Are my pheromones delicious?

He has lived in an orphanage for as long as he can remember.

According to the mother-in-law who picked him up, he had no surname or name, and was put naked in a small basket, covered only with a thin layer of blanket.

At that time, he was actually quite old, and when he reached the age where he could speak, he did not cry or make noise, and he had never been seen out.

The mother-in-law said that the child is not talkative, so let's name him Jing'er.

So he has his own name: Caijing.

Later, when he grew up, he realized that his mother-in-law was not the dean, but an old man who was in charge of the life of the orphans.The mother-in-law also knows that it's not that he doesn't like to talk, but that he can't.

She has seen many children like this, they look healthy, but no one would believe they were abandoned when asked, most of them are deaf-mute or blind.

Caijing is not born dumb, after all, her hearing is not damaged at all.No one knew what was going on, there were so many children in the yard, silly ones, those missing arms and legs, no one cared why a mute was a mute.

A mute is not welcome anywhere, not even among homeless orphans.

Disabled people with missing arms and legs are the best. Anyone can bully them, but no one can bully them.The second is the kind of chronic terminally ill, congenital heart disease, this kind of child who looks like a normal person on the surface.

What kind of entertainment can the orphanage provide, but it is a symbolic stop when the children are fighting each other, and lightly say don't be naughty.

Caijing couldn't cry out the pain, and the wounds and bruises were hidden in the sleeves of her trousers. When her mother-in-law found out, she would give him some medicine, and if she couldn't find it, she just stood up.

He lived so quietly and alone for two or three years.

Dumb people have to go to special schools, and the tuition fees and living expenses are terribly expensive. The orphanage can't afford it, so they just hire some teachers to teach them how to read and write.

Caijing met her sister on the first day of class.

The only funds in the courtyard were probably used to build the wall, the Betas and Alphas who were the same gender lived together, and the remaining Omgeas lived together.

He had never seen such a beautiful person before.

My sister looks like a female omega, wearing a dirty little dress every day, which has hardly been washed.

They learned pinyin in the first lesson, and my sister was very close to him, holding his hand and saying "Moao—mao—".

Of course Caijing couldn't read it out, and felt her wrist was pinched

It hurts a bit.

"Are you dumb?" My sister was a little angry because she didn't hear a sound after teaching for a long time.

As a result, Caijing nodded.

My sister didn't hit him like other people who just found out that he was dumb, but she tilted her head and was not angry anymore: "Is it hard not being able to speak?"

Cai Jing was stunned.

He was beaten and scolded, woke up by the pain of the wound when he turned over in the middle of the night, and sometimes he would not have enough to eat, but no one asked him "Is it hard?"

If he hadn't seen other people's lives, he would almost have thought that his life was normal.

Later, my sister often took him to play, and my sister told him what he couldn't say before, and when I had to be beaten, my sister stood in front of him to prevent them from beating.

A teacher came to teach them sign language. Usually only the deaf-mute would learn it, but my sister had to accompany him to learn sign language, because in this way they could communicate better.

My sister helped him grab dry food and milk, and sometimes crawled over in the middle of the night, took out an apple from the inner lining of her skirt, and whispered that it was for you.

My elder sister likes to collect gadgets, and Caijing often takes the initiative to pull weeds in the backyard. Fortunately, she can pick up a lot of buttons and pins.

This was discovered by my mother-in-law. The next day, my mother-in-law brought them a rusty iron box, and poured plastic and metal into it. My sister thought it sounded good, and said with a grin, I love my mother-in-law.

They also picked up a kitten together.

They found the kitten in the backyard. It was shivering in the cold winter of Sanjiu. Cai Jing carefully picked it up and stared at her sister with wide eyes.

"Do you want to raise it?" My sister also stared at him, "Then you can only eat half of the meal in the future!"

Caijing still looked at her.

"Okay, okay, let's take turns to raise them." My sister was very talkative, and quickly compromised when he asked with his eyes, "In this way, no one will go hungry every day."

