I ride the wind and waves in the scumbag plot

"They said they needed to wear black for the funeral. This one is broken here. I'll ask someone to sew it up." Someone seemed to be talking next to his ear, and Xie Chao felt a little unable to move. His consciousness slowly returned, and he sat on the sofa On, I heard the people around me keep saying: "You should also take a closer look. This matter...is an accident. The police are investigating Jiang Yao's matter. If he is still there, he will be very upset when he sees you like this." Sad."

Jiang Yao...

Xie Chao only captured these two words in a series of words. He turned his head almost stiffly, and looked at the speaker. Classmates, Jiang Yao's classmates, his friends, Jiang Yao's friends, and teachers... There are yellow and white chrysanthemums on the table, the guitar is leaning on the balcony, the white clothes are folded and placed on the bedside, and there is a Although the high-neck wool has been cleaned, there are still brown blood stains left on it, a large blood stain, which cannot be washed off.

"The teacher said that the school will protect you in this matter. Jiang Yao's death is an irreparable matter. The dead are already dead, and the living should live better." The person in front of him squatted down , He held Xie Chao's hand: "I don't know what happened to you, but you can't do it like this, I really suggest you see a psychiatrist, you know, your current state is very strange .”

Xie Chao didn't speak, it's not that he couldn't speak, but he suddenly didn't want to.

"Did you hear what I said? Can you give me a little response?" The person who spoke was Xie Chao's friend. This person sighed deeply: "Why don't you live in another place, or if you are here, you will It will never be forgotten."

Xie Chao subconsciously looked at the furnishings in the room. He is very familiar with this room, where he lived for several years. He and Jiang Yao used to be here, but why are there so many chrysanthemums placed here? Who are these for? No, he didn't understand what the hell was going on.

"Tomorrow, when Jiang Yao is buried, you can wear that dress, it's all done for you." His friend was still talking to him, but Xie Chao felt suffocated, he almost wanted to wear it urgently. I escaped from here, but I couldn't move at all, I just moved my little finger with all my strength, my friend didn't notice it, and just continued to persuade: "Xie Chao..."

Xie Chao raised his eyes slightly, and finally his eyes fell on a black and white photo. In the photo, Jiang Yao's face is very good-looking, with exquisite eyebrows and eyes, and he is five years old, 15 years old, his, 20 years old... almost nothing Nothing much has changed.

His fingers curled up slightly, he flinched back a little in fear, and turned his head away. When his friend saw it, he could only sigh.

"His situation is more complicated." Xie Chao vaguely heard someone discussing outside the door. The place where he was sitting had changed again, surrounded by white walls. He seemed to be in some hospital's consulting room, and he heard the other party say: " Because the overly strong stimulation caused him mental and spiritual problems. For him, seeing or even touching his lover's cold body and seeing his lover's death was a very strong stimulus for him. It will keep him stuck in this, or he may completely forget this point, no matter what it is, it belongs to post-traumatic self-awareness protection."

When Xie Chao woke up again, the room was back to what he had seen before. He was in a daze, but he also knew that he seemed to have had a very outrageous dream. In the dream, his friend told him that Jiang Yao died. And there's a funeral going on.

"Did you have a nightmare?" A familiar voice sounded from his ears, and he noticed Jiang Yao. It should be said that Jiang Yao in this world has been standing on the balcony blowing the wind. He came in when he woke up: "In the dream You can't wait for me to die, Xie Chao, how much you hate me."

Xie Chao stood up reluctantly, and before he could ask, Jiang Yao had already walked over, pinched Xie Chao's chin, looked at the pale face of the man in front of him, and said word by word: "But don't worry, no matter what, I will Younger than you, even if you are going to die, you will be the one who walks ahead. If you die, I will definitely bury you in a grand burial. After all, you are also the one who has worked hard for our Jiang family for so long. What's more, I have to call you Uncle?"

Xie Chao's body was not feeling well, he closed his eyes feeling uncomfortable, opened them again, looked at Jiang Yao, and said weakly, "Then you killed me?"

Jiang Yao was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect Xie Chao to say that.

"What did you say? Do you think I dare not?" Jiang Yao reached out and grabbed Xie Chao's neck, and pressed him on the bed. He only needed a firm grip on the fragile neck, and maybe the person under him would never again Will say any words that make him angry, his hands are slightly locked, Xie Chao can feel suffocation, he looks at Jiang Yao, as if he is looking at another person through this person, breathing is getting more and more difficult, his hands Powerless hanging by his side, without even struggling, he seemed to be waiting, waiting for death. Gradually, he closed his eyes, but Jiang Yao suddenly let go, and the infusion of air made him cough When he got up, he almost coughed up his heart and lungs. He lay down beside the bed, and it took him a while to recover.

