[Attack on Titan] Attack on the World 365 Days Tour

He never thought that he would develop a relationship with this brat beyond a boss and a subordinate.

When the child hugged him tightly from behind, the last remaining defense in Levi's head also collapsed.

He knew then how much he liked the kid.

He likes his blood, his bravery, his simplicity, his kindness, his stubbornness, and even his stubborn temper.

He really liked this child so much that he wished he could stay by his side for the rest of his life and watch him grow up bit by bit.

Levi hasn't been a father, and doesn't know what it's like to be a father.

☆、Humanity's strongest tears

He never thought that he would develop a relationship with that child beyond a superior and a subordinate.

When the child hugged him tightly from behind, Levi's last remaining defense collapsed.

He knew then how much he liked the kid.

He likes his blood, his bravery, his simplicity, his kindness, his stubbornness, and even his stubborn temper.

He really liked this child so much that he wished he could stay by his side for the rest of his life and watch him grow up bit by bit.

Levi has never been a father, and he doesn't know what it's like to be a father, but he still can't help but give this child as much love as he can in disguise.

"Levi, don't confuse the concepts between elders and guardians."

Erwin had talked to him more than once.

"I know you like that child very much, but please don't forget your own responsibilities."

Levi said nothing.

Did Allen cut him down when he went berserk?

Of course he understands this very well.

Why do I always take on such a sinful task? !

To obliterate a child who is 19 years younger than him, to obliterate a child he likes so much.

He hoped that day never came.

As the saying goes, the more you are afraid of losing something, the more you will lose something.

It's time to come.

He will never forget it in his life. Before that battle, the child held two rings made of weeds and said innocently to him: "Soldier, let's get married after this battle is over!"

"Are you crazy?"

Looking at his hopeful smile, he couldn't continue with the words welling up in the corner of his mouth.

He was almost unable to tell whether his feelings for Alan were family affection or love. He only knew that he really liked this child so much that he could indulge him in maintaining a so-called love relationship with him.

They hold hands, hug, kiss, and even share the bed.

It doesn't matter, as long as you can always stay by his side like this, in such a turbulent world, it doesn't matter in any way, even if it's two men.

However, his last hope was also shattered.

He yelled the child's name so loudly that his throat was almost hoarse.

He was desperate when the Allen giant raised his fist and swung it at himself.

What kind of feeling would it be if the child I tried my best to protect was about to die under my knife?

Numbly, skillfully, and precisely, he sliced ​​off the back of the rampaging giant's neck, and with empty eyes, he tore the dying body out of that nightmarish place.

The serious injuries he suffered before combined with the physical energy consumed after the runaway, at this time Alan was already bleeding from all seven orifices and his internal organs were torn apart.

"Why didn't you obey the order?! Why?!"

Anger, pain, and despair wrapped around Levi's body like vines.

The sky was pouring heavy rain, thunder and lightning, and the howling wind.The surrounding scenery gradually became cloudy, and the rain fell down his hair, blurring his eyes.

"Captain...I...I killed someone..."

Among the rumbling thunder, he heard this faint voice.

"Soldier...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

"It was agreed that I would get married after returning from this expedition... I'm sorry."

"Kill me...I killed so many people..."

"I beg you, kill me..."

The wind swayed the shadow of the tree, and he called the child's name for the last time, feeling pain, helplessness, unwillingness, and despair.

The sharp blade fell one after another, and he felt that only the color of blood was left in his eyes.

He will never forget for the rest of his life, the appearance of that child lying in a pool of blood with his eyes wide open, the dazzling rose red in the emerald green pupils, on the hollow pupils, between the pale eyes, spreading little by little, spreading...

He underestimated himself, and he did it after all.

Without hesitation, he cleanly killed the child he loved the most and loved the most.

He didn't know what kind of expression he returned to the city, he just felt numb all over, and no one paid attention to him along the way.

