[HP] I'm hanging out at Hogwarts

Riddle BE·——Endless Reincarnation

The world calls me Voldemort, but I'm also Riddle.

She was a liar who didn't deliver on her promises, and when I saw my old self, Tom Riddle, in the cemetery, all those painful memories came flooding back.

It was also at that moment that I realized the mistakes I had made...and decided to change everything.

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They didn’t win that war, and I finally tasted the joy of victory, but the girl who thought she could destroy me by killing herself, the person I’ve known since childhood, and whom I’ve missed for more than 70 years, was forced by me All her friends are dead.

Only she and her family survived alone. After the war, I promised them a superior life, but she didn't want this. She used the rebirth spell, trying to reawaken me in the long river of time.

She never came back and when I found her father, William Panik, he just said to me, "You never knew her, and now you've won, won everything, but she's trapped in a time cage! She's dead I'm gone! I'll never get out!"

Another burst of memories flooded into my mind. Indeed, my memory changed. She used the Rebirth Curse, which changed my life. She first appeared in the orphanage, and the second time she appeared at the beginning of Hogwarts. at the banquet.

When I was sorted into Slytherin, she was the happiest, but at that time, I didn't seem to recognize her, she was so strange, in the first grade, I saw that she was obviously so much older than me Many, at least a fifth-grade student.

But when I was in the fifth grade, she was still at Hogwarts, doing nothing all day long, and people around her seemed to be unable to see her.

She often comes to bother me and come to chat with me, but I ignore her every time.

I don't have the time to care about so much, I still have more things to do, I want to study my life experience, to build my own power, I don't want to be a weak person, and expect the pity of others.

When I was the chairman of the student union, I released the basilisk, killed Myrtle, and finally made my first Horcrux. She was very interested in my Horcrux diary, and even wanted to steal it many times. This diary of mine, I'm really sick of her.

And Myrtle turned into a ghost after death, and she often chatted with that strange girl.

Occasionally she would ask me to go to Hogsmeade. I thought she was familiar with her. I always thought that she had something to do with my life experience a few times ago, so I would agree to come to the Pig’s Head Bar. Prepare butter beer.

He boasted that the girl had the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen.

But then I found out that she has nothing to do with my life experience, I began to learn to avoid her, maybe she is like others, just want to attract me through her appearance.

After I graduated, she followed me all the time. I really hated this appearance. After I got the locket and the gold cup, I organized my own army and became the famous dark wizard in Europe: Voldemort.

I thought of another thing, that thing was worthy of my Horcrux status, Ravenclaw's crown, and I returned to Hogwarts.

She went back too, but this time to stop me.

"Stop it! Tom! You won't win the final victory if you do this. The splitting of your soul will only make you more and more crazy. Look at your own face, those scars are all left by black magic Traces." Tears welled up in her eyes.

It's really weird, she's really familiar... watching her tears, I actually started to relente, which is really not a good sign.

"So...you love me, don't you?" I grinned and touched her face, my wand sneaking out from behind her, pointing at her temple.

She also nodded foolishly.

"Unfortunately... I don't love you, Avada Kedavra."

She became my soul for making the crown horcrux, but she didn't seem to be completely dead, her soul and the crown merged into one, and every time I looked at the sapphire in the middle, she would always cry.

I hate her like this, she can't die cleanly.

I left her alone in the Room of Requirement, since she loves me...she should guard my soul for me, right?

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Those memories came back, I looked helplessly at my hands, I didn't recognize her in that memory, even after all the years of trying.

I killed her with my own hands.

She became such an abomination in the diadem, which I did.

I started regretting, regretting not being able to recognize her in memory, regretting what I did to her so cruelly, killing her soul.

I searched for her all over the world, I know her soul doesn't belong here, but when I found that child in China, she was nibbling watermelon bit by bit, I took her to many places, hoping to wake up some memories , but this is her in the previous life, she has not been reincarnated, and she can't understand what I'm talking about.

