I ride the wind and waves in the scumbag plot

The place where Han Zhou lived was not big, with one bedroom, one living room and one bathroom, but it was kept very clean, and photos of Qin Cheng could be seen everywhere.

"Tomorrow is your birthday." Han Zhou walked out of the house, holding a box in his hand, he said with a smile: "Happy birthday to you in advance, let's see what gifts are inside."

"Isn't it my birthday tomorrow? Why don't you give it to me tomorrow?" Qin Cheng raised his eyebrows and asked.

"There is a custom in my hometown that birthdays should be celebrated early and avoided on birthdays, so that Lord Yan will not know how old you are, and no one will come to you." Han Zhou laughed, and he put the gift in Qin Cheng's room. In his hand, the thing was still a bit heavy, Qin Cheng paused and said: "Then I have to see what it is."

The box was placed on the table. After Qin Cheng opened it, he saw a row of ceramic dolls inside, each of which looked like Qin Cheng.

"I remember you showing me pictures of you when you were a child. This is what I drew from my memory and I found a friend to make it. I will give you a new one every year." Each of these porcelain dolls They are all exquisite. Qin Cheng should have been very happy when he looked at these things, but now his thoughts are heavy. These dolls made him feel pain in his heart. He said: "If I don't come this time, what are your plans? when are you giving it to me?"

"I don't know, but luckily you're back." Han Zhou stepped forward and embraced him, and said in a low voice, "As long as you're back, there's nothing to be afraid of."

Han Zhou felt the body in his arms trembling slightly, he lowered his head in some doubts and asked, "What's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?"

"I'm fine." The original owner couldn't bear the emotions when he saw the ceramic doll, and Han Zhou heard the voice of the person in his arms say in a hoarse voice, "Are you planning to spend the rest of your life with Qin Cheng?"

Han Zhou didn't realize that there was something wrong with this sentence, he laughed: "Well, I missed it for a year and a half, I've already let go once, and I won't let go a second time."

But some things only have one chance, not everything can be repeated a second time.

Not so lucky.

These words were stuck in his throat, and nothing could be said in the end.

Stuffing out a person's hope, this kind of thing is very difficult to do. In the past, Xie Chao could do those things with a deadpan face because of many reasons, but this time... only this time...

How can he say it out, how can he tell Han Zhou that Qin Cheng is actually dead, after he broke up with him for the first time, Qin Cheng was ruined and he died.

There is no second time, never again.

"On your birthday next year, let's go bungee jumping." Han Zhou was actually a little afraid of heights, but he smiled and said, "I want to do things with you that I dare not do. With you here, I won't Scared."

Until the last time he left, Xie Chao didn't say anything more.

When he returned to his residence, he was exhausted, 333 was not around, and he didn't even have anyone to talk to. Han Zhou wanted to follow him, but Xie Chao refused. He wanted to be alone. Today is a day The impact of the information given to him was too great, especially the words said by the administrator on the photo wall in the school, which made him unable to understand.

He seemed to have lost his comprehension in an instant. He understood each word separately, but he couldn't understand it together.

Received Han Zhou's birthday gift today, theoretically Qin Cheng passed his 24th birthday, but in fact, he will always stay at the age of 24, and there will be no future.

Even this birthday is not his.

There was a knock on the door outside. Xie Chao was resting on the sofa, but was suddenly awakened by the sound. He sat up suddenly, gasping for breath, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he didn't remember that he dreamed of What, it's just that the anxiety oppressed him and he was almost out of breath. He lowered his head, the knock on the door rang again, Xie Chao turned his head and glanced, then stood up slowly, and walked out the door.

After the door was opened, the cold wind from outside came in, he caught off guard and choked on the wind and snow, coughed lowly, it was winter, and it started to snow heavily outside at some point.

"Brother Chao." 333 was wearing a coat, standing outside the door, the snowflakes on his clothes hadn't melted: "I'm back."

Xie Chao was stunned for a moment, then closed his eyes, opened them again and said, "Come in."

333's face, which resembled Jiang Yao's, made his heart tremble every time. Xie Chao suppressed the churning emotions in his heart, and asked, "It's so late, why are you still here?"

It was snowing a lot outside, Xie Chao opened the curtains, looked through the glass, and could see the university floating down, the lights in the room were warm, and the air conditioner was still turned on in the room, 333 closed the door after entering the room He said, "I checked the weather forecast and it said that I was going to go to college tonight. I thought that Qin Cheng had been lying in the hospital for so long and had a lot of old injuries on his body." , It’s hard to feel in winter, but now it’s more painful when you’re in college. "

333's prediction was good. Xie Chao hadn't noticed it before, but after waking up, he felt a sore feeling in his bones. Uninterested: "Then it's useless for you to come, can you hurt me for me?"

