My nemesis turned on me

Luo Xing was sitting at the dining table, drinking coke one after another, only feeling a buzzing pain in his head, and his whole body was uncomfortable and flustered.

He kept looking at his phone over and over again, sighing over and over again, his whole body was slumped.

Suddenly there was the sound of the door opening from the living room. He turned his head and saw Yu Sheng coming back, so he immediately became nervous.

"Ah?????? Ah Sheng." He called out coyly, not daring to look at Yu Sheng.

Yu Sheng also put down the charging treasure on the coffee table, "Sit down."

Luo Xing sat down obediently, like a child waiting for dinner, his eyes rolled around.

"I have something to tell you." Yu Sheng also sat across from him and smiled slightly.

Luo Xing was surprised, seeing that he didn't look angry, he asked, "What are you talking about?"

"When did we meet?"

Luo Xing recalled, "Second grade? Or first grade?"

"The second semester of the first grade." Yu Sheng quickly replied, "How long have we known each other?"

Luo Xing became frightened for no reason, "Why? What do you want to say?"

Yu Sheng also said to himself, "We've known each other for more than ten years."

"Well, what exactly are you trying to say?"

Yu Sheng also paused, "I like you, I have liked you since the first year of high school, I have liked you for so many years, I don't know if I like you later, I just want to be with you, but seeing you and He Junfeng together , I feel sad and happy at the same time.”

Luo Xing: "??????"

"Don't think it's a joke, I mean it, I really, really like you." Yu Sheng also looked straight into Luo Xing's eyes, with a serious expression but a relaxed body.

Luo Xing was startled, and he didn't speak for a long time. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't make a sound when he opened his mouth, as if something was pinching his throat.

Yu Sheng also saw this, "I know you like He Junfeng, and I didn't expect you to respond to my liking, I just told you that I liked you for many years, but I don't want you to mess up He Junfeng's affairs because of me. "

Feelings surged in Luo Xing's heart, he seemed to understand what Yu Sheng was going to say, but he was afraid, he looked away tremblingly, even twisted up, ready to leave.

Yu Sheng also immediately said: "Don't go, look at me."

"I??????"

"It's one thing that I like you, but we're not talking about that today."

Luo Xing lowered his head, "You want me to tell you about He Junfeng?"

"Yes."

Luo Xing took a long breath, "There is no one like you."

"Go ahead."

Luo Xing was helpless, "Love is tiring, I want to live freely."

Yu Sheng also looked at him, "Don't tell me?"

"You are forcing me."

Yu Sheng also generously admitted, "Yes."

Luo Xing angrily grabbed the mineral water and poured it down, "I just like He Junfeng, can't I? I'm afraid of being with him. I know that the previous incident was not too serious to be undone, and I'm not a stingy person. It's absolutely correct. Emotional view is not that important to me, I am just afraid of stepping on the horse, I just use that thing as a shield, I am just afraid to be with him! I am afraid that he will know that I am such a timid person, I am afraid of him Knowing that all my looks are faked, I am afraid that I will be hurt by him again if I muster up the courage again, I am really afraid???????"

"Can't you be honest with him?"

Luo Xing shook his head, "No."

"Is it embarrassing?"

"It's not shameful, I'm afraid??????"

Yu Sheng also let out a long sigh, "I'm still scared after going around, Luo Xing, are you really??????"

Luo Xing snorted, but didn't speak.

Yu Sheng was also silent for a while, and then began to speak: "You seem to be a noisy person, but you are very good at hiding your thoughts and emotions, you don't say a word about your own affairs, and you chatter endlessly about other things? ?????"

Luo Xing blushed: "That's my freedom."

Yu Shengye was unceremonious and aggressive: "You say it yourself or I force you to say it."

Luo Xing: "It's not for me to analyze my heart."

"I'll wait for you to say, it's still a long time."

Luo Xing sighed, "I still know that I like him, but you know what kind of person I am, if you like him, you can express it with all your heart, but I can't do it, I'm afraid and timid, and what I'm good at is avoiding Now, if I really date He Junfeng, he will know what kind of person I am sooner or later. After I told him, what should he do if he can't accept it? Isn't my effort wasted?"

