I ride the wind and waves in the scumbag plot

The radish pork ribs soup needs to be stewed for a while to get the flavor. After he set the time beside him, he waited for the stew to finish and put it in the thermos. It is not far from his home to where Qin Cheng lives. It takes only 10 minutes to drive there. It’s just that these 10 minutes seemed to have passed for a long time in his mind, especially when he arrived at the gate of the community, he parked the car for a long time, and the security guard next to him came over and knocked on the car window and asked, “Sir, you are the owner of this place.” Is it? It’s not that the owners can’t enter here.”

"I'm here to see a friend." Just as the security guard was about to say something, another older man came over immediately, and he said, "It's you, go in, go in, this is new here, I haven't seen you before." .”

After Han Zhou responded, he drove the car in.

"Is this the owner?" the little security guard asked.

"Come here often." The older security guard lit a cigarette, raised his chin and nodded, "This person comes here every two or three days, and he is an acquaintance."

"Oh." The little security guard nodded.

Han Zhou has walked this road countless times, and every time he comes here, he suddenly feels better. Since the breakup, he has been in a bad mood. He was diagnosed with depression half a year ago, but only here, he has a moment peaceful.

But at this moment, his palms were covered with cold sweat, and he was holding on to the steering wheel, driving slowly in the community. Even if he flinched again, he still drove to the downstairs of the community.

He leaned in the car, leaned back slightly after turning off the ignition, and curled up in the driver's seat with the cigarette in his hand, but he didn't light it.

The closer he was, the more sad he felt. In the past year and a half, he had missed someone crazily, but when this person really appeared in front of him, he suddenly became timid.

"Qin Cheng..." Han Zhou said hoarsely, "I'm sorry."

Apart from this sentence, he didn't know what else to say.

He sat in the car for a long time, and then decided to leave his things at the door and leave. Unexpectedly, after getting out of the car, he met Qin Cheng who had just returned. The two looked at each other, and neither of them spoke for a while.

"I..." It was Han Zhou who spoke first. He opened his mouth and said in a low voice, "I made your favorite radish and ribs soup. Your body needs to be replenished... If you have time, you'd better go to the hospital for a visit." .”

Qin Cheng, who came back from Han Lin's place, looked a little pale. He was wearing that gray sweater, his eyes fell on Han Zhou, and he didn't speak.

"I don't know that you don't want to see me, so I'm leaving now." Han Zhou's voice was a little hoarse, he was holding the thermos in his hand at a loss, and when he was about to leave, he was stopped by Qin Cheng, who heard Seeing Qin Cheng behind him, he said, "Wait a minute... Now that you're here, come in. I just want to have a good talk with you."

Qin Cheng gathered his clothes, turned and went upstairs, Han Zhou stood behind him, his head was lowered, his eyes were slightly red, then he tilted his head and wiped it calmly, and followed.

The room was still the same as before. Qin Cheng stood here. He turned on the air conditioner as soon as he came back, and the room that was as cold as an ice cellar slowly warmed up. Qin Cheng took over the thermos and said, "It still smells like before."

"Ah?" Han Zhou didn't expect Qin Cheng to say that, he was taken aback for a moment before he realized, and quickly replied: "Mmm, um... yes."

Qin Cheng unscrewed the lid of the thermos bucket, and the rich aroma immediately came out. Looking at the soup, Qin Cheng felt a little sour in his heart. He lowered his eyes and said, "Why do you suddenly want to deliver something?"

"I..." Before Han Zhou could finish speaking, Qin Cheng interrupted him, and said, "Didn't you say it's okay? Didn't you say we broke up? Since you don't like me, why bother to give me something?" Woolen cloth?"

"Your complexion is very strange, I think...maybe it's because I haven't had a good rest recently, so I just..." Han Zhou's words stumbled a bit, he was indeed not suitable for lying, and he probably hadn't known how long he had rehearsed the lie about the breakup in his heart.

That was his most successful lie, even Qin Cheng was deceived by him.

"Really? Han Lin didn't have a good rest either. He had a hard time taking care of his students. As an older brother, you can go and show him some care." When Qin Cheng said this, he kept his eyes on Han Zhou.

Han Zhou was taken aback for a moment, and then the cold sweat broke out instantly. He opened his mouth and said with a slightly pale face, "Did you go find him?"

