Mr. Chen doesn't love me

Mr. Chen doesn't love me.

This is the conclusion I have reached in the three years and five months since I fell in love with him.

Chen Yi and I met in a bar in Country M.

That was the first time I went to a bar because my profession wasn't quite right.

I am a people's teacher, just finished graduate school.What I teach is high school ideology and politics, so I must set a good example for those mischievous high school students.

That time I went to the bar with Wang Zhao, who went to graduate school with me.He and the owner of the bar are good friends.And Mr. Chen knew the owner of the bar.

I'm not very suitable for the occasion in the bar.

Because I don't know how to drink.

Mr. Chen was sitting next to me. He noticed my embarrassment and thoughtfully ordered a cup of fruit tea for me.

The topic of conversation at the wine table is nothing more than bragging and telling some nasty jokes.

Quite boring.

I drank fruit tea on my own, out of tune with this atmosphere.

I wanted to find an excuse to leave, but Mr. Chen accosted me.

"Are you a civil servant?" His voice was soft, like a ball of cotton.

I laughed, but I didn't directly deny it. He asked me this, which made me quite interesting.

The light in the bar was very dim, and only then did I see his face clearly.

Very handsome.

Dressed in a suit and tie, with gelled hair, he looked a bit like a well-mannered aristocrat of olden days.

"Why do you think I'm a civil servant?" With a straw in my mouth, I squinted and smiled at him.

He kept staring into my eyes, which made me almost embarrassed.

"Based on feeling." He took out a tissue and wiped the table for me.

It turned out that I accidentally spilled the fruit tea on the table and almost wiped the table with my sleeve just now.

This man is very thoughtful.

"My surname is Su, and I'm a high school teacher." I slowly extended my hand.

"My surname is Chen, a small entrepreneur." He took my hand.

His hands are slippery and icy.

"Usually people who say they are small entrepreneurs are mostly successful people. Mr. Chen must not be an ordinary person, right?"

I winked at him.

I have practiced this movement hundreds of times at home, and I have finally mastered the technique of flirting eyes.

It's just that Mr. Chen smiled because of my action, and there were faint creases at the end of his eyes when he smiled.

Maybe it's because my magical skills haven't been perfected.

This seduction was unsuccessful, so I had to bow my head in embarrassment and drink fruit tea.

He poured himself a glass of wine and asked me with a smile, "What does Teacher Su teach?"

"Taught politics."

"It seems that Mr. Su is the pillar of the country."

"Where am I? I can't even control a group of high school students. An entrepreneur like Mr. Chen is the only one."

It's probably because this is the first meeting, or it's probably because Mr. Chen is very polite.

Anyway, our first meeting turned into a business bragging.

After meeting him that day, I always think of Mr. Chen.

I asked Wang Zhao about him, and Wang Zhao said he didn't know, he couldn't help him, and he thought I had never seen the world.He said that a mere strange man would drive me crazy.

I'm justified, I'm just so worthless, I'm just fascinated by him.

I went to the bar a few more times after that, and finally got a chance to meet him.

I ordered fruit tea for myself and sat next to him.I rested my chin on my hand, trying to strike up a conversation with him.

But apart from talking about knowledge and educating students, I really can't say anything nice with my mouth.I struggled for a long time without choking out a word.

In the end, it was Mr. Chen who spoke first. He casually mentioned a piece of news and asked my opinion.

I'm good at this.

I followed what he said and continued to talk until my tongue was dry.In order to prove my point of view, I pulled out a few more news, and I also chatted with him about several philosophers I like.

Blame me.

The second meeting turned into an ideological and political class in a bar.

Fortunately, we both added WeChat.

After that, I sent him messages whenever I had nothing to do, and asked him out a few times.

Through several dates, I found that I fell in love with him is inevitable.

Mr. Chen is a very gentle person, I have no resistance to such a person.

The holiday is coming to an end, and before returning home, I decided to break the boat and finally confessed my heart to him.

He said he would think about it.

I know it's over.

About two weeks after returning home, school started.I'm back to watching a group of high schoolers go fishing in politics class.To make matters worse, I became a class teacher, a profession that can be pissed off to the hospital.

One day, I was talking to a pair of fateful mandarin ducks at the school gate—they had fallen in love early.I can understand puppy love, but what's the matter with you two kissing at the school gate?

I blushed up to my neck with anger.

At this time, I suddenly found a black Bentley parked opposite the school.

A man in a black shirt came down slowly from inside, it was Mr. Chen.

I hurriedly dismissed those two brats, and they looked at me inexplicably before they left.

After teaching the children, there will be opportunities every day. I want to see Mr. Chen, but I can't see each other.

I wanted to straighten my collar, but I found out that I was wearing our class uniform today.

A pink sweater with One Piece printed on it.

I was a little embarrassed, and walked slowly in front of Mr. Chen, hesitating and speechless.

Mr. Chen is calmer than me.I didn't speak, and he was not in a hurry. He slowly took out a very thin cigarette from his pocket and lit it with an antique lighter.

Why is this scene so beautiful?

I clasped my fingers and said nervously: "Mr. Chen, why did you go back to China? What, do you have any plans for the evening? If you don't mind, let me treat you to a meal."

He puffed out his cigarette and said with a smile, "Okay."

"What do you want to eat?"

"What does Teacher Su usually eat at night?"

"Me? I just eat in the cafeteria."

He laughed again, and his eyes sparkled when he laughed.

"Then I'll eat in the cafeteria tonight."

I couldn't reach him, so I had to take him to the cafeteria.

I was really sorry to invite someone to eat in the cafeteria, so I asked my auntie to order five dishes for him, and the dishes almost couldn't fit.

To my surprise, he ate them all.

After dinner, I took him for a walk around the school playground. There were students who hadn't come home from school playing around on the playground, and occasionally a few sparrows were jumping on the lawn.

The sun seemed to have set, but the sky was still bright, and there was a glow in the distance.

"I have thought about what Teacher Su said last time."

I paused, and froze in place.

"Mr. Su, I wonder if it's a bit late now, do you still lack a boyfriend?"

I'm a little excited, well, I'm very, very excited.

I stomped my feet happily, stepped forward and grabbed his arm, and nodded vigorously.

I wanted to say something, something like a romantic line in a movie.But I opened and closed my mouth, but I couldn't make a sound.

Until I felt a "bang" on the back of my head, as if I was hit by a ball, and it hurt very much.

With this smash, my center of gravity was unstable, and I fell directly into Mr. Chen's arms.

At this time, I lay in Mr. Chen's arms, and he smelled faintly of cigarettes.I buried my head in the hollow of his shoulder.

A few boys playing football in the distance ran over quickly to pick up the ball, nodded and bowed and said in unison: "Mr. Su, I'm sorry!"

I want to say, students, thank you!

I also want to say that they are all good students, and the political homework can be reduced next week.

But I hold back.I waved at them, and took Mr. Chen to the grove behind the school, finding a blind spot without surveillance.

He even ignored a few kids who were in puppy love on the way.

In the youthful campus, in the grove without surveillance, I gently kissed Mr. Chen on the cheek.

At that moment, the spring breeze in March caressed my cheeks, and I was immersed in the smell of tobacco on Mr. Chen's body and the faint fragrance of rhododendrons in the campus.

I'm pretty sure, my beautiful love affair begins.

It is going to be fiery and heartfelt.

And today, three years and five months later.

I am sitting in a large apartment of [-] square meters in country M. Mr. Chen bought this house for me.

This fiery and sincere love.

I just want to strangle it.