I ride the wind and waves in the scumbag plot

This time in the hospital, Chu Yuan stayed by Jian Su's side almost every step of the way. He didn't dare to let go of Jian Su's hand even when he was sleeping. Jian Su's room was very simple. There was nothing in the whole house. A photo of him lying on the bed after returning from the hospital, no matter what Chu Yuan said, he never gave any response.

"Are you homesick? When you get better, I'll take you home." Chu Yuan carefully wiped Jian Su's fingers. His wrist was wrapped in a thick bandage. He looked away, feeling sore , hoarsely said: "You scared me, you really scared me this time."

Jian Su still didn't respond.

The doctor said he could hear, he didn't respond because he didn't want to talk.

"Let's start again, Xiao Su." Chu Yuan put the towel aside, he sat on the edge of the bed, and tentatively held Jian Su in his arms: "Let's start again..."

The person in his arms was motionless, and even the sound of breathing seemed very weak.

"Can you forgive me? Xiao Su." Chu Yuan's nasal cavity was a little sour, and he choked up in a low voice: "We are only in our 20s, we still have a lot of time to squander, and we can still be together for decades, you Forgive me, okay? I can't lose you."

He had tasted the feeling of almost losing Jian Su, and he never wanted to recall that feeling.

It's just that no matter what Chu Yuan said, Jian Su didn't respond. His face was pale and thin, the veins on his neck were a little obvious, his waist was thin and leaning against the bed, as quiet as a puppet without a soul.

Except for the wound on his arm, his body smelled of disinfectant and a trace of blood. Jian Su gently hugged him, kissed his neck until he pressed him under him, but finally stopped His tears fell on Jian Su's pale and lifeless face, Chu Yuan lowered his body, buried his head in Jian Su's neck, and wept bitterly in a low voice.

If he had known that this would be the result, he would never have done anything to hurt Jian Su.

"The funeral was held according to Xiao Su's request. Although we have tried our best to suppress the influence, the media still reported it, but he has no tombstone, and no one will disturb his cleanliness in the future." Jian Yu left Jian Su I packed up all my things, put them in the box according to Mr. Jane's instructions, and then locked them and put them in the corner of the old man's study: "But when I was packing Xiao Su's things, I saw the things he put in the drawer gone."

"What is it?" the old man asked, sitting on a chair, his face was much older.

"Yes..." Jian Yu said in a low voice: "A pair of rings, men's rings."

Even if Jian Yu didn't say anything, the old man could guess who the pair of rings belonged to, he sat on the chair for a long time without saying a word, Jian Yu didn't dare to say much, after a while the old man slowly said: "Let's deal with it. "

"Yes, Grandpa." Jian Yu lowered his head and replied.

After Jian Yu went out, the old man looked at a box in the corner, which was full of Jian Yu's things. His room still remained the same as before. The old man slowly got up from the bed, leaning on a cane, and moved to the side of the box step by step. , wiped off the dust standing on it with a paper towel.

"I'm back, I won't leave this time, I'll just stay by Grandpa's side, and when Grandpa leaves, I'll take you with me." The old man's voice was hoarse, completely different from the calm and pretentious appearance he appeared in the media cameras in the past.

Now he is just an ordinary old man who lost his grandson.

Jian Su's ashes were scattered into the sea, and Jian Yu personally scattered them. He looked at the ring in his hand, took a deep breath, and threw the things down together with Jian Su's ashes.

"Brother, when we get old, our children and grandchildren will take care of us, and then let's go out and play."

"Brother, I did something wrong, please help me, don't let grandpa know."

"Brother, I am your only younger brother. If my father beats me to death, you will have no younger brother... Woo, save me..."

"Brother, do you bother me? Don't bother me. I just want to talk to you..."

……

No one will call him anymore, and he will always call "brother" coquettishly.

The news of the death of the young master of Jane's Group was immediately listed in the headlines of the media, and the local media reported on it one after another. When Xie Chao was looking at his phone, he happened to see the headline push. He subconsciously raised his eyebrows and said in a low voice: "The funeral is over, now Jian Su's ashes should be scattered in the sea."

"It's not just the ashes, there are also two rings he customized." 333 said: "But now Chu Yuan doesn't know that Jian Su has customized rings."

"Then let him know." Xie Chao said, "He should know about this kind of thing."

Chu Yuan should know what he lost. He was only one step away from Jian Su, but the "gift" he sent at the press conference not only made the Jian family lose face, but also directly demanded Jian Su life.

