Cheating, but not quite

It is normal for couples to quarrel.

Falling into a cold war after a quarrel is also the norm in the process of love.

It is not uncommon to be angry, swear to each other, and say cruel words such as "get out", "I don't want to see you again", "I will never communicate with each other", "Don't talk to me".But if you are really angry because of this, and you are really alienated from the other party, the relationship will definitely be on the verge of breaking down.

Because among the conflicts, what hurt the two lovers the most was not the harsh words they uttered when they were angry, but the serious things that arose when they were alone when they were cooling off each other.They will keep digging up old accounts in loneliness, recalling what the other party has done and sorry for themselves, any tiny emotional cracks will be expanded to infinity, and then suspect that the other party does not love them at all, and is not the right person at all. own people.

The cranky thinking during the cool-down period is the real source of the fatal breakup.

Therefore, Cang Xingyi never listened to Jianhan every time he said "separate and calm down".When the two really separated and each other cooled down, the two of them should really cool down too.

Emotional issues must be resolved while they are still hot, of course.

"You can get angry at me, you can hit me and scold me," he hung pitifully on Bu Han's shoulder, "but don't drive me away."

Seeing Han has always been a very long-lasting person.No matter how much he tossed about before, no matter how outrageous things he did, no matter how outrageous things he said, he had never heard the word "break up" from Jian Han's mouth.

He never thought that one day, he would be able to force Bu Han to say such words to him.

Based on Cang Xingyi's understanding of Seeing Han, he knew that the current moment was just an angry speech during the period when Seeing Han was susceptible.But Jianhan is not a person who would joke about such an important matter. Since he said this, it means that he is really re-examining Cang Xingyi—or Bian Qiu—and reconsidering their relationship with him. Emotional fit between them.

The urgency of the situation is already on the cliff, precarious.Once this incident is not handled well, the relationship between them may really end in a break.

His voice became softer and softer: "If I make you angry, you will kill me and tell me. I will change it."

Seeing Han forcefully broke Cang Xingyi's hand.

"Let me get angry at you, who am I?" He said coldly, "Unreasonable, lose your temper, don't care about your feelings at all, right? Then you can occupy the moral high ground in the next dispute and blame me I enjoy your care but don't appreciate it. Cang Xingyi, have you asked me before doing something, do I need your love?"

"I'm sorry. But I didn't do this to you to impress you or take advantage of your guilt."

Cang Xingyi hugged Bu Han tightly, refused to let go, and buried his face into Bu Han's neck from behind.

"I know what I did wrong, can I apologize to you?" Cang Xingyi tried to coax Han Xiaohuo with coquetry, "I have been listening to you seriously, I will stop making trouble. This time it is true."

"I admit that I said those things before because I was jealous of my vengeance, and I was jealous of him. I was just talking about it, and I won't really easily seek death and life to embarrass you." He closed his eyes and felt it. Alpha's body temperature, breath is filled with the cold fragrance that fascinates him, "I want to attract your attention and compete with him for your favor. Of course I know he is me, I'm just very scared, afraid of being an Omega I can't attract you, because I have too many shortcomings."

"I'm sensitive and fragile, and I don't meet your expectations of your lover, so I like to talk ironically and listen to you coaxing me to prove that you care about me. I said I want to leave because I want to hear you stay; I said I want to disappear because I hope you can be sure that you need my presence. I shouldn’t have messed with you when you were in a bad state, and the way I used it made you feel bored, so I apologize. Dear, I’m sorry.”

Seeing Han was silent for a while, and said, "Don't you know this very well in your heart?"

"Yes. So of course I also know that A-Han let me mess around because he likes me and dotes on me." Cang Xingyi immediately replied sweetly.

In fact, no matter whether it is Cang Xingyi or Bian Qiu, they have basically never seen Jianhan get angry at him.

The only time Jian Han spoke loudly to him like this was when Cang Xingyi pretended to kidnap Bian Qiu in the hotel and threatened Jian Han to sleep with him.

Cang Xingyi knew that it was definitely not because Bu Buhan had a good temper.Jianhan's temper is actually not good, it can even be said to be very bad.

He has seen Jian Han yelling at Party A who made unreasonable demands, and he has also seen him mercilessly criticizing his inefficient collaborators, and even trying to use unspoken rules to lower the performance of his works and snatch him away. Counselors openly debate opportunities for exhibitors.

It's just that in front of him, Jian Han has always restrained himself, and almost never said harsh words.

He and Jian Han have known each other for too long, and he was too used to this way of getting along in the past.No matter what I do, whether I don't see Han's approval or dissatisfaction, I will turn these messy things over with a helpless smile in the end.He thought it was because Bu Jianhan didn't care about his affairs, so there was no objection or support at all.It wasn't until now that he realized that Jian Han didn't ignore him as he imagined.

Seeing Han has always been tolerant to him, even conniving.

With Bu Jianhan's character, if he really can't accept his schizophrenia, on the day he finds out the truth, he will resolutely propose a breakup, cut off the relationship between the two of them cleanly.Instead of letting him mess around, it was time to accompany him through the climax, and he was coaxing him nicely, and indulged him to toss and turn for so long.

Seeing Han loves him very much.

Love is not a superficial confession of the three words "I love you", it is not the release of physical desires, and it is not the carefully crafted rhetoric when fooling him and Bian Qiu.

It is every patient response in the trivial daily life, it is the company that persists from beginning to end, it is the bottom line of tolerance that keeps retreating, and it is also all his silent tenderness.

"Ahan, I said that if you are not happy, you can get angry at me. I am not showing pity to you." Cang Xingyi said warmly, and put a delicate kiss on the side of Bu Han's neck, "Maybe you feel that smiling and loving It’s good, so give it to me; anger and blame is bad, so keep it away from me. For me, it’s not like that.”

"You are so precious to me. I want to know what you are thinking, and I want to know your thoughts and emotions better. I care about every change of your mind, your demeanor and words, different moods...you bring Everything about me, in my opinion, is a very important treasure. The only thing that will really make me despair is your rejection and indifference."

"Honey, I'm asking you, don't be so mean to me."

"I have confessed my true self to you. If my words can make you understand how I love you, are you willing to share all your beautiful, or not so perfect appearances with me?"