Cheating, but not quite

Cang Xingyi entered the bathroom.After a while, the sound of water dripping came from the bathroom of the guest room.

Bu Jianhan glanced at the bathroom door, touched the tip of his nose, looked away awkwardly, turned his back to the direction of the bathroom, and sat on the edge of the bed.

Just thinking about Cang Xingyi's wet body, don't catch cold from the cold wind outside, and agreed to borrow the bathroom without much thought.He even forgot that most hotel bathroom partitions are made of frosted glass, which becomes more transparent after being wet...

Now, as long as he turns his head, he can see Cang Xingyi's tall and graceful curves, reflected by the light on the translucent glass.

He never understood why so many hotels like to come up with such anti-human interior design.If a young couple lives in the same room, it can be called love; but if two people who are not so familiar are in the same room, especially for conservative people, it is simply embarrassing, okay?

Having said that, maybe the design of the hotel itself is to provide convenience for young couples to live out and flirt?

Like him and Cang Xingyi, it seems wrong to try to ensure that each other stays in the same room innocently?

My mind was in a trance, and Jian Han had a wonderful illusion for a moment—as if he and Cang Xingyi were originally a pair of lovers who loved each other.They were on a trip, tired from running all day, and returned to the hotel at night.Cang Xingyi went to take a shower and change clothes first, while he sat by the bed, anxiously waiting for a good night to start.

Is this what normal couples do?

Or should I say, normal couples are like this.

And like him and Bian Qiu, keeping a distance from each other all the time, making fun of each other while carefully drawing the line, is an abnormal love relationship.

Seeing Han staring at his fingertips, he was in a daze.

He suddenly thought about a question.

In the beginning, why did he resolutely choose to start a relationship with Bian Qiu?

Regarding love, it has always been a huge conflict topic between him and the people around him.When he was in middle school, Buduping faintly realized that his sexuality was not an Omega, and had had numerous fierce quarrels with him.

At the very beginning, he wasn't so disgusted with falling in love with Omega.He fell in love not for sexual needs, and it can even be said that the matter of going to bed is not within the scope of consideration of his emotional orientation at all.Therefore, his orientation is not a certain gender, but a certain kind of person.

Someone who can respect his ideals and understand his persistence.

It was Buduping's repeated outbreaks and quarrels that aroused his rebellious psychology, and he became more and more resistant to Omega.He doesn't like being imposed on other people's will, and he hates anyone's self-righteous and condescending pointers.He hated Buduping's selfishness and paranoia to death, and once believed that this personality composition from Omega's original genes was the root of all the misfortunes in his life.

But like Cang Xingyi, he doesn't seem to be unacceptable.

Cang Xingyi and Bian Qiu are so similar, as if he is an Omega version of Bian Qiu, which makes it hard for Jianhan not to compare Cang Xingyi with Bian Qiu.

He couldn't help but start to imagine what his life would be like if the person he met in the first place was Cang Xingyi instead of Bian Qiu.

He assumed that they met when they were young, and Cang Xingyi's personality at that time was not much different from now.Cang Xingyi will also listen patiently to his story. They get along very well and are attracted to each other.He will regard Cang Xingyi as his most important confidant, and Cang Xingyi will regard him as the only one just like loving the Alpha he admires.

Immediately afterwards, they will meet in reality and determine their relationship as a couple.Buduping might nag a few words because of his puppy love, but he won't quarrel with him hysterically every now and then like now.Even though Fuduhei sometimes finds fault with his love life, in general, Fuduhei will never object to him marrying such an excellent Omega, but will send his best wishes.

He doesn't need to spend all his time dealing with Buduping, and at the same time try his best to hide Buduping's objection from his lover.His relatives and friends will not ridicule him, laugh at him, or even use him as a conversation piece after dinner because they don't understand this relationship.

He can get a certificate with his lover, buy a house together and settle down, without worrying about having to separate in the future.He doesn't have to worry that his lover will be betrayed by the natural charm of the opposite sex, and he doesn't have to hesitate for a long time whether to answer a friend or a husband and wife when he is asked about his relationship when he goes out with his lover.

Thinking of this, Jian Han was stunned for a while.

He thought that he didn't care about these things.

It turned out that he didn't care, he remembered it clearly.He thought he could withstand the collapse of the sky, but in fact, he was just a mortal body.The trivial matters in life tormented him one after another, and he was already very tired.