He shut himself in his room and sat quietly by the open window.

The overwhelming torrential rain continued, and the icy rain splashed on his face, leaving wet marks.

So cold.

It was a scorching summer day, and even though the boredom of the heat had not dissipated, he felt very, very cold.

Gray sky, gray rain, gray room, gray tree shadows.

He suddenly felt so sad, so sad.

Even though he is called the strongest human being, he can't even protect his most important person.

Lost again and again, crashed again and again.

How much he wanted to put on a mask for himself, so that he wouldn't have to force himself to put on that expressionless, calm face.

Raindrops splashed in his eyes.

He blinked his dry eyes weakly, leaned against the cold window sill, looked at the gray clouds, and seemed to see the smiling face of the child again.

"Ellen..."

He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the phantom that no longer existed, he desperately stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the smiling face of the child again.

He fell hard from the window sill and fell into the cold rain.

The window sill was not high from the ground, and he didn't feel much pain.It may be that the body has been numb, and I can no longer feel the pain.

Just lying on his back like this, he was being washed by the torrential rain, and dark red blood flowed from the scar and spread in the rain.

Slowly caressing the scar on his neck, he blamed that oriental girl, why didn't she give him a happy one!

The rattling sound on the ground was infinitely amplified by his ears, he half-opened his eyes, and there was a burst of soreness as the raindrops fell on his eyes.

This is what it feels like to cry.

He blinked.

When was the last time you cried?Was it the year my mother died, or the rainy day when Fran and Isabel died?He almost forgot.

How much he wanted to cry happily, but, could he?

The captain of the survey corps, Erwin's trump card, the hope of countering the giants, the strongest human beings in the eyes of the common people.

He is a gun of the survey corps, wherever the head is pointed, he has to shoot.Even if it is his favorite person, he has to kill, using the high-sounding reason of "for the victory of all mankind".

However, he was really tired, and he was almost unable to hold on.

The dense raindrops fell into his eyes, and the last line of defense in his heart collapsed.

Instigated by the strong wind and stimulated by the rain, tears gushed out of his eyes continuously.He gritted his teeth, his dead subordinates, his sacrificed comrades, and his favorite child flashed through his mind.

Sorry, I always like to be brave.

Sorry, I'm always putting on a show.

Sorry, I'm not a qualified officer.

I'm sorry, I couldn't protect you after all...

The rain mixed with the tears, leaving criss-cross trails on his tense face.

He suddenly remembered what the child said to him before he was alive:

"The captain's tears must be hotter than anyone else's."

Yes, it was so hot that it felt like it was burning across the cheeks.

He lay in the red rainwater and slowly closed his eyes.

The tears continued, and the rain did not stop...

The author has something to say: I made myself cry with fish lips...

JJ finally stopped smoking, so the bug in this chapter was fixed

☆、Life of two people

About crossing

I coaxed and lured Levi into the hospital.

Looking at someone who was lying on the hospital bed and sleeping soundly, I let out a hard breath.

Levi, who had just traveled to this world, was covered in wounds, even his battle uniform was in tatters, and he was holding a broken machete in his hand, which was particularly eye-catching in the crowd.The moment he hugged me, he almost fell straight into my arms.I looked at the exhausted man in my arms and panicked for a while, because I remembered the day when I left Attack on World three years ago, he was also seriously injured.

Broken left leg, two broken ribs, slight concussion on the head, and bruises almost all over the body.

That's what the doctor told me when Levi was rushed out of the ER.

"Oh, it's a good thing you came early, if it was a little later..." The doctor patted my shoulder, looking very scared.

"What will happen?!" I nervously held the doctor's hands.

"We're off work!"

"..."

It was the next afternoon when Levi woke up.

I gently hugged him, who was covered in gauze, and lost control of my emotions for a moment, crying profusely.

"Why did you come to me all of a sudden?!"

