Peacock

"Tangling..."

After a while, I buried myself in his shoulder and whispered.

I heard a vague response from Tang Ling's throat, and then I said, "Did I sleep with you tonight?"

Tang Ling probably never expected that I would speak bad words in such a situation, she was stunned for a while before she let me go, then smiled lightly and said, "All the male teachers sleep in the same room."

He approached me again, with a sly light in his eyes: "What do you want to do?"

I snorted and buried my head in pulling his shoelaces.

Suddenly I heard someone call me "Yu Zhen", I looked up, and saw Pu Wei standing upright in front of me in a daze.

"what happened?"

Pu Wei glanced at Tang Ling beside me, took another half step forward, took out a piece of paper from behind tremblingly, and handed it to me.

The painting on it turned out to be me, sitting by the fire with my knees in a daze.I think Pu Wei beautifies me so cutely, but it's not realistic at all.

But I'm still overjoyed.

Pu Wei looked like he had never given anything to others, but he hesitated to speak: "Didn't you say you wanted others to draw you..."

I guess Pu Wei was referring to the first time I came to the studio and begged Tang Ling to paint me. Subconsciously, I looked at him, and he was also watching Pu Wei, but he was still indifferent.

"It's so good..." I sighed, stood up and hit Pu Wei on the shoulder, "Thank you, Xiao Pu. I like it very much...!"

Pu Wei blushed again, and after a while of confusion, he shuffled like a surfboard and walked back into the crowd.

I'm really worried about what he'll do when he's chasing girls.

I looked at it carefully for a while again through the light of the fire, and excitedly picked it up to show Tang Ling: "I'm so pretty? Did he draw me too much like a little girl?"

Tang Ling didn't speak, I asked him seriously: "...Hey, are there any more frames in the studio? I want to frame them and put them at home."

Then Tang Ling left.

I sat cross-legged on the wooden box in confusion and watched his silent back.I wanted to catch up with him, but saw him being held by the arm of the female teacher who came over. I didn't know what caused it. I shivered and retreated to the same place, and I didn't even dare to raise my eyes to look over there.

I actually started to feel a little uncomfortable.

It is clear that Tangling is still the same as when we first met, but I have become strange.Recently, I often think that if Tangling still doesn't know how to refuse, it's better for me to make all the decisions in the future. Maybe I can tie him up and lock him up so that he won't go to others in the future.

I didn't expect Chen Xing to be so flirtatious after being drunk.

After helping to bring the students back to the dormitory, I dragged my feet back to the male teachers’ room. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Chen Xing happily singing "Sailor" while holding a roll of toilet paper.

Seeing me coming in, he pushed away another teacher who was holding him, hooked my neck and handed me the roll.

The strong smell of alcohol made me feel uncomfortable, I reluctantly coped with it and shrank to the innermost small bed.

Chen Xing fell silent for a moment, and sat quietly by the bed for several minutes before speaking again. He said, why did she come to disgusting people again.

I looked at the other teacher in confusion, and he explained to me with a half-knowledge: "Chen Wumian."

I remembered that Chen Wumian said before that she had to go back to Baima to avoid the limelight, but we haven't seen her face to face in the past two weeks, and we don't know where she went.

As if mentally chaotic, Chen Xing kept biting the word "shame" in his mouth. The three of us were really tired after hearing it. We felt like fighting landlords. Fortunately, Chen Xing fell asleep earlier than us, otherwise this It was a toss at night.

"Truth, what are you thinking?"

It wasn't until I was called that I came back to my senses, and started packing the poker in a panic.I said casually: "It's nothing, I'm just wondering why the relationship between the two of them doesn't look good."

In fact, I was wondering why Tangling hadn't come back since it was almost one o'clock.

"Chen Wumian did that kind of thing..." They seem to have the same opinion, "Whoever is her relative will feel ashamed."

Do you feel ashamed when watching the film?I suddenly wanted to ask.

Seeing my silent look, they said again: "Go to sleep. You have to get up early tomorrow."

Then the lights were turned off, and the room was completely dark, only the light green night light came in through the crack of the door.

No one asked where Tang Ling had gone, as if he was used to his wandering.

Lying on the small bed, I listened to nursery rhymes alone for a while, and gradually fell into a half-dream and half-awake state. In the dimness, I heard the creaking sound of wooden doors being pushed, and the rustling of clothes.

I tried my best to open half of the eye slits, only to see a figure come in, put something down and then go out.

Is it Tangling?I glanced vaguely at the empty bed next to me.

When I chased out in a daze, I didn't take my coat, I was only wearing a wide short sleeve, and the wet wind kept getting into my cuffs, making me shiver from the cold.

With a golden head and a black sweater, that was indeed Tang Ling.

He walked out of the small courtyard alone, and walked along the deserted path to the beach on the side of the mountain.

The sight of his back always makes me feel very uneasy, and my nerves jump with anxiety, thinking that he must be unable to sleep again.

It's really boring to keep staring at other people's backs, so I subconsciously found something to do during the journey, and tried my best to put every step into the footprints left by Tangling on the white sand.

I'm already familiar with this kind of thing, after all, I would follow Tangling home after get off work every day.I understand that he is aware of my existence, but he will choose whether to ignore it according to his mood.And half of the time he dragged me home, at first he threw me on the sofa to sleep with the large intestine, and then he found that my rambling seemed to make him fall asleep easier, so he began to acquiesce to me sleep next to him.

I always remember Chen Wumian's words, "Tangling is very casual" has become an inherent impression, but since I have been in close contact with him for half a month, I have not seen him start to use his "casual".Many of our days will not be alone for too long, where does he find someone to fight?I really don't understand.

