three feet away

For ignoring the promise, "Maggie Cheung" obviously didn't care at all. She raised her eyebrows and sat down by the weak light.

Xu Nuo glanced at her from the corner of his eye, thinking that it was a coincidence that the people he met in the traffic jam on the street unexpectedly met here again.It's just that this person is not easy to provoke at first glance, and she has an extraordinary sharp tongue. Although she looks good and belongs to the kind of charming woman who can surprise people at a glance, subconsciously, she still thinks that it is still It's better not to have any intersection when nothing happened.

The concert is divided into two halves, the first half is played by Chinese classical instruments, and the second half is played by Western instruments.Xu Nuo has no research on musical instruments, no understanding of musical instruments, let alone any music theory, but during the period when she was with Zhou Qingming, she heard several concerts with her performances, and more often, she went to Zhou Qingming The school listened to Zhou Qingming practice the piano, which was a piano solo for her alone.After going abroad, although she had many opportunities, she never thought of going to such a performance, and she was even unwilling to go to the cinema. The type of autistic patients who feel their own existence is different. The promised loneliness is not loneliness in the absolute sense, but the fear that their own loneliness will be incompatible with the harmony of the world.

When the performance of classical instruments in the first half was over, Xu Nuo slightly moved her body from her seat and spent a whole day translating documents and magazines in front of the computer. She was very tired, sitting in the dim auditorium, she quickly With deep drowsiness, the turbulent or soft notes in the concert hall are surrounded by three-dimensional equipment, which can't overcome her drowsiness. During the 5-minute intermission when changing instruments, she frequently dozes off Nodding, this action attracted the attention of "Maggie Cheung" sitting on her right.

"Hey, hey."

Someone pushed her right shoulder lightly with her fingers. Xu Nuo felt very sleepy. She knew that anyone wanted to respond, but she couldn't open her eyes. She opened her mouth and wanted to say stop making noise, but her brain was out of control. Only a small humming sound came out.

"Hey, look what's going on here?"

The buzzing voices came into my ears, but I couldn't catch the meaning of the words at all. The promise was so sleepy that I could only let others speak in the left ear and out the right ear.

"There's one on the left and one on the right."

"One on the left and one on the right?"

Someone new chimed in.

"Isn't this one sleeping on the left and the other sleeping on the right? Look at the one on my left, and then look at the one on the far right. The two sleep soundly."

"What's bothering you when people sleep?"

"Isn't my family going to perform? I bought a VIP ticket to sit in such a good seat, just to come to sleep? If you want to sleep, go to the back, you said, if my little baby sees his audience Asleep, how sad should it be?"

"You don't have too much control. People are free to sleep. Besides, don't you say that this little pianist hasn't agreed to your pursuit? Why is it your little one?"

"Tsk, isn't that something that will happen sooner or later? I'll preview it first and make out later."

"I found that the older you get, the thicker your skin is, Bao Lan. No wonder Li Su always complains about your slick tongue and shameless face."

"Yo, I have to thank her for looking up to me. No, I don't know the weak person on the left, it's okay for Li Su to sit in the front row and doze off with the ticket that my aunt and grandma bought at a high price. It's too unkind, Yu Zan, get up and let me go, I have to clean up this dead woman who followed Lin Xi and turned into a hob meat. Also, you call and ask Yan, if she is still coming What are you busy with and no one has been seen for half a month? Didn’t the concert have an agreed time? Why are you busy?”

"She has a problem with the factory. She has to go there in person. She should be there in a while."

The chattering voices in her ears finally subsided, and Xu Nuo finally let go of her frown. She shrank her neck into the seat, turned slightly to the right side, leaned her head on the back of the chair, and fell into a deep sleep.

The long-term high-intensity mental work and the anxiety and depression some time ago seriously overwhelmed the promised energy, so she still fell into a coma for a long time in such a concert hall with the sound of piano and zither, until a burst of high applause sounded, she never Waking up in a dream, = slowly opening her eyes, the eyes are still dim, but she can see the face that she has been thinking about day and night, and the face on the face is less than 25 cm away from her face. The pair of eyes that can't be forgotten no matter what, are looking at him with tenderness and pain.

