[Comprehensive] How to raise a robot baby

This person really didn't understand anything.

Bucky was forced to look up, looking at those blue eyes full of concern, worry, and some emotions he couldn't understand. Even he couldn't tell which time his left chest was torn apart , What does the overflowing pain represent?

It was a burning pain that was sharper than any physical pain and spiritual cleansing.

His hands were covered with dirty blood, no matter how cold-blooded and cruel he did, he didn't even feel the fear of killing an innocent person, as long as he touched his hand, all his actions were reflexive.

No need to think, let alone worry.

Killing has long been numb to him, as natural as breathing.

This alone, even himself, felt extremely terrifying.

Regardless of the man's struggles, Steve held him tightly in his arms.

"Your face is ugly." There was a choke in Steve's voice, "You have to believe that I can help you..."

Bucky was a little fluttering all over, and his head was about to split.

It's not that he doesn't want to believe it, but that estrangement has been planted since he assassinated the first person like a machine.

Happiness seems to be at your fingertips, so close and so beautiful, but it is just a phantom in the void.

It was as if he was held in this person's arms, the burning chest and broad embrace were terrifyingly real, but he still couldn't figure out the edge in the darkness. Even if he could let himself go now, the conflict would always erupt again. At that time What else is left for him?

"You think...you can ignore these facts? Do you think you really don't care? Do you really think we can go back to the past?"

At this moment, Bucky gave up the struggle as if all his strength had been taken off his body, and lay down docilely in Steve's arms.

His mouth was close to Steve's ear, and his tone didn't fluctuate.

"Don't you... don't you think you are too naive?"

Every question from Bucky was like a heavy hammer, hitting Steve's heart hard.

It took a while for the captain to control his emotions and squeeze out a sentence: "I will not give up."

"I won't give up on you as long as we're both alive."

A person with a truly numb soul would not say such a thing.

In this case, it was obviously the result of Bucky having thought about it thousands of times, until today he finally broke out in this silent way.

There will be struggle, and there will still be hope.

The captain is not a very talkative person, but he hopes that Bucky can remember what they have said to each other.

Because of that sentence, he kept supporting himself until now, and he hoped that Bucky would also have the motivation to move on because of his words.

"... To trust others, you must first learn to forgive yourself."

"...As for other problems, isn't it better for two people to face them together than to bear them alone?"

"..."

If it were you, you found out that after you woke up, you killed so many people, would you forgive yourself?

Is it really okay for two people to face each other?

After all, Bucky still didn't ask such a question, his head drooping powerlessly on Steve's shoulder.

This is more like a show of weakness.

Usually Bucky would not be able to do this, but today he was too tired.

In this exhausting situation, he really needs a solid and reliable backing to keep him going.

In this world, only Steve can give him such a feeling.

It's just that the conflict between them may be deeper than imagined.

Bucky didn't respond for a while, and Steve realized that he had passed out from the unbearable.

Steve sighed heavily.

It's never that he thinks too easily...but because, if he doesn't think so, everything doesn't need to be described as bad, but he doesn't need to think about it anymore.

Next, what should be done?

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Growing up so big, Steve had a relationship with a bang.

At that time, they only cared about fighting, and put the country's righteousness first, and the children's personal affairs naturally had to be sidelined.

After getting a kiss, before holding hands, or even dancing with the goddess, it is already a farewell to life and death.

When we get together again, the beauty is late, and she can hardly recognize him.

It would be a stretch to say that Steve had any emotional troubles in the past.

Now that the world is no longer at war, and there is no need to go to war every day, I finally have some time to breathe.

So Steve has emotional troubles.

Wait, something seems wrong.

Well, this antecedent is indeed not connected to the consequence, but this is indeed one of the reasons.

The more important reason is because——

"Do you think he'll still leave?" The baby blinked.

Early this morning, Bucky showed no signs of waking up. The baby and the bear came to Steve's suite for breakfast.

The living room is not small, and after Xiaoxiong obediently finished his share, he circled around the captain and the baby in the living room.

After the meal, Steve repeatedly asked questions about Bucky and S.H.I.E.L.D. It was obvious that the baby's IQ and EQ were definitely not in line with her four or five-year-old appearance, so whether it was Steve's insinuation or straight-to-the-point, she was very happy. He quickly figured out the question he really wanted to ask.

"It should be said... I'm not sure about letting him stay."

Steve smiled wryly.

——How to keep Bucky has become a compulsory subject for Steve in the future.

The baby wrinkled his little nose, and looked a bit embarrassed on his childish little face.

She can tell the other party that she has tens of thousands of ways to keep people, but the captain may not necessarily agree.

The human heart is the most complicated and difficult to calculate. When encountering difficulties, there is a kind of thinking that is common.

"If you can't see the road ahead for a while, choose another one."

Change the road, change the angle, and things will always find a solution.

Steve was a little unaccustomed to seeing each other as his granddaughter...or great-granddaughter.

The baby seems to be only five or six years old, but he is already over 90, well, now is really not the time to be entangled in such boring problems.

"Maybe he will take the initiative to stay?" The baby pinched the bear's ear, which was tired from running.

Only Steve knew how bitter the corner of his mouth was.

Difficulties always have to be solved.

Bucky asks him, and he asks himself, if he minds the other person having the experience.

The answer Steve could blurt out: Nevermind.

First and foremost, it's not Bucky's fault.

He did not kill voluntarily, he was just unconscious and forced.Killing people under manipulation.

So even if those hands are covered with blood, it is a blood debt owed by Hydra, so destroying Hydra is the best way to pay homage to the dead. Why should these be counted on Bucky's head.

After all, it's more like Bucky couldn't pass his own level.

"Even if the facts are as you said, there are more problems between us."

After listening to Steve's analysis calmly, Bucky spoke the first sentence.

"Then solve it bit by bit. If you can't solve it, you will always find a balance." Steve always felt that his mouth was too clumsy. "You should at least try to face it, not run away."

He has decided to face their feelings, so if Bucky can also face it calmly, there will be fewer thorns on this road.

"You really... think it's not my fault?" Bucky's voice trembled.

Hearing Bucky's words, Steve felt so ecstatic at this moment, for Bucky's loosening.

"If you leave, we'll never be able to break down the wall that separates us." Especially not without affection between the two.

Then, the captain dropped a big killer: "Buck, believe me, I will accompany you to the end."

Bucky couldn't even look Steve in the eyes, couldn't say "no".

Perhaps, he can really stay.

Let's solve it bit by bit... the matter between the two?

"Stay here, okay?" Steve asked affectionately.

"……it is good."