sunny as rain

Ye Rufeng picked up the ashtray on the floor, put it back on the coffee table, wiped the remaining ash on the floor with a paper towel, and sat down on the sofa.

The surroundings almost begged: "Rufeng, let me be with him, and when he doesn't want me anymore, you can drive me away."

Ye Rufeng poked the cigarette vigorously into the ashtray on the coffee table, half of the ash fell on the coffee table, and half fell to the ground.

The surrounding faces dimmed, and they stopped talking.

When the two quarreled, the most taboo thing was silence, which Ye Rufeng deeply understood.

Wang Ning is a very dissatisfied woman. If she has a house, she wants a bigger house, and if she has a car, she wants a more expensive car.

In order to earn more money and give her a better life, Ye Rufeng has to follow the car as his own boss, just to save the salary of a driver, so naturally he doesn't have much time to be with Wang Ning.

But instead of understanding Ye Rufeng's intentions, Wang Ning complained that Ye Rufeng didn't have time to accompany her, and even suspected that Ye Rufeng had other women outside.

There are some long-distance drivers who are not very serious. There are many romantic relationships. When they stop at a certain place to rest, some drivers will even look for girls, but Ye Rufeng has never done this before, and he does not allow himself to do so. That's what the driver does.

He and Wang Ning had quarreled several times because of such illusory things. In the end, whether it was Ye Rufeng holding back his anger and keeping silent, or Wang Ning's contemptuous silence, it was uncomfortable and very difficult.

Ye Rufeng didn't expect that one day, such a situation would happen to him and his two close friends who were like brothers.

Ye Rufeng has always admired his surroundings, because after Ye Zhihui's death, he raised Xiaoyu to such a big age by himself, and raised him so well, without letting Ye Shiyu suffer a little.

Surrounded by Zhu Fan's New World KTV for so long, he also noticed it.

Comparing his heart to his heart, if it was him, he might not be able to kneel down and be a waiter to support a child who has nothing to do with him at all.

He once secretly gave Ye Shiyu and surrounding money behind Wang Ning's back, but was rejected every time.

He admired the backbone of the surroundings, and even more admired the courage of the men around him who could bend and stretch. As for the carefulness of the surroundings to Ye Shiyu, he was afraid that he would be inferior to his biological parents.

Just imagine Ye Shiyu's mother, who went far away and never said she would come back to see her child, even once.

Ye Rufeng sat up straight, patted the soot on his knees, and said in a low voice: "You don't understand at all, even if you and him are what you call love, can you guarantee that the ending will be good? You Look at me and Wang Ning, she was the one who chased me back then."

Ye Rufeng didn't want to bother his surroundings with the messy things at home, so he continued to persuade patiently: "Don't talk about me and Wang Ning, just talk about you and Xiaoyu. He hasn't gone to college yet, and he will meet more in the future. People. What does he know now as a kid? Once there is a problem between you, because there is no legally recognized relationship, you can easily let go of each other's hands. At that time, you will not even be able to be brothers. Do you want things to change? Is it like this?"

Ye Rufeng tried to soften his tone: "Besides, you also know how much social pressure homosexuality faces. Relatives in Xiao Yu's family, his future classmates and colleagues, your future colleagues and friends, have you ever considered whether he can Withstand the insult and slander of others?

You are now living in a dilapidated rented house, talking sweetly, talking to each other, and you can ignore the worldly eyes.But have you ever wondered if the wind and waves outside can blow you away once you step out of that door? "

Ye Rufeng has always been a vigorous and decisive leader, and it was the first time around him that he patiently said so many thoughtful words.

It's not that he hasn't thought about these issues, which is also the main reason why he hesitated for so long before really getting together with Ye Shiyu.

The surroundings said in a slow and broken voice: "Rufeng, you are killing me, and Ye Shiyu is my life." As he spoke, the surroundings closed their eyes in pain.

Ye Rufeng walked behind Zhou Quan, patted him on the back from behind, and said patiently: "Quan Zhou, think again, I don't want to see you two having to separate because you can't do it at all. Forsake everyone in love.

You can't do it, and Xiaoyu can't do it, unless you go to the deep mountains and old forests to live in seclusion, then take my words today for nothing. "

Turning around slightly, there is no gesture of compromise, with a silent stubbornness.

Ye Rufeng let go of his hand, opened his eyes wide and said with a smirk: "In a few days on the Ching Ming Festival, if you can tell the relationship between the two of you in front of Uncle Ye, I can't take care of your affairs. Anyway, I still say that, and I don’t agree.”

To a certain extent, Ye Shiyu and Ye Rufeng are very similar, they are both stubborn, they are the kind of temperament that can't be pulled back by eight horses and nine cows, and they are both good at disguising themselves laugh.

When Ye Shiyu faked a smile, his eyes would be narrowed into a crescent shape, and his face would be a little pale.

Ye Rufeng's eyes were wide open, and he immediately let go of the corners of his mouth when he smiled, and sometimes his laughter would fluctuate up and down, a bit pretentious, as Ye Rufeng's friend for so many years, the people around him naturally knew about it.

Looking out of the window, the sky gradually dimmed.

The clouds are very low, and they are extraordinarily quiet, just like the embarrassment of silence between two people.

Staring at the tiles on the ground, he said, "Stop looking for Xiao Yu, let me think about it, he is about to take the college entrance examination, don't upset him."

The anger on Ye Rufeng's face was very obvious. He stood up, rolled up his cuffs, glanced around and said, "You just protect me. I don't think you can live without your little brat."

Before he knew it, he said what was in his heart, and Ye Rufeng tried to explain slowly: "Okay, I won't look for him, even with his stubborn ass, I can't talk to him."