"I..." 333 was momentarily at a loss for words, and he whispered, "I can't."

Xie Chao lowered his head slightly, there seemed to be another invisible barrier between the two of them, and they could never do what they did before. Just when 333 was about to speak, Xie Chao said, "I'm sorry."

"Huh?" 333 froze for a moment, not understanding what Xie Chao meant.

"I'm just...in a bad mood, I didn't mean to say these words on purpose." Xie Chao was so tired, he leaned his head on the sofa, and said in a low voice: "The school here is the school I went to before. I will go to the school today. The school took a look, I found myself and Jiang Yao, but..."

He was a little speechless.

"I see, Brother Chao." 333 walked over, poured a glass of water for Xie Chao, then raised his hand to touch Xie Chao's forehead, frowning slightly: "Brother Chao, you have a fever."

"Is that so?" 333 didn't say anything, Xie Chao really didn't notice it.

"I'm going to get the thermometer, check your temperature." After speaking, 333 went to the bedroom, Xie Chao leaned on the sofa, he looked at 333's back almost greedily, he knew very well that it was not Jiang Yao, but he wanted too much Jiang Yao, just take a look, Xie Chao tilted his head and leaned on the sofa, rubbing the corners of his eyes lightly, he probably really had a fever, he felt his eye sockets were a little hot.

"38 degrees." 333 glanced at the temperature above, frowned slightly, then went to find antipyretics, and after giving Xie Chao a drink, he said: "Brother Chao, you should go to bed early today, if the fever doesn't go away , we'll go to the hospital."

"Yeah." Xie Chao was lying on the sofa. He looked up at the chandelier above his head. Seeing this, 333 walked over and turned off the light. The curtains on the balcony were still drawn, and the lights from other people's houses came out. Seeing snowflakes outside through the glass: "How many more worlds do I have to do?"

"I don't know." 333 replied truthfully, "It depends on Brother Chao."

"This morning, I didn't mean to get angry with you." Xie Chao's head rested on the armrest of the sofa, and 333 covered him with a small quilt, and he said, "I just... couldn't control myself for a while. "

"I know." 333 replied.

"I've been away from him for a long time. I haven't seen him since I had an accident and entered the mission world. I don't even know what happened to him in that car accident, whether he was injured... I don't even know. "Xie Chao turned around and faced the inside of the sofa. He curled up slightly and choked up in a low voice: "I never got any news about him again, I..."

333 opened his mouth, he had a lot to say, among which he really wanted to ask Xie Chao... Is he really sure that Jiang Yao is in that car?Are you sure?

When Xie Chao's accident happened, the grass on Jiang Yao's grave was already taller than a person.

But when he saw Xie Chao like this, he couldn't bear to say that.

"Sleep, Brother Chao, I'm here." 333 said in a low voice, and he patted Xie Chao's back lightly: "Sleep."

Xie Chao's breathing was a little heavy, and he slowly closed his eyes, letting himself get lost in the familiar voice, and finally fell into the darkness.

After a while, 333 realized that Xie Chao had fallen asleep, so he picked him up by the waist, walked to the bed, carefully put him down, covered him with a quilt, and then leaned aside, holding him in his arms through the quilt The man buried his head in Xie Chao's neck and whispered: "Brother Chao, can you remember something about me? A little bit is fine. As long as a little bit, I won't be afraid of the pain anymore. No matter how much it hurts I'm not afraid."

Reorganization doesn't hurt, it's a lie, 333 kissed Xie Chao's neck lightly, closed his eyes slightly, listened to the shallow breathing of the person in his arms, and calmed down a little.

Since the breakup on the rooftop, Xie Chao has never seen Jiang Yao again for three consecutive months. Even if he heard someone talking about him in school, he just put on his earphones in a hurry, and avoided any talk about Jiang Yao as if to escape. Jiang Yao's information.

"Xie Chao." A person blocked Xie Chao's way, his head was still wrapped in gauze, and there was a long scar on his face: "Old rules, pay back the money."

"En." Xie Chao responded. He put down his schoolbag and took out five thick stacks of money. The man took it and weighed it: "Yo, fifty thousand? Where did you get it?"

"What's none of your business?" Xie Chao's complexion was not very good, even a little pale. There was a trace of impatience in his eyes before, but now his eyes are like a pool of stagnant water: "Get out of the way."

"Tsk, you really can't change your temper." The man laughed and licked his lips: "I didn't intend to come to you today, but I just happened to meet you, so I came to play with you, here, Give you the money, I dare not ask for your money."