At noon, Chu Yuan put the food on the table, all of which Jian Su liked to eat, he was cooking in different ways: "Drink more soup, the doctor said you need to supplement your nutrition... and this, Your stomach is not good, this is to nourish the stomach, I dare not put too much chili, you taste it, I will change it if it doesn't taste good."

Jian Su didn't eat anything, he looked at the table of food for a while, then got up and walked out of the courtyard, Chu Yuan was afraid that something might happen to him, so he hurriedly followed, while he sat on the bench in the courtyard, he didn't know when he took it Cigarette, lit one and sat like this.

"Are you unhappy?" Jian Su used to hide out to smoke when he was unhappy, but at that time Chu Yuan told him that he didn't like the smell of cigarettes, and after that Jian Su basically stopped smoking, even if he wanted to smoke, he could hide It was a long way away, and I took a shower after returning to prevent Chu Yuan from smelling the smoke on his body.

In fact, Chu Yuan himself smokes. It's not that he doesn't like the smell of cigarettes, but at that time he was still thinking about Jian Yu. He hated Jian's family, including Jian Su, so while pretending to love him, he couldn't bear the pain in his heart. Bored and therefore always picky.

He remembered Jian Su's flattering and apologetic smile at that time, and Chu Yuan felt a little pain in his heart.

"Don't you like the smell of smoke?" Jian Su turned his head to look at Chu Yuan, his expression was a little cold: "Stay away, don't let the smell of smoke get on you."

"..." Chu Yuan opened his mouth, his throat was a little dry.

"Actually, I don't want to see you, but I can't drive you away." With a cigarette in one hand, Jian Su put his elbows on his knees and leaned forward slightly: "Why? I still don't understand how I offended you gone."

"I'm sorry." Chu Yuan said these three words too many times, he knelt down and looked at Jian Su: "It's my fault that you didn't offend me."

"Of course it's your fault." Jian Su gave a rare smile, from his face, Chu Yuan saw the shadow of the past, and then he heard Jian Su say: "It took me eight lifetimes of bad luck to meet you. "

This sentence is actually the common view of Xie Chao and 333 all the time. If he hadn’t met Chu Yuan, Jian Su could live a good life. He is straight, he likes girls, he can get married and have children, and be happy. Instead of being forced to bend by Chu Yuan, those photos that were enough to ruin his reputation were exposed.

He was supposed to be the envy of others in his life, but in the end he became the laughing stock of others after dinner.

"Xiao Su, don't say that..." Every sentence of Jian Su is like an invisible blade, stirring vigorously from his internal organs until blood drips: "I really knew that I was wrong. At that time... I didn't think so much at that time, I know I was wrong, give me another chance, I will treat you well, I promise I will never make you sad again. "

"I don't like playing the guitar, and I don't know how to play it, but you just want me to learn it. You say my hands are good at playing the guitar, but it's actually because my brother plays the guitar very well." Jian Su bit his cigarette , took a deep breath, the smoke sprayed on Chu Yuan’s face, he intentionally, and then said with a low smile: “Later, I finally learned a tune, practiced it for a long time, played it to you, you are bored again, you say The guitar doesn't sound good...in fact, it's because when you hear the guitar, you will think of my brother."

"Look, you don't like me, everything I do is wrong, even if I obediently listen to you and do what you say, you still think what I do annoys you." Jian Su's lips pressed down, and he His eyes were cold, and then he turned his head and said: "Obviously you provoked me first, but in the end it became like this... You always think that what I do is not good, and what I do is not right, in fact, it is just because I have never done anything wrong. At the beginning, you didn't like me, and after you approached me premeditatedly and tricked me, you got bored."

"No...it's not like this..." Chu Yuan hurriedly explained: "At that time...when I saw you, I thought of Jian Yu, I...the closer you were to me, the more I couldn't help myself... ..."

"In the end you became so cruel that you ruined me completely." Jian Su propped his forehead with one hand, he seemed to be thinking about something, Chu Yuan didn't dare to say anything until he sighed in a low voice: "You It provoked me and bored me, during that time I kept thinking if I did something wrong, I wanted to please you, and treated you carefully, were you very proud at that time?"

A stray cat sneaked into the courtyard at some point. It was a big orange cat. It was pregnant and had a big belly. After poking around the door for a while, it quietly huddled in a corner of the courtyard.

"At that time, I wondered if it was because I was too self-willed that even people with such a good temper like you and who loved me so much had already started to get impatient, so I should learn to change it." Jian Suyue said more , Chu Yuan felt more and more sad, his hand holding Chu Yuan trembled slightly, as if he was trying to endure some pain.