"I won't kill you. It's against the law to kill people. What's more, what's the use of your death?" Jiang Yao grabbed his chin, forced him to look up, and said indifferently: "I want you more than death." Uncomfortable, Xie Chao, you wait."

When Jiang Yao went out, he slammed the door loudly. How could Xie Chao have the strength to play this house-playing game with the children. He lay down beside the bed and panted violently. Xiao Zhang quietly opened the door, wanting to check on Xie Chao's status , but saw him lying on the edge of the bed, the quilt on his body was only covered to the back of his waist, and he was still coughing and panting, his face blushed immediately, and the door was quietly closed again.

"Main system, 333, 001, Jiang Yao, Xie Chao..." After Xie Chao recovered, he sat up, his forehead was still throbbing, and the neck pinched by Jiang Yao was slightly red. He reached out and touched it. After gasping in pain, he murmured helplessly, "When will 333 wake up?"

After Jiang Yao went out, he regretted a little. This is his house, even if he wants to go out, it is Xie Chao who goes out. Why is it him every time?

Thinking of this, he stepped on the brakes, then turned around and continued to drive back. When Xiao Zhang saw Jiang Yao who had gone back and forth, he couldn't help being a little surprised. He said in surprise, "Brother Yao, are you back?"

"Where is Xie Chao?" Jiang Yao asked in a cold voice, walking straight up by the way, Xiao Zhang hurriedly followed behind him and said: "Mr. Xie said he wanted to go out for a walk, so he went to the artificial lake next to him."

The location of this community is very good, next to a large artificial lake, people used to take a walk there, but after the incident of a fight and murder occurred at the artificial lake, there was no one there for a while, Xie Chao was not very happy. He cared about these, he just wanted to find a quiet place with few people.

When Jiang Yao rushed over, he saw Xie Chao leaning against the railing. He slowed down and walked over, seeming a little impatient and said, "Didn't the doctor tell you to stay at home? What are you doing?"

Xie Chao supported the railing, he said: "I forgot a lot of things."

"I know." After Jiang Yao paused, he looked at Xie Chao, and then took a deep breath: "I'm probably the only one who wants revenge like me, but ends up taking care of the enemy? If you want Get up, and tell me by the way why you betrayed me at that time."

Xie Chao couldn't answer this point, his eyes fell on the pool, and he opened his mouth after a while, "How did you and A Feng meet, what are you doing?"

"Speaking of this." Jiang Yao snorted, and he lit a cigarette and leaned against the railing: "What's the matter with you, you get dizzy when you say it, A Feng said that he doesn't know you at all, and he hasn't seen you before. I should ask you a sentence, how do you know A Feng?"

Xie Chao's breathing trembled slightly, he closed his eyes, and after calming down a little, he asked word by word; "Then do you know...Wang Zhihe?"

Wang Zhihe was the one who adopted Jiang Yao and A Feng just to use them as tools to make money, and even said that he was not worthy of being a human being at all.

When Jiang Yao heard this name, he was slightly surprised, and then his eyes fell on Xie Chao. He took a deep look at Xie Chao, and said after a while: "Uncle, it seems that you really know a lot , What should I do? I hate you more and more. All my sufferings are caused by you. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have to go through this at all. Uncle, Wang Zhihe is Ah Feng's adoptive father and my benefactor. "

Xie Chao leaned back slightly, his back was leaning against the railing, when he heard Jiang Yao's words, he subconsciously took a step back, his eyes were full of fear, but the railing that should have been very strong was loose All of a sudden, Xie Chao fell off the railing. He felt as if he was being pulled by someone, and it was like an illusion. Jiang Yao's pupils suddenly constricted, and he rushed forward to grab the person in front of him. But he didn't catch him, and watched Xie Chao fall into the water.

Generally, people who fall into the water would struggle, but Xie Chao didn’t. He fell on his back and hit the water, his body sank suddenly, and the icy lake water rushed up instantly and poured into his nasal cavity. Far away, but also within reach.

fake.

all fake……

Suddenly, he felt that his waist was supported by someone, and then he was dragged upwards. When the two of them rushed out of the water, Xie Chao was coughing heavily, and Jiang Yao was also very tired. Wet all over, Xie Chao lay on the ground, his hands were powerlessly clenched twice, as if he was trying to grab something, and then he was suddenly hugged in his arms, and he heard Jiang Yao panting heavily He heard his hoarse voice gritting his teeth: "Are you crazy? Do you want to die! Do you want to die! It's not that easy...Xie Chao, let me tell you, it's not that easy."

