I ride the wind and waves in the scumbag plot

Those videos were played repeatedly on Chu Yuan's computer. He leaned back on the chair with his hands casually put aside, and there were traces of cigarette burns on his fingertips.

"My name is Jian Su, I'm 20 years old, and I'm a junior..."

"I will be graduating next year." The person on the computer screen said.

"I will be graduating next year." Chu Yuan's voice outside the video was synchronized, his voice was trembling slightly, his shoulders shrugged a little, as if he was forcibly enduring something, the ashtray on the table was full of cigarette butts, his body was shaking It smells like alcohol and tobacco, and the wine bottles on the table are already empty.

In the dark study room, Chu Yuan was not as energetic as before. He covered his face with his hands, his beard was unshaven, his clothes were still stained with wine, and he murmured in a low voice: "Xiao Su...Xiao Su..."

There was a knock on the door outside, and he was stunned for a moment, then turned his head stiffly and looked outside the door, as if he was thinking about who would come here to look for him at this time, but before he could think about it, he heard the person outside the door say: "Mr. Chu."

The voice was exactly the same as that of the doctor in the video. Chu Yuan was so startled that he almost jumped up. He suddenly turned his head and stared at the door, clutching the wine bottle tightly, then suddenly let go, got up and walked out the door. When the door of the study opened, he saw the doctor.

The doctor was wearing a black coat. When he looked at Chu Yuan, he had a smile in his eyes: "Long time no see, Mr. Chu."

"How did you get in?" Chu Yuan's voice was hoarse and he smelled extremely strong of alcohol and tobacco, but he didn't care. The person in front of him didn't seem to be able to smell him, so he just smiled and said, "Look, Mr. Chu." Seeing why I have such an expression, I thought that Mr. Chu would like to see me."

The moment he saw the doctor, Chu Yuan immediately thought of what happened to Jian Su before, he stepped forward and grabbed the doctor: "Jian Su... where is he?"

The doctor paused, then laughed: "Has Mr. Chu forgotten? Er Shao Jian is dead."

Chu Yuan stared at the doctor, as if he wanted to see a flaw in his face, but to his disappointment, no matter what he did, the doctor in front of him didn't respond at all, and he decided that Jian Su was dead.

"I just wanted to ask you, have you finished watching the video? I have to take this thing back." The doctor smiled slightly; "But this is also Er Shao Jian's last wish."

"It was sent by you..." Chu Yuan said with difficulty, "Why?"

"Probably... just want to let you know how much he loves you." The doctor calmly opened Chu Yuan's hand, and said word by word: "Only in this way, you will understand what you have lost. You've come this far before."

If there were a hundred steps between anyone, then Chu Yuan made a false move, tricked Jian Su into walking 99 steps, and finally pushed him into the abyss.

"You must not seek death." The doctor avoided Chu Yuan and approached the study room. His eyes fell on the computer screen. He couldn't tell whether it was ridicule or something else, but the corners of his lips pressed down slightly, and then he pulled out the USB drive and put it in his hand. , he said: "I asked him before, if there is a chance to do it all over again, will he still like you?"

"What did he say?" Chu Yuan felt the strong smell of blood vibrating from his chest, his throat choked and his heart ached.

"He didn't answer, he said he would tell me when he got better." Before leaving, the doctor glanced at the ring on Chu Yuan's neck, and then left without looking back.

"Brother Chao, there is still 20.00% of the grievance value." After getting into the car, 333 looked at the handsome young man sitting in the co-pilot and asked, "Where are you going now?"

"Before you leave, let's go see the old man." Since Jian Su's death, the old man has been admitted to the hospital. He is already old, and after going through these things again, he can't lift up his energy and has aged a lot , because 333 was with him, so other people did not stop him. Xie Chao just stood outside the door and glanced at the old man. The old man was leaning on the hospital bed, looking at a photo in his hand until Xie Chao left. Feeling raised his head to look in the direction of the door.

"Why don't you go in?" 333 asked.

"Losing this kind of thing, it's enough to experience it once. No matter what capacity I enter in, it will only make the elderly feel painful in the end." Xie Chao leaned on the co-pilot, and he said: "The pain of the death of the people around me is something that cannot be experienced in this life. get rid of."

This time 333 didn't dare to talk nonsense anymore. He lowered his eyes slightly, looked at Xie Chao's thin body, and said in a low voice, "I see."

And this trip, Jian Su's resentment value dropped by another ten percent, and finally only ten percent remained.

"The last ten percent, Chu Yuan will solve it by himself." Xie Chao raised his neck slightly, his face was a little tired, his eyes were half closed, and he said in a low voice: "His life is over."