The kitten eats very little, not to the point of starvation.When it was his turn to rest, he would put it under the covers, and sometimes he could watch it all night.

The children in their orphanage don't pay attention to whether they are clean or not, whether they have germs or not, they only know that the kittens are fluffy and warm in their arms.

Both he and the kitten are warm.

That winter passed quickly, and it was the happiest winter Caijing had ever lived.

The kitten is very lively when it is full. Sometimes it runs so quietly that it cannot be caught. It is round and round when the light is turned off at night.

The little head doesn't bark, but my sister says it's as good as Caijing.

At such times, Caijing would grin and kiss the kitten with her chapped lips.

They are all sure that the kitten will be able to accompany them to see the spring.

The kitten is really well-behaved, and he also knows that it seems that it is not allowed for two children to raise him secretly, so he seldom listens to it barking.

Only at night, when the wild cats outside were in heat, the kitten would raise its tail, listen with a vigilant expression for a while, and then nestle obediently back into Cai Jing's arms.

Around the beginning of spring, it suddenly began to scream endlessly.

At first, Caijing was anxious to cover its mouth, but when she stretched out her hand, she found that the kitten's left eye was rotten.

He didn't dare to delay, so he held it and showed it to his only trusted mother-in-law without much thought.

The mother-in-law looked at the kitten a little strangely, but she still promised that he would hand it over to the dean and try to send it to the pet hospital.

Two days later, the mother-in-law told him very sorry that the dean couldn't afford the high fees of the pet hospital, but the kitten had already been taken away by the rich family who came to adopt the child.

Caijing was very happy to hear that the rich families were told since they entered the orphanage that they should please the adults who came to adopt them, and they would live a good life after being adopted.

Caijing always thought that this was true, and the kitten would have a good life.

Until spring, when even magpies were willing to fly into the courtyard wall without good news, he saw his sister crying with snot all over her face, and told him to go to the backyard to have a look.

He just came back from pulling the weeds there, thinking that his sister saw some bugs, and thought that I could finally protect my sister once.

Then I saw the kitten.

To be precise, it was the kitten's corpse that was about to rot, and the bones of its hind legs were exposed a little.

There are indeed bugs, and the corpses are densely covered with bugs.

Caijing vomited.

When he vomited out with a "vomit", there was also a thunder in the sky, and then it rained heavily, like a belated funeral for the kitten.

He had a high fever for two full days, and his mother-in-law came over every half an hour to change his towels and bought him medicine at her own expense.

My sister knelt beside him and cried convulsively, and hiccupped to thank her mother-in-law.

Caijing was so burned that she seemed to be unable to hear anything, and seemed to only hear her sister crying.

He was ten years old that year.

After the fever subsided, he became even more silent. Although he hadn't spoken and couldn't see anything, my sister knew

Road.

My sister is still comforting him, saying that the kitten will have a good life in heaven.

He didn't understand yet, so he asked in sign language what it was.

"Heaven." My sister put her hands behind her head in a very relaxed posture, "Heaven is a place we will all go to in the future."

Caijing first asked if we could still see the kitten, and got an affirmative answer.

He closed his eyes and thought for a while, then gestured again: Will the person who abandoned the kitten also go to heaven?

The orphanage is a well-meaning institution in society, but few children in the orphanage are kind.

My sister said: "No, they will go to the [-]th floor of hell. Just like those demons who abandoned you and abandoned me, they will be tortured in hell and cannot die even if they want to die."

Caijing didn't ask what hell is again.

When Caijing was 12 years old, her sister was adopted.

He didn't know how old his sister was, but children over the age of five were rarely adopted. He once thought that he would spend the rest of his life with his sister.

No one wants to raise an omega who can't call parents at home, but the elder sister was taken away.

My sister really didn't want to leave, so she put her arms around Caijing and said that you take him away too, so I left.

