The white clothes of the mountains and rivers are still as old as before

Bai Yi found Zhou Zishu in Yue Fan Lou.

Zhou Zishu stood at the place where he and Wen Kexing enjoyed the scenery yesterday, alone.The scenery of lakes and mountains in front of me is not the same as yesterday, but the state of mind is quite different.

Wen Kexing's sentence: "You dare to say that the people you have killed in your life are all bad people" had a fatal impact on Zhou Zishu. In the 10 years of the skylight, he killed countless people, including traitors, Xiaoxiao, thieves... and Zhongliang, Relatives and friends, women and children.

Looking back on his first half of life, it can be said to be a mountain of corpses and a sea of ​​blood, and his crimes are heinous.

"I thought he was really my confidant." He didn't know if he said this to himself, or to the white clothes standing behind him.

"Old Bai, have you ever killed innocent people?" Knowing that he shouldn't ask this question, Zhou Zishu still asked.

"Killed."

"Have you ever regretted it?"

"Never."

"Why?"

"Everyone is their master."

"..."

Bai Yi took two steps forward and stood shoulder to shoulder with him, leaning on the railing and looking into the distance, he found a topic at random.

"I have already buried Angie Sixian."

"Do you think they deserve to die?" Zhou Zishu turned his head and asked Bai Yi.

Bai Yi didn't say whether it should be or not, he just said: "Every man is innocent, but he is guilty of a crime. People's hearts are unpredictable, and people's hearts are sinister."

Rather than saying that Anji's four sages died in Liulijia in vain, it is better to say that this troubled world cannot keep their nobility and incorruptibility.

"Even if there is no glazed armor, there will be some amber armor and emerald armor. Even if there is no world arsenal, there will be some kind of immortality. If you get it, you will get the world's secret treasure. Didn't you say it before, it's all about greed, Lack of greed, wanting to get something for nothing, wanting to be self-sufficient, no matter what the purpose of the person who wants to get these, what kind of high-sounding banner they are holding, how many bold words they make, they will not be able to overcome...the desire for profit." When Bai Yi said this, his expression was mixed With a hint of fatigue and sadness.

"The past is past, and you don't have to be sad about it." Zhou Zishu said suddenly

"Why do you say that?" Bai Yi seemed to have been poked in his mind, and looked away from Zhou Zishu in embarrassment.

"You often say that a man is not guilty, but pregnant bi is guilty. Aren't you also the one who "carry bi"?".Zhou Zishu calmly described this fact.

Bai Yi lost his voice, put his arms on the railing, took a deep breath, and said intermittently: "You, aren't you afraid... of being implicated by me?"

"Every man is innocent, and so is pregnant Bi. The world is greedy, and you have nothing to do with it?"

"But I... But because of me, many people died. I used to be self-willed and incompetent, impulsive and reckless, and self-pitying. I couldn't protect the people I wanted to protect, and I couldn't undo the things I wanted to undo. I was cowardly. I am really a very useless sword spirit, I can't even protect you..." The voice became smaller and weaker, Bai Yi buried his face in his arms Suddenly, the self-blame and guilt that has been suppressed for many years will overwhelm him.

He couldn't even protect Zhou Zishu, and he couldn't even protect Zhou Zishu for ten years!Incompetent, he could only watch Zhou Zishu destroy himself and burn out the rest of his life, with only three years left to live. He didn't even have the qualifications to persuade Zhou Zishu to live a good life. To protect, to make up for, but what is the use of this?He can't change anything! ! !

Since it cannot be changed, let's get rid of it together.

Zhou Zishu looked at him a little helplessly, opened his mouth several times to comfort him but couldn't speak, he didn't know Baiyi's past, and he didn't know what Baiyi owed, but thinking about it, it was all very bad things.

Bai Yi took a few deep breaths, cleaning up the guilt and cowardice provoked by Zhou Zishu today.Straighten up, as if the fragile him just now was an illusion.

"Old Bai?" Zhou Zishu was very worried.

Bai Yi chuckled self-deprecatingly: "I'm fine, Zhou Zhou, do you want to drink?"

"Ah?" Zhou Zishu was astonished, Bai Yi took the initiative to drink with him after pouring a glass.

"Alcohol can forget worries, and wine can also relieve worries. This is what Master Qin taught me. I didn't understand it before, but now I want to understand it."

Zhou Zishu was dumbfounded, his master had indeed said this.

