[Attack on Titan] Attack on the World 365 Days Tour

I thought I could cover up the transparency before leaving this world, but after thinking about it, this idea is unrealistic and unkind.

Just like now, Levi's expression of being struck by lightning really hurts me.

Neither of them made a sound, just watching my body gradually become transparent and then gradually return to its original state.I think the other party must have been too surprised to respond.

"Levi..." I called his name softly, but he still didn't move.

"I wanted to tell you later..."

The other party still stared at me with an unbelievable expression on his face.If I hadn't seen it with my own eyes, I really couldn't imagine that those dead fish eyes could be so wide.

"What was it just now?" He seemed to have just recovered, and the hand holding my cuff trembled slightly.

I don't know where to start to explain to him, my mouth that I finally opened and slowly closed again.

Maybe it was my hesitation that irritated Levi, he stood up, took my shoulders, and gestured out of thin air in front of me with one hand: "Just now, from here...to here...it's all gone. "

Seeing him trying to keep calm, I suddenly had the urge to cry.

I know that this kind of thing is enough to cause extreme panic no matter where it happens to anyone.Armin's expression of beating ghosts was enough to shock me before, but for some reason, after seeing Levi's calm face, I felt even more shocked.

"...Sorry to scare you..."

After hesitating for a while, it took me a long time to grind out this sentence.

"No! I asked you what happened just now?!" The so-called composure on his face seemed to be unstoppable, and the strength of the hand holding my shoulder gradually increased.

However, it was only for such a moment that I realized with hindsight that time flies, and the time that Levi and I can get along is really running out.

Trying to hold back the tears, I reached out a slightly trembling hand and attached it to one of Levi's, and then grasped it tightly.

He stared deeply at his face, hoping to freeze his appearance in his mind forever: such slender eyes, such slender eyebrows, such a straight nose bridge, such beautiful lips...

"Answer me just now..."

"Levi." I interrupted his questioning. "Do you remember the scene when we first met?"

He raised an eyebrow at me.

"Well, the weather was fine that day, but I was caught by a giant as soon as I came here, it's very bad, right..."

"Then you suddenly appeared, wow! You descended in front of me like a god, and you stepped on that giant's head, not to mention how majestic it is!"

"Oh yes, you still hacked me with a knife that day! Haha, you didn't hit me twice, did you?"

He looked at me with a more complicated expression.

"Later you took me back to the Survey Corps and said that you were my guardian. It really shocked me at the time!"

"Oh! Remember that life-threatening experiment? I remember that Czech threw up on you at the end, and you took a full two-hour bath!"

"Also, that time you forced me to eat pork liver..."

"I asked you what happened just now, why are you telling me this?!"

All the composure on his face collapsed in an instant, and Levi grabbed my collar fiercely.

I stared at him blankly, took a deep breath, and tears finally slid down from my eyes.

"You probably won't believe it...you certainly won't believe it..." I took his hand that was grabbing my neckline.

Seeing me burst into tears, Levi's expression slowly softened.

"I said it a long time ago, I am not a person inside this wall."

"In fact, not only am I not a person inside the wall, I don't even belong to this world."

He slowly loosened my neckline, staring at me as if listening to the Arabian Nights.

"Although I know this kind of statement is difficult to accept, it is the truth." After calming down for a while, I raised my hand to wipe away the tears all over my face. "In our world, you are all virtual, or to you, I am virtual."

"I became transparent just now, because I don't belong to this world, and my body can't last long here."

"Maybe I will return to my own world soon."

The room was deathly silent, so quiet that I could hear the other party's gradually rapid breathing.

"However, I probably won't go back until I have completed the task Alan gave me."

I said something to comfort myself, and I laughed a few times.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?!" Levi turned to the open window, panting heavily, looking like he was about to die of me.

If I told you from the beginning, would you still dare to be with me?

I thought about it, but still didn't say it.

Obviously, my selfishness may have ruined the future of this relationship.If I knew that I would leave one day, I shouldn't continue to entangle with Levi, but the desire in my heart is like the thread that controls the puppet, let me hold Levi tightly, and go deeper into this situation step by step A relationship that should not continue.

People's hearts are really scary. Knowing that the end of this road is a cliff, and knowing that the ending of the story is a loss for both sides, they still climb forward desperately, and they don't hesitate to drag their beloved lover to be buried with them.

Scum, probably refers to a guy like me.

But after all, I have to leave, no matter how much I blame myself, no matter how reluctant I am.

All I can do is to have a good love with Levi before leaving, love a love hard, love a love without regrets, and make this strange love affair unforgettable for the rest of my life.

In the end, I hope he doesn't hate me too much...

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