Cheating, but not quite

"I know this decision may be difficult to make, and you may not necessarily give an answer right away." Mu Tinglan smiled gently at Buhanhan, "You might as well think about it for a while before making a decision. He is still alive now In the study, you may go and talk to him."

"Okay, I see. Sorry to trouble you."

Jian Han hastily thanked Mu Tinglan and walked towards the study.

In the study room, there is a strong fragrance of roses.The person who sits at the desk and meditates is a side enemy whom he hasn't seen for a long time.

Bu Jianhan was taken aback for a moment, then immediately relieved.Since Mu Tinglan wants to comprehensively analyze the condition, it is understandable that she should not only talk to Cang Xingyi, but also understand the situation with Bian Qiu.

He sat down in front of Bian Qiu.

"Doctor Mu told me more details." Bian Qiu still hadn't fully come out of the fugue state, his expression and tone were a little erratic, "It turns out that I only have part of Cang Xingyi's memory, and many facts I know , including his own occupation and gender, he forged it for me."

Jian Han: "Well... Cang Xingyi told me the same way."

"Based on that, I'm actually just a part of Cang Xingyi, or a broken Cang Xingyi." Bian Qiu said in a low tone, "I'm a fictitious existence created by him in order to fall in love with you. .From identity, to memory, to gender, it’s all fake.”

"This..." Seeing Han was a little speechless.

In fact, the existence of border hatred seems to be the case.

But he felt that what Bian Qiu said was not quite right.

"How should I put it? I think whether a person's existence is independent...is not only related to his body, but also to his self-identity and social relations." Bu Han carefully chose his words, "If you firmly believe that you are an independent If you exist, no one will just regard you as Cang Xingyi's vassal."

There was a moment of silence between the two.

"Actually, I have another question to ask you." Bian Qiu suddenly said, "When you get along with Cang Xingyi, when you talk and do things, will your attitude be the same as when you are with me now, polite and cautious?"

"Ah?" Bu Jianhan was stunned for a moment, "Isn't it at the beginning, but later I couldn't care about it..."

Ever since Cang Xingyi claimed to have kidnapped Bianqiu and coerced Jianhan into going to bed with him, Jianhan had basically never faced Cang Xingyi with a normal attitude towards others.

Looking back, it's also very strange. When facing the enemy, Bu Han always pays attention to his words and deeds.Because you care too much about the other party, you have to consider the other party's feelings everywhere, so you will inevitably be a little cautious when getting along.He always thought it was a kind of respect, but he didn't expect that this kind of prudence was invisible, but gradually opened the distance between him and the enemy.

On the contrary, in front of Cang Xingyi, Jianhan was basically either punching his fists hard, or trying to restrain the feeling of hard fists.

Cang Xingyi always seems to have a magical power that can easily break through all his social etiquette.He had never met such a person, while making him want to press him to the ground and beat him up, he couldn't help feeling fond of him at the same time.

It is not so much that he never concealed his real self in front of Cang Xingyi... It would be better to say that he had no time to hide himself in front of Cang Xingyi.

"I understand." Bian Qiu smiled wryly, "He is closer to you than me."

Seeing Han: "That's not the case..."

"I hardly ever see you lose control and get angry, and I seldom hear you complain about something to me." Bian Qiu said softly, "I understand that it's because you care too much about me and don't want to bother me with your troubles. , I do the same for you... But, if I can't even share your worries, I don't know what else I can do for you as a lover."

"You and Cang Xingyi have only known each other for less than a month, and he easily solved the problem that I have been unable to solve for a long time. He is indeed better than me, and I am not wronged for losing."

Bu Jianhan was a little at a loss: "I don't think the things between the two of you can be compared like this."

"After knowing the truth of my existence, I have been thinking about one thing, that is, my existence seems to be just a bridge between you." Bian Qiu said, "He uses my existence to get close to you." , and you use my existence to understand him. Now that you are together, my existence seems to lose its effect and meaning."

Seeing Han: "No, actually I think you..."

"Be together with him." Bian Qiu Chao Buhan Han chuckled, but his tone was like a sigh, "Although I still feel unwilling in my heart, this should be the best ending for you."

"In terms of identity, he is an Omega. With him, you don't have to face all kinds of resistance and criticism when you are with me. From an emotional point of view, he is a more complete me, who loves you deeply, and is also loved by you. the one you love."

"My appearance, from the beginning to the end, is just a small flaw in your relationship. After correcting my flaw, you should be a seamless, perfect couple."

Seeing Han: "..."

Bian Qiu's sad words made him not know how to answer.Before deciding what kind of response to give, the scent of roses in the air of the study had quietly faded away, and the familiar scent of thorns gradually emerged.

Cang Xingyi looked at Buhan Han struggling, and said in a low voice, "I know you don't want him to disappear."

Seeing Han: "I, this... oh."

"He was the first person you met in reality. From your understanding, the person you fell in love with is also a 'side enemy'." Cang Xingyi said calmly, "As you said, decide Whether a person exists independently depends not only on the body, but also on social relations and self-identity. In your mind, the side enemy is not completely my vassal, but more like another independent individual."

Seeing Han admitted with great difficulty: "...there is indeed a bit of that meaning."

"I'm not surprised by this." Cang Xingyi exhaled softly, "After all, he is the perfect lover that I tailor-made for you based on what I have known about you for so many years."

Seeing Han: "..."

"He has all the qualities you would expect an ideal lover to have. He is independent, rational, respects you, understands you, and shares common hobbies with you. He is not like me, who is sensitive and fragile, and will always put forward many willful things to embarrass you things." Cang Xingyi smiled self-deprecatingly, "Compared to me who always makes you worry and tries to attract your attention, he is a more suitable person for you."

"From the moment I decided to create him, I was mentally prepared for today's arrival. In other words, I created him just for this moment. I hope that from now on, the despicable and selfish, full of The flawed Cang Xingyi can disappear, leaving you with a pure, gentle, beautiful lover who is most suitable for you."

Seeing Han: "You...but..."

"I won't feel regretful, even happy about it, my dear." Cang Xingyi got up, walked in front of Bu Han, knelt down in front of him, and lay a pillow on Bu Bu Han's knees, "I can make you feel the best It is my honor to leave everything to you."

He clearly said this, but he didn't see the cold but felt that his knees seemed to be wet.

"This month when I met you, this week when I fell in love, although it only took up less than one percent of my life, it was the culmination of all the happiness in my life." Cang Xingyi choked up, "I have I have received your complete mark, and I have also enjoyed the care and tenderness you have given me, for me, this is enough to die without regret."

"You don't have to feel any sadness about my disappearance. After all, I really met you, and it was only a few days, which is not worth mentioning for the rest of your long life... From now on, the enemy will inherit all that I have done to you. My love, always by your side, until you forget me..."

Hearing this, Jian Han couldn't stand it anymore.

He pulled up Cang Xingyi, gave him a hug, let go and pushed open the door of the study, and rushed into the living room.

Mu Tinglan and Xie Qi were whispering in the living room, when they saw him running out suddenly, they were both taken aback and looked back at him at the same time.

"Senior Sister Mu," Bu Jianhan said with red eyes, "I'm sorry, I really can't choose."

"Can I have both?!"