The two went to a tavern together, and when they left Yuefan Tower, Bai Yi turned around and looked around, seeing the hidden figure disappear in an instant, and chuckled lightly, pretending not to know.

"Come on, Lao Bai, drink!" Although it was Bai Yi who proposed to drink together, it was Zhou Zishu who used the drink to relieve his worries.

Now that he had tasted the taste of wine, and was embarrassed because of that glass, Bai Yi naturally wouldn't fall twice in one place, so he tried to force the spirit of the wine out of his body, leaving only a mellow mouthful with a lingering aftertaste.

Zhou Zishu doesn't care about Bai Yi's cheating, he just wants to find someone who can drink with him to relieve his sorrows, he thinks about everything today, about the details of getting acquainted with Wen Kexing, thinking about what he thought he had with Wen Kexing They acted as confidantes to each other, and they were able to drink poems and rivers and lakes with him. After the rest of their lives, he didn't expect that he was self-righteous, and the alcoholism entered his heart, hit his head, and became dizzy, and he didn't know what to say.

"Old Bai... you said... we are... all ridiculous." He was obviously drunk after drinking pot after pot of spirits.

"Hahaha... nothing is difficult in the world... mediocrity... hehehe."

Bai Yi felt a little regretful, and caught Zhou Zishu's drowsy body, but he wrapped his arms around his waist and held him tightly in his arms.

"Will you stay with me all the time?"

"I can."

"Old White."

"Ah."

"Old White..."

"I'm here."

"Old Bai..."

The white clothes embraced Zhou Zishu, who had fallen asleep, and whispered in his ear a solemn promise: "Whether you live or die, I will always be with you."

Bai Yi half helped and half hugged Zhou Zishu to get up, paid the bill, and when he turned out of the tavern, he was not surprised to see Han Ying following them for half a day.

"Bai...Mr. Bai, the owner...what's the matter." Han Ying had never seen Zhou Zishu drunk like this, and asked Bai Yi worriedly.

"Use wine to relieve your worries and worry even more." Baiyi lifted Zhou Zishu's waist that was about to slip.

Han Ying hurried forward, and the two helped Zhou Zishu, who was unconscious from drunk, together.

"Have we been discovered?".Seeing Han Ying taking them to a very secluded and quiet monastery, Bai Yi asked leisurely, "Is it the person from Tianchuang or his?"

What he said was straightforward, as if he knew everything about Tianchuang and Zhou Zishu, but Han Ying was hesitant to reveal the truth to Bai Yi.

"Forget it, forget it, don't say it if you don't want to, since you're here, please take care of him, I'll go and deal with some private matters, and I'll be back in a while."

Bai Yi wanted to go and see Wen Kexing, even though Zhou Zishu said "no one is bothering others".Said "Is he my confidant".But that was also an excuse to drink away his sorrows, he never thought that he would really break up with that person, nor did he think that his relationship with Wen Ke would end indefinitely.

Wen Kexing is Zhou Zishu's variable.

"Mr. Bai, who are you the owner of the villa?" Han Ying looked at the familiar and unfamiliar figure, but still couldn't help asking.

"Four Seasons Villa, the sword spirit in white."

Han Ying is the person Zhou Zishu trusts, so he is also the person he can trust. After what happened yesterday, he also figured it out. Since Huaibi is innocent, he doesn't need to cover up and hide his head and show his tail. Anyway, the time Days are running out, it is better to be at ease.

"Mr. Bai, he belongs to the owner of the villa." Han Ying was surprised at the identity of this person at first, and then thought of covering him up just now, and felt very guilty. I don't know who asked who discovered Zhou Zishu before returning to Baiyi. Or state a fact.

"That's good." Bai Yi walked away.

Bai Yi has a set of small skills for finding people, and when he found Wen Kexing, he suddenly regretted it. Why did he have to do so much?

The Hualou girls sitting around Wen Kexing were all drunk by him, and they fell asleep on the floor, only one of them could barely open their eyes, leaning on Wen Kexing's shoulder, he was going to be drunk , but Wen Kexing looked like a normal person, muttering over there with a wine glass in his hand, he didn't know if he was talking to himself or to the girl next to him.

"Have you ever tried, there is one thing that you wanted very much, but it disappeared. You thought you would never find it again, and after many years, it appeared again."

