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The sky outside was dim, and the sky was just showing a small half of the fish belly.

Gu Qing was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with an unlit lady's cigarette in his mouth. At this moment, six hours had passed since the absurd sex between her and Ling Yu last night.

Gu Que woke up and stood here for an unknown how long.

Her usual clear-headed thinking was a little confused, and she couldn't tell what kind of feeling she was feeling.

The only established fact is that she put Ling Yu to sleep.

Originally thought that with her crazy state last night, she would definitely not be so peaceful, and would crush Ling Yu like she did to the group of mice in the laboratory.

But the reality was unexpectedly peaceful. She slept with Ling Yu, and Ling Yu rolled over and slept with her.

Even though the process was so intense that her heart trembled, she didn't hurt her.

This is also the first time that Gu Kuang discovered Ling Yu's other side.

The woman on the bed was far less harmless than she seemed on the surface.

In addition to the stupid liking for herself, Ling Yu's eyes are full of domineering and... audacity from beginning to end.

That beautiful face like a white peony is extremely deceiving.

So much so that when the two of them pressed together last night, they couldn't resist.

Gu Qing thought of such a pair of beautiful eyes, no one could refuse.

Like goblins and ghosts, but also like a pure lake.

Gu Jin's eyes fell out of the window without focus, and the corners of his lips drew an indescribable arc for no reason.

She didn't expect that she would lose control of her emotions last night.This is almost zero probability in her previous life experience.

Since Gu Qing could remember, she was a child without much emotion.

She doesn't fit in with all the kids around her.

They were imprisoned together in a drug cave in Bangkok, and every day there were horrified cries from their companions.

Gu Que stayed in the corner by herself and watched them cry expressionlessly. She didn't understand why they were crying.

She was later told it was because of fear.

Gu Qing was only eight years old when she met Gu Hongwei. The middle-aged policeman secretly protected her, allowing her to escape the children's first life-and-death test.

That night, Gu Hongwei asked her, "Do you want to go home with uncle?"

Gu Jin didn't understand the useless pity and pity in the middle-aged man's eyes, so she said to him, "If you miss home, I'll help you."

Gu Hongwei smiled and scolded her, not like a child, but like a high-intelligence terrorist who would go astray at any time.

She was only eight years old that year.

Children in the organization learn every day, and they master more things than children of the same age.

Once the internal assessment of the organization fails to meet the standards, the end they face is death.

No matter what Gu Qing learns, she is faster than other children, so her survival seems to be easier.

In her free time, she can only watch soberly that her companions around her are constantly being brainwashed, gradually heading towards the road of brutal killing each other.

That feeling is like watching a group of mice locked in the same cage. The master has removed a link in their living environment and stipulated the amount of bread.

The mice in the cage wanted to survive desperately, and finally raised their spears and rushed to their partners.

Gu Que tried to persuade him, but it was useless.

After watching them kill each other, she sat on a big tree and said to Gu Hongwei, "This is introversion."

Gu Hongwei looked at her like he was looking at a monster, and he said, "Qingqing, uncle is worried. Maybe one day, you will become like them, so what will you do?"

Gu Qing shrugged her shoulders indifferently. She was born as if she lacked a link in the seven emotions and six desires. She couldn't build empathy, but this didn't prevent her from being brainwashed. She was an independent individual.

When Gu Jin was young, she was accompanied by Gu Hongwei. He gave her the nickname "Qingqing" instead of the indifferent code name "7".

In the drug cave, they have escaped countless life and death crises hand in hand, looking for loopholes in the drug dealer organization, and struggling to live like normal people.

Gu Hongwei often asked her: "Do you have a sense of accomplishment as an undercover agent in anti-drugs with your uncle?"

Gu Qing couldn't understand the pride in the middle-aged man's eyes, so he turned around and left without giving face.

At the age of ten, the organization's lair was destroyed.Gu Hongwei took her away from the orphanage, and he said, "Qingqing, you will call me Dad from now on."

Gu Qing couldn't understand the kindness in the man's eyes, she said casually: "It's still uncle, I'm not used to changing my words."

Until later, Gu Que watched the man being shot into a sieve by the gun. When the middle-aged man hunched over to protect himself in his broad chest, the moment she raised her head expressionlessly, the man was left with only a bloody skin. Shout to him, "Dad.

Since then she has no father.

On the day of Gu Hongwei's death, there were fine and dense gun muzzles on his body.

