chasing stars

Yi Xuan held Ji Ruoyu's face in a daze: "When did grandpa say that?"

"When you were going to the bathroom." Ji Ruoyu said, "But I was surprised. According to Grandpa's personality, if he really believed that I did something to force others, he would beat him up when he walked in. Probably he also thinks we are suitable. Bar!"

"Then...then what do you think?" Yi Xuan didn't dare to look into Ji Ruoyu's eyes.

Although their relationship has already been clarified, there is still a five-year contract, and I don't know if Ji Ruoyu still remembers it.

The existence of this contract always makes Yi Xuan feel uneasy.

"Me?" Ji Ruoyu rubbed his hands on his waist, and said, "I've already had someone bring over the five-year contract and destroy it."

He spoke very softly, his voice was low, and even a little hoarse.But something scratched Yi Xuan's heart, and he couldn't tell what it felt like.

So when he was taking a nap, Ji Ruoyu went to the study for this?

"Actually, I had this idea a long time ago, but I was busy some time ago and always forgot."

Yi Xuan held Ji Ruoyu's face in his hands, there was light in his eyes, and there was Ji Ruoyu.

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The recording of the sixth episode was after the National Day, and Hou Chuan also came back to participate.

Yi Xuan was curious about the progress between him and Shi Xianwan, and Ji Ruoyu said that he was not very clear.The relationship is a matter between two people, he just told Shi Xianwan what he knew, as for what choice to make, Shi Xianwan still needs to think clearly.

The sixth phase increased the difficulty and included skydiving.

Although Yi Xuan has almost overcome his fear of heights, skydiving and paragliding cannot be compared at all, so he can't help being a little scared.

Ji Ruoyu has been comforting him by the side, telling him not to be afraid. The program team is looking for a very professional team, which can definitely guarantee safety.

Yi Xuan felt concerned: "There are no absolutes in this world."

Ji Ruoyu: "Why not, I will definitely love you forever!"

Shao Xingqi, who had just walked over, paused and was about to turn around and leave, but was stopped by Ji Ruoyu: "Hey, why did Brother Qi leave just now?"

Shao Xingqi turned around helplessly, with a serious expression: "I don't want to eat dog food."

Ji Ruoyu smiled and said, "This is called spreading dog food? Then your rank is a bit low!"

Shao Xingqi: "..." Why did he go in front of his lover?

Passing the water in his hand to Yi Xuan, Shao Xingqi said: "I see you are very nervous, are you afraid of heights?"

Yi Xuan's lips turned pale, and he accepted Shao Xingqi's words: "Thank you. I have always been afraid of heights. I thought that the physical training before recording the program had overcome this problem, but it seems that it is still not good for high-altitude events such as skydiving."

Shao Xingqi said: "It's normal. In fact, I'm also a little nervous. It's just a good way to hide it."

Yi Xuan looked around, maybe except for Ji Ruoyu, Yi Sixian and Hou Chuan, everyone else was more or less scared.

Gao Chaoran also became quiet in a rare way.

He wanted to ask Ji Ruoyu if he was afraid, but then he remembered that Ji Ruoyu and Yi Sixian had made a movie before, and there was a scene of skydiving in it, and neither of them used a stand-in.

"Why are you not afraid?"

Ji Ruoyu said: "Some people are born to like this kind of extreme sports, and some people have to do it. But most people have one thing in common, that is, they are not afraid of death."

Shao Xingqi agreed: "It is true that these extreme sports require extremely strong psychological qualities. Only those who put life and death aside can face it calmly."

Yi Xuan glanced at Yi Sixian who was doing warm-up exercises not far away, and said in a low voice, "It seems to be the reason."

I am not even afraid of death, what else is there to be afraid of?

But he can't, he is afraid of death.

He still has his mother, and his life is not his alone.

Although people often say that we have to live for ourselves, it is impossible to live completely for ourselves when we are born.

We have lovers, relatives, responsibilities we need to bear, and our concerns.Our lives belong to us, but not quite ours.

We have no right to decide when it will come, nor can it end as we like.

At least for Yi Xuan.

He can't do anything, because he carries the lives of two people.His, and mother's.

But now, he has one more concern.

Yi Xuan stood beside Ji Ruoyu, gently holding his hand, and said in his heart, I'm not afraid of death, I just don't want to, and I can't die.

"Still afraid?" Feeling his hands tightened, Ji Ruoyu looked at Yi Xuan, and smoothed the broken hair on his forehead to the side.

"Yeah!" Yi Xuan nodded, his tone suddenly became firm, "But I can persevere!"

Ji Ruoyu rubbed his head: "No, with me here, you don't have to force yourself to do things you don't want to do."

"But, I also want to challenge myself." Yi Xuan whispered.

Ji Ruoyu said: "Actually, in my understanding, challenging yourself is not forcing yourself to do things you are afraid of or don't like. It is also a kind of courage to admit that you are afraid and dare not."

"Everyone can't be perfect, let alone omnipotent. There are always many things we can't do, so we don't have to force ourselves."

It is rare for Ji Ruoyu to be so serious and gentle. Yi Xuan was stunned for a moment, and then said after a while: "But this is a recording program. We signed the contract and got the money, so we have to abide by the rules."

It is impossible for us to choose everything in this world according to our own hearts, there are always some things we have to do.

"Don't worry, I'm not trying to break the contract, nor is I trying to play big names. The program team has prepared two plans."

Yi Xuan looked at Ji Ruoyu suspiciously: "Why don't I know?"

"This kind of high-altitude extreme event is not something that everyone can play. The program team has long considered it. It's just that the director team is a bit thieves. So far, they haven't said that there is a second plan. It probably wants to inspire you yourself!"

After all, from being afraid to finally completing the challenge is also a highlight of the show.It can make the show more ambitious.

Sure enough, after a while, the director asked everyone if they were ready, but only Yi Sixian and Hou Chuan answered.

After Yi Xuan knew that there was a second solution, he relaxed his mind, and at this time he was thinking about other things.

Seeing that only Yi Sixian and Hou Chuan answered, he wondered why Ji Ruoyu didn't answer, and at the same time thought that after this episode aired, Yi Sixian and Hou Chuan would probably be knocked off the CP again.

"What about you?" The director wanted to make the last struggle.

Shao Xingqi hesitated for a while, then raised his hand and said, "I can try it too."

"Where are you three?" The director skipped over Yi Xuan and Ji Ruoyu, and asked Gao Chaoran, Xing Junchen and Hu Xiaolan.

The three of them are rare and quiet today, probably because they have been doing psychological construction all the time!

"I...can I choose not to dance?" Xing Junchen said shyly, "I'm really scared!"

His complexion is also very ugly, and his lips are still a little pale.

"of course can!"

Yi Xuan always felt that the director's attitude towards Xing Junchen had changed since Mao Liyong treated guests to dinner.

As soon as the director let go, Gao Chaoran and Hu Xiaolan also breathed a sigh of relief.