Although the girl was drunk, she could clearly hear the question asked by the honored guest, and she forced her eyelids to reply: "Isn't that a good thing? It's a good thing to get it back... Phew..." After finishing speaking, she couldn't hold herself back and fell asleep. past.

Wen Kexing didn't care, and continued: "But time has passed, and you can't afford that kind of thing anymore."

"If you don't fight for it, how do you know that you can't afford it?" Anyway, except for Wen Kexing, everyone else in the room was sound asleep, so Bai Yi simply showed up and asked.

Wen Kexing was not at all surprised by this man's elusiveness, but said in a weak tone, "Old Bai, why are you here?"

"To see you spend money to get drunk and have a beautiful woman to accompany you, it's so romantic."

"Heh... Lao Bai... Don't you have anything you can't ask for?" Wen Kexing asked.

"Of course... there are, but those are not important anymore. Times have changed, and what we thought and wanted in the past is not what we need now." The white clothes helped the girls who were drunk unconscious, so that they could settle down, and then came Wen Kexing sat next to him, looked at the box full of glazed armor on the table, and asked with raised eyebrows.

"Don't tell me that your request has nothing to do with this glazed armor? What do you want to do?"

Wen Kexing let out a breath, closed the lid of the box, and pushed it away.

"It has nothing to do with you."

"What about Zhou Zhou? Will Zhou Zhou get involved if you do this?"

"Of course not, and it has nothing to do with him. This is my own business."

"That's fine." I have already asked all I want to ask, and it is inconvenient to keep the white clothes, so I get up and leave.

"Old Bai, is Ah Xu angry?" Wen Kexing looked at his back and asked in a low voice.

"Use wine to get rid of your sorrows, and those who are drunk will lose consciousness."

"...It's my fault."

"This is not an example..." The white clothes have gradually drifted away.

By the way, Zhou Zishu wakes up from a hangover and feels dizzy. He gets up in a daze, looks around, and sees that the room is quiet and elegant, and there is a Buddha statue, with sandalwood scented, to calm the mind and soothe the mind.

Someone opened the door and came in. Zhou Zishu thought it was the white clothes, but when he turned around, he saw Han Ying.

"Han Ying?!"

Han Ying approached and said worriedly: "Yueyang City is currently experiencing troubled times. The Renyifang incident yesterday, if the eyeliner sent by the skylight happened to be our confidant, you would have been exposed at this moment. How is your injury? You... "

Zhou Zishu sighed: "I have been up and down in the court for many years with a blurred face, and now I have suffered a lot. If I still live in fear, then why should I come out?"

"Master, you made the Seven Orifices and Three Autumn Nails. Is there really nothing you can do about it? The God Doctor Valley, the Witch Doctor Valley, the Western Regions, there will always be a solution." Han Ying asked in disbelief. It's hard to accept that Zhou Zishu's life is not long, and if he wants to struggle again, maybe he still has a chance.

"Why don't I accompany you..."

"Enough," Han Ying's words were interrupted by Zhou Zishu. "Your landlord's misfortune is far-reaching. God won't let me die so cheaply." He patted Han Ying on the shoulder.

"Han Ying, when did you believe in gods and Buddhas?"

"In the past, if you didn't ask for anything, you didn't believe it, but now if you ask for it, you have to believe it."

All he wanted was for Zhou Zishu to be safe and sound, to live a hundred years without any worries.

The author has something to say:

There is a lot of nonsense, if you don't like it, you can skip it.

As far as this chapter is concerned, I am very uncomfortable. I feel that I have fallen into a bottleneck and entangled in my heart. I don’t know if I can get back the foreshadowing I laid, and I don’t know if my arrangement is inappropriate. Even more than once, I wanted to give up a little bit, the characters are all ooc, how can I continue, it is really difficult,

During the May Day holiday, my best friend and I were discussing the plot and characters. One sentence from my best friend really enlightened me. He said why Bai Yi is so useless as a sword spirit. I really felt that I was sober in an instant.

Yes, how could Lao Bai be so useless?Calculating according to my character timeline, Lao Bai is really a person who has lived for a long time. In terms of seniority, they are all the elders of Axu, but such a person is so useless, making the story reduced to The plot was irreversible from the very beginning, and I really felt that I was so useless.

When I first started writing, I really relied on my own courage, but now that I have reached this point, I really feel a lot of pressure.There are a lot of things happening in the third dimension. It's really...be strong, what else can I do?