Cheating, but not quite

"Of course I have to say that in front of Bian Qiu, how can I not say that to him?"

Almost immediately, Jian Han adjusted his posture, held Cang Xingyi's hand again, and interlocked his fingers.

"You are Bian Qiu's half body, don't you know how dangerous Bian Qiu is?" He looked at Cang Xingyi affectionately, showing some pitiful and sad expressions forced by the situation, "If I don't say that, let him relax first, he was impulsive and couldn't accept the fact, so he killed me, then you won't have a husband?"

Cang Xingyi was startled.

Immediately he shook his head: "No, he won't. He loves you so much, why is he willing to do something to you?"

Seeing Han: "..."

Do you dare to look at my right hand, which was cut by a knife and still tied with gauze, and say this sentence again.

"You are the one he loves deeply. No matter how angry or jealous he is, he will never do anything to you. But I am different." Cang Xingyi narrowed his brows and revealed a heartbreaking bleak smile, "I It's his mortal enemy that he can't get rid of quickly, he will only try to kill me... Sigh, who knows, is the meeting between you and me at this moment the last time between you and me?"

Seeing Han: "..."

As expected of you, Cang Xingyi.

The tea still smells old.

Cang Xingyi: "Let me disappear from this world silently, to fulfill you and myself. In this way, even if you love your enemies deeply, you will always remember me."

"But he shares the same body with you now." Seeing Han sighed, "He's not a psychiatrist, he doesn't know how to hypnotize, and he doesn't know how to separate from you. The only way he can get rid of you is by hurting his own body way, to die with you.”

"If the two of you die together, wouldn't I be alone? At that time, who knows if there will be other young readers who appreciate my works come and tease me, saying the same things as you back then, taking advantage of the situation And you, want to get my body?"

"And at that time, I was heartbroken because of your departure. What if my will was shaken accidentally, the warmth he brought healed my emotional wounds, and I moved on? What should I do if I die? The ashes, nailed in the urn, won't you jump up and do sit-ups in the urn?"

Cang Xingyi: "..."

His face went blank for a moment.

"Your existence has always been indispensable to me." Bu Jianhan said persuasively, "I used to be a lover with you, we lived together under the same roof, and I took you back to see Buduping. How do you feel that , have I never been sincere to you?"

Cang Xingyi hesitated and said: "You said these words, isn't it because you are afraid that I will be disadvantageous to the enemy?"

"Will you do this?" Bu Jianhan asked back, "Before the official meeting, you were the person I had been friends with through the Internet. It shouldn't be too much for me to say that I know you well?"

"You are always accommodating me and put me first in everything. How can you do things that embarrass me when you are so considerate of my feelings? I have never doubted how much you care about me, so there is no need to because This kind of thing is deliberately lying to coax you."

"Therefore, I'm definitely not saying these things for the sake of vengeance. What I said are all my sincere words, to let you know that I like you. "

Cang Xingyi was persuaded.

He lowered his head slightly, pursed his lips, the tips of his ears hidden in his hair were blushing, and he clenched Buhan's hand tightly.

"So, we have to work together to find a way to coax Bian Qiu well." Bu Jianhan continued, "I know you can know what I said to Bian Qiu in your memory, but you can understand my words." Right? Many of those words did not come from my original intention, they were just expedient measures."

"A stopgap measure...that's right."

The young man sighed.

Seeing Han: "..."

Foreboding it came again.

"So you said the same thing to me and Cang Xingyi." Bian Qiu said, "I don't know what you talked with Cang Xingyi just now, but it's not hard to imagine that the words you said to me should be pretty much the same. You're just dealing with me."

Seeing Han: "..."

Damn, why did the personality suddenly switch back.

Caught off guard.

"Forget it, it's no wonder you think so." Bian Qiu's face was ashamed, "I'm just a cold and hard Alpha, not gentle and careless like him, who knows the cold and the warm, and can coax you with sweet words Happy. I can't get a marriage certificate with you, I can't go back with you to meet your parents, and I can't have children for you. He is the most suitable person for you."

Seeing Han: "I don't allow you to say that about yourself. What I love is not your skin, but your soul that is compatible with mine."

Cang Xingyi: "What you love is the soul, so Bian Qiu is your true love and soul mate, right? Although you have said so many comforting words to me, I have a clear understanding of myself, and it is just your venting." want tools."

Seeing Han: "??? Don't always underestimate yourself. Human beings are the unity of spirit and flesh. If I love you, how can I only love one of them and not all of them?"

Bian Qiu: "So I am not unique to you. You have Cang Xingyi, and he can completely replace my existence. Whether I disappear or not is irrelevant."

Seeing Han: "Oh, no..."

Cang Xingyi: "I'm so despicable, I don't deserve your love. I didn't expect you to love me, so you don't have to say anything against your will. Even if you only love side enemies, I'll follow along with some memories of his being loved Already satisfied."

