I ride the wind and waves in the scumbag plot

The meaning behind the so-called "There is no time to go back, but someone will love you across life and death" actually means that Jiang Yao's tombstone is still there.

Another year, Grandma Xie Chao's death day was also Jiang Yao's death day. On the same date, Xie Chao lost two people around him.

In fact, during the period when he was insane, other people had 360 and 360 days a year, but he only had [-] and [-] days. This day did not exist for him.

"I bought chrysanthemums, and grandma's favorite pastries." The two set off early in the morning, and when they stepped here again, Xie Chao's palms broke out in cold sweat. He held Jiang Yao's hand tightly, as if as long as he As soon as he let go, the people around him will disappear. After Jiang Yao realized this, he held Xie Chao instead, and said with a smile: "Brother Chao, don't be afraid."

"I'm not afraid." Xie Chao paused, his throat twitched slightly, and then said: "It's impossible for me not to visit grandma for the rest of my life."

In fact, Jiang Yao's tombstone is behind Grandma Xie's tombstone, Xie Chao will inevitably see this when he comes, and he stands still and asks, "Can this thing be removed?"

"It should be possible, Brother Chao, do you want to remove it?" Jiang Yao asked.

Xie Chao paused, he wanted to remove the tombstone, but he knew very well that there is no time to go back, the former Jiang Yao really died once, maybe here are his ashes, if the tombstone is removed, then the once What is he going to do.

"Actually, it doesn't matter, just leave it like this, next time..." Before Jiang Yao finished speaking, Xie Chao covered his mouth, and he frowned: "Don't talk nonsense."

Jiang Yao laughed and said, "Okay, I understand."

He looked at the person in front of him with slightly red eyes, realized how much his words had hurt Xie Chao, immediately hugged him in his arms, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry Brother Chao, I know I was wrong, so I won't say anything again. .”

"There will be no next time." Xie Chao said.

"Okay, there will be no next time." Jiang Yao responded.

Same as before, Xie Chao and Grandma Xie introduced Jiang Yao, and wiped the tombstone clean when they left, including Jiang Yao's tombstone. Before leaving, before passing by, Jiang Yao's throat was cut At this place, Xie Chao's footsteps stopped, he turned his eyes away, he didn't dare to look at that place, his heart seemed to be tightly held by someone, his face suddenly turned pale, Jiang Yao felt very distressed when he saw it, and said in a low voice: "Brother Chao, I'll carry you on my back."

Xie Chao really couldn't move, he seemed to be nailed in place until Jiang Yao hugged him down.

In fact, Jiang Yao could understand Xie Chao's feelings. If Jiang Yao were to go to the place where Xie Chao fell into the river before, he wouldn't dare.

After getting in the car, Xie Chao sat quietly for a long time before the temperature of his fingertips slowly picked up. He said in a hoarse voice, "You won't leave me again, will you?"

"No." Jiang Yao kissed him lightly, and assured him: "Never again."

seven years ago.

Jiang Yao's death was defined by the society as an evil event. The carrot was pulled out and the mud was pulled out. Some illegal incidents behind the adoptive father were pulled out, and the whole society was shaken for a while.

But among them, only Xie Chao was immersed in his own world extremely quietly.

In his world, Jiang Yao didn't die, and going back a little bit, they never went to that cemetery.

"Xie Chao, you have to come out. You have trapped yourself in a place now. You have to come out, or your life will be over." Many people said this, and Xie Chao couldn't even tell who was who. He was wondering why these people would tell him this. He didn't want to come out, and he couldn't.

In fact, Xie Chao was never afraid of death. He lived a very tiring life. The happiest times were when he was a child, when his family was still alive, and when he was with Jiang Yao. For a short time, so short that he didn't even record anything, and he lost it all.

It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous, it's sad.