"Well, I just came back." Qin Cheng took out two bowls, poured the soup into the bowls, and said, "If I don't go to him, how long are you going to hide it from me? One year, ten years? Or do you have to Hiding it forever?"

Han Zhou clenched his hand slightly, then let go, and said in a slightly depressed tone, "I...I don't know either."

"Sit down, we haven't eaten together for a long time." Qin Cheng said, his complexion is indeed not very good, his exposed hands are very pale, the blue blood vessels under the skin are clearly visible, the whole person is as weak as a serious illness, It was precisely because of this that Han Zhou couldn't help but feel a little worried.

"You... why did you come back suddenly this time? And why did you go to Han Lin? What did he say?" Han Zhou had too many doubts in his heart. He looked at Qin Cheng nervously, holding the hot bowl in his hand. Not feeling it, Qin Cheng squinted, and landed on his hand: "If you continue to hold the bowl, I really should go to the hospital to buy you burn ointment."

"Ah?" Han Zhou let go of his hand immediately after he realized it, even so his palm was hot and red.

"I suddenly want to come back to see how the person I have been thinking about for a year and a half is doing." Qin Cheng pursed his lips slightly, his heart sank slightly, but his face did not show the slightest bit: "As for Han Lin... I am I want to know what happened to the person who dumped me because of him back then, but I didn't expect this windfall."

Han Zhou looked away, unwilling to meet Qin Cheng's gaze.

"Don't you have anything to explain? For example, what happened back then." Qin Cheng lowered his head, took a bite of the pork ribs, and the rich aroma immediately filled his mouth. He wondered if it was the original owner's emotional remnants, and his eyes suddenly felt sore and uncomfortable. , Tears fell down without warning.

He could barely bite the bone in his mouth, his heart was sore and difficult, and he could hardly hold the chopsticks in his hand.

"That matter, there is nothing to say, really nothing to say. It's all over..." When Han Zhou was about to say something, he met Qin Cheng's face that suddenly raised his face, and his words came to an abrupt end Zhi, staring blankly at the person in front of him, Qin Cheng's face was full of tears, his eyes were red, his eyes were full of blood and tears, he gritted his teeth and said, "Is there anything else to say?"

He said this word by word, but it seemed that he wanted to tear Han Zhou apart.

"You're crying...don't cry." Han Zhou has never seen Qin Cheng cry like this. He knows exactly what kind of character Qin Cheng is. When they had conflicts before, they fought so fiercely. I have never seen Qin Cheng shed half a tear, but now he is crying so hard.

Han Zhou panicked for a moment, he got up quickly: "What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you? I'll take you to the hospital..."

"I'm going to die." Qin Cheng took a deep breath. He looked at Han Zhou, saw his expression changed from panic to astonishment, and said in a trembling voice, "You said you have nothing to say about what happened back then? You can find Han Lin." Pretending to be your boyfriend, you lied to me to break up with you, and you stayed here by yourself after you threw me away, and you said you have nothing to say? How long are you going to hide what happened back then? "

"What did you say about you just now?" Han Zhou's face was very ugly. He grabbed Qin Cheng's hand and said word by word; "Don't make fun of this, Qin Cheng, don't lie to me..."

Qin Cheng met his eyes, and neither of them spoke.

"I knew I was wrong back then, and now I admit it to you, and you tell me... what you just said was also a lie to me, you are fine, we can say anything between us, but this must not lie to me When Han Zhou heard that word, his heart was trembling, and his breathing almost stopped for a few seconds.

"Do you know how I feel?" Qin Cheng lowered his body slightly, and he looked at the person squatting beside him: "At that time, my dad went looking for you, right?"

Han Zhou hesitated for a moment, but did not answer.

"He threatened you." Qin Cheng closed his eyes and opened them again: "You are not a person who will let go because of threats. Did he threaten you with your family members? Or... he threatened you with me. .”

Although Han Zhou didn't speak all the time, Qin Cheng felt sensitively that Han Zhou's hand tightened slightly when he mentioned the last possibility.

"He threatened you with me, so you just listened? What do you think? What is so difficult? Can he still kill me?" Qin Cheng didn't know why he was sad, every breath he exhaled It smells like blood.

"He can't kill you, but you will kill yourself." Han Zhou held Qin Cheng's hand, lowered his head, choked up slightly and said, "You will...your character, you will kill yourself yourself……"

A look of pain flashed across Qin Cheng's face, and he took a deep breath: "You're fucking talking bullshit!"