Seeing Han: "Listen to me..."

Bian Qiu: "Oh, I'd better disappear. I wish you and him happiness."

Cang Xingyi: "Oh, let's just say goodbye forever. I have already lived a life worthwhile."

Bian Qiu: "My dear, goodbye."

Cang Xingyi: "Husband, farewell."

Seeing Han: "..."

Help.

It's not over yet, is it? !

"Shut up the fuck!!!"

Seeing Han couldn't bear it anymore, he finally hugged his head and shouted.

"One or two of you, why are you all talking to yourself there, and don't listen to me at all?!" He collapsed, "What sin did I do in my previous life to be involved in such a thing? If I'm guilty, and I should be punished by the law instead of talking about a love triangle between two people here?!"

Cang Xingyi and Bian Qiu: "..."

They were silent at the same time.

"Forget it, I don't care, what do you like! Whoever I love loves me, you have the final say, I won't serve you anymore!"

Seeing Han shook off his hands, stood up from the sofa, and walked to his room.

"Anyway, you don't listen to what I say, and it's useless to try to persuade you. What do you think is what you think, Nan Yan, so what else do I have to say to you?" He stood in front of his room, turned around and scolded angrily, "Schizophrenia is your own decision, and it is also something you should handle well. Because I like you and feel guilty about you, you put the blame on me and make it difficult for me. Look at me being played around by you , getting angry because of you, do you feel very happy?!"

"Ahan, I didn't..."

Cang Xingyi also stood up from the sofa and walked towards him.

"Don't come here, I'm bothered!" Jian Buhan said sharply, "Leave me alone for a while, you can go wherever you like!"

After finishing speaking, he slammed the door of his room with a bang.

Cang Xingyi stood outside the door in bewilderment.

He tried to knock on the door of Bujianhan's room, but Bujianhan didn't answer.He knocked again, and there was a piercing sound of the glass smashing against the door.

Cang Xingyi: "..."

He slowly lowered his hand.

"I see. Then you, then don't be angry for too long..." He whispered outside the door, "It's afternoon now, I'll go shopping for dinner first, you can come out to eat later."

There was still a dead silence behind the door.

Cang Xingyi stood outside the door for a while, then left silently.

He went to buy a lot of Jian Han's favorite dishes and made a table, but when the food was all cooled, Jian Han didn't come out.

He brought a bowl of spicy lobster balls in front of him, and sat alone in the living room, slowly peeling the shells.

He remembered that Buichan's favorite food was this, and when he peeled one, he stretched out his chopsticks and snatched one away.However, in the porcelain bowl in front of him, the snow-white shrimp tail meat dipped in sauce gradually piled up into a hill, and no one moved their chopsticks against it.

He finally put down what was in his hand.

He washed his hands, cleaned the kitchen, packed all the remaining shrimp shells and threw them downstairs, and then returned to his room.

Cang Xingyi couldn't sleep that night, and Cang Xingyi slept very restlessly.The dream was dim and chaotic. At one moment he dreamed of blood splashing on the ground, at another moment he dreamed of collapsed tall buildings and ruins, and at another moment he dreamed of falling from a height to his death.

In the middle of the night, he woke up from the strange dream, his back was drenched in cold sweat, when he suddenly heard the sound of gold and stone humming from outside the room.

Zheng——

Zheng——

Someone was outside, not knowing what they were doing.

He sat up from the bed, did not dare to turn on the light, did not dare to put on his shoes, went to the ground with bare feet, and pushed open the door in the dark.

Tiptoed into the living room, the room was pitch black.Through the frosted glass door, he vaguely saw a human-shaped shadow moving in the kitchen.

He didn't dare to make a sound, and cautiously looked in through the crack of the door.

Zheng——

Seeing Han holding a kitchen knife, he sharpened the knife on the whetstone expressionlessly.

Cang Xingyi: "..."

Bu Han's eyes were blank, his face expressionless.While sharpening the knife, he muttered words in his mouth, with an insane look, which looked very penetrating.

"Hehehe, why would I think that I can comfort him well. People's sorrows and joys are not the same, one person can't save another person, why would I be so whimsical..."

"Why do you want to fall in love, why do you want to be tempted, why do you need to be completely marked. Why do human beings have to be gender-differentiated? They are really low-level and inferior races..."

"From the beginning, it was all wrong..."

"God's mother has two personalities, god's mother's fairness is not fair. Why do people live? Living is for unfairness. Only death is the fairest in the world. If I give you one knife, and then give myself another knife, it will be very unfair to everyone. fair……"

"I'm tired, let the world be destroyed. Let's all die together...!"

Cang Xingyi: "..."

He grabbed the door frame and hid behind the kitchen door, not daring to speak, trembling.

The wife is insane and wants to kill someone.What can he do, he is just a weak, pitiful and helpless Omega although he is very clever.

—— Bianqiu save me! ! !

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Seeing the Cold: My wife and I have to be crazy.