?The event is over.

Luo Wenjiao hesitated for a moment, and typed in the dialog box: "Where are you? I want to see you."

Regardless of whether Guan Shi was free or not, Luo Wenjiao bluntly explained his request for a meeting.The two met in a commercial district not far from the city center. When Luo Wenjiao arrived, it was already dark.

The winter in Jingchao is dry and cold, but when Shi stood outside a brightly lit KTV, his nose was a little red from the cold.

"Have you eaten yet?" Shi Ke greeted Luo Wenjiao, and then asked.

Luo Wenjiao nodded, "Well, what about you?"

"I also ate some." Shi wrapped his coat tightly and walked slowly along the street, "The colleagues in the studio are still singing in the KTV, I said that a friend asked me to sneak out .”

"Ah."

Luo Wenjiao followed Shi Ke, walking forward calmly and slowly.He wanted to see him very much at first, but when he actually met him, he couldn't say anything serious, so he could only be a dull and dull fool, quietly accompanying him in circles without saying a word.

"How are you doing lately, are you tired from training?" Shi lowered his head and asked the most uninspiring but unavoidable topic.

Luo Wenjiao replied: "I'm not very tired. I went back to Beiyuan when I was on vacation some time ago. I thought I could see you, but you weren't there."

"Well, I haven't been at school very much recently, and there are many things in the studio." Shi couldn't help but smiled bitterly, and thought about asking, "How do you know I'm in Jingchao?"

"The last time I went back, they said you hadn't come back in Minghai." Luo Wenjiao said as he walked, holding the pockets of his down jacket in both hands, "Later, I heard from Fang Zhizhi that Xie Cheng told her that you might come to the animation festival when we were chatting. I just happened to be here to compete, so I stopped by to have a look..."

Shi was taken aback suddenly, although such a long time had passed, he had long been used to Fang Zhizhi appearing by Luo Wenjiao's side, but when the name was clearly spoken from Luo Wenjiao's mouth, Shi's eyes were still indifferent. Avoid darkened.

I didn't want to mention this, but I did.

Luo Wenjiao was keenly aware of his momentary hesitation, turned his head and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Wen Jiao." Shi Ke took two more steps, stopped slowly, hesitated for a moment before saying, "I think I understand what happened before."

Luo Wenjiao was short of breath and did not speak.

"At that time, I always avoided you because I didn't seem to treat you as simply a brother. But now, it doesn't matter anymore, I want to understand..."

Shi Shi took a deep breath, suppressed the bitter taste in his throat, and continued calmly: "A colleague of mine told me that the emotional boundaries between human beings are very complicated, and we can't just use certain standards to define them." Definition. I think I may, sometimes, be confused, and you may be like this too. In the past half a year or so, I have gotten used to not being like before, arguing for you every day."

Luo Wenjiao frowned, and said in a puzzled way, "You...don't want to see me anymore?"

Shi smiled, turned around and started walking back. "I don't mean to break up with you by saying this. On the contrary, I want to tell you that we are still the best brothers. I don't want to make us feel embarrassed whenever we meet in the future because of the things that no one can explain before. I Loved the time spent with you in college, after that, whatever you do, whatever you want, I wish you all the best and hope you get what you want - as a friend, there is only so much we can do That's it."

The night wind was still blowing, as if it was about to freeze Shi Que's heart.

Luo Wenjiao didn't know why Shi Que said this to himself, but he understood Shi Que's last sentence.

That means, Shi Bute won't move forward with him anymore.

Luo Wenjiao didn't understand, but stood silently and proudly.Pedestrians on the street trek in a hurry, passing by his world without leaving any traces.

The person beside him rubbed his frozen cheeks, raised his finger and pointed to the door of the KTV not far away, and said happily, "My colleague came out to call me. Then... Come on, let's go back to Beiyuan."

Luo Wenjiao turned his head and saw the man he met at the venue that afternoon standing in front of the KTV gate.

"Fourth Brother—" Shi put his hands together in front of his face, and shouted as he walked there, "Did I not sing the song you ordered for me?"

Luo Wenjiao stood there blankly, but slowly ran away while watching helplessly, towards another completely different person.

He suddenly remembered that a long time ago, he seemed to have had a dream.In the dream, she hugged him gently, humming a song that cannot be named.

"Then, see you in Beiyuan." There were tears in his eyes, and he was still chanting busily.

goodbye.Be sure to see you again.

shall we meet again

The thin but thin back flickered, walked further and further away, and gradually merged with those colorful halos in his sight.

Luo Wenjiao had just woken up from a dream, and he remembered that before he was right, he said what was on his mind.

But Luo Wenjiao didn't know what to use to keep him, his clumsy tongue, insincere words, or all the hopeless prospects.

He has nothing but unspoken love.

The phone vibrated suddenly in his trouser pocket, but Luo Wenjiao didn't answer it for a long time.

But the caller seemed to be much more persistent than him, calling one after another without stopping.

"Hello?" Luo Wenjiao had no expression on his face.

The pitch-black night was lifeless, and gradually it seemed that there were sporadic snowflakes falling down, but it didn't look like the beauty of Beiyuan at all.

The unusual anxious tone on the other end of the phone made Luo Wenjiao feel a sense of detachment for a moment.

"Second uncle, don't worry, I'll go back right away."

When he walked into the KTV, he couldn't help but glance back secretly.It's just that the person he wanted to see was no longer there.