"I don't have to believe everything your father said, but I know that you jumped off the stairs, and I know that I will become your weakness." Han Zhou's teeth chattered, and he said after a while: "Qin Cheng, we are together, I hope you will be happy, but the premise is that I hope you can be safe and sound, if being with me will cause you trouble, I would rather separate."

"Do you think of yourself as a saint? If you say separate, separate." Qin Cheng was almost speechless, all his words were stuck in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word.

Xie Chao actually wanted to tell this person in front of him very much, he wanted to tell him that Qin Cheng was dead.

already dead!

Because of that sentence, half of Qin Cheng's life was almost killed, and the car accident completely took Qin Cheng's life... He saw his own shadow from Han Zhou's body, and tears kept streaming down his face at that moment Dripping, trembling all over.

"Qin Cheng, don't cry...don't cry." Han Zhou looked at Qin Cheng helplessly.

"You are wrong." Qin Cheng, or Xie Chao, gritted his teeth, looked at Han Zhou with some sympathy, and said, "Han Zhou, you did something wrong."

Han Zhou now is not what he used to be.

He did the exact same thing before, but the consequences of the two were different. He still had the chance to regret it, but Han Zhou was gone.

Even though he is facing Qin Cheng's face now, time is limited, Qin Cheng will leave sooner or later, and Han Zhou will know the truth sooner or later, how will it end then.

This world is so familiar that Xie Chao often can't tell whether he is in reality or in a mission, and he can't even tell whether he is Qin Cheng or Han Zhou.

Or rather, he was both.

"Brother Chao." 333's voice sounded from his mind, and it was only then that Xie Chao's sanity was pulled back a little. He said: "The value of resentment has dropped rapidly, and it is now 60.00%."

"I see." Xie Chao replied.

"Brother Chao, are you... are you too tired? Take a break after this world is over." 333 has long wanted to persuade Xie Chao to take a break. He has passed six worlds in a row, and this is the seventh.

"Okay." This time Xie Chao didn't refuse again. He pulled back his thoughts, looked at the person in front of him, pursed his lips slightly, and then responded in his mind: "After this world is over, I will rest for a while."

There was exhaustion in his voice that could not be ignored, not because of physical, but mental tiredness.

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Chapter 123 Seriously Injured and Comatose Heir to a Rich Family (6) Secret, Unusual, Almost Kissed

Qin Cheng's reaction fell into Han Zhou's eyes. He knew something must have happened, and he was a little anxious for a while. After a while, Qin Cheng's mood eased, and he let go of Han Zhou's hand.

"What the hell happened? Tell me." Since the two broke up, Han Zhou never got any news about Qin Cheng, and Qin Cheng never contacted his old classmates.

"You know that day, I jumped off the stairs to find you, I wanted you, I love you, I like you...I would rather jump down and find you, but you don't want me." Qin Cheng's voice was hoarse, and there was still a hint of choking after crying. He forced a smile: "Your words almost cost me half my life... I am not afraid of getting hurt, but I am not afraid that you will not want me."

Han Zhou's breathing was a little heavy, he looked at Qin Cheng in silence, his throat moved slightly.

"Han Zhou, if something happens to me in this year and a half, will you be sad?" Qin Cheng said in a low voice, "You won't, because you can't even get news about me, and the end of the two of us will be You will stay here forever, maybe a year, maybe ten years, but I can't..."

Han Zhou didn't speak.

"I'm so tired, I hate you all the time, but I miss you." Qin Cheng smiled wryly and said, "I really don't want to give up on you."

If Qin Cheng was still alive, he would definitely not give up on Han Zhou, but the problem is, he is already dead.

Han Zhou didn't know all this, he just looked at Qin Cheng helplessly, opened his mouth to explain, but didn't know where to start, and finally he just choked out a sentence: "This year Half, how are you doing?"

"Not good." Qin Cheng looked a little pale and decadent.

When Han Zhou heard this, he became a little anxious: "How could it be? You should..."

"What should we do? Be the young master of the Qin family and live a life of luxury and luxury?" Qin Cheng stretched out his hands to cover his face, his hair was a little messed up, his shoulders were thin, and he could see clear traces of his spine on the back of his neck. His heart was sour, he said: "If I want this kind of life, I will have it long ago, Han Zhou, do you understand me? Have you ever understood? I have no one except you, and no one wants me. I'm gone, you don't want me, no one really wants me anymore."