Ah Wen stuffed the money back into Xie Chao's arms, and pointed to his head: "I don't want to open the ladle a second time."

"..." Xie Chao's eyes fell on this man's head, and his tone was heavy: "Jiang Yao?"

"Who else can there be except this lunatic?" Ah Wen approached Xie Chao, sniffing lightly: "I really don't understand, why does that lunatic like you? You have such a temper... I heard that Jiang Yao's parents don't want him, you Parents don't want you either, it's interesting, no wonder you two can—"

Before Ah Wen could finish speaking, he was knocked down by a punch, his brain was buzzing, and he was gritting his teeth to get up to fight back, but he was suddenly pushed against the wall, and something cold was against his neck. Wen's hands and feet went limp in an instant. He looked at the bloodshot man in front of him and said in a trembling voice, "You...what are you doing?"

"You say I can, don't talk about him." Xie Chao's voice was hoarse, with a desperate madness: "Anyway, everything is over for me, it doesn't matter, there is nothing I can't lose... If you provoke me again, the two of us There is no need to go out of this alley again.”

Arwen's breathing was trembling, and he looked down nervously at the knife on his neck, until finally he heard Xie Chao say, "Do you understand?"

"Ming...understood." At this moment, Ah Wen immediately realized the meaning: "I won't say it again, yes... I'm sorry, Brother Chao."

Xie Chao let go of his hand and said in a low voice, "Go away."

Ah Wen hesitated for a moment, looked at the knife in his hand, took two steps back, and then ran away immediately. Xie Chao was the only one left in the whole alley. There were only two street lights, and they were broken at this time. One, he squatted down and stuffed the five wads of money into his schoolbag, folded the knife and put it in his pocket.

Until he heard the sound of footsteps behind him, Xie Chao's back was slightly stiff. When he held the knife back and was about to make a move, he was hugged violently. At that moment, the familiar scent of pine filled his nostrils, which made his body tremble. When he froze, the hand holding the knife was also held by this man, and he heard the man say behind his back: "Brother Chao, it's me, relax."

"..." Xie Chao closed his eyes, trying to hold back the tears that almost welled up in his eyes.

"Brother Chao, I miss you, don't want me... If I did something wrong, I will change it." Jiang Yao's voice was sad, he kissed Xie Chao's neck tremblingly, and then pulled him away He got up and leaned against the wall, buried his head on Xie Chao's neck, and said in a low voice, "Don't give up on me, and don't give up on yourself."

"Let go." Xie Chao said.

"I've been waiting for three months, and I won't let go." Jiang Yao whispered.

When Xie Chao was about to struggle, he heard Jiang Yao groan in pain, and stopped all his movements immediately, only then did he realize that Jiang Yao still had a faint smell of blood on his body.

"Brother Chao, we don't owe any money anymore." Jiang Yao sniffed Xie Chao's smell almost greedily, rubbed his hands, and said in a muffled voice: "We don't owe anyone anymore, from now on it will be just the two of us, I won't Trouble you, won't hurt you, you trust me once, we...we haven't seen each other for 87 days."

They were separated for two months and 27 days, a total of 87 days.

"Jiang Yao, don't do anything for me anymore... I have already lost enough, don't let me lose you too." Xie Chao opened his eyes and looked at the street lamp above his head, which illuminated the dim street lamp. The snowflakes fell profusely, his eyes were warm and moist, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Don't...don't you live a good life, you have to get yourself involved in this matter."

"I've already been involved, and I'm going to take you out." Jiang Yao smiled, and he softened his voice: "Brother Chao, we don't owe any debts anymore, I have paid them off."

Xie Chao didn't know what had happened in the past 87 days. He only knew that he had to raise his arms to hug the person who was hugging him. There was an ominous and strong smell of blood under his body, Xie Chao's face changed suddenly, he heard Jiang Yao say: "Brother Chao, I can't stand, I slowly..."

Xie Chao hugged him and squatted down, his hands were a little wet, Jiang Yao lightly pecked the corner of his lips, and said with a small smile: "Go find an ambulance, I don't want to die, I just feel a little pain, Brother Chao, I'll come to you as soon as I pay off the debt, don't want me, I promise I won't cause you any trouble."

"What's the matter with you?" Xie Chao's throat was dry, and with the help of the street lamp, he could see his palms were scarlet.

"I'll tell you when I wake up, I'm too sleepy, so I'll just sleep for a while..." Jiang Yao's breathing was full of blood, and before he passed out, he tried his last to kiss Xie Chao.

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