Are my pheromones delicious?

Yu Xing was tossed about for most of the night, and when Ye Yang put him down, he really didn't have the energy to think about other things.

It was the first time that Ye Yang didn't take care of him at all. He did what he needed to do. Except that he didn't really enter the genital cavity mark, he bullied him everywhere he could bully.

Yu Xing was so tired that he fell asleep in the end, but he had no dreams all night, and the quality of his sleep improved a lot.

When he opened his eyes the next day, he saw the culprit watching him tenderly by the pillow.

When Ye Yang saw that he woke up, the first thing he did was to come over and kiss him, and asked him if he slept well last night.

Yu Xing covered his face and turned over, with his back to Ye Yang, reluctantly said "um".

After the first night, the ambiguity and heartbeat surged up, and he was embraced from behind by his lover who had just woken up, and his body was unreasonably warm.Who cares about stupid questions like "Will he dislike me" or "Will he want to break up with me"?

Yu Xinghui.

It's not enough to turn your back on others, the more you think about it, the more you shrink into the quilt.A tuft of hair on the top of the head sticks out of the quilt, like a puppy's tail drooping.

Ye Yang was afraid that he would not be able to breathe, so he stretched out his hand to grab his nose and pulled out the quilt.

He screamed in pain, and slapped the person softly with his back, and he didn't feel any pain at all.

Ye Yang seemed to know what he was thinking, grabbed his hand with a chuckle, and said, "Don't think about it."

Yu Xing was turned around by his shoulders, and he heard him say: "I'm going to make you breakfast, what do you want to eat?"

Yu Xing subconsciously said potato chips.

Ye Yang raised his eyebrows when he heard the words: "I haven't had enough? Then I go down and get it?"

Yu Xing came to his senses, recalled the experience of last night, and hurriedly said: "Farewell, farewell, let's make something to nourish the stomach."

Ye Yang smiled, "Yeah", stretched his waist and said, "I'll make you mung bean porridge...boil two poached eggs?"

"I don't have any vegetables, and I don't pay attention to nutrition at all." Yu Xing rubbed his eyes, picking bones.

"Just eat some protein in the morning, and make green vegetables at noon." Ye Yang sat up after speaking, and wiped his face, "Backache."

"???" Yu Xing almost didn't stretch out his leg to kick him, but held back for fear of getting involved there, "What kind of face do you have, I haven't complained of back pain yet!"

Ye Yang approached him with a hippie smile, kissed him on the forehead, kissed him again, and said, "Take a break today, and I'll give you a rub when I come back after dinner."

Yu Xing suddenly felt very comfortable.

It seemed that someone was taking care of him lying down all day, and no one was urging him to work.

When someone cooks for him, he will also care about whether he likes to eat or not, and give him a massage after eating.

Staying like this for a few more days will soon turn Ye Yang into a useless person.

Yu Xing stayed on the bed for a while, wanting to go back to sleep, his mind was so confused that he didn't know what he was thinking, and he didn't fall asleep, so he just put on his shoes and got out of bed.

Ye Yang is cooking in the kitchen.

Speaking of cooking, in fact, he probably poured mung beans and millet into the pot, and then leaned beside him to play with his mobile phone like now.

He didn't know what he was looking at, he frowned and looked at it seriously, and he didn't notice it when he stood beside him for a long time.

He walked over, made a little noise, and asked, "What are you looking at?"

Even so, Ye Yang was taken aback, and then he lowered his head twice and handed it to him: "Have this for lunch?"

Yu Xing glanced at the beautiful green dish on the phone, and looked up at Ye Yang.

He clearly saw that it wasn't this interface just now.

Ye Yang looked at him for a few seconds, then sighed, and said, "I just poked around in the unit group to find out if there is Dr. Cheng's private number."

Yu Xing's breath stagnates: "Why...why are you looking for him?"

"Apologize to him." Ye Yang opened the lid of the pot and smelled it, and said while filling the porridge when he saw that it was almost done, "I misunderstood him...what did he do to you."

