Cheating, but not quite

In order to prevent Bu Han from breaking free, the rope was tied tightly, and there were bruises on his wrists and ankles.

Seeing Han rubbing his sore wrist, his expression was blank.Too many things happened in just a few days, and the reversal was so violent that he was caught off guard, and he didn't even know how to react to the changes that happened in front of him.

To put it simply, people are numb.

Ever since Cang Xingyi untied his rope, he has been afraid to speak to him.He lowered his eyes, bit his lips, and there were tears in his eyes that were about to fall.It is obvious that he is the instigator, but it seems that he has been greatly wronged, which makes people unbearable to blame.

It's completely different from that lunatic who said "I want your body" after getting drunk in a hotel.

Seeing Han rubbing his swollen and aching temples, wanting to go out for a quiet moment, he heard a faint sobbing sound behind him unexpectedly.

He froze when he went out, sighed, pulled out the chair, and sat down in front of his desk.

Looking at Cang Xingyi who was kneeling beside the bed without even raising his head, he pointed to the side of the bed: "Sit."

Cang Xingyi supported the edge of the bed, got up slowly, and sat beside his bed.In the middle of the trip, I staggered a bit because my legs were numb from kneeling for too long.

Jian Han said: "Aren't you very arrogant when you said you want to sleep with me before, but now you can't say a word?"

"……I was wrong."

Cang Xingyi said in a low voice.

"I don't want to talk to you about anything else right now. You first explain to me clearly what's going on with you." Seeing Han pinched the bridge of his nose, suppressing the chaotic emotions, and trying to maintain a calm and rational state, "You What is the situation with Bian Qiu, what is the relationship between you and me, and Bian Qiu and me."

Cang Xingyi murmured, but remained silent.

The two sat facing each other, with only two steps between them, and the smell of pheromones was intimately entangled.But it is this distance within reach that lies between the two of them, as far away as a moat.

Jian Han waited for a long time, but did not wait for Cang Xingyi to answer.Feeling that his patience was almost exhausted, he said to Cang Xingyi in a cold voice: "Cang Xingyi, do you know that I really want to beat you up now. I have endured until now because I am not sure what you are going to do. Is it Alpha or Omega? If A hits O, you will be detained administratively. I think I have shown the limit of patience with you in my life. If you have nothing to say to me, then let’s just be like this, from now on—— "

"'It's a great honor to see your work, can I share your paradise with you?'" Cang Xingyi said suddenly, "This is my first message to you."

Seeing Han was stunned.

This sentence is a message from the "Magician" to him when he first published comics on the Internet.

"The first time I knew you was when I was 15 years old and saw your paintings at a youth art exhibition in the city center."

Cang Xingyi's voice was a bit hoarse and weak, but it was clear enough in the quiet bedroom.

"I like drawing since I was a child, but my family didn't allow it, and then I gave up. So I am very envious of those who can draw, especially those who can draw well. There are many, many imaginations in my mind, and I often have I have a strong desire to express them, but I can't do it. And when I saw your drawing for the first time, I felt that this is simply the perfect projection of my imagination."

"I want to meet you, get to know you, and be friends with you. I think like crazy. Fortunately, the name Jianhan is not common. It didn't take long for me to collect your personal information and know your age. Where do you go to school, and what social accounts you are used to using.”

"I registered an account, nicknamed Magician, pretending to be a passer-by reader who saw your work for the first time, leaving you a message, private message you to discuss the plot. That was the happiest time in my life, and the thing I look forward to the most every day It’s just waiting for you to come home from school, and chat with you about the latest plot of the manga, imagine how the plot should unfold next, or share the trivial things in life.”

"In the beginning, I just wanted to be friends with you, and that was fine. But gradually, I can no longer be satisfied with shallow friendships. I want to be the person who knows you best, always knows what you are thinking, and enjoys And I can monopolize all the incredible things you have created. I want your pen to be held for me, and only draw the gorgeous stories that only the two of us know..."

"I want to be your unique lover."

Cang Xingyi's voice choked slightly.

"But you told me," he hung his head in embarrassment, covering his eyes with the back of his hand, "you don't like Omega."

"You said that you are tired of Omega's fragile and sensitive personality, and the kind of bottomless, even hysterical dependence that regards the other party as your own world. You don't want to fall in love at all, and you definitely don't want to consider marrying Omega. Marriage is a boring thing, and it will only interfere with your creation with its triviality and vulgarity."

"If you want to choose a partner in the future, you will definitely choose an Alpha with the same personality as you. He shares a common language with you and loves creation, so he can respect your pursuit of ideals, and even supervise and progress with you. Both of you trust each other , and are independent of each other, when a conflict arises, they will rationally analyze the key points of the dispute together, and finally tolerate each other and reach a reconciliation."

"So I lied to you, I told you that I am an Alpha." Even with the back of his hand covering his eyes, Cang Xingyi couldn't stop the tears from streaming down the back of his hand, "I'm working hard to learn what you said in the ideal The appearance of my Alpha lover, elegant and calm, independent and confident, but this is not enough. Even if I look like an Alpha again, when the climax comes, the pheromone of Omega will instantly reveal my real gender, so I have never dared to meet you .Until I was in college, I got a medicine in the studio of my sister at the same school."

"This drug is a by-product of their research and development of Omega pheromone inhibitors. They call it Yisuji. Yisuji can affect the production of hormones in an Omega gland in a short period of time, allowing the Omega gland to secrete Alpha. Pheromone, so as to achieve the effect of inhibiting Omega pheromone. But the production of medicine that can disguise Omega as Alpha is illegal. This kind of medicine cannot be circulated in the market, and I just asked my senior sister to get a small part. "

"With the Yisu medicine, I can finally see you. To be safe, I hypnotized myself and issued psychological hints while taking the Yisu medicine. Once the Yisu medicine starts to take effect, I will forget about it." The fact that I am an Omega, I firmly believe that I am an Alpha named 'Bian Qiu'. After the effect of Yi Suji wears off, my memory will recover, and I will remember that I am actually 'Cang Xingyi'."

"'Bianqiu' is a personality I tailor-made for your ideal lover. He is gentle, elegant, considerate and independent, and can fully respect and understand your love for creation. Sure enough, as I expected, you met After him, he soon began to fall in love with him, even lived together, and lived the love life you had described to me, which you longed for."

"—But I'm not reconciled."

These six words, one after another, were squeezed out by Cang Xingyi from between his teeth.

He finally let go of his hands, his eyes were flushed, his moist eyes looked at the cold, and the grievance in his eyes almost overflowed.

"In my memory, I watched him laughing with you, talking about love, holding hands and hugging, and listening to you share your stories with him. I was so jealous that I was going crazy." He said, his voice choked, but he laughed , "It's clear that I didn't want to hand you over to others, so I disguised myself as Alpha, but now I want to watch you being snatched away by another me."

"You clearly said that you liked me before we met..."

"I was the one who knew you first, I was the one who fell in love with you first, and I was the one who tried my best to become what you like. I was the one who left a message after your manga every update, and I added you as a friend I am the one who analyzes the plot and discusses ideals with you, and I am the one you have admitted to be your soul mate!"

"The person you are in love with is obviously me! Bian Qiu is the thief who doesn't know anything, but took away my lover just because of his gender!"