sunny as rain

Ye Shiyu squatted in the corridor with dull eyes, his back pressed against the wall, breathing quietly and hard, his open eyes were so hot that he stared at them so painfully.

He couldn't believe it.

He saw the person he regarded as a treasure, kneeling on the ground, lighting a cigarette and pouring wine for the man in a suit inside.

Then he knelt down politely.

like a dog.

For what?

In order to make money.

Ye Shiyu always knew that he was working in the "New World".

He has followed around countless times, watching him into the new world KTV.

He didn't expose the white lies around him, but he didn't know that the people around him were kneeling to serve the guests.

From junior high school, Ye Shiyu often felt that the hands around him were beautiful, slender and white, with just the right amount of protruding joints, and even the veins with bulging blood vessels were so delicate and sexy.

But it's these hands, Ye Shiyu still can't imagine that these hands have served customers with different despicable personalities countless times, even though they were just serving tea and water.

The surroundings were as clean as a cloud, but they were stained with ink because of him.

Through the obscure door, the cruel focus on Su Yisheng's face was deeply imprinted in Ye Shiyu's head.

He decided to take this pain and humiliation to heart.

This child's body made him resentful.

He can't do anything.

It's useless.

He could only quietly stare wide-eyed in horror, watching everything happen quietly.

Ye Shiyu complained about herself countless times.

Why isn't he the one who earns money to support his family?

Why don't you have the ability to take care of your surroundings?

I watched my father die and my mother left.

He didn't do anything, just watched all this happen quietly.

This feeling sucks, just thinking about it takes courage.

"Xiao Yu." The familiar voice seemed to penetrate Ye Shiyu's thoughts at once.

The surrounding attitudes gradually eased, seeing that Ye Shiyu hadn't gone far, waiting in the corridor.

His heart softened even more.

Ye Shiyu looked up at him, like a frightened cat, with a trace of distrust and astonishment.

The surroundings patiently asked: "How long have you been here? Have you seen everything?"

Ye Shiyu's eyes were not as straight as before, and he lowered his eyelashes in shame and said, "I've been outside the door the whole time, and I've seen everything."

Before the melancholy around the eyebrows had time to accumulate, Ye Shiyu quickly added: "Those two men are kissing."

This time, I looked at the surrounding eyes and said.

The last sentence was like dropping a bomb lightly at the moment when the two men barely woke up.

At this second, the surrounding seemed to understand Ye Shiyu's complicated emotions.

His whole body was shaken by the bombing, just thinking about what happened in the private room just now, and being seen by Ye Shiyu, it was difficult to calm down in his heart.

Like a spoiled child, Ye Shiyu didn't leave any room for the surroundings, and asked, "Isn't it? They're kissing, two men."

The surroundings walked to Ye Shiyu's side very hesitantly, squatted down suddenly, hugged him, and patted his back: "Xiaoyu, it's my fault, forget what you just saw."

Ye Shiyu stared at the side faces around him in shock, his tone was a little tough: "Why? I knew a long time ago that two men can also be together. They can not only kiss, love, but also do sex."

I did something around me that I thought I would never do in my life.

He slapped Ye Shiyu across the face.

Ye Shiyu's arm was tightly pulled around, and Ye Shiyu's shoulder was shaken desperately, trying to shake those dirty pictures out of his beautiful little head.

"Forget what you saw, forget it for me, did you hear that? Answer me, did you hear that?" The eyes of the surroundings followed Ye Shiyu's, as if they were confirming something.

Ye Shiyu looked around in confusion: "Why? I also like men, why can't I watch them?"

Extended palms around, quickly covered Ye Shiyu's mouth, with a firm stand, looked at Ye Shiyu worriedly and said: "Xiao Yu, you are still young, you still can't tell what liking is."

Ye Shiyu broke free from the shackles around him, and looked straight at him without fear, wishing to see through the eyes of his surroundings: "Periphery, I have known since I was a child that I like men."

With a bang, the bomb was finally detonated.

The surroundings felt that their heartbeats continued to accelerate exaggeratedly, and each beat was accompanied by burning pain, like a ball of flame barely passing through the narrow and thin blood vessels, rampaging, bringing out a bloody hole.

In the shadow of the chandelier overhead, Ye Shiyu's youthful and immature face looked so innocent.

And what came out of his mouth was more like a low-pitched monologue.

The surrounding hands and feet were numb, staring blankly at Ye Shiyu, the words of retort and reprimand came to his mouth, and then counted and disappeared.

That's right, no one stipulates that Ye Shiyu can't like men.

Ye Shiyu's intimacy and dependence on him now seem more ambiguous.

Because of this bold idea, the surrounding hearts trembled again.

A heavy roar kept coming from the ears.

Suddenly his vision blurred.

The surrounding lips trembled and said one sentence repeatedly: "Xiao Yu, you can't, you can't."

There was a smile in Ye Shiyu's tears, and there was decisive courage in the smile.

Ye Shiyu asked, "No, what?"

He just wanted to force his surroundings to speak out.

"Can't like men? Or can't like you?" Ye Shiyu approached step by step.

Crucifixes of shame were crucified all around, and the pain poured in from all directions without end.

His heart shrank back, his head lowered, and his voice revealed exhaustion: "I can't... like me."