My thoughts drifted too far, and I didn't come back to my senses until I realized that the footprints in front of me had disappeared. When I raised my eyes slightly, I felt something black filled my vision.

Tang Ling was squatting and looking at me.

I also hugged my knees and squatted down, and made a wordless look with him.

Smelling the sweet and greasy scent on his body, I wrinkled my nose and stretched out my hand to remove his collar, and sure enough, I found a few red marks.

"Aren't you going to have sex with someone else if you don't come back to sleep?" I asked.

Tang Ling looked at me with lowered eyelashes, and opened my hand with a white face: "Don't worry about it so much."

My eyes suddenly turned red: "I'm so sad, Tangling."

As if a little surprised, Tangling hesitated for a moment before speaking again: "What are you sad about?"

I kind of wanted to say "why not me", but I always felt that what I wanted to express was not the impatience in this sentence, so I finally shut up.

Tang Ling frowned, first bent over and tried to adjust his breathing, then he lit a cigarette, took a few hasty puffs, and soon burned a section of gray.

Staring at him numbly, I took his cigarette, put it between my lips, took a puff, and then threw it to the ground.

Tang Ling raised his pale face and looked at me, unable to understand my actions at all, in the end he just said: "I didn't go."

That's what he said, but I really didn't believe the evidence, until I saw him leaning on the ground with one hand and lowering his head slightly, his expression was full of traces of dull pain.

"what happened?"

Tang Ling frowned and smiled, and said it was all right, but I felt the pain was about to squeeze out from between his teeth.He curled up slightly and sat down on the beach, stretched out his hand and dragged me down, and hugged me from behind.

His soft breath touched the skin on the side of my neck, and the palms of his hands were covered with cold sweat. His appearance frightened me a lot. I stiffened and asked, "Are you all right? What's the matter?"

It took Tang Ling a while to reply: "I feel sick to my stomach."

As if remembering something, he casually took out half a tablet of pills from his trouser pocket, peeled off one and swallowed it.

"Painkillers?" I seem to have heard this truth somewhere, "You can't take painkillers for stomach pain..."

Tang Ling didn't speak, but still hugged me softly, as if she was asleep.

I escaped from his arms, reached out to rub his stomach, and he obediently lay on my lap. At this moment, I felt that Tang Ling with his eyes closed was like a big cat.

I don't know if it was the effect of the medicine, but his expression eased a lot, but he also felt a lot more confused, his eyes were foggy.I flicked his eyelashes: "There are still people who spoil other people because of stomach pains. It's an eye-opener."

"...It's not because of this." Tang Ling said.

Knowing that his judgment on lust is too free, I am too lazy to say anything.

After he repeated "it's not because of this" in a low voice, he seemed to be in a daze, and it took him a while to get a vague answer: "It seems that it's not necessary."

He looked up at me: "...why is this happening?"

I was speechless for a while, how can I sum up the mental activities that happened in the middle of the foreplay?

"What should we do? You won't be sober from now on, will you?" I said, "I haven't slept with you yet."

He said blankly: "You touch down."

My hands obediently moved down from my abdomen. Maybe it was because the material of Tangling's overalls was too thin.

Something: "No way... Didn't you say that you don't really need it?"

"You've been touching me." Tang Ling replied seriously.

I found that Tang Ling really seems to be able to catch a little bit, but he can choose whether to continue or not.Moreover, after the pain hit, his delicate face showed a little sickness, which made me call Tang Daiyu several times in my heart. It is really rare for me not to do it in such a situation.

Gradually, I felt a highly saturated color appear in my field of vision, and I subconsciously turned my head to look at the sea. The scene in front of me made me speechless.

The entire shoal, the entire Star Bay is reflected in a rich fluorescent blue, which shimmers terribly at night.One after another, the luminous bodies covered the gray-blue sea surface as if they were smashed into pieces, like an inverted Milky Way, but they were much brighter and more accessible than the distant stars light-years away from the Milky Way.

"Tangling Tangling, look!"

Awakened by my surprise, Tang Ling slowly straightened up and looked towards the sea, the fiery blue light entered his pupils.

As if asking for credit, I approached him: "...Am I dreaming?"

Tang Ling's eyes slightly bent: "No wonder it's called Xingxing Bay."

"Could it be some supernatural event?" I was a little excited, "I once ran to New York in the middle of the night and watched an early interstellar movie on the Greyhound bus. I didn’t look into it, but I had a dream. I dreamed that I ran into a group of aliens repairing spaceships on an uninhabited island. They were afraid of being interrupted by the human space research team, so they negotiated with me and asked me Either die or go back with them. I agreed to go back with them without even thinking about it. The spaceship was repaired within a few days. It's a fuel leak... the sea in the dream is like this, like now. When I wake up, my phone and belongings are all stolen, and I get to New York with nothing. If only I had someone by my side at that time If only you were by my side at that time, I wouldn't be so bored to go to that shit-soaked New York."

When I turned my head to look at Tang Ling, I found that he was not looking at the sea, but only at me.

I don't know if it's the smell of seawater in my nasal cavity that made me a little dizzy, but I saw him straighten up slowly, hooking my chin gently, his moist eyes seemed to be able to see through the mist.

He leaned slightly, but stopped when there was a finger between our lips, and looked at me with lowered eyes and a smile.

My heart seemed to be beating a drum, but for the first time, I didn't take the initiative to kiss him like I should, and tried to back away somewhat helplessly.But Tangling didn't let me escape, she grabbed my back and kissed me.

I never thought that there would be a night when Tang Ling and I would have this hazy kiss under the starlight.