If he can relax a little bit in his requirements, if he can accept the life of a more mediocre ordinary person, he will not be here.

If he was with Cang Xingyi, he would get married and settle down in an ordinary way, and then find a stable job.Every day for the meager salary, I humble myself in the company, and when I get home from get off work, I linger next to my lover, complaining about the terrible and outrageous demands of Party A.And Cang Xingyi will make a meal and wait for him to come back, listen to his complaints while comforting him with a smile, and accept his possessive kiss with attachment.

Very ordinary, but stable and peaceful.

This is his previous generation, and it is also the life that almost most of the people he knows will live, and it is also the life that all of them hope he will live.

Does he want to accept such a life?

Or should ask... Can he accept this kind of life?

The sound of water behind him stopped at some point.Seeing Han couldn't help but look back, Cang Xingyi was getting dressed, and the loose bathrobe concealed the attractive curves of the young Omega's body.Seeing Han's gaze retracted like an electric shock, he condensed on his fingertips in a pretentious manner.

He suddenly remembered that Cang Xingyi's contact with him in some aspects seemed to have gone deeper than that of his enemies.

Cang Xingyi accompanied him to take the high-speed rail back to his hometown and met his parents.His demeanor is gentle and caring, and his words are sweet, coaxing such a difficult person as Buduping into submission.

With Cang Xingyi present today, the atmosphere in the ward was surprisingly peaceful.This is a very rare time in the past few years, Jian Han and Bu Duping have been in the same room for so long, and they didn't meet so loudly that they met in the dark.

It would be great if Bian Qiu could go back to his hometown with him like this, and if he had the ability to treat Budu Pingping with gentleness...

But how is this possible?

Bian Qiu is not interested in anything other than himself and his creation, and never asks more questions.Even in the call just now, he just asked about Buduping's physical condition, and politely sent a red envelope to let him handle the matter here.

And Cang Xingyi will remind him to buy fruit, adjust the atmosphere between him and Buduping, inquire about his past with interest in the conversation, and show him more attention, more intimate and considerate.

It's okay when there is no comparison, but when the two people are compared together, the situation suddenly becomes weird.

It seems that Cang Xingyi is his intimate lover, while Bian Qiu has become the most familiar stranger instead.

This sense of contrast makes Jian Han feel incredible.He really wanted to call Bian Qiu immediately, wanted to hear Bian Qiu's voice, and confirmed to Bian Qiu that this gap was just his own illusion.

But Cang Xingyi had already come out of the bathroom, so he could only give up this idea.

"Ahan, can you do me a favor?" Cang Xingyi wiped the dripping hair ends with a bath towel, his voice was very soft because of the moisture.

Jian Han immediately turned around and asked, "What's wrong?"

"here……"

Cang Xingyi tore off the collar of his bathrobe, exposing a large area of ​​skin to Bu Han.Jianhan's gaze flickered for a moment, and his gaze slid from his snow-white chest all the way to the faintly visible texture of his abdominal muscles hidden by the water droplets, and then quickly retracted guiltily.

At the second glance, he saw the large area of ​​red skin on Cang Xingyi's shoulder.

"I thought it would be better after taking a bath. But the weather was a bit cold, so I couldn't resist turning up the temperature of the water." Cang Xingyi said with a wry smile, "Now I feel that this area is very painful. I'm afraid it's a slight burn."

"So careless? Why didn't you say it earlier." Jian Han immediately stood up, "Wait for me, I'll get you some scalding medicine."

Seeing that Han finished speaking, he took his mobile phone and went out immediately. After asking the hotel front desk, the staff at the front desk found him a scald ointment.

When he returned to the hotel room with the medicine, he was stunned when he opened the door.

Cang Xingyi was taking off his clothes until he was half-naked, and carefully applied toothpaste to the hot red spot on his shoulders in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror.

The left half of the young man's clothes were almost completely stripped off, and the white bathrobe was held in the crook of his arm, revealing the entire collarbone, shoulder neck and chest that had been scalded pink by hot water.His figure is surprisingly good, the muscles are not exaggerated, but the curves stretch gracefully, making people full of desire to reach out and touch his body, and follow the contours of his body to trace this graceful curve.

It was the vivid and graceful body of Omega that Bu Han had never seen even in the sketching class.