After Jiang Yao left, he rarely touched the guitar. Most of the time he hugged the guitar and leaned against the window, watching the birds outside the window, listening to the wind outside, sometimes it rained outside, and the rain fell He played on the balcony, and then it snowed in winter, and it was very cold. He sometimes sat here. When it was cold, the physical pain would make him feel happier, and at least ease the trauma on his heart.

Later, he left here and went to live in another city.

Leaving here, for him, is neither the beginning nor the end, it is more like falling into a dream that no one will disturb, his new residence contains two pairs of chopsticks, two pairs of slippers, two toothbrushes, all Everything is double.

When he eats, he will serve a bowl across from him, and he will chat with Jiang Yao in his imagination, but he doesn't think that is imagination, or that is the reality he wants.

People who know him think he is crazy, and those who don't know him will envy him for having a mutual love object.

"It's psychological stress trauma." The doctor told him about this problem, but he unilaterally ignored it. He didn't need medical treatment. He even hoped that his illness would be more serious, so that the world in his dream would be more real. will come to stop him, and no one will ever separate them again.

For seven years, seven years, his life was like an absurd dream.

"His student status has been cancelled." The person who came to contact Xie Chao was the university counselor and also Jiang Yao's counselor. He said, "Jiang Yao passed away. I know you are very sad, but you have to come out."

Xie Chao smiled slightly, nodded in response, and after the counselor left, he rubbed the center of his brows and sighed, as if he was a little helpless, but he didn't take the teacher's words to heart, an extremely contradictory combination.

"Jiang Yao." After returning home, Xie Chao glanced at the slippers, then put on his own pair very naturally, put the things on the table, and said without looking back, "What's for dinner? Scrambled eggs with tomatoes, Otherwise, let’s add winter melon soup.”

No one responded to him, but Xie Chao seemed to have heard something, he said with a smile: "Okay, then don't drink winter melon soup, potato clear soup, this is what you like."

Everything is the same as before, at least in Xie Chao's view.

……

Seven years passed in a flash, Xie Chao died in that car accident, but in the end, he made it through, and it was Jiang Yao who brought him back.

……

Jiang Yao didn't know why Xie Chao came back so late recently, and the number of times he ate at home became less and less. He didn't care at the beginning, but then he started to panic, and he didn't even pay attention to the provocation of the golden retriever .

At 11:30 in the evening, after the door was opened, Xie Chao saw Jiang Yao sitting on the sofa waiting for him, and suddenly said with a little regret: "Are you still asleep?"

"Not yet." Jiang Yao stepped forward to smell Xie Chao's body and asked, and then said: "Brother Chao, are you busy recently?"

"Fortunately, some things in the company need to be dealt with. How are you doing in school?" Jiang Yao's student status was cancelled, but fortunately, the main system is still conscientious, and did not let Jiang Yao become a black household, and gave him a new identity , is still called Jiang Yao, but only 20 years old, nine years younger than Xie Chao, Xie Chao couldn't help but want to sigh.

"Then how have you been recently..." Jiang Yao wanted to ask him why he came back so late recently, but before he finished speaking, Xie Chao kissed him, and then seemed a little tired, and said, "You took a bath Already? Go to sleep first, I will sleep later."

"Brother Chao, I..." Jiang Yao wanted to say something, but Xie Chao had already gone to the bathroom.

"Do you...don't like me anymore..." At that moment, Jiang Yao, who was always very confident, also began to doubt himself. His voice was a little weak, and he whispered: "Are you annoying me?"

Xie Chao didn't know this, he was indeed a little tired, he went to bed after taking a hot shower, he didn't even notice Jiang Yao's hesitant expression, he just closed his eyes and fell asleep.

Jiang Yao: ...

He must have fallen out of favor.

When Xie Chao woke up the next day, he came back to life after sleeping all night. Just like in the past, Jiang Yao had already prepared breakfast, but Xie Chao glanced at Jiang Yao while eating, and always felt that Something was wrong with Jiang Yao, he tentatively asked: "What's wrong with you? I think your complexion is not very good, are you sick?"