In the countless years that followed, Gu Qing fell into a more serious disease.

Gu Ting said she was a monster, she admitted that she was a monster from birth.

She has no empathy, and Gu Hongwei's body is the cancer that later caused her unhappiness.

One day every month, only by restoring Gu Hongwei's needle-pricked skin on the dead laboratory mice can she calm down the indelible violence in her heart.

As for why it is not restored to humans or living animals?

Not because she was kind, but because she had promised Gu Hongwei that she would try her best not to become a prisoner of moral depravity in her life.

Her life was given by Gu Hongwei, that middle-aged policeman lived a life of integrity and justice, he and Ling Yu are the same kind of people, right and wrong are clearly distinguished.

His last words of advice to Gu Qing before his death were: "Promise uncle, restrain your desires."

So after that, every night at the beginning of the month was a disaster and a struggle for Gu Jin.

She climbed the cliff with her bare hands, her hands stained with blood, and pulled herself up from the bottom of the cliff.At the beginning of the next month, the body falls freely, and the cycle repeats.

After so many years, only last night was quiet and peaceful.

Two hours ago, fine flakes of snow drifted across the sky.

The ice balls outside were frozen on the eaves, and Gu Jin stared at the ground covered with a layer of crushed snow.Suddenly there was a sense of absurd laziness, staying in this warm bedroom, regardless of embracing the woman on the bed and sleeping.

Gu Qing pulled out the cigarette stick from his mouth, changed each of them, and stuffed the end of the cigarette butt into his mouth.

She bit off a piece of tobacco and chewed it in her mouth.

Attempt to rely on the taste of nicotine to wake up quickly.

However, the speed of waking up was much slower than she imagined.

Gu Qing's eyes flashed a layer of anxiety floating on the surface, and she glanced at the woman sleeping on the simple big bed behind her out of the corner of her eye. The woman's milk-colored skin was buried in the memory foam pillow.

Eyelashes the color of crow feathers, lips the color of cherry.The limbs are slender and well-proportioned.Curled into a ball like a flower bud, breathing long and steady.

Gu Qing's gaze was fixed on Ling Yu's watery face like a white peony, she moved her fingers unconsciously, and finally reason overcame the absurd desire to get closer in her heart at the moment.

She and Ling Yu can no longer have any contact with each other, her world is full of black ink that cannot be melted away.

It is impossible to allow the second Gu Hongwei to appear, dragging her to the edge of the cliff and struggling with her life.

Ling Yu shouldn't have left traces in her life in the first place. Gu Qing had warned her long ago to keep her away, but what caught her off guard was that no matter how she pushed her away.Ling Yu always sticks to her like sticky candy.

When Gu Qing was unprepared, he led himself into the logic of that woman's nonsense.She was gradually led by the nose, stepping into the trap set by the opponent silently.

What happened last night sounded the alarm for this wrong out of control.

Gu Jin faced the danger of losing control with a clear mind, so the only thing she had to do when she woke up was to drive Ling Yu away.

As for what happened last night, Gu Qing thought that he probably didn't owe her anything.

Otherwise, after she had sex with Ling Yu last night, with Gu Qing's habit, she wouldn't let the other party overcome and bully him, and let the limp her take revenge.

Gu Que gave a final explanation for his impulsiveness last night.Although there is a kind of secret blockage in my heart.

She forcibly suppressed the useless and dangerous thoughts, squinted her eyes, and bit off a piece of cigarette butt again irritably, rolled the tobacco into the tip of her teeth, and chewed it hard.

The taste of raw nicotine is naturally no better than burning.

Gu Qing frowned and chewed the whole tobacco, but he didn't suppress the inexplicable anxiety in his heart.

She planned to make a quick decision, forcibly suppressing the emotions in her eyes, and calmly walked to Ling Yu's scattered clothes.

Bending down, her fingers curled up when they touched Ling Yu's bra, then she took off the recording buckle on it without hesitation, put it in her pocket, and left without looking back.

However, the moment the long legs stepped out of the door, Gu Qing paused, turned around and took a careful look at Ling Yu. The look was extremely long, as if he wanted to engrave every inch of her facial features in his memory.

Until the phone in his pocket vibrated.

Gu Qing suddenly came back to her senses, she pursed her lips, said goodbye to the sleeping woman who knew nothing, and said silently, "Goodbye."