The dean came over and forced them to separate, and said with a smile on the child's ignorance, you should take them away.

Although Caijing is also reluctant to part with his sister, he hopes that her sister can live a better life in her new home.

So he wiped away his sister's tears with his dirty hands, put his face close to her, and said in sign language to wish you happiness.

Not long after, he went to the backyard to pull weeds and pick up buttons, and heard the dean talking on the phone in the corner.

The voice was not high, but it was clear enough for him to hear: "...The little omega you play with casually, there is no broken place, only 15 years old and broken, it will definitely sell for a good price..."

Caijing heard her sister's name on that phone call.

He wanted to hit the dean with the small shovel in his hand, but he knew that this would not kill anyone, and he would go to jail.

My sister taught him a lot—my sister said that if you want to escape in the future, you must find a good time, be prepared, and remember to take me away.

He doesn't run away, he's going to rescue his sister.

But before I got the chance, I heard that my sister had cut her wrists in the "new home".

At that time, he pulled the grass numbly, and dug a small hole with the shovel into the soil.

He took the iron that his sister didn't take away

I bought the box, filled the pit, and wrote a few words on it with branches.

"You are waiting for me in heaven"

The mother-in-law is very old.

Caijing has never met other mothers-in-law, but she heard from the teacher that when people get old, their movements will become slow and their skin will shrink.He gradually saw oldness in her mother-in-law's cloudy eyes.

The mother-in-law is very kind to every child who is being bullied, and will buy medicine for them, and the younger ones can fall asleep listening to stories.

She doesn't like those naughty children so much. Some children are healthy and vicious, making people wonder if they popped out of the rocks in the orphanage.

Once she happened to see a little bully bullying a blind man, and she tremblingly stood in front of the blind man, trying to reach the little bully hiding behind the cabinet.

The little bully is missing an arm and can't grasp the balance well. He usually bullies younger children with enthusiasm, but he is still afraid when he meets an adult.

With all his strength, he swung his healthy arm, and the ceramic bowl on the high cabinet fell down with a "snap", smashing it impartially on top of the mother-in-law's head.

The blind man couldn't see the blood all over the ground. He sat on the ground and listened to people running around. His hands were sticky and he thought it was his own tears.

Caijing heard the sound and came over. At that time, her mother-in-law had already been carried away, and he only saw a child crying with blood all over her face.

It was too difficult for the dumb to communicate with the blind man, so he could only wipe his face with the hem of his clothes, saying in his heart that his mother-in-law would go to heaven.

He saw that the ground was bright red, and for a moment he thought it was blood from his sister's wrist.

The mother-in-law had no family members, so she put it in a box and sent it away that night.

Yun's mother-in-law's car was a large truck with a body. Cai Jing took a small package with few things and climbed up on hands and feet.

The car drove to the crematorium, but Caijing didn't dare to stay there to watch her mother-in-law's cremation.

He kept going, from one o'clock at night to eight o'clock the next morning, from the suburbs to the city center.

He couldn't walk anymore, so he sat down in a warehouse-like place and finished eating a dry corn tortilla.

After sitting there for an unknown amount of time, the lights in the nearby shop suddenly turned on, and a man and a woman came out, both of whom looked like omega.

When the man saw him first, he was startled, and said to the woman next to him, "If I didn't believe in ghosts, I thought the dead people here had come back to summon their souls."

He slowly approached Caijing, saw that he was not hiding, then squatted down and said with a smile: "Children, people have died here."

, are you afraid? "

Caijing didn't speak, but looked at him warily.

The man shrugged and stretched out his hand to him: "My name is Yu Xing, come in and warm up for a while. Xiaozhu, go and pour him some milk, it needs to be warm."

Cai Jing looked at him for a while, then put her hand on his, and stood up with strength.

He whispered in his heart that he was not afraid.

He also wanted to say that I came from the place where people were burned to death.

Caijing was 13 years old this year.

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