"I find it strange myself." Levi stared at the swaying green leaves outside the window, frowning. "After you disappeared, I also inexplicably became transparent. When I woke up, I found myself lying in the crowd dressed as strangely as you."

"What?!" I wiped my nose and looked at the person in front of me in disbelief.

According to what he said, we should have crossed over on the same day, but it took Levi three years to come to my world!

"How long after I disappeared did you become transparent?"

"About two or three seconds."

Oh... I probably know why.

By just three seconds, we have missed three full years in this world.

"Levi, I waited for three springs and autumns, and finally I waited for you."

Embracing the warm body in my arms, feeling the strong heartbeat, I couldn't help sighing repeatedly in my heart: lovers will finally get married!Even the Dimensional Wall can't cut the red thread of our tightly entangled fate.

"Hey, you crushed my leg..."

I came back to my senses, quickly removed the hand that was pressing on Levi's left leg, and touched it distressedly: "Why is this leg hurt so badly?"

"My left leg was injured once, and the body of the black giant is a member of the Survey Corps. He knew that I had this weakness, so he kept looking for opportunities to attack my left leg."

"People inside the Survey Corps?!" I was stunned again. "Could it be a traitor?!"

Levi nodded and said, "You should remember the day I acted alone."

I said "Yes" heavily.joke!That was the scariest day I've ever had in Attack on the World.

"At that time, I found a suspicious person in the team, so I followed him quietly." He narrowed his eyes and narrated lightly. "The man was wearing a cloak, and I couldn't recognize it immediately, so I followed him to another forest. The other party seemed to have noticed me, and immediately turned into a giant to kill me."

"And then?!"

"At that time, there was not much gas remaining, so I quickly evacuated the scene. When I returned to the original location, the large troops had disappeared."

I nodded suddenly.Then it should be the scene when Levi met me crying in the woods that night...

"Damn, you didn't tell me earlier!"

I hugged the person in front of me again, and I kissed his thin face distressedly.

As long as the two can continue to be together, nothing matters.

About daily

After Levi recovered and was discharged from the hospital, I moved with him to a small villa left by my parents in the suburbs.

Since everyone speaks German in Germany, there is no language barrier, so it is logical that someone becomes the owner of my restaurant, yes!Damn he's become the boss!The reason is that customers say he looks more like the boss than me!

"Boss Levi, have you checked today's bill?"

"No, you can do it yourself, I'm not free."

Looking at someone occupying my tablet, I can't help but touch my forehead.

This person's adaptability and learning ability are very strong, and he has fully integrated into the three-dimensional life in less than a week.

"Levi, actually, you can dress a little more in this world." I looked at his all-white shirts and black trousers in the wardrobe, and shook my head helplessly.

"I don't think I can wear the clothes you gave me." He deliberately lifted his chin and pointed to a pair of brown lace-up platform shoes that were left in the corner.

"You know what a fart you know! If you wear this, you don't have to look up at me all day... Well, don't hit me... It hurts!"

The lives of the two of us are so amusing, of course he is more amusing.

One of the most memorable events is the morning after Levi had just moved into my house.

"What are you doing on the balcony?"

I rubbed my sleepy eyes and opened the floor-to-ceiling windows, only to find that someone was washing clothes in the sink with their sleeves rolled up.

"When I was in the hospital, I changed too many dirty clothes. Don't you feel sick when you pile them up?" He continued to complain to me. "You are too lazy to be like a pig, and I don't expect you to clean up these."

I was speechless, pointing to the washing machine beside him and said: "You treat the washing machine as a decoration!" It was only later that I realized that he might not even know what a washing machine is.

Sure enough, he looked up at me suspiciously.

"I forgot to tell you, our world is very advanced in technology, and it has always been used to do the laundry." I proudly leaned against the brand new fully automatic washing machine. "Come on, I'll teach you how to use it."

"Hmph, this guy can do laundry?" He didn't quite believe it, but he came over curiously.