Han Zhou hugged Qin Cheng in his arms distressedly, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know..."

Qin Cheng's health was indeed too bad. Such mood swings were like poison to him. He leaned on the table with a pale face. Trembling slightly, he immediately said, "What's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell? I'll take you to the hospital."

"No, I'll just lie down for a while." Qin Cheng said.

He said so, Han Zhou could only help him to lie on the sofa for a while, Qin Cheng has a scar constitution, once injured, it is easy to leave scars, he lay on the sofa, his hair was a little messy, and the wound on his forehead was exposed , After a year and a half, the place where the scratches from jumping off the building before had healed up long ago, but Han Zhou found that apart from this one, there was also a long scar on the left side of Qin Cheng's brain that was covered by his hair. To the neck, a closer look, shocking.

Han Zhou's hands froze in place. In his impression, at least when he was with him, Qin Cheng didn't have this scar.

"Distressed?" Qin Cheng closed his eyes, he was still a little dizzy: "Don't look."

"What's going on with you?" Han Zhou asked in a hoarse voice.

"There was an accident while driving, and I bumped my head." After a pause, Qin Cheng explained: "But it's okay, it's okay."

"You weren't like this before. What happened? Why did you lose weight like this in a year and a half?" Before Han Zhou just looked at Qin Cheng and felt that he was much thinner, but now he was lying on the sofa and he realized that This person was very thin, and his breathing was more shallow than ordinary people.

Qin Cheng didn't speak. The more he was like this, the more flustered and uneasy Han Zhou became. He suddenly remembered what Qin Cheng said before, and his palms subconsciously broke out in cold sweat.

"It's okay." Qin Cheng moved slightly uncomfortably, and his voice was very soft: "Go to the hospital tomorrow."

"Okay, your body really needs to be checked." If you don't check it, Han Zhou is a little worried. He holds Qin Cheng's hand, and the other party just holds him in vain. Han Zhou said: "No matter what the reason is, it will It's okay, I'll be with you."

"It's not about this." Qin Cheng slowly opened his eyes, and he glanced at Han Zhou next to him: "Are you going to see a doctor for depression?"

Qin Cheng noticed that the hand holding him paused slightly, and Han Zhou's face was a little stiff, and he asked after a while, "Why do you..."

"We all have secrets." Qin Cheng's eyes dimmed a bit, he seemed to be thinking about something: "Some things can be turned back, and some things can't be turned back."

Until finally falling asleep, Xie Chao didn't tell Han Zhou the truth, he really couldn't say it.

"If Han Zhou is told, this will be the final death notice for Han Zhou." 333 said: "All his desire to survive now is because of one name."

"Qin Cheng." Xie Chao said.

Xie Chao thought for a while, if something like this happened to Jiang Yao after he broke up with Jiang Yao... then he might go crazy too.

No, maybe he was dead too.

This sleep was very long and heavy. In the dream, those things were mixed together and merged into countless light and shadow fragments, which played back and forth in Xie Chao's mind. He was extremely exhausted.

When he woke up again, it was already noon the next day, and he was already lying on the bed with a quilt on his body when he woke up. Everyone was very uncomfortable, and it took a while to sit up from the bed.

"Are you awake?" Han Zhou's voice sounded from the door. He was wearing home clothes and a scarf, and said with a slight smile, "After you get up, eat some oatmeal to nourish your stomach."

This appearance made Xie Chao a little dazed, his dream was too complicated, he had a headache for a while, he shook his head before saying: "Okay."

After Han Zhou left, he got up weakly, went to the bathroom to wash up, and then turned to the living room. There was oatmeal porridge in the living room. This was the breakfast they used to eat when they were together. Later, they separated. Qin Cheng Didn't even touch the oatmeal.

"I made an appointment with the doctor in the afternoon. I'll go for a follow-up visit, and you go for a physical examination." Han Zhou was still a little worried: "You were talking in your sleep last night."

"I was talking in my sleep?" Qin Cheng was stunned for a moment: "What did I say?"

"Unclear." Han Zhou served him a bowl of oatmeal, and then said, "In the middle of the night, I suddenly started to have a fever, and I was covered in cold sweat. I didn't feel better until the morning."