So I could only cast an Oblivion Curse on her.

Children, after many years you must not forget, remember me, okay?

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The Rebirth Charm, this must be my last resort, I decided to use this spell on myself.

I went back to the year she was born, and I disguised myself as a prophet and said to my old self: "Two children, one was born in the family that defeated the Dark Lord three times, and the other was born at the end of the seventh month. , the Dark Lord marked one of the boys as his rival, and of the two children, one must die at the hands of the other, because both cannot live... only one can survive..."

"Why should I believe you?" I once questioned. At that time, I was already the most powerful dark wizard in the world, and I would not change my mind easily.

I took off my hood and he saw a fright in my face.

"So in the future... what happened?"

"In the future, you lost to a bunch of kids, so if you want to win you have to listen to me." I lied to myself, in the future I won the war, but lost the most precious thing in this life.

"If you trust me, I can be with you and use my experience to help you, because I am you."

He accepted my invitation, and we truly became one, which means that the future world of "Voldemort's victory" no longer exists.

I knew that I would disappear once, but I chose to attack Harry Potter because I knew that after waiting 11 long years, I would see her again.

Eleven years later, I was attached to Quirrell and mixed into Hogwarts. At the start-of-school banquet, I finally saw the figure I was thinking about. She was really young at that time and didn't know anything.

But I have to follow the path that I have walked, so that I can have a chance to change all this.

In the Forbidden Forest, I had a chance to kill her, but I didn't.

In her second grade, she finally met that me, Tom Riddle.

When she was in fourth grade, I had a chance to kill her in the cemetery, but I didn't, and that's when I saw Tom Riddle in cat form, and that's when I made a deal with him.

My plan is going well, my plan is - to send myself to the grave.

Only then would Voldemort die and Tom Riddle would have a chance!Only then can I have a chance to be with her again.

When I confronted her in the Department of Mysteries, I had a chance to kill her, but I didn't.

She was captured by me at the Riddle Mansion, she lost her memory, and Tom Riddle became her "fiancé". I knew that was the happiest moment in my life.

I looked at them like a pair of happy lovers, and I felt uncomfortable, although I knew that person was me, "Don't fall into it." I warned the past me.

I had to do something, lest my jealousy spoil my plans, I pulled my memory out, and from this moment on, I was Voldemort and never Riddle again.

I still don't want to part with that memory, and occasionally take it out to look at it, in case my eagerness to win destroys my plan. In front of the world, I am the crazy and evil Voldemort.

I sent my men after Harry Potter, but never gave Anne Panik a death order.

Finally, the moment came. He and I met at the Riddle Mansion, and I knew that at that moment, my eyes were filled with the desire to win.

We became one person again, and now I find that Riddle has murderous intentions for Anne Panik, and he will kill what he can't get. This character is just like me in my early twenties.

Riddle was about to strangle her while screaming at the shack, and I saw the empty locket, and for a moment both he and I seemed to be in a trance, and he and I let go.

"Don't..." I said.

"Kill her, she's not worth it at all!" he said.

The battle is about to start soon, I know I am about to die here, she rushed towards me, Riddle is not reconciled, he is eager to win, he said, "Don't..."

I said, "Kill it."

I saw her again, nothing could have been better, and I don't know if she remembers what I said.

Children, after many years you must not forget, remember me, okay?

A ray of green light hit her, and I could only focus on the killing curse, weakening it, and it hit William Panik as well.

She actually aimed her fangs at her chest, I grabbed her hand and turned the fangs towards me, she barely exerted any force because I took her hand and pierced my chest.

I kept telling myself over and over again, I had to do this, only then would that old me, that Tom Riddle have a chance to be with her.

I thought I wasn't going to cry, but I did.

It was Voldemort who died, not Riddle.

I tell myself so.

This is like an endless cycle, I bet my own life just to meet her again.