"Look, like this..." I stuffed clothes of similar colors into the washing machine. "Press this button and it will start working, just watch it from the sidelines and drink some coffee or something."

Looking at Levi's eyes that seemed to see through everything, I went back to the bathroom to wash up in peace, but when I came back, I found that someone was slowly exiting the balcony in a defensive posture.

"What's wrong with you?!"

I just wanted to see what happened, but he quickly blocked me: "Don't go there, it's dangerous."

"what?"

"That guy is throwing a tantrum," he explained to me, still putting his arm in front of me, staring at the washing machine. "He stopped suddenly just now. I thought he was being lazy, so I kicked him. I didn't expect this guy to be angry with me!"

I'm confused...

My washing machine... angry? !

Damn, there are such humanized home appliances? !

"You must have misunderstood something." I pulled Levi's arm and took a quick look at the washing machine on the balcony, and found that it was shaking slightly, probably dehydrating the clothes.

"Don't go!" Someone stopped me and took a few steps back. "Didn't you see that he was shaking with anger?!"

I looked at him nervously, and burst out laughing, completely unable to explain the working process of the washing machine to him, and I can still laugh to tears when I think about it in the future, of course Levi himself is incomparable Regret my stupid behavior back then.

About marriage

Trembling, I called my father in my hometown.

"Hello? Dad..."

"Son, are you still used to it after staying in Germany for a year? Oh, very good! Enen, yes, the restaurant is very busy... Ah? What?!"

Maybe I spoke too fast, and my father didn't hear my crucial sentence, so I repeated it tremblingly:

"Dad... I, I'm getting married!"

There was a burst of exclamation on the other end of the phone, and I even heard my mother's faint scream.

"Ah! You finally figured it out! After so many years, it was not easy! Tell me, did you marry a German girl or a Chinese girl?!"

What should come is still here.I took a deep breath, and said weakly into the receiver: "None of them..."

"Oh? Then you are going to marry..."

"I don't marry, I marry!"

I closed my eyes, gritted my teeth, and told the truth.

So I "cured" the old man's years of heart disease.

"Lao Mei, Lao Mei! What's wrong with you? What did your son say and you're so scared..."

Later, my great parents finally accepted that I wanted to marry!people!fact.

When my family's conscience learned that I was going to marry a man, that was 1 supports for me!Asking me every day for a photo of my partner.I just said that my partner was a man who looked like a soldier commander, and she wouldn't believe it anyway.

"Aww!! Is that right? Please take a full face photo!!"

So I sent her the selfie with Levi on my phone, and later I heard that she fainted on the spot...

On the day of receiving the certificate, Levi and I went home holding hands.

"Levi, when you have time, go to China to visit my parents! Oh yes, they said that the dowry will not be given if the distance is too far..."

I locked this incomparably sacred marriage certificate in the passbook drawer.

In Berlin, the "capital of homosexuality", it is not uncommon for two men to go to get a permit, but I still feel that it is extremely unreal.

I'm actually married!I actually married Levi!

Considering that Levi has no relatives or friends here, and my family and friends are in a distant hometown, only the pastor and our husband and wife were present at the wedding.

The form is not important anymore, as long as the two of them are happy.

About children

I never thought that Wang Hao, my best friend in college, would come to Germany to visit me.

"You kid is so developed now!"

He circled and circled my new Maserati sports car.

"Oh, you're doing really well in Beijing, right? I heard that your wife is a model!"

"That's right! Don't you know that I'm so charming!"

We chatted and went into the house.

"I think you were a good girl back then..."

"Hey, I didn't expect you to marry a man..."

Wang Hao looked at the large wedding photo of Levi and me in the living room, and kept sighing.

"This is... your husband?"

I still haven't figured out how he can see that I'm a victim at a glance...

"What about your husband?"

In the kitchen, Wang Hao continued to chat with me.

"Still at the restaurant, I'll be back for lunch in a while."

