three feet away

Xu Nuo's words said that she was crying like rain, and Yan Ruyi had an emotional breakdown, and she couldn't cry. Maybe it was because she had suppressed her emotions for too long. Once such a complete outbreak happened, it would become uncontrollable. The tears wet the eyelashes and formed a ball of burrs, which irritated the eyelids. Unable to open her eyes, Yan Ruyi leaned over and held Xu Nuo's finger at the corner of her face sobbing. As soon as the two hands touched each other, they quickly adjusted their positions like positive and negative poles attracting each other and hugged each other in the most compatible position.

Xu Nuo thought that in the short two months after returning to China, she probably cried all the tears she had saved during the years of studying abroad alone, and let her be sane by life. When she faced Yan Ruyi, her She is still a mentally ill patient who has lost her mind and has long since become terminally ill. She is the only one who can save her.

When the tentative lips trembled and fell on the top of Yan Ruyi's head, Xu Nuo smelled the cool and light fragrance in her hair, she seemed to have returned to that midsummer, when she was not yet 19 years old, Yan Ru took her to watch a firefly show Feast, and gave her the most precious gift in this life.She still remembers her jerky movements and Yan Ruyi's unhesitating devotion, and she even more remembers that at that time, she firmly wanted to work hard to be with her for the rest of her life.

Feeling the light touch on the top of his head, Yan Ruyi slowly raised his head, looked at Xu Nuo who was looking down at him with tears in his eyes, and then stretched out his right hand, lightly touching Xu Nuo's eyebrows, every fingertip reached She stayed here for a while, and then moved to the next place, from the tip of her eyebrows to the corner of her lips, it took her a long time to brush it carefully. Finally, her fingertips rested on her chin, her index finger slightly bent to lift her chin, Slightly hooked his lips and faced Xu Nuo with a tearful smile: "After all, you have grown up and become what I expected, so mature, so beautiful, so people...like..."

...... When the word "like" came out of Yan Ruyi's mouth, Xu Nuo was stunned for two seconds. She frowned unconsciously, and pressed down the corners of her eyes and lips. ,like?After regaining her senses, she began to think about whether the meaning contained in these two words was the teacher's love for the students, or her love for Yan Ruyi like she did for Yan Ruyi.And there is no doubt that no matter what the answer is, it will definitely break my heart again. Time has passed, and even though she is still her, Yan Ruyi has already become someone else's.

"Do you like it?" Xu Nuo will take back the right hand held by Yan Ruyi, and forcefully look into Yan Ruyi's eyes calmly, then turn over and lie down on his back: "Sleep, after dawn, ashes to ashes, dust to dust."

"Impossible, impossible again." Yan Ruyi shook her head and laughed. After Xu Nuo turned around, her crooked fingers stopped in mid-air for half a second. After analyzing clearly what Xu Nuo said, she shook her hands tremblingly. Shrunk back into the pit of his heart and said in grief, almost lost his voice: "Ashes to ashes, earth to earth?" Yan Ruyi smirked, lost her posture, and said in frustration:

"Perhaps it would be nice to meet you again half a year later. At that time, it was my life to return dust to ashes, and I had no complaints. But when you came back, I saw you again. How could it be possible, how could it be possible to force me Stranger to you?..."

"I love you like that, promise, maybe you can tell me, how should I love you? How else should I love you? I have faced everything, and there is nothing I can't face..."

Yan Ruyi's words ended with an uncontrollable sob, the hoarse wailing sound after the throat was broken, like a whip soaked in water was whipped on the tip of the heart, making Xu Nuo so painful that the hand pinched by his side was tightened and loosened, She used all her will to suppress the thought of turning around and hugging her, she closed her eyes without saying a word, but neglected to savor the importance of Yan Ruyi's words carefully.

"It would be nice if I had never been your teacher, promise, if I had never loved you?" Yan Ruyi murmured, as if there was no one in front of her, and she was just talking to herself in the air.

Xu Nuo opened her eyes instantly when she heard the words, her heart was filled with anger again, she gritted her teeth, what is this?What is this?

Turning over and sitting up, Xu Nuo was anxious, with a fierce look in his eyes, he pulled Yan Ruyi and squeezed her jaw to force her to sit in front of him and look at him, gritted his teeth and asked with a sneer:

"Do you regret it? Since you will regret it, why did you give me such a beautiful thought at the beginning? Since you are so regretful, why did you come to knock on my door just now? Did I make it difficult for you? A deformed delusion in my mind is with the teacher. student, how can you be worthy of your position on the high three-foot podium?! Hehe, Yan Ruyi, I never want to deny that I still love you pervertedly, yes, I want to get you, but you probably forgot , I promise that my heart has never been dark, and I have never been the kind of person who licks my face and begs for love and hugs! I know how much I am worthy of being loved!? But, no matter how low I am, no matter how humble I am, It won't let my love be trampled under my feet like dust!"

Yan Ruyi's remorseful words really hurt Xu Nuo's nerves. Those words seemed to pick on the reverse scales on her body, making her jump into a rage in an instant, the red threads in her eyes were full, and the moment she lost control, her subordinates didn't She held Yan Ruyi's chin, looked at her in a distorted posture, wanted to speak but couldn't speak, only tearing.