When he loved Jian Su the most, he lost Jian Su.

But he deserves it.

After Chu Yuan came out of the study, he resigned from his position in the Chu family, and went to the nursing home alone. The place was so burned that it couldn't see its original appearance. The firefighters who participated in the operation happened to know their assistants. He said : "Mr. Chu, I heard that you want to take a look at the original place."

The firefighter was wearing casual clothes, and he was on vacation, so he brought Chu Yuan here to have a look.

The two of them stepped over a part of the place that had already been burned black, and he said: "The fire was not small at the time, there was him on it, and there was a pregnant woman. He wet the quilt and then wrapped the pregnant woman tightly, and then let the pregnant woman gone."

"At that time...will he be able to leave?" Chu Yuan smelled the smell here, and his heart seemed to be torn apart bit by bit.

"..." The firefighter paused, then shook his head and said, "To be honest, he couldn't walk anymore, but when he was finally found, he was lying here."

The firefighter stood by a corner, and he said: "When we came in, he was not breathing. There was an explosion next to him, and his body was burned, so...he looked a little miserable."

Now there is no one here, and it may even be rebuilt in the near future, and even the traces of the fire can no longer be seen.

"When you saw him...what did he look like?" Chu Yuan's eardrums were buzzing all the time, he seemed to be suffering from tinnitus, even when he was sleeping, he wanted to reach out and touch Jian Su In the last place I stayed, I couldn't move my whole body.

"He is sitting here, leaning against the wall. There is no one left. He is only 1.4 meters tall. I heard that he was 1.8 meters tall before. His hands have been burnt and glued together, and his face is no longer recognizable. At this point, the firefighter turned his head unbearably, and said, "When I was investigating later, I saw a picture of him, and he is quite a good-looking person."

"Well, he is very good-looking." Chu Yuan's voice was hoarse and unpleasant: "He used to like to buy those new things the most, and he was particular about his clothes."

"It's all burnt out." The firefighter sighed: "He is too miserable."

He was burned alive.

This sentence has been lingering in Chu Yuan's mind. He stayed in the room alone for a long time, trying to find some traces of Jian Su's existence, but unfortunately, no matter what he did, he couldn't find any traces.

"I'm here to look for you, what can I do...you can..." Chu Yuan couldn't continue speaking. He sat on the ground, covered his face with his hands and cried bitterly. There was no tombstone behind Jian Su's death. Bai couldn't find a place, and the only place where he could find a little bit about Jian Su's breath was burned like this. He could hardly imagine how painful Jian Su was at that time. Jian Su was spoiled by his family before, and his personality was indeed A bit arrogant, when we first got together with him, he could cuddle him and act like a spoiled child when he cut vegetables, and it took a long time to coax him.

Since when did it start, even the pain of burning, but he didn't even have any trace of struggling.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry." Chu Yuan's regretful heart almost broke, his body was slightly bent, and his body trembled slightly.

When he left for the last time, he met someone who came to worship on the road. The woman held the child in her arms, and she said, "You are..."

Suddenly her eyes lit up, and she smiled slightly: "You are Xiao Su's lover, right?"

Chu Yuan paused, and he looked at this person.

"I saw you in the photo in Xiao Su's room." After the woman mentioned Jian Su, her complexion darkened again, and she whispered: "But Xiao Su has already... He is a very good person, really Very good."

"You were in his room and saw my photo?" Chu Yuan asked with difficulty.

"His room is full of your photos, and it's hard not to see them." The woman smiled slightly, and then put down the chrysanthemum in her hand: "He said that he used to like eating, drinking and having fun, and he was an ignorant dude Son, until I met you, you taught him a lot, he learned to take responsibility, he learned to be considerate of others, he learned to get along with others, it was you who brought him on the right path."

"Did he say that?" Chu Yuan almost died of pain, he took a deep breath: "He didn't tell you, why is he sick?"

"He said, he said..." The woman pursed her lips slightly, and then whispered: "He said, because..."

Chu Yuan seemed to be waiting for a trial, he almost stopped breathing, staring at the woman in front of him.

"He said that because he did something wrong, it caused very serious consequences." The woman hugged the child in her arms: "He is a very good person. If he is still alive, I will definitely take him around Go, he deserves to be loved."

When the woman finally left, she said: "This child is called Xiao Su, because when I was sent to the hospital, the child had no fetal movement, and the doctor said that I almost died, but after the child was born, we all Seeing a miracle, whether it is me or this child, Xiao Su is our benefactor."

Chu Yuan looked at the child. The child's eyes were big and round. When he looked at him, he would smile subconsciously, looking very pleasing.