"No." After thinking wildly all night, he even thought of what he would look like after being abandoned. He had nightmares all night long. Only when his complexion was good would there be a ghost. Jiang Yao said in a muffled voice: "Brother Chao, are you No...do you have anything to tell me?"

"No." Xie Chao didn't understand why Jiang Yao was suddenly in a bad mood, but he thought it might be due to his heavy studies. After all, he hadn't contacted him for seven years, and he was more or less uncomfortable when he came into contact with learning suddenly. If you are tired, take a break and don't put too much pressure on yourself."

"Aside from this, is there anything else?" Jiang Yao looked up at Xie Chao, staring eagerly. Xie Chao thought about it carefully, and comforted him: "Take care of your body...um...it's gone."

Jiang Yao couldn't tell whether he was relieved or a little apprehensive, anyway, he had both. Before Xie Chaolin went out, he still couldn't help asking: "Brother Chao, you don't want me?"

"How is it possible? Why would I not want you? Don't think too much. Go out with your friends when you feel stressed. I'll go to the company first." Xie Chao said.

After walking out of the door, Xie Chao suddenly found that he didn't bring his car keys, so he turned his head to get them. Just as he was about to knock on the door, he heard Jiang Yao's voice coming from the door. He seemed to be talking to someone, and said, "Chao Is brother already annoying me? I feel that brother Chao doesn't like me anymore. "

"Wow, woof!" the golden retriever replied.

"I don't know why, and I don't know what I did wrong, maybe it's my intuition." Jiang Yao sighed deeply: "Brother Chao came back later and later, and he ignored me."

"Wow, woof!" the golden retriever continued.

"I don't know how to tell brother Chao, what should I do if he says he doesn't like me anymore?" Jiang Yao stroked the dog's head of the golden retriever, and said sadly: "How could this happen? It hasn't been seven years So, is it the seven-year itch ahead of schedule?"

Xie Chao didn't understand how Jiang Yao and this golden retriever could communicate without barriers, but he did know that Jiang Yao seemed a little unhappy.

"Dong dong" Xie Chao knocked on the door, and Jiang Yao in the room immediately stood up, went to open the door, and was hugged by Xie Chao, Jiang Yao was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "Brother Chao, why are you so so today?" Take the initiative?"

"If I don't take the initiative, are you going to make up your mind and fast-forward until I drive you out, and then marry a new person?" Xie Chao asked.

Jiang Yao, who was exposed what he thought in his heart, didn't change his face, he asked back: "Will you?"

"I won't." Xie Chao didn't dare to tease him. If it was the past, it would be fine to tease him twice, but he seemed to have really ignored Jiang Yao during this period, so that Jiang Yao was a little panicked. Xie Chao sighed He took a deep breath: "Why would you rather think wildly than ask me?"

"I want to ask, but you go out early in the morning and go to bed when you come back after eleven o'clock in the evening. It takes a long time to reply to you when you send a message. I am at school, but you have already worked. I am so far away from you now. The gap I'm so big, I don't know when you will think I'm a fool, and you won't want me." Jiang Yao's aggrieved expression is almost exactly the same as that of the golden retriever, and he can ask for help, his voice is full of dark blessings With a choked sob: "The gap between us is getting bigger and bigger. Others say it's a seven-year itch. I'm afraid you'll get tired of me before it's seven years."

Xie Chao sighed deeply. He touched Jiang Yao's head and said, "How is it possible? How could I possibly get tired of you?"

"Then why have you ignored me recently?" Jiang Yao asked.

"Because I'm busy recently..." Xie Chao looked at Jiang Yao's eyes, and finally had to tell the truth: "I went to the hospital recently."

When Jiang Yao heard the word "hospital", his face immediately changed. He pricked up his ears and asked, "Brother Chao, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, it's just that the weather has cooled down recently, maybe it's because of the rain, the previous injury hurt a little." Xie Chao didn't want to tell Jiang Yao about these things, but he felt that if he didn't say it, the person in front of him might be thinking about something messy : "Actually, it's not a big deal, just go to the hospital for a reexamination."