Yu Xing didn't speak for a long time, but he was quietly relieved.

Although he knew intellectually that what Ye Yang said might not be the truth, emotionally this answer reassured him.

It's not "just in case", it's not "in case something happens to you", it's not "you you you", it's "I" want to apologize.

He himself only thought of his lover's "give you a sense of security" as a formal promise, but he didn't expect Ye Yang to be considerate in everything, and interpret his cautiousness in a natural and reasonable way, as if he was born to be treated so tenderly.

He watched Ye Yang put the poached eggs into a bowl, added some sugar, tasted it himself, and then added some sugar.

Yu Xing's eyes were astringent, and he suddenly said, "Do you know why I only eat mustard potato chips?"

"Huh?" Ye Yang glanced at him, motioned him to say, "Why?"

"You should have smelled it, but it might not be as strong as what I smelled." Yu Xing didn't move, his eyes followed him to put plates and bowls on the table, "Cheng Jianning's pheromone is almost exactly the same as mustard potato chips."

Ye Yang paused for a moment, then pulled out the chair for him to sit, and sat down himself

on the opposite side.

Yu Xing sat down, but didn't touch the bowls and chopsticks, and continued: "You should also know that he can't control his pheromone when he sees omega. This is physiological, don't get me wrong."

"When I was receiving treatment, I was very dependent on his... pheromones." Yu Xing twisted his fingers, not daring to look at Ye Yang from here on.

"So I'm afraid of you," he forced himself to speak with difficulty, "I'm afraid you won't accept me."

Ye Yang has been listening quietly without speaking, the spoon in his hand accidentally broke the egg yolk, and the bowl of sugar water turned yellow and cloudy.

After stirring the poached eggs so that the whites could not be seen, he suddenly said, "I love you."

Seeing that Yu Xing was stunned for a moment, he smiled and said: "Yang Yang knows the truth, why don't you know?"

Yu Xing remembered that Yu Yang stood here that day and said "Doctor Ye loves you".

So he laughed too, until the tears fell into the bowl and were gently wiped away by the person opposite.

"Let's eat." Ye Yang knew why he was crying, and didn't say much, "If you have anything to say, we'll talk after dinner."

Ye Yang did what he said, rubbed his waist and rolled up his sleeves as soon as he said, and he did it. If he didn't take off his pants, Yu Xing thought he was going to do it again.

"I..." He wanted to say that it didn't hurt that much, but he shut up because of the soreness in his waist.

Since there are people serving, there is no reason not to enjoy it.

Ye Yang's technique is very good, he is comfortable but also a little suspicious: "Where did you learn it?"

"Is it still necessary to learn?" Ye Yang asked without blushing, "Isn't it a skill in the womb to serve a wife?"

Yu Xing buried his face and stopped talking, this posture with his back to Ye Yang was very suitable for him to pretend to be an ostrich.

"Hey," Ye Yang exerted a little force in his hands, "Aren't you speechless? I'm waiting."

Yu Xing pretended to be dead for a long time before he said, "What do you want to hear?"

"I want to hear it." Ye Yang was not polite at all. "We have been separated for four years. You say you have become rotten, but I say you have become a better person. Why do you become better and why do you think you are rotten? Everyone wants to hear it."

"Hmm..." Yu Xing felt comfortable after being massaged, and his spirit also relaxed, "I'll think about how to say it."

Ye Yang didn't urge him, but changed the strength of his technique to make him more comfortable.

"I was just 20 years old when I first opened the store, and I just separated from you." Yu Xing spoke very slowly, "After you left, I took a gamble and wanted to make some achievements for you to see, maybe you will come back. "

"The store was not so big before, and it wasn't a dessert shop. The cost was high and the manpower was low, and the location was not well selected. It was all lost soon."

"My dad... never supported me. He always wanted me to be a civil servant, but he didn't give me a penny if I insisted on opening a store." Yu Xing took a breath, as if afraid of being misunderstood, "But I should, They are all adults, there is no reason to rely on the family anymore."