People around him told him that Ye Shiyu was still a child all the time. Although he didn't have extra thoughts about Ye Shiyu now, his head was full of guilt.

After saying it, on the contrary, it was relaxed and relieved.

Ye Shiyu glanced around lightly: "Surroundings, what are you thinking? How could I like you? You are my second brother.

I'm just, confessing to you that I like men, so that you don't always treat me like a child. "

Looking at Ye Shiyu's expressions around him, it would be unrealistic to reveal Ye Shiyu's motives for his actions today.

The surroundings smiled apologetically: "I'm sorry, Xiaoyu, I was just joking with you. Of course you can like me, my brother likes my brother, and my brother likes my brother, isn't it normal?"

Ye Shiyu smiled lightly, with drooping eyelids, then lifted it up slightly, clenched fists with both hands hanging by his sides: "Everyone around, you resign. I don't want to see you bowing your knees in front of others for me, I feel uncomfortable."

The surroundings quietly concealed the embarrassment between the two with an understatement, and he nodded: "I'll think about it, give me some time."

Ye Shiyu stared at the surroundings until the surroundings looked at him puzzled, and then Ye Shiyu looked away.

"By the way, how do you know that I work here? Did you come here today to find something for me?" The surrounding asked cautiously, for fear of hearing another confession statement.

Ye Shiyu's eyebrows were drooping, his eyelashes were thick, and he looked unbelievably gentle from the side. He explained: "The big tiger told me that I thought you were sick because you didn't come back that day, so I came over here in a hurry, afraid that you would have to wait if you were sick." Keep going to work."

Ye Shiyu's words were very confusing.

It is completely impossible to imagine a high school student around who would follow him to work.

People around believed Ye Shiyu's words without thinking.

Ye Shiyu straightened up, patted the folds on the clothes, and said as if nothing had happened: "Don't turn off the phone in the future, and don't let me not be able to contact you."

The surroundings glanced at the phone symbolically, but fortunately the battery is sufficient.

Sleeping at Zhu Fen's house that night, he turned off the phone on purpose. He was afraid that Ye Shiyu, a brat, would think too much, and explain it would be self-evident.

Ye Shiyu seemed to have seen through his thoughts, stopped all actions, and tilted his head to look around: "You told me not to like you, then you don't like others, this is only fair."

around:"……."

Ye Shiyu smiled innocently: "It means, I don't want to have a sister-in-law so soon, you'd better not be like Ye Rufeng."

Su Yisheng and Zhu Fen haven't left the private room yet.

Surroundings sent Zhu Fan a WeChat message, and left with Ye Shiyu.

On the way, Ye Shiyu yelled to eat rice cakes, but he went home first.

I had to go to three supermarkets and two bakeries around, and I could buy rice cakes filled with pure red beans.

in the private room.

Su Yisheng wiped his hands with a wet towel, stared at Zhu Fen and said, "That high school student just now was quite interesting."

Seeing Su Yisheng being cold and restrained, Zhu Fen's eyes were instantly on fire.

He knelt in front of Su Yisheng, looked at him with forbearance, begged and said, "Don't touch him, you can ask me to do anything."

Su Yisheng's cold face came into Zhu Fen's field of vision from a sharp angle, he helped Zhu Fen up, and said lightly: "Don't be afraid, I don't need you to do anything, but I may need him to do something for me one day ..."

Zhu Fen understood.

This he refers to the surroundings.

Su Yisheng gently kissed Zhu Fen's lips.

Zhu Fan backed away in panic, only to find that Su Yisheng's eyes were fixed on her.

Su Yisheng's eyes were filled with frost, making the contours of his eyes deeper.

Zhu Fen suddenly remembered what she had said to her surroundings, "Your desire is a sin."

Is one's own desire not a sin?

Zhu Fen looked at Su Yisheng sadly, Su Yisheng stroked his hair with the pride of a creator and said, "You know, I love you."

Zhu Fen looked up at Su Yisheng in surprise and confusion, Su Yisheng just hugged him tightly, patted his back, and kept calling his name: "Zhu Fen, Zhu Fen, Zhu Fen..."

Seeing the harmonious atmosphere, Zhu Fen closed her eyes and said softly, "Su Yisheng, please let me go. We... should have ended long ago."

Zhu Fen was still greedy, he thought it was the last hug, and even stretched out his arms to hug Su Yisheng.

Su Yisheng took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said, "I know, we've finished it long ago, and now I'm unilaterally pestering you."

Just as Zhu Fen was about to continue to say something, Su Yisheng stood up.

Su Yisheng returned to his previous indifferent and selfish appearance, and turned his head to look at Zhu Fan: "Those rich second generations will not come to trouble you again."

Zhu Fen did not tell Su Yisheng about this matter, but he believed that Su Yisheng must have his own ability to know and solve this matter.

Zhu Fen picked up the cigarette case on the coffee table, took out a cigarette, and casually pressed the lighter.

The moment the blue flame burst out, Zhu Fen heard Su Yisheng say, "I touched your hand, it's useless."

Zhu Fen's lips trembled a little, and she couldn't hold the cigarette steadily.

"I just don't like people coveting my things." Su Yisheng left without saying a word.

Zhu Fen was distracted, and rubbed the sticky fingertips, it was blood.

Su Yisheng's blood.