"I changed it, but you can't see it." Jian Su leaned against the chair, he tilted his head slightly, leaned on the armrest of the bench with his hand holding the cigarette, and laughed hoarsely: "Why bother, you look like this now, who I also know if you are trying to lie to me again, or that those photos are not enough, do you want to take some more?"

"No." These words made Chu Yuan look like a cat whose tail was trampled on. He blushed and immediately shook his head and said, "That's not the case, it's really not the case. I knew I was wrong. I regretted it when the photos were released. -"

"But you still went to find my grandfather." Jian Su squinted, and he looked at Chu Yuan beside his legs: "Am I comfortable to fuck? Chu Yuan, you can't kill without nodding your head. Why do we hate each other so much?" Ah, are you going to insult me ​​like that?"

"..." Chu Yuan opened his mouth, Jian Su sighed in a low voice, he stood up, limped and walked into the room without looking back: "Forget it, let me go."

"Fuck me." Chu Yuan said.

Chu Yuan's voice was so soft that Jian Su almost thought he had heard it wrong, but before he could react, Chu Yuan had already stepped forward and hugged him, choked up and said, "Fuck me, take pictures, whatever you want ... But don't want me, I really know I was wrong, you give me a chance to correct it, everyone makes mistakes, you... please forgive me, I beg you. "

This time Jian Su confirmed what he heard, he was a little surprised and also a little laughing.

"Fucking you?" Jian Su turned his head, he slowly loosened his clothes, then rolled up his sleeves, and said in a weak voice, "Did you see it? Are you satisfied? Fucking you... huh? If I can live for a day, I'm earning money." Now, what do you think I can do with my crippled body?"

Because of swallowing glass, a scar was cut from his throat, chest, and abdomen, and his arms were covered with scars. Because of the action just now, the wound on his wrist was oozing blood again. Jane Su shook his head: "Let me go, I'm dying, do you understand?"

Chu Yuan stood stiffly on the spot, and he didn't react until Jane went back into the house and closed the door heavily.

The door lock entered his fingerprints, but he couldn't lift his hand.

Because of the affairs of Jian's family, the outside was crazy busy, but 333 blocked most of the news, so that Chu Yuan didn't know about it until now. After closing the door, Xie Chao found that 333 was leaning against the door, his face condensed.

"What's wrong? What happened?" Xie Chao walked over and asked subconsciously: "Who upset you? Did the main system give you a yellow card again?"

"Brother Chao." 333 stepped forward and hugged Xie Chao. This posture made Xie Chao very awkward. He subconsciously wanted to struggle, but he heard 333 whisper; "Brother Chao, I...I'm sad."

"..." Xie Chao sighed and said, "What's wrong with you? Why are you sad? Let go first."

"Let me hug you for a while, the person I like has a sweetheart, I'm sad." 333's voice was a bit dull.

Xie Chao knew about this before, and he said helplessly, "001?"

"But his sweetheart...is dead. I met 001. I don't know how to tell him about it." 333's voice was low and dull, "He seems to love him very much."

"Dead..." Xie Chao froze in place, and then whispered: "Do you mean that you will never come back again? How did you die?"

"He was killed by someone, and the person who killed him was sentenced to death." 333 slowly let go of his hand, looked down at Xie Chao, and said slowly: "How should I tell him about this?"

"He himself...don't know?" Xie Chao always felt that something was wrong, he was about to touch something he didn't want to touch, this feeling made him a little suffocated, Xie Chao subconsciously tore up his clothes.

"I know, maybe I don't know." 333 said his guess, and he said: "001 may have forgotten this matter, maybe it was because the main system erased his memory in this regard, or maybe it was because of other reasons, All in all, he forgot the fact that the person he used to love is dead."

"So..." Xie Chao's breathing trembled slightly, and then he closed his eyes and said in a low voice, "Then you should comfort him well, and then tell him about it slowly."

"Okay." 333 responded, and looked down at the person in front of him. Through Jian Su's face, he saw the soul inside. He looked at the handsome person and asked in a low voice: "Come on Brother, when Jiang Yao’s adoptive father was arrested, why was he arrested? There are two other people, and why they were sentenced to death, do you remember?”

His voice was very gentle, he mentioned this matter carefully, his eyes never left Xie Chao, he said: "Brother Chao, Jiang Yao... how old is Jiang Yao compared to you? How old are you this year, how old is he this year?" age?"

Xie Chao's face suddenly turned pale, and the blood on his lips faded. His originally gentle face turned indifferent in an instant. He looked at 333 as if looking at a stranger, and said after a while: "What do you mean?"

"I mean." 333 said the words hidden in his heart word by word, and he said: "Brother Chao, Jiang Yao...how did you die, do you still remember?"

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