Yu Sheng also hated that iron could not be made into steel. He pondered for a while, and then said: "I know you very well, I can figure out your every move and every word, because if you don't say anything, I care too much about you, but the object What do you do if you are no longer my kind of person? Are you going to die alone? Or are you trying desperately to change yourself?"

Luo Xing shook his head: "I don't know, the only thing I know is that I'm afraid of exposing my feelings, which will make me lose myself and gradually become uncontrollable, but after I endured in silence and avoided He Junfeng, it's still like this, I don't I know what to do, but I don’t know how to do it. Or I’m not suitable for discussing feelings, just find someone ordinary to pass by.”

Yu Sheng also raised his eyebrows and asked, "Then you will come with me?"

Luo Xing: "Sure."

Yu Sheng also leaned closer: "Then can you kiss me?"

Luo Xing paused, "No."

Yu Sheng also criticized mercilessly: "So you are sick! Tell me what you have."

Luo Xing lied: "I have a plan to tell, I'll take my time."

Yu Sheng also didn't believe his nonsense, and directly exposed it: "I guarantee that you will wake up overnight and be a coward again! Immediately!"

Luo Xing quit, he pointed to the phone: "Crazy? It's 12 o'clock at night!"

Yu Sheng also turned his head to open the door: "Go find him!"

Luo Xing poked his neck: "No way!"

Yu Sheng also made a gesture to go out, "Then I'll go!"

Luo Xing cried out in fear, "No way!"

Yu Sheng also suggested: "Let's go together!"

Luo Xing sighed, and pulled Yu Sheng back, "Forget it, I'll go, I'll go tomorrow morning."

Yu Sheng also rolled his eyes, and kicked Luo Xing out.

After Luo Xing was kicked out, a dog ate shit and fell to the ground, his face flushed with anger, he turned his head and knocked on the door, cursing angrily: "Yu Shengye! You bastard! I want to fuck you!!! !"

Yu Sheng also covered his ears and turned a deaf ear. He turned his head to look, and saw Luo Xing's cell phone on the table, and quickly sent a message to He Junfeng, saying that this bastard Luo Xing had come to find him.

When He Junfeng saw the news about Yu Shengye, he just got out of the shower and was about to go to bed. When he saw the time, it was half an hour ago, and his heart beat suddenly. He casually put on a shirt, opened the door and ran out.

He hurried down the stairs, and just as he stepped out of the gate of the unit building, he saw Luo Wo pulling grass leaves on the porch, and a little cat beside him looked at him with fear and curiosity.

He Junfeng couldn't help laughing, "Why don't you go up and knock on the door?"

Hearing this, Luo Xing raised his head and glanced at He Junfeng, "That's a lot to talk about."

He Junfeng waved, "Go up."

"You can open a room for me." Luo Xing didn't move his butt.

"You come up first."

Luo Xing didn't move at all, "Go and open the room first."

He Junfeng raised his eyebrows, "Have you brought your ID card?"

Luo Xing remembered that he didn't have anything on him, so he couldn't help but lose face, stood up slumped and sighed.

He Junfeng watched him walk into the elevator before getting on the elevator himself, afraid that he would disappear as soon as he turned his head.

Luo Xing stared at the elevator door, he clenched his fists, his heart was trembling, just now he thought it would be better to be as angry as Changhong, so he had a showdown.

But when he got downstairs, he immediately gave up and squatted on the edge of the grass for an unknown how long.

He sighed, and began to raise his head to think wildly again, knocking his head on the elevator wall sideways.

"Are you stupid?" He Junfeng approached without knowing what, he grabbed Luo Xing's shoulder with one hand, and passed through with the other hand, directly blocking Luo Xing's head.

Luo Xing was taken aback, blushing, "What are you doing?"

"What are you doing? Hitting your head against the wall?"

Luo Xing was impatient, "I didn't use any strength."

Speaking of the arrival of the elevator, He Junfeng followed the trend and pulled Luo Xing out, refusing to let him go.