Chu Yuan was the only one left in the nursing home. He finally went to Jane's house, but he couldn't go in, so he could only wait outside.

Today is Jian Su's first seven, Chu Yuan feels that Jian Su will definitely come back, he actually doesn't believe in so-called ghosts and gods, but at this moment he hopes that there are ghosts and gods in this world, so that he can have a chance to take another look at his Jane Su back.

The Jian family was lifeless, no one was talking or joking, everyone had a tense face, someone sprinkled ashes on the ground, saying that when the dead person came back, he would see traces left on the ground and know whether the person had come back.

All the things belonging to Jian Su are placed in his own room, especially the watches he likes. Jian Yu is leaning against the next room. He flips through the photos of Jian Su and him when he was a child. Yituan's younger brother has grown up and has been around countless times. At first he was worried that Jian Su would develop a bad habit of flirting, and he taught Jian Su a lesson, but now he would rather Jian Su have these bad habits than being provoked by Chu Yuan up.

He just wanted his brother to come back alive.

All night, the candles were kept burning until the morning sun rose, and the dust on the ground remained still.

He didn't come back, he disappeared completely.

"Xiao Su..." Jian Yu stood aside, tears streaming down his face, Jian's mother was already too sick, the pain of a white-haired man sending a black-haired man almost made this mother lose her Hope to live.

Chu Yuan stood for a whole night, and when he finally left, he also walked around Jian's house. He lowered his head, and his eyes were no longer radiant.

……

Chu Yuan's body was found three days later, and he fell into the water by accident. Some police also called up the surveillance video and saw him sitting on the reef for a long time, seeming to be talking about something. When he finally got up, he seemed to be Some hypoglycemia, staggered a few steps, fell from the reef with his head up, landed in the sea, and sank.

When the rescue team salvaged him, they found no signs of struggle.

"The grievance value is cleared." 333 said, "Brother Chao, are you going to change to another world?"

"..." Xie Chao stood by the sea, put the flowers he bought on the ground, and said, "You said earlier that it was between you and 001."

"Huh?" 333 became a little more energetic.

"I had a dream yesterday." Xie Chao's face was a little tired, and he looked down at the sand slightly: "I dreamed that in this world, the original doctor was sick, so you came to replace him to survive the most painful chemotherapy phase."

333's hands froze slightly, and then responded: "Yes."

"You're right, he named you A Yao, and you called him Brother Chao." Xie Chao's voice was blank, and he said, "Is it a coincidence?"

"What if I say no?" 333 smiled wryly, "I don't think it's a coincidence."

This is exactly what he wanted to ask 001. In 001's heart, he was named Ayao at the beginning. He was really a random name, or he was thinking of someone as a substitute because he missed someone.

Xie Chao didn't continue talking.

……

Last night, in a dream.

"How does chemotherapy feel?" Xie Chao heard 001's voice, but the voice seemed to be his own, and Xie Chao was a little stunned for a while.

"It's okay, just tired." The person lying on the hospital bed slightly closed his eyes, he was wearing a respirator, and he was so weak that he could hardly lift his hands.

"Be patient a little longer, you will feel much more comfortable when the characters in this world are completed." 001's voice revealed a trace of imperceptible distress, and he said, "Why don't you go to sleep first."

"I don't want to sleep, and I can't sleep." The person on the bed was pale, and his hands rested on the side of the bed weakly, "The next world..."

Before he finished speaking, he fell into a coma, and after a while, Xie Chao heard 001 helplessly snorting.

After a while, a phantom suddenly appeared in front of his eyes. Xie Chao realized that this was the real body of 001. He opened his eyes wide, feeling that this figure seemed somewhat familiar.

And when he tried his best to see who 001 was, 001 covered the person on the bed with a quilt, stood up and turned his head, the memory stopped abruptly.

Xie Chao woke up suddenly, his heart was still pounding, he was clutching the bed sheet tightly, his breathing was trembling, the moment 001 turned around, he seemed to have guessed something, but before he could think about it, it was all over Now, when he wanted to recall the feeling at that time, he felt a splitting headache. He couldn't help but let out a low snort, then got up and poured himself a glass of water, leaned on the sofa, and remained silent.

He thought of the person lying on the bed in his dream, and he knew that it was 333, and he also knew the person who was talking to 333, but everything was frozen at the moment when 001 turned around.

"Ayao, Brother Chao." Xie Chao leaned against the sofa, holding the glass in one hand, tilted his head slightly, his Adam's apple twitched slightly, and said in a low voice, "Jiang Yao... Xie Chao."

A secret seemed to be revealed, just a little bit, a little bit, but he suddenly felt fear.

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