Qin Cheng didn't know all that Han Zhou said, he paused for a moment and suddenly realized that what he was wearing before going to bed was not the pajamas he was wearing...

"I explained to you what you wanted yesterday, shouldn't it be your turn today?" Han Zhou said without raising his head, "Explain what happened to your injury...I want to hear it. "

He didn't dare to leave last night because Qin Cheng's condition was really bad. He had a high fever in the middle of the night and was covered in cold sweat. He could only change his clothes to let him sleep more comfortably. But after taking off his clothes, he Breathing almost stopped.

Qin Cheng's chest, waist, even back, thighs... There are scars all over his body, especially on his abdomen. There are three consecutive scars from the front chest to the waist and abdomen, and one on the back runs through the entire back.

Those scars were very conspicuous and shocking. He didn't dare to imagine what Qin Cheng had gone through to leave so many terrible scars, let alone what kind of injuries could have caused such consequences.

"..." Qin Cheng didn't expect this either, he subconsciously raised his hand to cover his stomach, and then laughed: "Something happened unexpectedly."

"An accident?" Han Zhou's tone suddenly rose: "You said it was an accident?"

I have to say that the tone of Han Zhou and Qin Cheng is indeed somewhat similar, probably because the two have lived together for a long time before, and they have some similar habits with each other.

"It was caused by a car accident before." Qin Cheng couldn't drink the oatmeal anymore. He took a cigarette and went to the balcony to light it. He leaned on the chair and said in a low voice, "But it's okay."

"Who made it?" Han Zhou's face suddenly darkened.

"Do top students want to be so fierce?" Qin Cheng wanted to pass with a playful smile, but his eyes met Han Zhou's, and finally he could only sigh: "Accident, it's an accident."

"I'm sorry." Han Zhou's distressed heart was trembling. He walked behind Qin Cheng, buried his head on Qin Cheng's neck, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry..."

"What does it have to do with you? It's not because of your accident. It's not you who hit me." Qin Cheng looked up at the birds in the sky, and said in a low voice, "Except that you asked your brother to pretend to be a boyfriend to trick me into breaking up." For this matter, you need to apologize to me, for other things... don't say sorry to me. "

"At that time... what happened? Did the doctor say there were any sequelae?" Han Zhou asked.

"At that time..." Qin Cheng thought for a while, and then said: "I met an idiot who asked me to race a car. For some reason, I had to go. Later, this idiot hit me at a corner and knocked my car down. , I also fell down, and then I was in the hospital, the injury must have happened at that time, I heard that it was bleeding, I was transferred twice, and issued five critical illness notices."

Qin Cheng took a puff of cigarette, exhaled slowly, and then said: "It's just fate...at least I didn't die at the time."

"Why did he bump into you?" Han Zhou asked, Qin Cheng heard the gloomy tone in Han Zhou's tone.

"Who knows? Someone will check it out." Qin Cheng got up and leaned against the balcony, he said: "There is no sequelae, not at all."

"That being said, I still have to go for a full-body checkup in the afternoon," Han Zhou said.

"Okay, up to you." Qin Cheng smiled, took a puff of cigarette, sprayed it lightly on Han Zhou's face as he remembered, and said with a low smile, "Highly talented student, do you miss me?"

"Think." Han Zhou said.

"Brother Chao." 333's voice sounded in his mind, with a hint of haste, and Xie Chao suddenly came back to his senses.

His face changed slightly, subconsciously he leaned back slightly, and turned his head, the shock in his heart could not be expressed.

He is more familiar with the action he just made than anyone else. It was the action between him and Jiang Yao. At that time, he saw Jiang Yao at the corner of the corridor. Jiang Yao approached him, took a puff of cigarette and sprayed it lightly on his neck, then leaned close to his ear and smiled lowly: "Senior, do you miss me?"

"Brother Chao, what happened to you just now?" 333 asked.

"For a moment, I regarded myself...as Qin Cheng." Xie Chao responded in his mind: "It's my own problem, probably I'm really too tired."

"I see." 333 he paused for a moment, and then said: "Brother Chao, this world is a bit different, please be careful."

"I see." Xie Chao responded.

And Han Zhou beside him didn't know what happened, he just looked at Qin Cheng and said, "If I didn't say break up at that time, wouldn't you have to go through all this?"

"Not necessarily." Qin Cheng said without changing his face: "It has nothing to do with you, this is just an accident to me."

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