chasing stars

"Yi Xuan, I'm not a saint. If I want to be with Ji Mingguo, I won't consider the world, let alone who Ji Ruoyu will marry."

"I'm not afraid of other people's gossip. Don't you think it's ridiculous that those people only dare to gossip behind my back, but they still look flattering and bow down to me when they see me?"

"I will not reject the help and resources provided by Ji Mingguo just because they want to make irresponsible remarks, why should I refuse.

It is also my ability to find such an outstanding and successful man who puts me first in everything, isn't it? "

"I didn't get involved in other people's families, I didn't destroy other people's marriages, I just fell in love with an older man with a successful career. Why should I give up because of external factors?"

"Life is my own, and life is also my own. Those who make irresponsible remarks will not help me when I am in trouble. Why should I change my decision because of their words? Are they worthy?"

"Yi Xuan, probably some people are born to be favored by heaven, and they are destined to be happy."

"You were taken away by your mother since you were a child. Although your life was hard, you were happy."

"Fake marriage with Ji Ruoyu, but you can get his sincerity. I can tell that he really likes you."

"And I should be someone other than "some people". "

"It was not accurate to say that you ruined my happiness that was close at hand last time."

"If it is really your own happiness, how can it be destroyed so easily?"

"In the end, it's just that happiness is not mine at all."

After so many years of separation, this is the first time that Yi Sixian talked so much with Yi Xuan, but she didn't feel happy after talking.

The death of Ji Ruoyu's mother had a great impact on Ji Ruoyu, so why not Ji Mingguo?

He did make a big mistake back then, and after so many years, the knot in his heart still cannot be untied.

Even though Yi Sixian has worked hard enough, there is nothing she can do if Ji Mingguo can't let go.

Yi Xuan didn't speak any more, and followed Yi Sixian's gaze to look outside the room. Ji Ruoyu had already calmed down, and Ji Mingguo was silent, his eyes kept looking forward.

"I've always been a man who betrayed his wife in your heart, haven't I?"

Probably every child feels that his father is a hero at the beginning, and every father also hopes that he is a hero in the eyes of his children.

But how many children are disillusioned as they grow up, and how many fathers personally break their children's expectations when they grow up?

"Yes!" Ji Ruoyu didn't hide it, "Isn't it?"

"It's been so many years, since your mother passed away, I haven't had anyone around me, so you still can't forgive me, can you?"

Ji Ruoyu looked at Ji Mingguo, and had to say that his father was really well maintained. He was 55 years old, but he was still treated kindly by the years. There were no wrinkles on his face. The habit of exercising all year round made him straight, with broad shoulders and long legs.

It's no wonder so many celebrities come to him.

Ji Ruoyu put his hands in his pockets and kicked the grass under his feet: "It's not about forgiveness or not, and I have no right to say I hate you. After all, your hard work these years is real, and what you have done for me is also real.

I have enjoyed the fruits of your labor, and even now because of you, I am going smoothly in the entertainment industry, and no one dares to do anything to me.So, I don't hate you. "

But the resentment in my heart is also true.

Watching my mother go crazy, watching my mother just lie on the bed and never open her eyes again, it is impossible not to complain.

Ji Mingguo didn't expect him to answer like this, and the heavy expression on his face finally relaxed a little.

"The reason you married Yi Xuan is actually to make Sixian stop thinking about me, right?"

"Yes." Ji Ruoyu said, "It's just that I didn't expect Yi Sixian to be so persistent. Speaking of which, you are not good enough for her."

"Yes, so separation is the best choice for her." Ji Mingguo sighed, "She is still so young."

He didn't touch her for so many years because he didn't want to ruin her because of himself.

The father and son turned around, just in time to see the siblings standing side by side in the room, the four of them suddenly looked at each other two by two, and were stunned.

"What are you looking at? Are you so intent on watching?" Gao Chaoran stood behind Yi Xuan and Yi Sixian, poking his head out from between them.Then, look at Ji Ruoyu and Ji Mingguo.

Depend on!Seeing such a terrifying scene just after getting up, Gao Chaoran shuddered, turned around and ran away.

Being interrupted by him, the awkward atmosphere between the four was broken.Yi Sixian turned around and went upstairs.

On the way back, Yi Xuan asked Ji Ruoyu if he and his father had talked, and Ji Ruoyu asked him back: "What about you? Have you talked to your sister?"

Yi Xuan was stunned by the question, and after a while he said dejectedly: "No."

Yi Sixian's knot was not so easy to untie, although they talked a lot today, some things cannot be explained clearly in a few words.

The knot in my heart for more than ten years has already built a high wall in my heart, how could it be untied overnight?

Ji Ruoyu took his hand and said, "My dad and I both talked about it and didn't talk about it."

Yi Xuan looked at him with wide eyes, causing Ji Ruoyu to pinch his face.

"Things are spread out, but not all things can be properly resolved after being spread out. But it can be regarded as a kind of progress!"

At least some things know what the other party thinks, instead of relying on one's own random guesses.

That's right, Yi Xuan thought, Yi Sixian's willingness to talk to him so much is considered an improvement.

It's just that now that Yi Sixian and Ji Mingguo are separated, he suddenly feels uncomfortable.

"My sister and your father..."

Ji Ruoyu took Yi Xuan's hand and said, "Don't worry, even if they separate, my dad won't really ignore your sister. No one dares to touch Yi Sixian in the entertainment industry."

Yi Xuan: "That's not what I mean, I just want to say that my sister really likes your father, they..." He didn't know what to say.

Ji Ruoyu said: "Other people can't tell clearly about the relationship. My dad has his own considerations. Let them handle it themselves!"

"Hmm!" They couldn't help much.

After talking about the business, I finally have time to talk about other things.

"Why did Gao Chaoran sleep in our room last night?" He had to sleep in the guest room in the middle of the night.

Fortunately, the sound insulation effect of Ji Mingguo's house is quite good.

When it comes to Gao Chaoran, Ji Ruoyu has a bad face. God knows how surprised he was when he woke up and saw Gao Chaoran this morning.

The well-behaved Yi Xuan has turned into Gao Chaoran, which is simply too horrifying.

"He likes to walk around after drinking, but he didn't expect to be able to sleepwalk when he fell asleep." Ji Ruoyu suddenly thought of something, and asked Yi Xuan, "You went to sleep in the guest room last night, did someone knock on your door?"

Yi Xuan thought for a while: "No!"

Then he said again: "But my sister and I chatted in the garden for a while. I don't know when Gao Chaoran went to our room. When I went back, he had already slept with his arms around you."

He didn't know if anyone had knocked on the door during that time.

Ji Ruoyu pinched Yi Xuan's face and said: "Other men are sleeping with your husband in their arms, and you actually help cover the quilt and then go out by yourself?"

Yi Xuan's face was distorted by him, and he said with his mouth crooked: "He is your younger brother, not an outsider. If it was someone else, I would have beaten him."

"Your brother can't either!"