"I couldn't eat anymore, and I owed a lot of debts." Yu Xing sped up his speech and lowered his voice, "I didn't dare to tell anyone, so I took a bottle of sleeping pills."

"However, Xiao Zhu found out soon, and she saved me." He sighed, "After I leave the hospital, I will stay at her house no matter what, and the debt collectors will stop chasing me. It's her, I know all about it."

"At that time, there was already a psychological problem. I didn't want to admit it, but it was Xiao Zhu who insisted on taking me to the hospital. Cheng Jianning was the doctor who saw me at that time."

"Chen Hui saw it once." Yu Xing took a deep breath, "Two or three days after that, my dad broke into Xiao Zhu's house and said he would send me to a regular nursing home."

"Actually, I chatted with Cheng Jianning a few times at that time, and it has stabilized a lot..." Yu Xing sniffed, "My dad said it very harshly, saying that I got sick for no reason because I hang out with people like them."

"Damn." Ye Yang finally couldn't help but swear, "It's really sick."

"Later I entered that nursing home." Yu Xing continued, "It's not a treatment institution at all, it just cheats money by abusing patients."

"My dad didn't know, he probably thought I was really getting the best treatment there."

"The latter...you should have heard it too, it's the same as what Chen Hui said that day."

"But she said that she told Xiaozhu where she found it. I don't know about that." He moved his hand back and motioned Ye Yang to be gentle, "At that time too... I was so shocked, I probably relapsed."

"After I came out, I didn't have any clear memory for a long time. I don't know how Xiaozhu convinced my dad. I only know that he lived in the hospital for a long time."

"At that time, I was very reluctant to contact people. Except for Xiaozhu, I could only see Cheng Jianning. So... I can only rely on him."

"When I can't hold on, I eat potato chips. I miss you." Yu Xing choked up, "Usually when I think of you, I will be peaceful for a while."

"Later, the disease was under control, so I and Xiaozhu took the medicine together."

"Xiaozhu just contributed capital, but he didn't have that much money. It just so happened that the house price dropped sharply after someone died, so we bought it directly."

"Don't you always ask me if I'm afraid? I'm not afraid at all."

"The left and right are people who have died once, not to mention the living are much more terrifying than the dead."

After Ye Yang listened quietly, he didn't stop moving his hands at all. Later, Yu Xing was so quiet that he laughed: "Are you not finished?"

"Is it better?" Ye Yang laughed when he saw him smile, "I'm afraid to disturb you."

"It's all right." Yu Xing sat up, "It's all right. It's all over."

"..." Ye Yang looked at him, sat face to face with him for a while and suddenly raised his eyebrows, "It's all right, so don't you need me to rub it tomorrow?"

Yu Xing was stunned.

He insisted on confessing himself. Although he skipped all the painful memories, it was impossible for him not to think about it.

To say one more sentence is to cut another knife. He believes that Ye Yang will love him and continue to love him.

But no matter what Ye Yang said, he would continue the pain of his memories.

Even if it is comfort, love words, or any language related to his self-report.

But the only sentence Ye Yang said the whole time was the unbearable "Damn".

Then, as if he had never heard of these, he smiled and asked him if he wanted to rub his waist tomorrow.

"Didn't understand?" Ye Yang approached him, still smiling, "Just asking, can we still do it tonight?"

The corners of their lips touched before the words were finished, Yu Xing wept soberly for the first time in the intimacy, wrapped his hands around his lover's neck, and was as anxious as a poor boy who was soaking in a goddess for the first time.

Ye Yang hugged him back, but didn't attack, just sucked gently with the tip of his tongue.

In the end, he was still young, Yu Xing would only kiss his forehead against his forehead in the end, and say "I love you" with tears streaming down his face.

A tricycle selling old records passed by outside the window, and the female singing voice was lazy and tender, singing "Intimate Lover".

The author has something to say: Fuck.