"Oh, so you're in charge, Xianhui!"

He laughed out loud for a while, then stopped suddenly, and said silently:

"Tsk... It's awkward for a man to do that kind of thing with a man."

I froze and twitched the corners of my mouth.

"That - such a thick one! It stabbed into your ass..."

He was gesticulating while talking, and I laughed awkwardly beside me...

"Sure enough, I can't accept it... What if I stab shit or something..."

"..."

"By the way, have you been defecating smoothly all these years?"

I slapped him and exhaled him out of the kitchen!

On the dining table, the atmosphere of this Chinese meal is very delicate.

Since Levi and Wang Hao did not understand the language, there was basically no communication, and most of the time it was up to me to enliven the atmosphere.

Somehow, while chatting, he talked about his three-year-old daughter.

"My daughter, she will definitely be more beautiful than my wife in the future!"

Wang Hao took out his mobile phone to show off the beautiful photos of his daughter without feeling that the atmosphere at the dinner table was not right.

I glanced at Levi wordlessly, his eyes were a little dark.

That night, I pulled him away from the computer to talk about life.

"Levi, you actually want a baby."

He glanced at me and said lightly, "No."

"Don't lie to me, your resentment at the dinner table today is absolutely vivid!" I pulled him to sit by the bed. "If you want a child, I can give it to you."

A trace of surprise suddenly flashed in his calm eyes: "You...Can you give birth?"

"Oh no!" I waved my hands vigorously. "You'll know then."

So, when I brought back a five-year-old handsome boy from an orphanage in Berlin and stood at the door of my house, I couldn't calm down for a long time.

"Remember to call Dad when you go in later." I held the timid child in my arms. "Although I'm also a father... yes, you have two fathers."

The moment I pushed the door open, I stood in the corridor holding my son and took a deep breath.

I was about to say: "Levi, you have a son!" Later, I thought I still said: "Levi, you are going to be a father!" It was more shocking, but my brain twitched and I blurted out:

"Levi! You're going to be a son!!"

Afterwards, I was repaired miserably, still in front of my son...

end

The life of the family of three is very comfortable. My son is already in elementary school this year, and the business of the restaurant has been very good.

Levi and I took a vacation to Hawaii while our son was living at school.

I remember Levi said when he first came to this world that he really wanted to take a look at the sea.

I suddenly felt very sad. This person spent half his life inside the wall and never even looked at the sea, so he made an oath on the spot that he must take his lover to see all the seas in the world in his lifetime, and let him Know how beautiful our world is.

I used to worry about whether Levi would travel back to my own world like I did back then, but then I found myself suspicious, for so many years he has not even shown any signs of transparency.

Although the life here is very stable, Levi still often worries about the situation of attacking the world, and occasionally suffers from insomnia at night.I can only comfort him by saying that Mikasa and Armin are both powerful, and with their elites, there will be hope for the human counterattack.

Actually, I just want to say: Levi, you have been busy for half your life, you should take a good rest and spend the rest of your life in peace.

When I came back from Hawaii, it actually snowed in Berlin.

I asked Levi to take a taxi home first, and ran to the restaurant to deal with some things by myself.However, on the way back, when passing by the square in front of the Brandenburg Gate, he suddenly found Levi standing in the snow.

"I'll take you home." He said calmly.

Pieces of snowflakes are like pure white petals, falling on the streets of this city one after another, like covering the bride who is about to get married with a layer of hazy white gauze.

I looked at Levi through the snowflakes, feeling deeply moved.

Maybe our love will not be as passionate as before, maybe our love will not be fresh forever, but I remember so clearly that we love each other so deeply, I am confident that I can accompany him to watch the water flow when we grow old, In the twilight years, we staggered through our lives holding his hand.

"Levi, let's go home."

In the snowflakes flying all over the sky, he walked towards me, and I walked towards him.

The two of them turned white like this.

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