The surroundings smiled bitterly, looked at the time, and made a gesture to leave. After hesitating for a few seconds, he said, "I should go back. Xiaoyu hasn't eaten yet. I didn't eat this meal today. Come back another day."

Ye Rufeng slammed the bedroom door shut, leaving only one person in the living room.

Surrounded by smiling and shaking his head, he got up and went home.

When I was about to get home, a small restaurant in front of my house packed a portion of tomato beef brisket.

When passing by the vegetable market, the surrounding people walked home under the push and push of the crowd, and were even pushed to the side with a lot of people reluctantly.

Someone bumped into him, just like a classmate in elementary school poked someone's shoulder with a pencil as a prank, it was an annoying indirect touch.

Turning around to look behind him, the other party ignored him at all, and he was not easy to get angry. No matter what he said or did, it was futile.

Just like him and Ye Rufeng, no matter how they explain it, it seems like a weak defense.Because the other party has long believed that he is right, the one who is wrong can only be him.

At the door of the house, the surroundings tried their best to adjust their stiff expressions, and rubbed their hands back and forth on their faces a few times, barely recovering a trace of blood.

After entering the door, he first put the tomato brisket in the kitchen, took a deep breath, removed the chair stuck outside the door, and opened the bedroom door.

Because of the long-term tension and eagerness, Ye Shiyu's voice changed, and he threw himself on the surrounding body directly: "Surrounding place, are you alright?"

After seeing the Band-Aid around his forehead, he said gloomily, "He hit you, didn't he?"

Ye Shiyu raised his voice: "Did he hit you? Why? Why? I'm going to argue with him, I'm going to settle accounts with him."

Surrounding the Band-Aid that slightly covered the forehead with bangs, it happened to catch Ye Shiyu's angry gaze.

Ye Shiyu stepped on the tile floor with bare feet, pushed away the surroundings, went to the living room to get his coat, and pretended to go to Ye Rufeng.

The worrying things around him still happened. He was most afraid that Ye Shiyu would blame the only remaining relatives around him because of him.

He himself didn't care, and he had nothing to worry about being alone.But Ye Shiyu is different, he still has relatives in Guanma Village, and there is also an elder brother Ye Rufeng here.

Surrounding hugged Ye Shiyu from behind, his expression was pale and weird, the brows between his brows were tightly furrowed, and a strong uneasiness came quietly.

"Xiao Yu, don't do this, he didn't hit me."

Ye Shiyu didn't believe it at all, he waved his arms and struggled to confront Ye Rufeng face to face.

The surroundings had no choice but to lie clumsily: "I didn't lie to you. We had a fight, and now it's over. I also beat him. He was injured more seriously than me. I was afraid that you would blame me for beating him."

Ye Shiyu turned his head to look around in doubt, and his eyes rested on those pink band-aids with cartoon Kitty cat patterns in pity.

Ye Shiyu sat awkwardly on a chair in the living room, his shoulders shrugged, and he shivered. When he looked up at his surroundings, his eyes suddenly turned red: "This Band-Aid is so ugly."

The surrounding hearts were suddenly stung by Ye Shiyu's red eyes, turned around and pretended to take off his coat, avoiding Ye Shiyu's eyes, moved his throat with difficulty, suppressed the pain in his heart, and said softly: "I think it's ugly too."

When he turned around, there was an extra pair of white cotton socks in the surrounding hands. He put the socks on Ye Shiyu's smooth feet, held Ye Shiyu's soles, and kneaded them several times until Ye Shiyu's soles gradually faded. When it became warm, he reluctantly let go of his hand.

Ye Shiyu stared motionlessly at the Band-Aid around his forehead, wishing he could see through the wound inside, so as to measure whether the wound was deep or not?Is it long?Is it serious?Can I leave a scar?

He decided that he didn't want to see Ye Rufeng again for a long time.

With tears in his eyes, Ye Shiyu asked distressedly, "Does it hurt?"

Surrounded by embarrassing perfunctory: "It doesn't hurt, I dodged, he missed."

Hearing these words, Ye Shiyu nodded in satisfaction.

Zhou Zhou got up and went to the bathroom to wash his hands, and said to Ye Shiyu, "Xiao Yu, wash your hands and get ready to eat."

Ye Shiyu responded and hugged the surroundings from behind.

Wherever he goes, he doesn't let go, just hangs on the body of the surrounding, and walks with the surrounding, wishing to grow on the surrounding.

Ye Shiyu seemed to be saying with actions: "I don't want to be separated from you anymore, and don't abandon me either."

Not just the surroundings, but Ye Shiyu was also uneasy. He was afraid that after being discovered, the surroundings would slowly retreat until he retreated to his elder brother's position, or even more frighteningly, to the stranger's position.

Ye Shiyu put his head on the surroundings' backs, and whispered, "Surroundings, I love you."

Surrounded by a grin, covering the panic in his eyes, he said firmly, "I love you too."

Ye Shiyu was about to cry, and said with misty eyes: "I really can't think of how to describe my love for you, so I say I love you, I don't know how to express it?"

They grabbed Ye Shiyu's arm and embraced him in front of his chest. Sensing Ye Shiyu's uneasiness and fear, he said apologetically, "Xiao Yu, I know, I know everything, because I am the same as you."

Ye Shiyu opened his mouth slightly, showing his beautiful teeth, and said in a clear and clean voice: "But I'm afraid they won't know, what should I say, what should I do to let them know that I love you?"

The surroundings suddenly realized that Ye Shiyu was not only afraid of him shrinking back, but also afraid that he would be misunderstood by others, afraid that others would think that he had spoiled the child, afraid that others would think that what the child said did not count, and that others would think that he was small. A child's love is just a casual joke.

They hugged Ye Shiyu tightly, kissed his forehead and said, "I know, that's enough for me to know."