"It's all fake." Xie Chao didn't even have the strength to struggle, his voice was trembling: "It's all fake, it's all fake."

"What is fake?" Jiang Yao didn't understand what he meant.

"You are fake, I am fake, they are all fake, A Feng is fake, Wang Zhihe is also fake...the whole world is fictional, fake, and doesn't exist." He kept murmuring in a low voice, It seems to be speaking to himself, and it seems to be speaking to Jiang Yao; "We...we shouldn't be like this, I have grandpa, you have me, no, I mean, I had parents when I was young, You also had it when you were young. When I was eight years old, you were only five years old. I met you, Jiang Yao... I met you. You are the most beautiful child I have ever seen. Later, later we met again It should be in college, you are a freshman, I am a junior, I... I smoked because I learned from you, I fought because I had to repay the usury, and we lived together..."

"What are you talking about?" Jiang Yao showed a trace of doubt on his face: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"It shouldn't be like this." Xie Chao was soaked, his hair was still dripping, his face was pale, his lips were bloodless, he looked at Jiang Yao almost blankly, and then lowered his head: "Fake, fake, It's all fake...it's all fake, it's all a dream, no...it's all a dream."

Jiang Yao looked at him deeply, then moved his lips a few times, and finally said nothing, but hugged Xie Chao in his arms, and said in a low voice, "Forget it, I deserve it."

He hugged the person by the waist, the person was very light in his arms, a little thin, Jiang Yao couldn't help feeling distressed, he sighed helplessly.

The distance from here to the villa is not far, he hugged Xie Chao all the way back, and there was no one on the road, Xie Chao was soaked, and Xiao Zhang was very surprised when he got home, and quickly said: "Brother Yao, what's the matter?" ? How did Mr. Xie become like this? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No need." Jiang Yao said, and then carried him to the upstairs room. The bathtub was filled with warm water. He wanted to take off Xie Chao's clothes, but he didn't want to be rejected by Xie Chao.

"Save your current appearance, do you think you can take a bath by yourself?" Jiang Yao said, "Don't drown in the bathtub."

Xie Chao didn't make a sound. After Jiang Yao left, he sat in the warm water, hugged his knees carefully, and murmured in a low voice: "333, 333, are you there? Are you there?"

The appearance of 333 yesterday was like a short illusion, which made Xie Chao wonder if he had made a mistake.

The funeral of Jiang Yao in the dream, the Jiang Yao now, and the high degree of overlap with reality almost made Xie Chao exhausted. Now he even has an urgent idea, he wants to go back to see Jiang Yao.

"Everything, many people, including the dream...are saying that you are gone." Xie Chao Mingming sat in the warm water, but was still shivering from the cold: "But it's all fake, fake... I can't take it seriously, I can't be cheated, I want to complete the task and go back, it's all fake, all of them are fake."

He seemed to be hypnotizing himself, but he raised his hand and wiped his face, his teeth and breathing were trembling, and he whispered: "I can't, I can't be deceived."

An unspeakable uneasiness rose from his heart, and he clutched the towel, as if trying to grasp the last straw.

Jiang Yao, who was resting on the bed in the room, couldn't sleep either. He took a shower in another room, changed his clothes, and all he thought about was Xie Chao. Although he didn't want to admit it, Xie Chao's state It is indeed not as good as every day.

The phone vibrated at the side, and his eyes fell on the contact, which was the name "Wang Zhihe". After a pause, he remembered the appearance of Xie Chao when he mentioned the name before, subconsciously frowned slightly, and then pressed down. He hung up and leaned to the side, wondering if he knocked somewhere when he fell into the artificial lake. It was better before, but now he felt a headache after resting. After he rubbed the center of his eyebrows, the pain got worse It was terrible, so I had to take two painkillers, leaned on the bed and closed my eyes for a short rest.

And after a while, Xie Chao came out of the bathroom and saw Jiang Yao who was taking a nap on the bed. He didn't say a word, turned around and went to the balcony, ready to smoke a cigarette, but he didn't expect that the cigarette was taken away just as he was about to light it. , looking back, I saw Jiang Yao, no, it should be said that 333 was leaning against the wall, he smiled and said, "Brother Chao."

Xie Chao was stunned for a moment, then responded, and said, "Tell me, what's going on? Make a long story short, otherwise I'm worried that you will fall if you can't count."

His tone was a bit calm, it seemed that even the appearance of 333 could not arouse his mood swings at all.

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