"Is it because of the injury from the car accident?" Jiang Yao said angrily, "Why didn't I notice this?"

"I was afraid that you would say that, so I didn't tell you." Xie Chao smiled: "The doctor said it's nothing, it's just the sequelae, just take care of it, and the company is really busy recently, so... it's Brother Chao It's your fault, Brother Chao shouldn't have ignored you."

Jiang Yao pursed his lips slightly, he touched Xie Chao's leg carefully, and asked, "Is it here? The sequelae from the previous fracture, the steel nail should still be inside."

"Yes. n" f Xie Chao didn't dare to hide it anymore, he said: "But it's nothing, it will be fine soon."

"I'm sorry Brother Chao." Jiang Yao said.

"Why do you say that?" Xie Chao was a little puzzled.

"If it hadn't been for me, you wouldn't have gotten on that bus, and you wouldn't have..." Before Jiang Yao finished speaking, Xie Chao kissed him, and swallowed the rest of the words, Xie Chao low Panting softly: "Without you, I would be cornered by loan sharks. It is almost impossible for me to have a future. Maybe, at that time, I would die."

Jiang Yao whispered: "Brother Chao..."

"At that time, I had reached the limit of what I could bear, and I was almost numb. At that time, I didn't think about whether the future would be good or not, because I never expected that I would have a future, until I met you. Start thinking about what to eat tomorrow, where to go next month, whether to travel next year, where to buy a house in this life, how to decorate and live comfortably." Xie Chao held Jiang Yao's chin, he looked at Jiang Yao, hoarse Said: "I am very glad to meet you and never regret it."

"Me too." Jiang Yao half knelt on the ground, he grabbed the back of Xie Chao's head, pressed it down, then kissed him, and said hoarsely: "You are my future, Brother Chao."

When he was with his adoptive father, for so many days and nights, he was beaten so hard that he could barely get up, his mouth and nose were covered with blood, and once he almost went blind. His dreams were full of Xie Chao, and Xie Chao in his dreams Every time, I will reach out to him and tell him: "Come on, brother will take you home."

Then, he had a home.

Xie Chao laughed, took out his mobile phone and sent a few messages, and then clasped his hands on Jiang Yao's body: "It won't be over with a kiss?"

"No, your injury will hurt." Jiang Yao restrained himself at this time.

"I hurt my leg, not other places." Xie Chao rested his chin on Jiang Yao's shoulder, and gently blew into his ear: "Are you really not playing?"

"..." Jiang Yao didn't move.

"Okay then." Xie Chao seemed a little disappointed, he stretched his voice and sighed, "So you can't do it."

When Xie Chao was hugged by Jiang Yao, he couldn't help laughing and said, "Can you do it?"

"What do you think?" Jiang Yao was teased, he threw him on the bed, and said: "Brother Chao, if you want to play, I will accompany you."

He realized that he could never refuse Xie Chao, in every sense, he couldn't refuse.

The ideal that others talk about is what the future will be like. Jiang Yao has always had only one ideal, and that is Xie Chao.

It was the person he was on the verge of life and death, struggling so desperately that his soul was almost torn apart, the person he would fall in love with at the first sight even if he was reorganized countless times.

"Brother Chao, you are my everything." Jiang Yao gasped in a low voice, hugged Xie Chao in his arms, and said in a hoarse voice, "I really... love you so much."

"Me too." Xie Chao kissed Jiang Yao's neck, where the scars were a little obvious, and he said distressedly: "Don't leave me alone again, I will be very, very, very sad."

"Okay." Jiang Yao responded.

The torrent of time will not stop, but the boundary between life and death can be broken.

Because some people are not afraid of death, some people are not greedy for life, they engrave each other into their souls, integrate into their bones and blood, and never separate again.

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