Xu Nuo thought that she probably hadn't woken up yet but had a dream within a dream, and the dream actually put Yan Ruyi in front of her, so she blinked in the dream within the dream, and then hooked up at that face. Curling the corners of her lips, she opened her mouth hesitantly, and softly called her name: Yan Ruyi.

Under the dim light of the concert hall in the dream, Yan Ruyi's face showed unconcealable exhaustion, but his eyes looked at Xu Nuo's face for a moment, as if he was caught in endless and painful thoughts and couldn't get away, Xu Nuo's voice When it came into her ears, her originally gentle eyes dimmed instantly, and the eyes quickly became watery. The watery light appeared extremely clear and dazzling in the darkness, making the corners of her eyes moist.

The pain spread from her chest to her fingertips, and Xu Nuo finally woke up from the pain. She gently moved her hands in front of her, and felt the numbness of her right arm after being pressed for too long. When she first woke up, there was no such thing as a dream within a dream, she had already woken up, and the person in front of her was not the person in her dream, she was really Yan Ruyi.

The recognition that Yan Ruyi suddenly appeared in the seat next to her caught Xu Nuo a little off guard. Now that she is facing Yan Ruyi, it is no longer just the pain of being abandoned. Her impulsive behavior last time directly caused her to have deep feelings for Yan Ruyi. Especially when she returned home and stood under the shower repeatedly scrubbing her hands, Yan Ruyi's unresisting reaction under her body and the blood stains she saw under the street lamp all stimulated Xu Nuo's sensitive nerves. , between her and Yan Ruyi, there is no longer a simple grievance of who abandoned whom, but more a matter of her forcing her that can never be changed.That night, Yan Ruyi's body was very honest, so honest that she didn't respond to Xu Nuo at all. This kind of honesty made Xu Nuo despair. She really didn't have any love for herself, right?

But if there is really no love, what does it mean when she looks at her eyes every time, and the water in her eyes now?

"Yan Ruyi?"

I can't figure it out, and I don't want to think about it again, but I always have to make a basic apology for the stupid things I did and the escape in the middle of the night that I didn't take responsibility at that time, so Xu Nuo called Yan Ruyi's name again.

Yan Ruyi didn't speak, she still stared at Xu Nuo's face for a moment, telling Xu Nuo with her eyes that she heard her calling her.

Judging from the superficial reaction, Xu Nuo couldn't see whether Yan Ruyi decided not to talk to her because of what happened last time, but the fury she didn't show was enough to make Xu Nuo feel more guilty, and she swallowed. Pursing her lips, she smiled awkwardly and said a polite but distant greeting to Yan Ruyi: "I didn't expect to meet you here."

Yan Ruyi lowered her eyebrows, her eyes fell on the barrier between the two seats, and she still didn't speak.

"Yan Ruyi?"

Yan Ruyi didn't speak, and promised that she had lost her mind. No matter how many times she made a decision in private to completely draw a line with her, she was still afraid that Yan Ruyi hated herself in her heart. Even though she was the one who was abandoned at the beginning, she was still worried. She became the bad guy in Yan Ruyi's heart.This is very contradictory and ridiculous, but it is the truest and most daring heart in Xu Nuo's heart.

"Ok?"

This time, Yan Ruyi responded, even though she just raised her head, facing Xu Nuo, she replied with a nasal voice with care.

She didn't expect Yan Ruyi to talk to herself, Xu Nuo was at a loss for a moment, her mind was instantly emptied of what she wanted to say, she opened her mouth, and then ended dumbly.

"What do you want to say?"

Faced with Xu Nuo, she suddenly opened her mouth as if she had something to say but was depressed before saying a word, the expression on Yan Ruyi's face softened a bit.

Yan Ruyi's gentle expression and tone made Xu Nuo suddenly feel a little overwhelmed. She took a deep breath, smiled embarrassingly, and bravely said to Yan Ruyi: "I'm sorry..."