When Luo Xing entered He Junfeng's room, he could smell the faint smell of pine wood, which was different from the strong smell of He Junfeng's father. He Junfeng's smell was very light and slow, and it smelled good.

He was dragged down on the sofa by He Junfeng in a daze, sat down and began to think about things.

He Junfeng saw that he was quiet, neither swearing nor doing anything, and seemed ready to have a serious conversation.

He quickly poured him a glass of water, and asked cautiously, "Why are you here?"

Luo Xing hummed, he sat up and looked at He Junfeng.

He should have just finished taking a shower and hasn't slept yet, so he put on his shirt wrinkled, probably in a hurry, his hair wasn't completely dry, and he looked very embarrassed.

Thinking that this embarrassment was due to him, Luo Xing felt a dull pain in his heart.

"Hello?????? Let me have a good talk with you." Luo Xing reached out and touched He Junfeng's face, his eyes suddenly became sore, and the warm feeling on his skin made Luo Xing lose his mind.

He Junfeng felt his cold hand and held it slowly, "I'm waiting for you, just tell me."

"They?????? They all want to have a good talk with you?????? But I?????? I don't know what to say, and I'm also afraid of what to say." Luo Xing lowered his head, "Actually, It’s been two months and I’ve figured it out.”

He Junfeng nodded, "I know,"

Luo Xing smiled, He Junfeng was as appropriate as always, and he believed what he said.

Seeing Luo Xing's smiling face, He Junfeng was in a daze for a moment, feeling as if it had been a lifetime since he hadn't talked face to face with Luo Xing like this for a long time, speaking quietly.

They used to be noisy, but they wouldn't talk in such a heart-to-heart manner.

He Junfeng looked into Luo Xing's eyes, and said solemnly: "I don't know what Zhang Yuan said to you, don't pity me because of this, I don't need it, if you want to know the past, I want to tell you The most suitable."

"I was a very strange person since I was a child, and I have always been a strange person since I grew up. I advocate rationality. In high school, I was exposed as gay. When I was excluded, although I was very sad, I did not lose control, and I felt unexpectedly This trend is the last thing I want, because I can't control it, it's too uncomfortable for me, I hate the feeling of losing myself, I have to admit, at that time, Zhang Yuan was my rational choice, he tolerated everything, and knew Everything, for a person, he is a rational partner and the most suitable candidate. I have never loved him, but I have feelings for him, friends or others, but it is definitely not love.

After I met you, I felt more and more unable to control myself, arguing with you made me like a child begging for candy, rationality told me not to do this, I rejected you, but I found that the more I stayed away from you, the more I The more pain you make me feel so strange, the emotions of pain and joy that have been far away from me can be easily provoked by you. I care about you too much, I am obsessed with you, and I am hopelessly in love with you , Luo Xing. "

Luo Xing listened in a daze, and when he heard the back, tears fell down uncontrollably, he quickly wiped them away, and then looked at He Junfeng seriously again.

"He Junfeng, I don't really care about Zhang Yuan's affairs as much as you think. It's just his affairs that made me discover a lot of things. I'm afraid. I'm a coward. I use Zhang Yuan's affairs as a shield to hurt you. Come on. Reject you, come to hate you, but I have to admit that I can't completely ignore you, I try not to think about you, don't see you, but I miss you every day, I want to see you?????? "

Luo Xing took a deep breath, suppressed the desire to cry, his expression became more and more indifferent, hidden in his heart, the most shameful thing, finally said one day, it seems not so terrible.

"I have a secret to tell you, I'm a coward, I knew your feelings for me a long time ago, but I'm afraid, but now thinking about it?????? What I'm most afraid of is not my feelings, or yours Feelings, but the elusive future I believe in. All of my appearance is just for others to see. I am really a bad person. I hold on to your mistakes, but I never try to To get to know you, if I were a little more tolerant, would you like me more like that?"

He Junfeng shook his head, he wanted to laugh, but tears gradually lost his eyes.

Luo Xing saw him, and slowly wiped away his tears, he whispered in He Junfeng's ear: "So?????? Even if I am such a person, do you still like me? Do you want to be with me too? ?”

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