Xu Nuo looked at Yan Ruyi's deformed face with bloodshot eyes, the tears on her face hurt her eyes, but she still couldn't suppress the tyrannical emotion, the pain in her heart was like a beast devouring her mind, She stared at Yan Ruyi's fragile appearance with pear blossoms and rain, raised her head in despair and let out a wild laugh. When the tears fell, she suddenly lowered her eyebrows and smiled wickedly, then bent down and bit Yan Ruyi's face fiercely. Ruyi's lips were crazily aggressive: "Regret? Okay, let's make you regret it even more!"

Bitten heavily on the tongue, Yan Ruyi let out a pained groan instinctively, put his hands on Xu Nuo's chest and tried to push her away, Xu Nuo's anger melted into inexhaustible strength, pressed Yan Ruyi down on the bed, let her Pulling and beating behind her, but not letting go of the hand pressing her shoulder.

Yan Ruyi's lace-up nightgown slipped off as she struggled, just as promised, she pulled it under Yan Ruyi's buttocks, buried her head in Yan Ruyi's naked chest, and bit her left breast sparingly. Going down, Yan Ruyi was in pain, and raised her hand to slap her face and back vigorously, but she remained indifferent until a strong smell of blood came out of her mouth.

Staring at the bloody tooth marks in front of him for a while, Xu Nuo put one hand on Yan Ruyi's side, and stretched out his other hand to gently caress Ruyi's red peach-like eyes, looking at her in a daze, so sad that she was almost gone. With an expression of not being able to cry, Xu Nuo laughed like a self-deprecating smile, and murmured: "It's obvious that you sent it to the door yourself, why are you crying so wronged? It's obvious that you are in love, why do you say you regret it? Yan Ruyi, you are so fickle .”

"Let's hate each other, hate is better than unrequited love."

After finishing speaking, Xu Nuo let go of Yan Ruyi's hand, lying on Yan Ruyi's body, and separated Yan Ruyi's legs without hesitation. Without giving her a chance to resist, her fingers seized Yan Ruyi's most secret place , Yan Ruyi let out a muffled snort, tightened the hand that was still on her back, and then let go.

Sex without lust at all, Xu Nuo could not feel the warmth and moisture that should belong to a loving person, she kissed the delicate skin of Yan Ruyi's chest mechanically, and moved her right hand emotionlessly, without any pleasure, nor Get any response, any.

Yan Ruyi lay under her as if she had died suddenly, and let her occupy her body without moving. She didn't even show any extra expressions. Since the promise entered her body without hesitation, she no longer had tears. She wasn't as sad as she was at the beginning, nor as desperately repulsed as she was a few minutes ago. She just lay there, like a cold, lifeless corpse.

The dry rubbing between her fingers made Xu Nuo feel pain. She kept her head down and never looked at Yan Ruyi's face again, because the pain caused by her crazy movements in the dry vagina made her suddenly start to be afraid, afraid that if She looked up and saw a desperate expression. She didn't know how to face it. She began to regret it, even if it was less than 5 minutes since the farce started, she had already regretted it, but her eccentric conceit did not allow her to turn back, so she closed her eyes. The eyes began to hypnotize herself, and she told herself that she should hate Yan Ruyi, bully her, and let her feel trampled.

Finally, no matter how hypnotized she was, it no longer worked. Yan Ruyi's silent acceptance was the greatest revenge for her. Finally, she could no longer fake her fear, and she could no longer hide her flustered anger. She pulled out her fingers dejectedly, turned over and got out of bed, like a criminal who was eager to escape from the crime scene, hurriedly changed her clothes, dragged the suitcase she packed in the afternoon and fled the hotel in a hurry, and walked into the cold night.

The hotel was left behind by Xu Nuo. In the silent cold night, there was not even a car driving by. She dragged her suitcase and walked under the dim street lights, only hearing her own footsteps and the sound of the suitcase turning.

She walked forward numbly, her hand holding the suitcase was already cold but she didn't know it. She didn't know when she escaped, let alone how long she had walked, until the road started to be cleaned The worker and the vendor who received side dishes from the vegetable market lost her soul before returning to her body in a trance. Standing under the streetlight, she let go of the suitcase lever, raised her hand tremblingly, and looked down at her own body under the dim yellow light. On the right hand, the faint blood scabs in the palm of the hand were like dried and cracked soil, broken into eye-catching red spots. Under the light, the middle finger and index finger protruded from the dark red blood spots in the sharp nails that had been trimmed, which made her stop. Trembling uncontrollably, she raised her head, looked up at the street lamp above her head, saw the raindrops falling like dandelion seeds, and also saw Yan Ruyi's red eyes from crying...

The mist and drizzle of the winter night wet her slightly disheveled long hair and pale face. She lowered her head, grabbed the trolley case again, and faced the foggy street in front of which the streetlights could not see through, she showed a smile that was worse than crying. Ugly smile.

"Hehe, it's all right now, now I don't even have the right to be greedy for you... It's okay, it's okay..."

When Yan Ruyi buried her head in her neck, the warm breath disturbed her thoughts that were clear a few minutes ago. She was as greedy as a tamed lion in a zoo, and her moral restraint was like the carefully handled food fed by the breeder. Although the rattan rules and lifeless food temporarily suppressed its wildness that wanted to attack humans, once the blood burst in its mouth, it would not be able to control its mouth full of fangs and sharp teeth, and it would move towards its own. The target attacks.