As soon as Xu Nuo spoke, the words "I'm sorry" just came out, the water in Yan Ru's eyes once again burst into tears, the tears gathered in the corners of his eyes but stubbornly refused to fall, the originally soft expression on his face became painful.

"I was wrong that day, I was too out of control...I'm a jerk...In any case, I have no qualifications and no power to force you..."

"I saw the blood on my finger, I saw your pain, Yan Ruyi, I didn't mean to hurt you, I just, just...I'm scared, I'm not reconciled..."

Speaking of this, Xu Nuo couldn't suppress his emotions and let out low-pitched sobs. Fortunately, passionate, youthful and passionate piano music was being played on the stage. Like one, no one noticed that the person sitting in the middle of the second row of the VIP was crying heartbreakingly.

Yan Ruyi's gentle hand reached across the barrier between the two seats and took Xu Nuo's hand, holding her trembling fingers firmly in the palm of his hand.

Xu Nuo was startled by her action, she widened her eyes in astonishment, watching the water drop from the corner of Yan Ru's eyes finally fall, and fainted on her smiling face, for a moment she didn't understand what her current expression and actions represented.

Yan Ruyi just leaned closer, probed, and kissed the corner of her lips lighter than a goose feather, and then rested her side face on Xu Nuo's shoulder. The place said to her earnestly and sincerely: "Promise, you are the only one who makes me so happy and heartbroken. I love you. I loved you seven years ago. Seven years later, I still love you."

"...." Yan Ruyi's actions and short words were like a bird thrown into the deep sea, it exploded in Xu Nuo's heart, causing a turbulent wave to hit the shore.She suddenly straightened up the body that was leaning on the back of the chair, looked at Yan Ruyi whose cheek was touched by her sudden movement with an expression of disbelief, and was speechless.

"Promise, I'm not married, Yiyi is not my daughter, I have a boyfriend, we broke up yesterday."

“…”

This sentence with countless messages came to her ears, Xu Nuo was completely dumbfounded, all the things she cared about were fake?

Xu Nuo was dazed, Yan Ruyi's expression became a little flustered, and he held onto Xu Nuo's hand tightly: "I have a lot to tell you, I need to have a good talk with you."

Xu Nuo was shaken by her hand, and her mind was still pounding against the huge waves. She couldn't believe what she heard, but Yan Ruyi was right in front of her, and she was here. This is a concert in reality. I met Yan Ruyi here, she apologized to her, she was not dreaming, everything was real.

After staring at Yan Ruyi for a long time, Xu Nuo finally moved the corners of her lips slowly. She clasped Yan Ruyi's hand tightly with her backhand. Just as she was about to speak, she heard thunderous applause from the audience.

Yan Ruyi looked up at the stage at the same time as her, only to see the young woman sitting in front of the bright black piano under the spotlight getting up and walking to the front of the stage. Below, is her slender figure.

Xu Nuo stared at the person on the stage, and for a moment, bitterness filled his heart.She turned her head and took a look at Yan Ruyi. Yan Ruyi's expression was quite normal. She remembered that Yan Ruyi had met Zhou Qingming before, but the distance was too far away at that time, and she was not sure if she could recognize her. After all, time has changed, It's not just her and Yan Ruyi that have changed.

"Damn it, I thought I was mistaken just now, but I didn't expect it to be Xiao Qingming! It's amazing, this piece is well written and played even better."

Just when a trace of melancholy rose in Xu Nuo's heart, Zhang Qing, who had been silent beside him, suddenly pushed Xu Nuo, stood up with the others, lowered his head and shouted loudly to Xu Nuo:

"Her song is called "First Love". It was written for you, for you."

When Xu Nuo heard it, his head was full of black lines, and he thought to himself, what kind of pig teammate is this?She turned her head to look at Yan Ruyi and smiled awkwardly, but Yan Ruyi didn't speak, she was facing forward, frowning slightly, staring at the figure bowing to the audience in the center of the stage, holding Xu Nuo's hand and squeezing it again. It's half tight.